Do you feel guilty about being a NEET? Do you ever feel bad that your parents still have to look after you?
>>35631578
yes and yes
being a NEET in your mid 20s is a fucking soul shattering nightmare
my parents are the reason i'm so fucked up. their stupid pride is the reason i never got into therapy or got any help in general growing up. they created this mess with their selfishness, they ripped me out of the void of nonexistence so i could suffer, all for the sake of cumming in vagina
>26
>share a room with little brother
>he's 16 and works at mcdonalds
>comes up to me last week fri night and hands me 20 bucks
>asks me if i can go see a movie because he wants to have a girl over
>walk to movie theater and die on the inside
It wasn't suppose to be like this
>tfw ran away at 19
>mommy and daddy can die
>granma can die
>my brothers can die, niece and nephew too
>ill never know
>they can all die tonight in an accident and no one can ever find me to inform me
>they are now immortal
>And I, them
They will forget you, and you, to them, are dead.
coming from a close family that sounds comfy as fuck desu
>>35631596
Eventually, logically, yes.
But the last idea they had of me was lol bright but sad and lazy.
Perhaps they think I am in china studying Buddhism and will return someday since I left my original passport applications behind with China listed as potential visitations.
Or yea, they could think im druggin and ded.
Neither are tru
Sum up your childhood /r9k/.
>Pre-school to 5th grade was a nobody. Not a loser, but not popular. Just that kid who you only remember by looking in a yearbook, if you're lucky.
>No friends.
>Start getting bullied in middle school. The faculty does nothing about it though, since I'm white in a black ghetto area.
>Get moved to a private Catholic school to stop bullying, but become a nobody again.
>Go back to public school a year later since private schools are expensive. got a growth spurt though, so no more bullies
>Mom gets new job with good pay, so we move states to a liberal area in Virginia.
>Mom moves 9 months before us so me and my sis can finish our year of school.
>Dad becomes an abusive drunk for some reason
>With a new start, I try to bee myself, but I guess I'm just uninteresting because I fade back to being a nobody
>Dad goes back to normal at least
>Mom gets sick, but it's treatable. Have to use experimental medicine, though, so in the beginning I had to take care of her
>Can't drive because no one is available to teach me
>Can't work because can't drive
>Graduate High school
>Finally schedule time to learn to drive, but parents pressure me to take the test just 2 months after I start because "I'm 18 and need a license."
>Sister got fucking 4 years of practice
>I manage to pass the test on my third try
>Get a wagecuck job at overnight grocery stocking
>Sis moves back in with us and refuses to get a serious job even though she has a degree
>Dad falls downstair s and needs back surgery, so I quit to take care of him, since I have the lowest paying job.
>Dad is now slowly recovering, but good enough to be on his own
>Parents pressuring me to immediately get a job again, even though I've only been jobless for 2 and a half months taking care of my Dad
ages 1 to 10: Skipped a grade (1st? 2nd?), played sports, had lots of friends
ages 10 to 14: Literally a blank. I have no memories other than my dad leaving my mom for a woman who wasn't insane, and my mom breaking my ribs on 2 occasions (she went to trial, but never went behind bars, the crazy bitch)
ages 15 to 17: Got raped by a college student, started drinking, started smoking, I my best friends were a Jew and a neo-Nazi, somehow I got into college
ages 17 to 21: More drinking, how have I not failed out yet?
>Got raped by a college student
Did you report it?
>>35631688
She was a woman...if I tried reporting it I just would have been laughed at.
What could a grill do to never be seen sexually by anyone?
Outside of having terrible hygiene, what could she do to never make anyone think "yep, wanna tap that"?
Asking for a friend.
>>35631526
>What could a grill do to never be seen sexually by anyone?
be ugly
>>35631552
Pretty much this, and we're talking like REALLY ugly, so fucking ugly no one could look at your face for a extended period of time.
I'd say be hairy too, but the thing is, there's a fetish for everything so at least some men would still want to bang you,
>>35631526
Convert to Islam and wear a full face burqa
Each of the few people I considered friends bailed on my 18th birthday party at the last minute. Turns out, one of them a few days ago organized some separate party they went to instead.
I also have never had a member of the opposite sex remotely interested in me. I just don't connect with people.
Oh, and my family members are basically all either dead, distant, or thieving.
I am utterly alone.
>>35631509
If you post an email or mobile number I'll talk to you about it.
I like your rabbit pic, what is it from?
>>35631711
Watership Down looks like
I'm going to visit my brother near Portland, OR in a few months and I have never traveled outside of rural Indiana without my parents before. I'm 22 and no one will be supervising me in a weed-legal state. What would you do?
I'd get the fuck out of Portland and fuck around in the wilderness in central Oregon and Malheur.
>>35631539
Hmmmm, I might do that. I'll be out of class for the summer, but my brother and sister-in-law both have full time jobs and I'll be there for a whole week.
Oh well in that case it probably wouldn't be too hard to find out about a few decent shows to go to, house parties, etc. Right now the music scene is kind of a mess because of how we turned into San Angeles in terms of cost of living over the past couple of years, which has killed a lot of venues and means that a lot of local bands play less. But summer is a good time for festivals all over the state.
Pot tourism is definitely a thing that should be done if your aren't going to get tested in your home state. Dispensaries are pretty cool about people rolling in and asking for something that'll fuck their shit up or whatever.
This is shaping up to be one of the really bad rainy years here (most likely the weather will be shit well into July), so my thing this year is going to be road trips to sunnier places.
>started smoking weed a few months ago
>can't remember anything now
Why did I do this to myself?
>that robot who gets anxious every time he gets high
>even if the CBD:THC composition is heavily weighted towards the latter
>brain is mush, nerves are frayed
>can't stop smoking anyway
It's not addictive though!
>inb4 I can't handle things therefore other people shouldn't
not my argument
>inb4 unless you're a waste of air degenerate like THAT anon, you aren't... right?
no contest
>>35631540
>in after to intelligence to use former and latter correctly
>had an absent mind my whole life
>start smoking weed
>nothing is different
>be n modern education
>go through first sex ed at like 9 being warned about STDs and pregnancy.
>at about 12 have to practice sliding condoms onto dildos.
>at fifteen get taught the whole shabang again. Basically know the routine by heart now.
>literally warned about the dangers of unwanted pregnancy from when you're still playing with legos until you leave school.
>normies still get pregnant by accident.
Does the system backfire, or are people just that fucking dumb?
>>35631434
People are just that fucking moronic to fall for the "it feels better without a condom" meme
They're careless.
They don't mind getting pregnant with the one they love.
You're ugly
You're short
You're creepy
You dress bad
and You're a loser
why should I go out with you?
And you're a fat bitch with fake tits.
Why should I go out with you?
because I have a 10 inch dick
on your knees, fucking whore
>>35631401
>why should I go out with you?
If you don't, I will kill you.
Hey /r9k/
I'm a (somewhat) succesful writer that has always been in touch with what you all identify with: loneliness, rejection, and ultimately, no gf and the need for human interaction and acceptance.
I won't reveal my name, but you can ask me whatever you can come up with and I will answer.
I have lurked this site and board for a long time now, and now that I'm drunk as fuck I want to take this to a more intimate level.
So go ahead and shoot, that I will be busy drinking all night.
Can you Write a Story about someone fitting ann r9ker who finally finds true love in the most unlikely of places.
are you Hans Christian Andersen?
Do you browse /lit/?
HOW DO I FIND A MENTALLY ILL QT TO TAKE CARE OF AND EMOTIONALLY DOMINATE SO SHE NEVER LEAVES ME
Through 2D magic, ofc.
>>35631356
Psych ward, m8.
You'll probably never see me because I don't want to go back there.
>>35631356
I know that abstract feel, brother
You are not alone
Alright you fucks, it's time for a Secret Fetish thread.
Tell us your one fetish that nobody will ever find out about you. The more fucked up, the better.
>>35631247
I often fantasize about body switching with a girl and fucking myself and getting pregnant with her body after tying my old body up.
I want to smoke meth and have a thicc dominant bitchy girl deeply grind her bare pussy and ass all over my face, rubbing her scent and marking me, and I want her to piss all over my face like it was no big deal
I want to freeze the time in my class and impregnate every girl there with my seed. They would all be pregnant and wouldn't know how it happened.
>mfw autistic incels actually thing this board belongs to them
>mfw watching as they get assblasted whenever a "normie" posts
post normie feels
>tfw gf is spending the night
>tfw your bros pick you first for dodgeball
>tfw no mental or physical defects
>tfw you have to chose between three girls to pump and dump tonight
Post some comfy games to remind you of better days. Anybody play animal parade?
>>35631153
>Not tree of tranquility
>>35631181
I've heard of it. I know it uses the same assets. What are the differences?
>>35631232
ToT preceded AP. Pretty sure it was just a more barebones AP.
>drink beers for 3 days
>Eat two slices of chocolate cake last night
>Woke up today for poo
>Poo is dark brown nearly black
Fuck anons is this my stomach bleeding from beer ?
>>35631078
Drink some water and eat some damn fiber and you'll be fine.
no, it isn't.
it's the chocolate from the cake.
Blood aint black my dude it's red
You're prop a nig.