>my dick when a black girl smiles at me
Hollow?
oregami
suppressed?
Carbon fiber is really soft even though it's strong and rigid.
why am i at such a huge loss for words
as the years go on and on i am becoming way more internal.
i have LITERALLLY no idea how to conversate with someone and make friends unless they pursue me first. otherwise its bland stupid small talk that seems forced and uninteristing
and even ontop of that i cant feel anything interacting with others because i feel like im not good enough and surrounded by normies. or around non normies i feel iritated most of the time...
how do i make it stop.
>literally the creepy guy who sits and doesnt say anything at gatherings
i hate it
>>35386401
You must sing out loud. Get use to hearing the sound of your voice, so when you do open your mouth and sound comes out you won't get creeped out and cringe at this foreign noise.
Next maybe read aloud lines from movies.
Practice, its really about being comfortable with yourself
I know this feel
as I get older I get less outgoing and more agoraphobic and misanthropic
>>35386505
>tfw you are going to be a grumpy curmudgeonly old man who dies all alone
i'm definitely leaning towards the brain booster
Get that high-T, baby.
the natural focus and clairty
I hate brain fog and my life.
If I had motivation, every think else comes through hard work.
>>35387021
But then I won't be able to browse /r9k/!
>>35387221
I know, I have trouble with paying attention
>tfw reading up on inner-city mass-transit systems all day and also nationwide rail systems
I just want to explore the world trying them all out. How autistic is this?
I'm going to try out my own city's system soon, Orlando's Sunrail. Never had to use it before and I'm just going to use it for fun.
Everyone who is interested in trains is autistic.
This is as autistic as it gets.
>>35386343
>>I'm going to try out my own city's system soon, Orlando's Sunrail.
Robots? In my city?
I won't live in it.
>>35386369
I'm not interested in it as a hobby, I was just reading up on it the past couple days.
I just want to travel is all.
How do you become a member of the CIA/FBI?
I've always wondered how to do it
Become the popo
have people refer you to higher branches I suppose
Apply, post some denk mimes and wait.
1.Get a four degree in the required field that they are looking for or will be looking for.
2. Learn a second language, don't have to be fluent just be able to understand it.
3. After you get your college degree, go into the military.
4. While in the military get your Masters
5. After your four year contract. Apply and get reject.
6. Suicide or sell secrets to enemy governments.
>international women's day
what the actual fug
the message you're supposed to internalize is that everyone is special except for non-Jewish heterosexual white males and if you are one of those you should basically just kys for even existing because your very existence is bigotry
>>35386310
invention by the Floral industry, backed up by the Rotschilds back in 1912.
>>35386366
this mentality is pushed deliberately by the media to destroy the western world
Is there anyone who lurks /soc/ just to collect photos of beautiful people?
>>35386300
I lurk /r9k/ to collect pictures of beautiful robotsyou're all beautiful
>lurking on normie board
>>>>>>/out/
>>35386322
But robots rarely post their faces. And they are shamed if they do.
>job interview tomorrow
>group interview
>starting to get scared
>entertaining thoughts of just walking around the store instead
Any good way to get through this, friends? I almost never visit but I spend a year or two here back in the day.
arcanine hast abandoneth meeth
>>35386298
Do it and own it bro. I had an interview at walmart and i was nervous and kind of cracking in the voice sometimes but I got hired immediately following the interview.
Never did a group interview but my game plan would be to be reserved but noticed. You don't have to be the most outgoing in the group or whatever.
What kind of job is it?
>>35387323
It's at IKEA for the summer. They say with a strong chance of continued employment, but who knows. The have opening in everything from sales, to restaurant, to logistics. I just want logistics. If they put me in sale I'm probably going to say no.
Does having a tumblr make you less of a robot? What if you have no followers?
>>35386285
i have a tumblr
i only made it to post my shitty art but the site's not terrible considering you can customize your feed
Robots hate social interaction
Why the fuck would they have social media?
how can i make the pain go away
I smoke weed to inhibit my cognitive function, and fog my short term memory to temporarily escape my extremely depressing ongoing thoughts. This synergizes well with video games to bring me a solid form of escapism on the cheap since I own a PC. Then when I sober up I devote my free time to my hobby of programming/microprogramming. Microsoft Visual Studio's Intellisense really helps stoners like me keep track of methods and objects. That's literally all of my plans for tonight. After work I'm going to go home and install the new release of Visual Studio 2017, and just play around with it after I got notice of it's release by email just now.
Enjoy the ride. I don't think it ends.
>>35386269
drugs sex suicide
How do I overcome a perverted fetish
>>35386214
overCUM it :^)
>>35386214
If it's a meme fetish you've acquired post puberty from looking at too much porn, then take a break from masturbating.
If it's an established fetish you've always had then you're fucked and you should consider suicide.
>>35386283
>tfw ive always had a beastiality and furry fetish
thicc latinas > white woman > asian woman > black woman
prove me wrong
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B3yJJiK-xOO4WE91V0ExUXZUT1U/view
>>35386208
No yeah 100% right anon.
>more conservative
>nice ass
>qt accent
Currently dating one.
So I've been giving a lot of thought and I believe I'm addicted to the internet. I tried limiting my time on my Mozilla Firefox to 100 minutes a day and only have a handful of sites truly be unlimited. I've always found ways around it.I'm actually posting this from internet explorer ffs.
So a few rules for myself and I just want to get some advice from you guys if possible.
>1
No internet for me at home. I'm taking my personal internet adapter and smartphone and give them to my dad to keep.
>2
I may use my computer to work on computer science degree
>3
Outside of home I can use the public computer to search for something and may use it to download a section of a website to read up at home.
Basically what I'm trying to accomplish is to defeat my procrastination, stop escaping from life and to get out of the house daily.
>>35386185
>on MY computer science degree
ffs, adding another goal, to have a better attention span.
>>35386185
That can be pretty good anon, good luck. Try to find healthy hobbies to relax and spend energy (sports are nice)
>international triggered beta virgin autistic manchild day
The only thing triggered is my benis, why is Bulma so hot?
>>35386179
She cuckled earthling Chad for a Saiyan manlet
>>35386148
says the autistic loser posting shitty anime screencaps
Is falling asleep a valid way to refute an argument?
>thinking refuting an argument means it's wrong
>Even when it's cheaper to hire a woman, female employers would rather have more male workers than female workers
Why is that?
that isn't about how if a man comes up to and triggers you with facts you should fall asleep
it's about how women don't care about anything unless it confirms their world view.