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At least you're not an African drinking AIDS water and actually, literally, dying inside. At least you have a warm bed, house, internet, clean water, fast food, etc. Suicide is a waste of time, effort, love, and most of all, life. Suicide is never the answer. If anyone ever tells you to kill yourself, ignore and possibly roast them. You have power. You have strength. I believe in you. Don't kill yourself. From all of the positive people on this site, don't do it.

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>>35753668
How old are you anon?
I won't say it gets better over time, but you learn to live with yourself

>>35753781
>programming kitten
>bringing up africans

SJW confirm

>>35753790
33

i know this isnt you but holy fuck shave that facial hair and maybe things'll work better for you

>>35753651
>is it because im not confident enough
The fact that you have to ask that means you are not.

>>35753651
It's literally becuase there's always someone better.

the best meme

HAHAHA... WHAT
T H I C C

>>35753638
YEEEEEESSSS HAHAHA

>>35753577
>after divorce we got to go to dad with my brother
>he never learnt to cook properly so we mainly ate shitty junk food and got extremely fat
>the whole house was a mess, soda bottles and plastic bags everywhere
>grandparents had to help dad financially every month
>didn't care really much, vidya kept me alive and entertained
>this went on 2 whole years
>dad found a single mom with 3 brats at the local church (we still attended to church after the whole time)
>went full cuckmode and married her with those brats after a few months of dating
>they moved into our home
>my territory
>the 3 brats, younger than me always made me angry with their misbehavior
>loud, irritating and impudent they were
>shouted and cussed at them
>step-mother tells me face-to-face to fuck off from her children
>tells my dad
>my dad tells me i have no right to judge them, im not their parent after all
>every family dinner gave my facial twitches
>mfw I learned to eat my food in less then 3 minutes just to get free from the dinner table
>at least i had my own room
>mfw I hate women more

>>35753664
>they had 2 more children together
>at least they were good in my book
>house becomes small and my room was gateway house every-one could just rush in
>had no word in it
>"its my house son i can go into every room whenever i want"
>had to pay rent from my summer jobs to dad
>cant take it anymore
>get shitty paying but steady job
>save up enough to move out into downtown with my brother into a small apartment
>time got instantly better

Though I still cant talk to women and I can't express my real feelings. I feel like I have no right to do so.
At least I am independent now and not a home-dweller.
Thanks dad.

Your dad is an asshole, OP. I'm glad you moved out.

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Done, that was easy.

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>>35753637
>Ryo Agawa
Oh boy

>>35753637
>famale body proportions, male ass don't look good like that.

>>35753554
I have to come up with increasingly convoluted reasons to justify doing anything

>>35753574
kak. yeah i finally stopped doing that a few months ago. feels pretty good, and by that i mean it feels like nothing because i can't feel anything, except for regret and sadness (though rarely). i just feel like i have abandoned myself internally and i don't think there's any way of coming back to the surface. i'm just not there anymore. i'm literally just waiting to kill myself.

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im stuck im time its like im waiting for the apocalypse to happen or for a burglar to come and shiv me

Dunno if this is bait or not, but I'm a nigger and I have a big dick and strangely enough that gives me motivation not to fully hate myself, find your niche you black faggot

I'm a loser. L7 I'm a loser. I ain't shit. And I ain't worth two cents.
So r9k friends tell me how you feel about this post. I'm a stupid nigger. I ain't shit. I ain't worth two cents. I'm worth half a penny. I'm a nickle bitch ass nigger is what I am.
The black race is the most ugliest race created by god. God should have made me have a heart attack outside when I push carts outside. I'm a stupid ass lying nigger. I'm a bitch. My dad hates my ass. And I'm a bitch I'm a spook. I'm a retarded faggot and I'm dumb as hell man. I hate who I am man. I worship the white man. The white runs my ass man. I'm a niggER. And so far this day has really been stupid and lame, like I am I'm a loser lame nigger.

>>35753519
>tfw no gf
:/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPX8ggDkFKY

Funniest part was that his master plan was foiled by a fucking locked door.

A perfect metaphor for his own life.

>only killed 6 people
>only

Hmmm

>>35753531
Compared to other mass murders he didn't have a impressive kd , he only got fame because of his fathers status.

>>35753412
i once masterbated to a trap hentai without knowing it was a trap hentai

>>35753412
I can remember When I went to summer school in 6th grade this girl had a crush on me. When we road the bus together she would sit on my lap. going down the bumpy dirt roads were my favorite.

>smoking weed before I enjoy my pizza in my dorm
>RA comes-a-knockin'
>ohshit
>hide in bed
>RAs sound mad, yelling outside door
>they come back to knock on and off for about an hour
>hear a countdown to three outside, thought they were coming in
>they bluffed
>but a thug never lets his guard down, so I still stayed in bed
>after 20 min, one final knock came and the fucking door blew itself open
>pretend to be pile of laundry on my bed
>"huh... What do we do? Maybe down the stairwell?"
>they leave
>stay frozen for about 20 min after that, the only thing moving was my frantic beating heart
>got away with 0 consequence by hiding like a little bitch

Finished my pizza, took another rip, and watched some anime. Good times. Though I still have no clue how they were so sure someone was in the room since I function in the dark and nothing was making noise (except for the loud I had, of course).

I like boys that wear Abercrombie & Fitch

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>>35753361
This is exactly what I keep telling people! I wish they would listen, bro

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"T-thanks. Y-You too"

oligopoly

She's got the tits but that's about it

>>35753351

That is enough.

something is off about this "women"

>>35753286
None because every position you will apply for has 200 Chad's and Stacie's applying for it too, and they all have job experience and better looking resumes.

>>35753286
If you've got the money to go to a trade school you can become a welder and make tons of money straight out of the box.

Jobs for a temp service.

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>>35753265
top meme familamamam

honestly my whole life revolves around le :^) man these days. every part of my soul is inside of that simple text character. i don't even know how to feel anymore, it's become too abstract.

>>35753391
My feelings have become abstract as well, brother.

I know this because my face is a large grimace which fluctuates between that, a neutral face, and frowning literally all the time.

I want to yell and cry and get angry about shit but that only will make things worse so I keep it tucked in, inside.

I just don't know who I am anymore, I feel like my identity has been tampered with and I don't know if I'm suffering from a mental illness or not aside from a mix of depression, anxiety, and autism.

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>>35753512
those are the big 3 for me as well. finally went to a psychiatrist and i'm getting treatment.

for a long time i was convinced that i wasn't human, or that i didn't experience human emotion, because my feelings were so detached from reality and from concrete events (because there was nothing happening in my life, ever).

but yeah man, identity's a fucked up thing. it's just a collection of memories and ideas, and their respective feelings and images attached to them. it's pretty simple to just imagine it all fade away and leave you empty-handed.

I used to drive past this one girl's house at least twice a day if that counts.

kinda sort of.

>>35753239
One time I watched a girl eat a sandwich.

Why would I stalk anyone? If I could put in the effort for that id be paying more attention to my own life.

>>35753229
I poop once or twice a week. I've never been much of a shitter.

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>>35753284
Nigga what the original fuck

>>35753284
you should probably poo more often than that