Why can't I focus
Why can't I gain to motivation to study?
Why is school so difficult?
Why does it take hours for me to learn something that only takes others half an hour
Why am I so dumb?
I can't do this anymore
I hate myself
This is the main thought looming in the back of my mind when I start school again in the fall. I wanna do good and succeed, but goddamn I cant study and retain useless info for shit. Gonna quit weed so I can boost my brain power cause I need it for this shit.
>>35515036
i feel you. i wish i had the courage to drop out of school. but i dont have anything else going on
>>35515036
Just go the the library and study there
Why are anime girls such sluts?
>>35515032
they're not real, so the people who draw them can make them as slutty or as prude as they want them to be. is this a real question?
>>35515032
>>35515049
kek; sage
3c53f17b8886f84155ad74d2716597d6
2D will never be pure, for as long as their are artists drawing porn, your waifu will always be a slut.
Where are the college robots at? What do you have due that you should be working on but aren't?
>tfw exam worth half my grade next week
>haven't studied yet
>>35515013
>had to write at least three programs
>done nothing
Maybe I should just drop out, I'm not a software engineer.
>>35515013
I can relate to your feel. I have an exam on Thursday and an assignment I have no idea about due Wednesday. Tomorrow (Tuesday) I'll probably just fuck around and procrastinate.
The past year or so I just haven't been able to focus on anything. You know when you're reading a book and you realize you haven't been paying attention to the page you just read? It's like that for everything. Even writing this post takes a fair bit of effort. I just can't find meaning in anything anymore.
Good luck on your exam though, if you don't study and expect the worse then you can only be surprised when you do well
>2 midterms this week
>skipped both those classes for a majority of the semester
What's the cuckiest thing you've ever done?
I used to text non-stop with a girl I was orbiting and she would regularly tell me about various guys she fucked while I jerked off imaging that one day I would be one of those guys.
>>35514905
I orbited a girl in highschool who liked this other guy. The other guy used her for homework and cheated off her during tests. She got super stressed out doing two people's homework every day, so I ended up making a deal with him; I would do his homework and he would stop bugging her. Holy fuck i cringe thinking about it
Ended up dating that girl about a year later. Funny thing is, once college started she dumped me within a month since UC Berkeley started a month before my own school
>>35514905
masturbate to actual interracial bbc creampie gangbang cuck porn on rabb.it with a bunch of other white anons.
so do I win this thread?
In highschool I drove my mother's car 15 miles to deliver condoms to a guy I only half knew so he could fuck a Stacy
Sexual Skill<<<<<<<Penis Size<<"That"
>>35514869
how would you know lel?
>>35514880
He obviously knows
Just look at his anime pic
>>35514869
What is that?
Oregano
What do you do when you got depression robots? How do u survive through out the day? i cant even afford medicine or any treatnent
What are you doing right now? There's your answer.
>>35514870
Wanting to kms but trying to survive
>>35514862
literally anything empty your head and stop thinking unless it's thinking about something you have a goal towards
>ywn experience the female orgasm
>ywn experience multiple orgasms
>you will always have a refractory period
every time I think about this it sends me into a deep depression
>>35514835
just have a prostate orgasm and all these points will be acheived. Also you wont have to make these thrads anymore
>>35514835
Have you tried putting something in your butt?
With some effort you should be able to achieve at leadt 2/3 of those things
my ex NEVER understood the refractory period
she'd always want to fuck,it got to the point where it made me physically and mentally feel like shit, and frustrated her because she had a high sex drive
inb4 "normie reeeee"
>you grew up middle class
>played vidya
>asocial
>intligent but laze
>18 tu 30 y ol
>one frend
>vergan
>little school and unmployd
>no senpai and no kids
>bittle lit rayciss cus of societal shit
>u listen metal watch aneme
tis almost like 4chan and dis boord was meyd for people that have a lot of spare time because they are unemployed and unmarried
and hu knew they would be bitter about it and vent their frustration
i am supe smart figur out dis
>>35514806
didn't read that stupid shit, but i sure as shit saved that rare peepee
>>35514806
thats me
orroginaal
>>35514806
>>you grew up middle class
yes most people did
>>played vidya
yes most people did
>>asocial
no
>>intligent but laze
no im average intelligence and a bit lazy
>>18 tu 30 y ol
most people here are, or should be within this age range
>>one frend
many 'friends' but they always disappear from my life after a period of 2-4 years it seems.
>>vergan
>>little school and unmployd
graduated college
>>no senpai and no kids
ye
>>bittle lit rayciss cus of societal shit
sure
>>u listen metal watch aneme
i listen to most types of music, but metal is not my most listened to music. I watched quite a bit of anime back in the day but anything made past 2011 is absolute dogshit anime.
>paper due in 2 hours
>been up for 4 now, woke up early to finish it
>still can't focus and only done half a page out of the 2 I still needed
I really think I have ADD guys.
>>35514743
It isn't ADD. It's procrasination.
If you don't shut down all the tabs besides the ones that are homework related the moment you read this comment, it will rattle around in your brain for a long time after you have failed.
I give you warning, this is a curse icast upon you
>>35514808
procrasination [sic] is a symptom though
So, I think the time has come...
Just want some advice on how to properly end it. Was either going hanging or possibly erect a tent and monoxide myself somewhere in a forest. Don't really wanna put my housemates through finding my body.
Considering a note. Just to say not to worry and it wasn't anyones fault. Regardless if it was or wasn't, I kinda want to not go out bitter for some reason. The other half is just to say fuck it with the note and not have my entire life down to a piece of paper.
What do you guys reckon? Sui advice pls...
So what do you guys reckon?
Id really appreciate some ways on how to not fuck this one last thing up.
>>35514737
I've always thought of listening to a nice song (mine is blood promise by swans off of swans are dead) and right as the song finished climaxing I would blow my brains out.
I guess just do whatever works for you though.
>>35514900
Can't get guns here D: That would have been the most logical way to do it. I kinda wanna make sure what ever I do won't have be coming back/especially as a vegetable.
Anon be a man and marry that single mom!
>>35514717
no thanks, they're all nuts.
>>35514744
Anon don't you want a women who's independant and responsible?
>>35514717
She will just go back to the dad to get some dick
>at gun range
>"man anon you look really out of it"
>grappling with suicide every time i puck up a gun
>"haha yeah"
>>35514578
i have grappled with suicidal thoughts before but whenever i touched a gun safety spergmode still kicked in
stay safe anon
>baby face
>RSOs always joke "make sure there's no wet ink on his ID"
>Too autistic to handle banter, so I ignore them
Wasn't there a period where people just would not stop offing themselves at gun ranges?
Then they introduced new safety measures and shit or something.
>tfw micromanaged because one of the bosses doesn't like me
>tfw keep hanging on at job and refusing to quit out of spite mainly at this point
Who here micromanaged?
>tfw bosses awkwardly try to avoid upsetting me because one time I had an anxiety attack and worked myself into a heat stroke because someone said that we were underperforming
>bosses constantly ask if I'm okay and baby me
>"are you okay anon? Make sure to drink plenty of water and take it easy!"
Who here scarestheirbosses?
>>35515719
Pretty sure my bosses think I'm pretty close to snapping because I am just generally pissed off and I occasionally yell at people. I also barely shower, dress like some kind of militant, and I've shown up a few times covered in blood because I didn't think to change clothes after one of my alcoholic shitfits. Not to say I don't get along with my coworkers and bosses, they just seem to try to avoid me, and I've heard more than a few jokes.
I'm lonely.
>no gf
join the club pally
>>35514557
what was the name of this manga?
i recall reading it
then not finishing it
>>35514601
>i recall reading it
>then not finishing it
why does this accurately sum up everything i've done in my life so far
Why haven't you read Orgy of the Will? It's Nietzsche 2.0 and will rectify your pathetic understanding of life.
http://orgyofthewill.net/
>>35514543
>http://orgyofthewill.net/
Third sentence;
>what an epic fail.
might be symptomatic of the reason I've never read it.
Sounds like something Shia Labeouf would be interested in. 9_9