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im a 26 kissless virgin and im increasingly afraid im going to die alone. ive never felt intimacy with another human being and had very few friends, although i do regularly think of and cherish the times i had friends. neither of my parents loved or really paid attention/talked to me growing up, and i jumped in and out of homeless shelters in my youth. ive never been at one apartment/house for more than 3 years, my parents always moved to a new location, which crippeled me socially as im not good at making new friends. i live on disabilities and suffer crippling depression
somedays i feel fine, super confident, and enjoy life. days like today its NOTHING but deep crippling loneliness and depression. ive mentally cracked lately and ive fully developed a belief in god, so ive been trying to force myself to pray daily. i fear god is either malevolent or hates me, but i cry to him and beg him nonetheless.
im ugly, heavily balding and very shy. ive lost some weight recently, down from 190 to 169 due to a vegan diet. ive tried no fap recently and did 18 days before breaking it. i feel i have nobody to talk to besides you guys
ive been trying to competently stay away from r9k and pol in hopes i can become more like /s4s/ and /fa/ and /fit/, which partially did work as i think and pay attention to hygiene and my appearance more, but still think of suicide daily. i have delusional paranoia and some degree of schizoid, and as of late ive been having a hard time differing reality from fantasy
i was just severely crying in horror thinking of my life and future. it hurts me and bring me pain with no end in sight knowing most people experience intimacy, love from their parents, sex on a regular basis, multiple sexual partners, a spiritually fulfilling life. ive spent all of my adult life escaping life with videogames, which i dont regret as some of the best times of my life have been though games, such as vanilla WoW, etc
feel free to say anything you want
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are you a wagecuck?
do you collect the neetbux?
did you go to school?
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>>35624422
>are you a wagecuck?
no
>do you collect the neetbux?
yes ive written in the op
>did you go to school?
yeah i did but i dropped out. i failed all my classes
i think mushrooms can help me. ive took them before and they seemed to work? aparently you need to take them semi-regularly
i want to die, i feel as if most of this board are just genuinely evil normies who come here to stare at us and laugh. like they like being around such people it makes them feel better
i dont know how to feel about life anymore
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>>35624310
I lost my virginity at 25, also had my first kiss at 25, but apparently I'm attractive and sociable, or at least i have become that, so I just needed to actually meet people.So I guess that is cheating.
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Is starving myself the quickest way to lose weight?
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>>35624280
yes
also purging
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>>35624280
yes
also do some enemas so you can clean your intestines
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exercise helps too
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M a k e i t 1 9 9 9 a g a i n
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>>35624274
The average "robot" had barely been splurted out of his mom's cooch at the turn of the century senpai.
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>>35624274
looks comfy to be honest
everything was new
trends were not shitty like today's
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>>35624327
this fact makes me said
i'm just '92 but i feel way too old to be here
Anyone in Melbourne wanna be my friend?
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maybe next year
I have tentative plans to study at umelb
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>>35624233
Sure! Where are you moving from?
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>>35624208
Yeah I'm in Melbourne. What are you into?
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would you breed this?
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>>35624171
No that is a fucking nasty hambeast with armpit hair
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Personally no, but I like dudes anyways, Im curious to see if anyone here will actually admit to be as desperate as everyone knows they are.
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>>35624171
no she does not look like she shares my values
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just talked with my oneitis and we both said how do we feel about eachother
official stuff going on thursday
wish me luck, im off this board for a while now
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>>35624166
good for you man, and nice dubs!
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>>35624166
Thats great anon! What's happening thursday?
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>>35624166
Wish you the best, my man! I hope you make it out of this living hell. I always feel happy when anyone around me is successful in anything. Go for it, anon, I'm rooting for you
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Anyone here pondering the possibility to become low-key evil?
No laundering, no arson, no edgy teenage streetgang bullshit, no murdering or physically attacking anyone.
Just petty evildoing.
I want the thrill of having an impact on other people lives, and that influence being my project.
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>>35624159
What counts a 'petty evildoing'?
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>>35624247
Keying someones car sounds like petty evil.
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>>35624247
making the life of normies intentionally worse
can range from picking up someone's internet presence and bullying it to hell, to what >>35624300 proposes, to gaining someones trust just to stealthily make that person's life worse.
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>cuck cuck cuck uhm feminazi SJW we president now KEK XD
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You fucking mad lol
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>>35624095
>dumpfkins will defend this
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>>35624126
lol u mad bro u mad u assblasted u a triggered snowflake WE WON WES PRESIDENT NOW KEK XD
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So I have been a legit nice guy all my life, I've been kind and courteous and a friendly dude. That has gotten me absolutely no where for the past 5 years since I became an adult, so I decided to switch it up. I read plenty of literature from female magazines like Cosmo to figure out how I should act, it more or less confirmed the whole saying "nice guys finish last." So I decided to become a shitty guy and mean, I look up to my friends, two of them are in a solid relationship, but they also have side girls, multiple, so they are in my opinion shitty dudes, so I didn't expect for me becoming shitty to come across so poorly. Anyways, we were out drinking and I just in general just started acting shitty like the magazines and articles said and man did that hurt alot of peoples feelings. What gives? Why are they acting like such large pussies now? These guys brag about sleeping around behind their girls backs and clearly don't care about their feelings, but all of a sudden they do and are getting mad at me?
I don't get it. Why are they so eager to cheat, but then become moralfags when a friend just starts acting like them? These are real mixed signals that I was getting and now I'm pretty much banished from the group. I will never understand normies.
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>>35624085
It's because they aren't use to you being an asshole and they probably understand the shit they are doing is wrong. Just imagine the nicest person you know starts doing some asshole shit you would probably react the same.
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Read this book and wonder no more.
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>>35624187
I'll check this out, read a synopsis on it and it seems like it could answer my question.
>>35624180
I still don't get it, I'm the nicest guy I know so me becoming shitty didn't bother me.
>tfw blackbot
>tfw no asian fembot gf
fugg guys I don't think I can last
its just not fair!
why are they so cute!
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Become the black elliot rodger.
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>>35624069
You're in luck anon, Asian grils love qt black guys.
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>>35625115
>That picture
>>35625714
I doubt it
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Fembots, do you hate men as much as robots hate women?
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Not quite as much but pretty close.
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>>35624032
We literally just had this thread.
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>>35624032
>hating the people that literally tolerate holes and built society.
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>I will never be turned into a cute little girl
>I will never wear cute clothes
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>>35624031
>tfw cute tiny girl(male)
>tfw get to wear lots of cute clothes and dresses
>tfw going to the mall tommorow to get even more cute clothes :3
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>>35624031
there, there...
it's ok..
it was actually pretty easy to understand eh?
now what's the next issue?
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>>35624070
>tfw you make all the clothes look bad
>ywn be an xs in your clothes
>you will never have good shoulders
>ywn be qt
reeeeeee i just wanna lose 10cm
then i can be 5'and small and qt
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has anyone here actually known someone who commited suicide? what was their story?
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I didn't know her, but I knew who she was. I live in a small town, so everyone around my age knew who she was, if not knew her.
She jumped in front of a train at the age of 15. Pretty fucking brave if you ask me. I could never do that, despite desire for death. The only reason I know she did it is bullying, but no other. She was always posting about how depressed she was on her blog. Very into anime too, a die hard otaku basically. That, in addition to other general social unacceptable behaviour must definitely have contributed to her bullying.
One of my middle school teachers was her aunt, and one day, while knitting with her and some other teachers (don't ask), she told me about a family member of hers who got a friend in Trondheim and got him to visit her house. She chuckled a little bit and ended it with saying that "she was very eccentric". Right then I knew she was talking about her. My guess is that her explosive, eccentric and rough said, clearly idiotic personality made her a target for bullying. Fashion style too. She was one of those people who would wear a kigurumi to school.
yeah..
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>>35624372
Fuck that, I have to ask how you started a knitting circle with your past teachers?
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Several people actually. One jumped in front of a train for reasons unknown, absolutely nobody could make sense of it, but it definitely wasn't an accident.
Elementary school teacher didn't appear come to school one day, relatives found her hung from a pipe in the basement. Again, nobody knew why she did it, when I was in her class she was a bright and happy person, but that had been like 10 years before.
Distant relative hanged himself because he invested all his money in a risky business and lost everything. He lived a poorfag life but hoarded between 800 and 900 THOUSAND dollars and was obsessed with making it an even million.
Bottom line: people kill themselves for completely trivial reasons all the time
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Anyone else get this amazing pleasure from holding in a shit?
It feels like I'm on drugs, everything just seems so much better when Im holding in a huge shit.
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The neurotransmitter responsible for feeling pleasure is also used for triggering excretion processes.
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I can't hold mine for longer than 30 minutes before I'm just straight up shivering like crazy with goosebumps everywhere.
And when I finally go oh my god it soothes my hole so well.
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>>35623942
I have a lazy bowel.
It feels like shit (not literally) holding in a poop for a long time. Start to feel bloated and sluggish.
But the payoff when I drop a monstrous log in the toilet is worth it.
People who shit 3 or 4 times a day probably dont get that feeling.
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>prove you aren't an NPC
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>>35623941
wtf they look cuter in finding nemo
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>>35623941
no u
orig
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i'm not attractive so clearly i can't be the protagonist