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I don't know if we're quite there yet. Keep holding on strong, OP.

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>>39163717
You can fapped to my feet if you like, anon.

>>39163717
that sounds pretty cute

i wish someone would fap to my feet

>>39163679
>white
>latina

pick uno

>>39163679
>white latina
start by killing yourself

>>39163679
She's fucking Tyrone already

>>39163632
Stop eating. Replace food with something else. When I was at my most depressed I hardly moved, and my body compensated by almost never being hungry and I lost a fuckton of weight. This is probably not healthy though.

>>39163655
>Replace food with something else.
There is nothing else. I enjoy NOTHING. They don't make good movies, tv shows or video games anymore, the world is quickly becoming the worst hell imaginable - especially if you're poor, humans are just insufferable at this point, there is nothing to look forward to. Food's my last island in a sea of shit.

>>39163696
Enjoy a worse life then because eating and being a fat fuck ain't gonna make things any better

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>gf is with her friends
>other friends are busy or have plans
>roomie that I used to be friends with doesn't talk to me anymore
>sit in my room drinking and listening to music
>too lazy/depressed to better myself or play video games
>browse 4chan and reddit

Sometimes I hope that the chest pains I've been having for a year will finally take me and I won't have to worry about finding a job or paying back student loans.

>>39163578
At least there is one other person who enjoys John Fahey in this world

>>39164049
I am learning to play like him and Robbie Basho.

I am quite decent in a variation of open C tuning. I just have to master a fuckton of other alternate tunings.

extra money doesn't really do anything for me

i make enough to live quite comfortably as a single guy. beyond that i just want an easy low stress life.

It sickens me how nobody my age seems to have financial sense. People get a new car every other year, new phone every year, spends money on random shit all the time, literally living pay check to pay check despite constantly working above min wage.

>>39163637
>new phone every year

a new phone is like $600, its not that much and we pretty much need it for everything

>>39163337
Don't worry you'll be fine in life as long as you're white

>>39163452
I am but need money working here is fucked

>>39163337
Amazon mTurk, pay is shit but it's something on the side for me. Not sure how payment works for people outside the US though.

explain the eightfold path pls

too late
I'm broken

whatever destroys a person made a nest in my mind, burrowed deep and hatched it's spawn

I'm fucked

The Noble Eightfold Path is an early summary of the path of Buddhist practices leading to liberation from samsara, the painful cycle of rebirth.[2][3]

The Eightfold Path consists of eight practices: right view, right resolve, right speech, right conduct, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, and right "samadhi" (meditative absorption or union).[4] In the earliest Buddhism these practices started with insight (right view), culminating in dhyana/samadhi as the core soteriological practice.[5] In later Buddhism insight (prajna) became the central soteriological instrument, leading to a different concept and structure of the path.[5][6]

The Eightfold Path teaches that by restraining oneself, cultivating discipline, and practicing mindfulness and meditation, house-leavers (monks and nuns) attain nirvana and stop their craving, clinging and karmic accumulations, thereby ending their rebirth and suffering.[7][8][9][3][10][11]

The Noble Eightfold Path is one of the principal teachings of Theravada Buddhism, leading to Arhatship.[12] In the Theravada tradition, this path is also summarized as sila (morals), samadhi (meditation) and prajna (insight). In Mahayana Buddhism it is contrasted with the Bodhisattva path, which culminates in full Buddhahood.[12]

In Buddhist symbolism, the Noble Eightfold Path is often represented by means of the dharma wheel (dharmachakra), whose eight spokes represent the eight elements of the path.

Had a friend who took it.
It cleared his skin pretty well, except now he's 21 and his hair is receding pretty fast

>>39163286
I took it and it works, not really any jewing being done I think. Problem is when I stopped it came back slightly so I probably should have been on another 6 months. There's a reason they're giving you blood tests though, it's definitely dangerous

>>39163286
Recognized what this post was about from the image, my dude. I was on accutane for about six months. I was on tetracycline-HCl for a year prior.
I was prescribed antibiotics initially because I had pretty bad cystic acne at 14. Antibiotics lost their effectiveness after a few months. I remember looking at my shit face and thinking "I wish there was a pill that would just make this shit stop." I didn't care what it was, didn't care about the side effects, I just wanted it. Then I learned about accutane.
It worked for me, I was on it for four months initially (40mg per day if I remember correctly, might have been 60). My skin was dry as fuck, the acne subsided, my scars faded a bit. It started again sometime later, so I took for another month or two. I've had what I would call "normal" acne since then (very occasional, small spots).
I don't recall any mental side effects; my depression was magnified at times. Aside from mental health concerns, I believe there is a risk of brain-swelling (!), serious birth defects if you're pregnant, and an increased risk of lung cancer if you smoke.
That's all I can think of off the top of my head, I would be glad to answer any questions though.

>>39163110
Are they bank tellers?

>>39163110
name pls this is original

>>39163110
I legit want to kill all bedwenches. Is this how white bois feel when they see me out with white bitches? Damn...

>>39163023
brap in my face
oh brap in my face
i wish ill be reincarnated as a teen girls sock

>>39163023
please i wan to fuck

me being rolled in the background

>>39162905
>reach down and feel balls
>feel kind of big
>realize I just have small hands
>dick is small as well
>i will never know what it's like to be confident

>>39162905

She was hanged by some shithole goatfuckers. Poor kid.

>>39162973
Who hangs a child?

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>>39162888
I grow more and more disgusted by them. Rodger's kind of feels for his fellows asian geeks, they reminded me of my social failure so I hated them even more than normies because they were alive images of my own failure. Especially toward girls. At that time I was so in love with two of them that I wrote nearly 100 pages of shitty poems on them. I still have those text somewhere on my old pc. Needless to say, I never managed to send those texts or even to attempt anything with those girls and suffered because of that. But more than that, those geeks disgusted me with their general inaction. I legit wanted to explore abandoned houses, to take drugs, to fight vilains and to save princesses. Sure, I liked video games just like them. But it was more of a poor substitute for real quests and adventures for me. Something that could make me feel that I was a hero and give me some meaning. But clearly not sufficient nor satisfactory. I tried to push them to do other things, adventures with me, some exploration, some travel. Even when I managed to get a bottle of good liquor, stoled in the family basement, and proposed to them to do a party in the woods with it they refused with no man we're too young for alcohol, we were 14 at that time. This is what fuelled my hate towards them. The fact that they were exactly like normies, refusing to do anything abnormal, anything that could put them in peril. Normies conform themselves to their social norms, to their little world where they act exactly as they are supposed to. So do those crypto robots, playing vidya all day and contempting themselves with tendies and WoW. I eventually broke up with them, and started to hang alone because I couldn't stand them anymore. That only fuelled my feelings toward girls, I basically totaly lock myself in litterature and poesy and do nothing more than reading poesy and dreaming, waiting to find my princess and love her and travel the world with her and naive things like that.

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>>39162935
I can't say I was exactly depressed at that time, because even though I was alone, I still hoped for love and for a great future full of heroism. Though it's definitly here when began my abnormal view and relationship with girls. I actually idealized them so much that I wasn't able to sexualize them. Of course, it's at that stage that puberty hit me hard and that I began to have urges. But I autistically and unconsciously separated the two domains of real life girls that I viewed as asexual idols, that I just wanted to hug and love, and the sexual domain, reserved to the nocturnal porn activity in which I purged all my dirty and violent urges. See, there is something inherently bestial, dirty, violent in sexuality. People who are sane understand it very soon, and don't repress it. They accept that violent nature of sexuality, but they also accept the sentimentality and affection that is another part of relationships. The two are melted together for them, and it's normal, they want to savagely fuck the same women they want to hug tenderly as they should. Though, when you're a little beta romantic teen who is confined in a world of litterature, you can't manage to that blend between those two ingredient because sexuality seems abnormal to you and thus you separate the two. The desire of real girls became purified of its sexual element and thus became abnormaly romantic, absolute, "pure", which led to an inability to correctly seduce womens. The sexual desires, also became separated of their sentimental elements, and thus became abnormaly kinky, degenerate, violent. This is a pathologic and dangerous condition, as you will see it later.

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>>39162950
A big change occured around when I was sixteen. First, it was another establishment, in France you have two establishment, first the college between 11 and 15 years, and then the lycee between 15 and 18. Needless to say, people are less dumb in general in the second one and the retarded ones don't even pass the test to enter the second, so, the general atmosphere is a little better. Also, you meet new people since there are in general three or four colleges in one city but one lycee. But the main change that occured at that time was personal, I started to interest myself to other kinds of lectures, not only poesy and litterature but also political ones. Mostly reactionnary and traditionalist kind of lectures. Evola and Guenon of course, but not only them, also a lot of french royalist authors (like Maurras, De Maistre and other counter-revolutionarry materials). Of course, I didn't understand those authors totaly. I even sometimes totatly reversed the sense of their writings. Evola would spit on my sentimentality, Maurras was a pragmatic who didn't like dreamers and so more. But that didn't matter for me, I found an enemy to make responsible for my sufferings. I used those authors and their texts to form a worldview who was a little caricatural at that time, even though even today I still think there is some truth to it. That is that the modern world killed idealism, killed heroism, killed any form of life that isn't purely tied to the material goods. That the french revolution was the cataclysm that symbolize the definitive passage from the heroic times, those of the knight, the aristocrat, the warrior-monk, the great sufferings but also the great yearnings of the soul to the disgusting reign of the bourgeois, of the banker, of the interest, of comfort, of weakness, of atavistic pleasures. It gived me an perfect explanation, a perfect scape goat to explain my sufferings and my incompability with the world.

i'm 24

seriously considering suicide again.

realized i'm afraid of dying again

Just applied for another teaching position, hopefully this time I get a response back. Fuck I hate being a dumb underemployed wagie.

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>Need job before college
>Applied to dozens of retail stores
>Not one interview offer yet
I'm going insane being stuck at home with no money.

>>39162585
>How do I avoid these people?
I don't think they're particularly stealthy about being assholes, tbhfam.

>being a housewife is slavery

as opposed to what?

feminists need to be killed

I think the large sane portion of humanity which still remains has absolutely zero problem with traditional women. Of course degenerates get scared when confronted with true beauty and purity.

>>39162580
The sad thing is a lot of people on this site are probably like this

>>39162580
fucking gringos locos

Why is he following him around with a camera?