I don't know what's happening to me /r9k/ but I feel like I'm beginning to lose control of myself.
You know those "intrusive thoughts" people always talk about like when you're standing on a ledge and you think about jumping off, or when you walk by a random stranger and you think what if I just punched this person in the face for no reason
Stuff like that. But I feel like I'm starting to lose my sense of agency and ability to control whether I act out on these thoughts or not.
I almost blurted out something in front of somebody some information that they weren't supposed to know. I barely managed to stop myself in time. It could have been a disaster.
I don't know what I'm doing half the time. It's like I'm in a dream and just watching my life.
What if I finally snap and punch somebody in public or take a piss in the middle of a store or jump in front of a bus
I just don't know anons. I feel like I'm just barely hanging on.
You're in the transition to becoming a mindless drone like at least half (likely much much more) of the current population.
>>35551558
That doesn't sound right but maybe I'm misunderstanding you. Are you saying that the average normie is mentally unhinged and could snap and punch somebody for no reason at any moment or something like that?
That sounds like the opposite of a normie. Normies are very controlled and would never do anything weird or outside the norm.
>>35551635
I'm not. I'm saying the average normie is "like in a dream and just watching my life"
Are all your days filled with monotony and boredom? Can you distinguish the last few weeks from each other? Months? Years?
Quick! Porn star Aria Alexander just retired and is looking for beta providers!
>>35551493
that's just shameless
>>35551493
It's unfortunate, but there will be offers.
Good thing this forum full of depressed rejects will save the day
>he bases his political views off of "REKT FEMINIST 420" videos on youtube
I base my views off alt-right podcasts
I just agree with whoever I'm currently talking to if the subject of politics comes up. If more than one person is in the conversation I stay quiet or side with the person whomst I like more.
>>35551455
>being a weak bitch
Need a little help
I met a girl off tinder last month. insanely cute, charming, funny... we hit it off immediately. I knew she was talking to another guy, but I didn't care. it was whatever and I didn't have any feels for her at the time.
well, a few weeks pass, we fall in love, and she ditched that guy for me. cool, right? well a few days ago she told me she wanted to start seeing him again too. now to give you guys an idea of what this dude looks like, he's a giant ginger fuckface who smokes mid and gets all his jokes of reddit. basically, he deserves the worst kind of cancer. I'm a million times cooler and more attractive, by a fucking long shot.
I'm not falling for that cuck shit. im still in love with her, and it kills me to lose her, but I'm not sacrificing my pride. did I make the right choice?
> well a few days ago she told me she wanted to start seeing him again
what did you say and how did she respond?
>>35551418
you have already say it anon, "not sacrify your pride". She doesnt rly love u, you see. if not, she would have kick he off and would be with you (your are gentle, with good skills, etc).
I tell by my own experience, it hurts a lot but it doesnt worth it m8
You shouldn't be thinking about love until SHE is committed to YOU.
Until then it's just "meeting women" and whatever happens happens.
Is anyone else self conscious about their feet size? I'm a 7.5 in converse and I'm a boy :(
>only 8.5
it's not that bad but sometimes they look really small
>>35551298
I've been wearing the same pair of 11.5 size shoes for, like, 3 years now and they have holes around the toe area from constantly being pushed against by my oversized foot.
Original post
>boy
are you literally like 11?
WHRRRRRRRRRRRR WAKE UP NEET ITS TIME FOR YOUR NEIGHBOR TO MAKE SURE THEIR HOA DOESNT FINE THEM FOR HAVING GRASS 1/200th OF AN INCH TOO HIGH RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
>neighbour is using a power saw at 11am while I'm trying to sleep off last nights 5am Runescape session
>>35551264
I'm lucky to live in a place with a really toothless homeowner's association. They send someone around every year to tell us we haven't paid the association dues and my parents tell them that they don't do anything worthwhile with them, and flat out refuse to pay. It makes the shithead busybodies that every neighborhood has really salty.
>>35551382
>tfw when I live in a state that courts have ruled the HOA can place liens on my house for unpaid dues/fines
cucked beyond all recognition, boys.
sorry to the neets I might wake up, not fighting city hall
How the fuck do you guys don't have a hs diploma? It's so easy to obtain one.
I haven't left my house since I was 15.
maybe it's easy for normietypicals
>>35551241
Or because I'm not a brainlet.
*boks ur pat*
>>35551188
Awwww
Whos a good boi ^_^
*bilds wal*
sory yuo hav to go bak
>>35551485
Helper is so cute. <3
Do sociopaths belong here too ?
>>35551176
yo what do you call those long socks?
>>35551242
thigh highs or stockings
People online who think they are sociopaths are more likely on the spectrum
Post a pic of your bedroom.
Did that since the last thread died...
Too lazy to take a new picture, so might as well repost it.
Gf is pregnant so I keep it clean all the time when she's at work.
>>35551267
Just how do you use your keyboard? Do you put it on your lap? I always found that very inconvenient...
>passport has expired, need it for id
>get a passport form
>"you must get a friend who has known you for at least 2 years to sign here for you"
>cannot find a friend to sign for me
>get denied
What do I do?
>>35551164
>>cannot find a friend to sign for me
Bbbbbbbuuuuuuuullllllssssshhhhiiiiiittttttt
everyone has friends
>>35551164
you cant get a family member to sign it?
thats retarded
>>35551205
reee normie get >>>/out/
origaminal
Is being beta a mindset/way of life that can be changed or an inevitability that you are destined for?
>>35551130
if you have the genetics to be a beta you will be one.
Changing your habits and thought patterns is just repeatedly changing small things you're aware of until they replace your old habits. The hard part is being aware of what makes you a bitch.
>>35551130
I was slightly wary before
Now im not. Perk up friends, you might learn something useful.
TEACHER TEACHER!
ANON HAS A GAMEBOY IN HIS JANSPORT
shut up niggerof course that wasn't original
>>35551062
This fucking punk kid did this to me in third grade. I wasn't even playing it class. I brought it to school to play with my friend on the bus ride home. The fucking teacher searched my backpack, found it, and wouldn't return it for two months. Over 13 years ago and I still rage whenever I think back on it.
TEACHER TEACHER!!!!! *POINTS TO YOU*
HE'S BOTHERING ME =//// PLEASE DESTROY HIM
>mommy makes a gross dinner
>have to be polite and eat it
>>35551017
Eat my ass out instead
>>35551017
You sound nice anon, love your mommy. Mine's in hospital.
>>35551017
>haven't lived with my mom in years
>your post made me nostalgic for my childhood
Damn it, anon.
Why am I so small and subservient to people? I've tried to stop, but it's just my nature to be docile and meek. And to top it off, I'm like 5'2. Why the fuck did this have to happen to me?
>>35550974
You were born to be a trap. Embrace it.
>>35550974
I.. I.. got you now. I got you.
Fucking catcha showing a niggas airport
>These little fuckers r gunna find me lawd
>>35550989
Twink*
Don't listen to this faggot. If anything, drink alot of BPA fluoride water, smoke occasionally for cortisol buildup and eat lots of soy