I feel like I want to just scream and rip at myself, I feel so trapped here, being alive, not even the things that happen in my life, just being alive, everything feels so wrong.
I see a therapist Friday, I need drugs to bring me back to reality.
Do you have any interests or passions?
>>35870755
hey me too what a coincidence
Why are you not in the military?
Its the escape from loneliness and boredom you've always wanted
They won't take you if you have a tattoo visible in dress uniform.
Otherwise I would've tried to sign on as an EOD. I'm sure they need plenty of those.
>positioned in a war going no where
kek, ill take my boredom on this side of the sea
I refuse to fight in a war that only exists to put more money into the banking Jewish elite's pockets
How do I know if i have sleep apnea? I feel tired alot but im not sure if its just depression
AFAIK the main way they diagnose it is you stay the night at the hospital or a sleep clinic and doctors monitor your breathing, but maybe you just record yourself sleeping and listen for when you stop. My dad has sleep apnea and it literally sounds like he's choking and gasping for air for a few seconds. Also if it's severe enough it might wake you up in the middle of the night.
>>35870706
Apnea causes you to have constant acute head aches during the day, usually on one side of the head. If you've experienced that sympthomp alone and caught yourself catching your breath as you wake up, then you've most likely got apnea.
Sleep clinic. I'm getting tested in a few weeks for it
>therapist is lying to me again
>I keep paying her
should I stop going? it doesn't feel very useful but I don't know
I'm not gunna play 20 questions with you, but I've been seeing shrinks my entire life and they are, almost always, completely fucking useless.
Skip around and try different ones if you don't feel like you're "clicking" with them, but also realize they aren't there to solve your problems. They're there to try and help guide you through solving them yourself so you can do it again later in life.
how do you know she is lying and what do you suspect she is lying about?
you should probably stop going if you're unsure. therapy is expensive and if you don't know thatn it's helping you, then it's probably not
>>35870722
I've asked her to stop complimenting me and she won't, she keeps saying things like "you're more capable than you know" and "you'll figure things out with time" and it's really really bothering me
Does kissing mean anything?
I've only had sex with one girl but I made out with six others
>>35870625
you must be a bad kisser
Nah, it doesn't mean shit. A girl kissed me right after she friendzoned me.
>>35870640
no I don't think so. the others just didn't happen for various reasons
25 and over robots report in
I'm like 27 and I work with a bunch of college kids, they all look up to me and I get away with a lot of shit for some reason. Fun times. I was super depressed about being 27, but as time goes by I'm starting to enjoy being old. Young girls like you, the guys look up to you as a role model, you have a pretty good handle on life (well you don't, but better than them), and you've hopefully experienced enough to be familiar with most situations.
>>35870630
Thats the fucking worst feel when you are working jobs that consist of 18 and 19 year olds. I wish I didn't fail school like I do at 26
>trying to start a business
>work 50 hours a week at night
>barely surviving
>the only thing that keeps me going are my dreams
>constant stress anxiety and small panic attacks
>don't even care anymore I push through it
>turning 26 this summer
If I don't make it i will die trying
>Look at a girl and tell her she's cute
>Know a girl's boyfriend and still flirt with her, she doesn't give a shit, sometimes flirts back behind his back
>Ask a girl for her number and she gives it to you no questions asked
>Try to toss paper in her cleavage to see if you can make it or tell her she has a fat ass and you like it
Why didn't you tell me it was this easy, what the fuck?
we did, nice to see you're finally being yourself
>>35870619
FUUCCKKKK
NOT ORIGINAL IT SEEMS, THAT'S A DAYUM SHAME
>>35870582
Flirting means nothing. Women do it for attention to stroke their egos, doesn't mean they're sexually interested in you.
What do NEETs actually do with all their free time?
Play games, read, jack off, shitpost, go places sometimes
>>35870489
masturbate to obscene shit
Look for a job, read, practice guitar, stare at a wall.
r9k, 4chan, robot9001
Video chat, plebs
got banned from omegle text chat for no reason.
fuck is this shit, i have no one to talk to.
might be good because i am addicted to it desu.
it helps me with the loneliness.
>>35870437
Self bumpdjfjkekekdkdkskdjfjf
>>35871261
I might go on text chat later anon
I am fucking SIIICK of getting BTFO in internet arguments. Can anyone help me with this problem? What do you do to win?
>>35870424
Its called research. Why try to argue if you have nothing to back up your argument. Also, don't just research yourside, but theirs as well. Maybe their side isn't as bad as you think if you look into it more.
>>35870424
Pick your battles and trust in facts and reality.
Green text and a smug anime avatar.
I bet you can't.
Looks like a good burger. Especially the egg
i love you anon and i want nothing more than for you to be okay
>>35870423
OP, if there's anything you need from us, tell us.
>meet girl at gym and get her number, schedule a date
>think it goes fairly well today
>try to make plans to meet up later
>weak ass hug goodbye
>she doesnt answer my text
>heart break intensifies
>go to the gym to blow off steam, see somebody she knows, introduce myself and tell her to to tell stacy hello
>add them both on facebook
>tell stacy "im gonna see you again!"
how bad did i just fuck up? cant stop myself. contemplating going to her dorm tomorrow
>>35870402
It literally doesn't matter
You were already friendzoned
>>35870433
bullshit. people text back their friends
>>35870402
>tell stacy "im gonna see you again!"
Why would you do that. She's a cunt, just forget about her.
I'm so lonely I can't take it anymore. I want to love someone who likes me back.
>>35870397
"I said it's like that, dropped one classic can't write back 'nother classic right back."
it hurts it hurts it hurts
>>35870397
You know what you little shit. Learn to love yourself first and foremost. If you don't, how the fuck do you expect anyone else to give a shit about you. In the end you are all you have. Once you realize how great it is to take pride in you, you wont give a shit about being "alone".
>https://www.congress.gov/bill/115th-congress/senate-joint-resolution/34/text
So, looks like the bill passed senate and is on its way to the next step. How fucked will you be when literally _anyone_ is able to see your browsing history?
>tfw internet is no longer the wild west, and continues to get more and more shit
>tfw It seems like our future will be cyberpunk shit except all the fun shit like freedom in the internet and hacking won't be there
The future seems to be less promising with each passing day.
>>35870384
they cannot record your browsing history (if you're using HTTPs)
At best, they can record your DNS queries. Seriously, this is silly..
>be disabled
>have never and will never have internet service in my name
>all of my lesbian tribbing porn browsing will show up under my roomie's ISP history
So you finally have a girlfriend? Congratulations! I hope you're ready to spend nearly every free moment texting her, listening to her talk about her day and about people you will never meet. I hope you're ready to spend a lot of your discretionary income on her. Oh sure occasionally she'll throw you a bone and pay for drinks at the bar one night, but the vast majority of the entertaining will be out of your pocket. I hope you're ready to never ever think about other girls again. God forbid you end up meeting a nice girl and are friendly with her. Nothing can ever ever happen because you are tied down. And I hope you're ready for trust issues. Every girl has them, it's just a matter of how serious they are. At best she'll snatch your phone out of your hand to see what you're doing on it and at worst she'll call your friends in the middle of the night to make sure you're actually with them. And I hope you are ready for obligations and commitments. Like say if she lives in the city but her lease is up, she will ask you what she should do and you better damn well have an answer that is satisfying. And last but not least, I hope you are ready for that one week per month where you can do NOTHING to satisfy her and NOTHING to calm her down. "But anon I could just be neutral, right?" Wrong! She will do everything she can to bait you into an argument, to bring you to her level. PMS is a bitch and women want you to feel as bad as they do.
If you can deal with all this then you can enjoy the rewards of having a girlfriend which are... uh... let me think....
I have a chill older mommy girlfriend so will deal with any of those
>>35870378
>I hope you're ready to spend nearly every free moment texting her, listening to her talk about her day and about people you will never meet
Really? This sounds really nice.
> I hope you're ready to spend a lot of your discretionary income on her
Naturally, as she will be at home taking care of the kids, she won't be working a job, but still needs to buy leisure items
>Oh sure occasionally she'll throw you a bone and pay for drinks at the bar one night, but the vast majority of the entertaining will be out of your pocket
I'm not making a barskank my gf.
>I hope you are ready for that one week per month where you can do NOTHING to satisfy her and NOTHING to calm her down
These will be my days where I do what I want on my own.
>>35870894
>Really? This sounds really nice.
>These will be my days where I do what I want on my own.
HA you are one naive fuck