tell me how 2 buy drugs online
I wish l could help but I'm just an eel
Damn the FBI really are not sending their best tonight
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alarm started ringing before I fell asleep again
fucking end me
>>35847412
>body is completely rested but mind is tired
>can't fall asleep and end up just getting up and being awake for 3 hours before work
>drink coffee and hate myself
it doesn't help i usually nap the day before
>>35847467
I've just started giving no fucks about when I sleep. Sleep during the day, sleep at night, who cares. Sometimes I have to skip lectures, but honestly it's worth it. At least I'm not constantly fucked
>>35847531
>Sometimes I have to skip lectures
lemme guess, your parents are paying for you college?
i wouldn't give a shit either if my parents dumped me in a 4 year daycare either
>in library studying
>overhear a group of stacies and their gay friend talk shit about a robot
>make fun of him for his interests and his honesty about his sadness
>tfw I want to cry in public
Why am I so weak, I'm about to cry in public and I'm not even the victim
Are you sure it's not anger that you are feeling because that shit makes me fucking mad.
>>35847895
No I felt genuine sadness, like when you first realize that you're easily replaceable and catch your friends talking shit about you. My stomach and face hurt and I really wanted to tell them to stop but I couldn't
I have trouble deciding whether I'm sad or angry in these situations, probably just mad at the people in front of me and sad about the world
Nothing makes me want to kill myself more than the fact that I'm poor and that there are rich people out there who live life free of the what eternally burdens me.
I'm about to graduate with degree. I have a finance certification. I've read over 150~ books on finance, investment, business, etc, and I only have a couple hundred dollars to my name. I live with my parents. The last job I had, I lasted only 2 weeks. I was outworking the person that I replaced, the boss called me into her office and fired me, citing that "I don't belong in this industry." I'm at a point where I have to covertly steal money from my parents just to buy food. I eat rice and beans and cheap food. I fucking hate this.
The fact that there's some rich fuck out there who can willy-nilly throw money at the yacht in this picture makes me want to die. The rich get access to the best food, the best comforts, the best technology, the best healthcare, the best women, the best drugs, the best experiences. What makes this worse is that I've watched a documentary about children of the 1% who grew up rich... They have no fucking aspirations to do anything. They don't know what the fuck to even do with themselves or where to go in life.
Is this really my life? This can't be all that there is to life. Each day feels like a cruel joke. Is this really it? Each day at school, I feel like nothing I'm studying matters. Is the rest of my life that I have to look forward to REALLY just 90% wagecucking, never being held in high esteem, always being passed over by the women I truly want, never even getting a break to do drugs because I'll get fucking tested?
Please, God, if you're listening... Please fix my life. I want to cry so fucking badly, but I can't. I've been numbed to the point of even being able to cry anymore.
There is no god. Stop crying because nobody is going to pity you.
Get a fucking job and work.
I was in your situation and i washed fucking dishes until i landed a career job. I was told i only got the job because of how much i valued it compared to others.
Tldr Nobody is going to help you besides yourself.
>Holding onto or obsessing over material thing
>Thinking Wealth or the Acquisition of wealth is of primary importance
>Judging your self worth on the basis of your wealth
You have a prime case of wagecuckitis. It's an affliction where slaves idolize their own slavery. My tip is to let go. Your fixation on money is a mental weight you purposely carry. Enjoy the free things in life, they are always available.
2bh, Once I became a NEET and simply accepted what was in front of me, I became much happier.
>>35847490
So you're telling me I should just accept my place in life based on the fact that I was born into these circumstances, like the Hindu caste system essentially?
I'll never have enough money to truly revel in materialism.
https://discord.gg/rgFanTK
I test intp on all of the usual tests linked here, but I have very strong and intense mood swings and bouts of fury/extreme sadness. Am I answering wrong or is this more likely something like bpd?
holy fuck. chads, stacies, ERP shit. good fucking lord
>>35847385
Fellow INTP, I used to deal with sadness but no longer. Although that may be because I finally came to accept that trying to live up to external measures would never make me happy. Instead I retreated into books and theory. I study for my own enjoyment and ignore the rest of the world, save a stupid job to pay my bills.
I wish I could help you but I am pretty useless with the practical
Please post discords, please dont post your discord if it has over 50 people
bump!~
orugino
please post some discord servers
https://discord.gg/EQrrt
Very comfy and tightly knit, maybe 8 active posters. Join the fun
Tendy appreciation thread
you forgot the honey mustard sauce you fucking normalfag
>>35847293
fuck ur right
haven't been to the store in a month
>>35847268
>normal ketchup
>mayonnaise
>curry
what is the thin one?
>>35847293
>mustard anything
proletariat
Or do women care about anything other than money?
Yes but only for like 5% of people though.
>>35847548
a little high but the idea is there. Probably lower than 1%
Or do men care about anything other than looks?
Any of you robots/cyborgs go no Social Media at all? I'm thinking of deleting all of mine.
inb4
>Get out, normalfag
STFU, I know most of you use social media too
>>35847217
>31yo khv
>only whatsapp installed on my phone
and dunno if that even counts as social media
never had anything else of the like
if you have social media, not only are you a try hard normie, but you are actively contributing to the downfall of human beings.
>>35847303
Spicy ebin, Mr. Roboto
/r9k/ here is the basics of what is happening to me right now
>wageslave for an independent bookstore
>coworker (who is 29, i am 21) is qt but maybe a little nuts
>go to her birthday party at some bar
>her neckbeard husband asks me if i want to cuck his wife
>literally
>they want to be a "poly couple" which means he wants me to fuck his wife while he watches via a skype call
>specifically he wants to hide the laptop in the room and watch me fuck her like it's a hidden camera
>i have been chosen for this because she "trusts me" and i'm younger than most of the people they know
>he says to text him if i want to do it
Should I do it?
What the fuck man
I can greentext the whole story but it's way too long so those are the important parts
No you dont do it, but since this story is not true you get them to pay you some money for your few yards of dicking
If you don't mind the video being uploaded elsewhere sure
>>35847254
I can prove it via his text messages though you have to infer some of it.
I'm making this thread partially because lol cuck but also because what the fuck do i do
Ok, so it seems things are getting a little better. There appears to be less in growth and the hair is beginning to come back.
I find exfoliating just hurts like hell, and I don't have any aloe.
>>35847188
What's wrong with your head originally?
>>35847224
1. That's not my head
2. It's my pubes. Shaved them Saturday and gave myself razor burn and a ton of ingrown hairs. In short, my existence is torment right now.
never shave only trim
They always look adorable together.
It's wonderful. Do you agree?
yes but what's your point? we all know this.
tfw my selfie looks bomber than that actress DAMN
>spergbrain joins my discord
>ask who they are
>starts to beat around the bush and sperg out
>ban him
talk about autism you experience
>join someone's discord
>finally today i can clear my anxiety up just let me get up the courage to talk to these nice people
>i'm banned because he didn't know me directly
how am i supposed to meet people
>>35847183
by jumping off a bridge and killing yourself
>>35847183
>>35847160
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! ORIGINALLY, OF COURSE!
Anyone else here have rich parents and feel shitty I about it? I see so much shit about people working multiple jobs and still studying hard and earning a degree, and having debt, and getting loans etc. My parents are paying for me to fail college (they don't know that yet though, my mom who I live with will kick me out when she finds out). Even with my massive entitlement I've still managed to be a failure and I hate myself for it everyday. I had all the resources to succeed and made nothing of it, and now I'm just a loser who will probably not even get any of the money in my parents' will since I'm flunking out.
You are young and inexperienced. College is not for everyone, even rich kids. Its time to drop out and get some work experience at your folks business(unless they themselves are spoiled rich with distributions of trust money) and try college again in a few years.
>>35847219
My dad got laid off during the market crash of 08' with enough money to retire in 2012 after a couple more years of work. My mom just took half his money in the divorce and is a typical "muh bootstraps" conservative.
>>35847152
it's hard failing when you're rich because you know it couldn't be anything but yourself.
do what the other guy said, admit it's not working and go home. the worst thing you can do is keep pretending everything is fine when it's not.
What exactly makes a man attractive ? This guy is like a 6 but yet he posts his tinder matches here, I'm easily a 6 aswell but I get no matches, so what the fuck gives?
If you think you're a 6 you're probably a 3. Sorry famalam. Post a pic so we can give you an accurate rating
His tinder fucks are all chubby 3-4/10's though. Still proof that most men have to bat under their league to even have a chance.
>>35847151
Also he probably lives in a more populous area with slutty liberal women. I saw something once that /r9k/ is very concentrated in the American south. (Myself included)