I am old, /r9k/ .
I just saw my reflection on the mirror today. There were wrinkles all over my face. They weren't there the last time I checked. It's like someone put some make up on me while I was sleeping, such a surreal feeling. I can't believe this. It's here already.
What the hell is going to happen to me, /r9k/? this is all wrong, everything. I can't believe it. All those shitty choices were for real. I failed my life.
Fuck.
For some reason I want someone to laugh at me now, can we have a thread with me saying the stupid things I did and people laughing at my autism? I can use a laugh now. Pic not related.
I know that feel, just turned 20
>>35118995
You didn't actually get older overnight, you just became a faggot who spends too much time thinking about his looks. Just like an anorexic thinks too much about his weight.
There were this time, when I was a kid. That some cute girl came on to me and asked if I wanted to be her boyfriend. I couldn't believe that this was real, everyone I met thought I was trash. I was very happy, but it was all a lie to get my friend jealous over her. After that I never trusted another girl.
Just because some kid lied to me when I was like 9 years old, I never put had the courage to really try again. What a fag.
>it's another pretending to play the guitar and singing to a favorite song in front of people so that they see how impressive you really are episode
>>35118914
>i am 24 and i recently had a birthday with my mom like this
kill me
>>35118934
kill you with feels
>>35118934
But why? You know no one else will be there and still bother baking a cake and putting candles on it.
Classical music is the only true music.
Popular music is for braindead normies.
>>35118877
Nice triple doubles.
You should also look into electronic music though. And Rococo a shit.
>>35119013
Not op but i love classical/western art music but I fucking hate electronic.
Tried to get into it few times and it juss sounds pretentious, with no emotion and dead.
>>35118877
Who here /collector/?
I listen to far less of it than I should but just like collecting HQ stuff.
white woman you lose this time. you know that asian woman is far better than you and a lot of clever white man are travelling to asian countries only to have the perfect wife. just deal with it, they are far easier and more beautiful. now just go and keep sucking tyrone big cock and let chad cuck you like always. (and please dont bring the racist white with white stupid thing here).
>>35118811
Nice race bait thread soros
how about you take a hike.
there's nothing easier about dating someone of another race. culture clash is fuckin hell.
>>35118869
Not really, you just have to respect their culture and traditions
Plus it makes you creative
who /degenerate country/ here
>tfw spain
>tfw 18 kissless virgin
>tfw everybody talks about sex
>tfw kids of 13yo are fucking right now
>tfw if you are 18yo+ and virgin you are one outcast and you need to pay a hooker to lost your virginity because normals girls refuse to take it
i hate this degenerate country
I am Brazilian, there is not a more degenerate country on this planet.
Maybe you could consider dating a woman from a more traditional, conservative country.
>>35118793
are you virgin?
age?
>tfw i only listen to 3 songs on my playlist
I'm such a loser
Nah just autistic
I'm listening to baby's first harsh noise
>>35118761
I don't even have any music
It messes up my thinking
I think i'm autistic with music too. I listen to an album or a few times so many times until it becomes old. I can't really find or listen to a large variety of music.
I used to think that there were only whites on 4chand but after the whole /hwndu/ fiasco I found out that 4chan is more diverse than you'd think. SO just wondering are there any black fembots up in here?
You don't have to but if you could provide a timestamp it would be much appreciated.
>>35118659
>4chan is more diverse
only the scummy low-tier boards like this one that i've casually stopped by
don't come to our boards, vermin
>>35118670
What boards do you go to then?
>>35118677
do you really think you could goad me into revealing them?
i shan't be continuing this 'discussion' any longer
It's another *anon has sex with a random fat pig despite being attractive and knowing he can do better* episode
I cri 4 anon
>>35118669
wow th4nk u b0ss
oh my god not this shit again. just stop doing it.
>like K-On group on normie book
>this guy waifus azusa
>makes weird images of her referring to him
>stuff like " oh anon is mine only!"
>still has an azn gf
whats your excuse r9k?
I'm waiting to meet Ms. Right.
>>35118599
Share some of the weird pics , anon. Seems interesting
>>35118599
this is an example of the weird stuff he posts
Why are we on the back of the bell curve? Why am I? I recently started thinking about suicide, I worth nothing. I don't work, nor study, I'm perennially sick, and I'm sick about my life. I feel nothing, reality is muffled. I would like to talk, but I have no one.
>>35118593
This is your fault. In your mind, it's easier to do nothing (follow the status quo) than to make a change
>>35118630
That's garbage. How can I change the way the world is? I can change the perspective, my perspective, but I would still be poor, poorly educated and I would still not fit.
>>35118593
>Why are we on the back of the bell curve?
Lack of something.
Lack of motivation to change, tenacity to persevere, fortitude to endure, intelligence to seek wisdom or strength to find courage. Or simply lacking a bit of luck in life. Unlucky to be born to inept parents, unlucky that you did all the right things but was still overlooked. Unlucky that you were born they way you are.
Who knows why things are the way they are.
>finally acquire bf
>he's too self conscious to show affection
Then rape his boipussi
>Finally get gf
>She's crazy and I just broke up with her
Live and learn
finally acquire bf
>lives 4000 miles away from me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4B71gKh4Ac
DENVER MAN GOING POSTAL
His channel is 1000s of videos of him talking about how lonely he is in his car.
news article? not gonna do your homework.
He's probably whacked out on marijuana.
>>35118391
>that tub of lard
>active
>"Anon do you really listen to gay ass emo music like Sunny Day Real Estate and american Football?? hahahaha I cant belive that your a grown man. Sad!"
>>35118225
*does a 360 and walks away*
enjoy the bill
Roastie do you really have a lemon toastie?
Nah I listen to Merzbow
>14 members of my family making fun of me at me same time because im a kissless loser
that is something i agree with making fun of someone for.
I've never hugged a girl
>having a family
Get the fuck out of here.
Is gay sex safe if you use a condom?
>>35118085
Nothing is safe. Gay sex. Straight Sex. Life is not safe. Best to live in a bubble.
>>35118085
>Interaction with a shitskin
>safe
Pick one
>>35118085
if you are mega paranoid, you can get on PrEP, which protects (probably better than 99% chance of not catching it) you against HIV even if an aids nigger came in your asshole
if you have health insurance and tell your doctor that you are promiscuous and gay, you can get a prescription for it
the medication is called Truvada
this is probably a good idea if you are a bottom. make your partner use a condom AND take this medication to protect against freak incidents
if you are a top, your risk of getting infected is already very low, and the medication is probably an overkill