>tfw you will never have a daughter
This is the worse feel.
>heh, feel
>tfw
i wanna kill myself
>>35895598
Why is white people heads so big? lmao
>FUCK THIS IS THE WORST FEEEL I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE FUCK TRUMPPPP
Have you ever had feelings for a nice girl?
There's no such a thing like "nice girl"
They are all whores.
>>35895497
Of course but i tend to attract the filthies
>>35895497
Nice girls are two-faced manipulators who smile to your face and talk about how repulsive you are as soon as you're out of the room. You only like them because they're passingly kind to you and they're only kind to you because they're kind to everyone because that's the image they're trying to cultivate.
Give me blunt, no nonsense intellectual girls. When they tell you they like you, that's something you can take home to the bank.
I've done something terrible r9k. I was so desparate for friendship I started talking to the employees of a ski park I have a season pass to. I've been around 12 people talking smoking and drinking for the past 2 days, about 8 of which are staying in same 1 story 500 sqft place.. Tomorrow they want me to have dinner with their families with something like 30 people there. I was not prepared to be scrutinized by this many people, many of them are dating or married and having to explain why I'm single is making me anxious. Everyone is passed out now, only I am awake. I have the option to just ghost, get in my car and drive away. Or I could stay here and try to integrate. What do?
Pic related
Also there's a trap here. Changing her (male) name next week. Not sure to what. Very pretty
>>35895456
go for it anon, stay with the normies
and if they ask why are you single, just tell the most truthfull lie you can imagine.
Ex: N (normie); A(anon)
>N: are you by yourself?
>A: yeah
>N: don't you have a girlfriend
>A: ah, yes, I'm single rightn now
>N: why?
>A: I really don't know, just didn't met anyone yet.
Just keep it real, do not fucking make up stories just to be normielike.
>>35895472
fuck her
god speed anon
what are you, a normie? just book it, nigga
https://discord.gg/qmU9Cbw
This one is especially comfy
Post yours
comfy bump
origano
Help me choose a username.
>>35895955
TrebuchetTrebuchet
Stop looking at pornography.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4krRkO4sHc
I wish terry crews was my dadI wish I had a dad
>>35895433
But Terry I haven't fapped in 28 days
>>35895433
>if day turns into night, and you're still watching you probably have a problem
really hitting close to home here
Why do asian girls look so fertile. If I tried to have sex with this girl she could probably breed 12 children in her lifetime.
>>35895429
Tiger bensen is grade A thicc
>>35895429
because the gooks know they don't need to steal white women to outbreed us they just have to make us want to breed with them, don't fall for it you simple minded fools
>>35895429
>Asian girls
>fertile
Are..are you literally retarded?
>have schizophrenia
>have to get a monthly injection of olanzapine in my buttock to not go apeshit
>doctor injects me, doesn't even give me a bandaid
>says "a tiny microscopic amount may leak out, that's normal"
>pic fucking related
This has happened 3 times with 2 separate doctors. That yellow shit all over my shorts should be in my body right now. The dose only amounts to 405mg, so if you can imagine a tiny little vial and compare that to the amount that is on my shorts, you will understand just how much of this stuff has been wasted.
>>35895404
Tell me about being a crazy person op.
nothing is on those pair of shorts
>>35895431
Are you calling OP a faggot?
Have you ever caught a cute girl looking at you, /r9k/? Or even a non-cute one.
Yes its the first redpill you get to female deviousness. They can't even be upfront about looking at you they have to sneak looks.
I'm attractive I guess and always catch girls looking at me but I'm still not sure if they're checking me out or filled with disgust. Its like I think they can see inside me and know I'm an autistic.
>>35895315
>in grocery store with mummy and granny
>we get done in checkout
>waiting for granny to get done
>some depressed looking girl keeps staring at me
honestly the first time I've ever noticed and it creeped me out
I'm so depressed and upset im literally cringing in pain all the time
I feel like im on the verge of crying all the time, every minute of every day, I'm so fucking angry and sad, I hate everything.
I've been taking benzodiazapines to manage it but its not working, i dont even give a fuck how frequently im taking them or if im taking too much, i just dont want to feel this way anymore.
I try to be nice, I try to make friends, I try to be friendly, nothing works, i dont get it, im left out of everything, Im so fucking sad i just want to die
just sleep all day like I do
it's like being dead except better
Same OP. I used to think I was depressed in the past but this is like a whole new experience. It almost feels like a physical pain. Head feels clouded and it feels impossible to do basic tasks. I try to explain it to people but I don't think they can actually relate. Seems pretty fucking impossible to get out of this. Literally every 10 minutes I imagine me putting a noose round my neck or shooting myself. Was at my nans the other day and even there where i should feelsafe there was still a voice in my head saying "kill yourself"
>>35895303
Benzos are depressants so they're not the best for your situation. Get you some Adderall xrs homie.
Tell the doctor straight up that your social anxiety stems from a lack of confidence, and sometimes your treatment resistant depression makes you want to give up the ghost. It's not unheard of to prescribe them for those reasons.
Stims are like flicking on a light switch for me at least, everything is new and fun again
>mfw the believe in yourself meme actually works
>>35895288
OUT OUT OUT
GET THE FUCK OUT YOU FUCKING NORMIE
>>35895300
Does believing in oneself make a normie?
Confidence is pretty powerful, but not something you can fake. "Just be yourself" is a meme because it's not good advice, it has to come naturally
Do you ever feel like your parents don't really love you?
Neglect and other types of abuse just means that I am loved the most!
>>35895273
I'm sure they love me. We're just really disconnected. Me and my mom live in the same house but I only see her like once a week and we mostly communicate through the occasional terse text message or sticky note.
>>35895273
See narcissistic parents. And do read about it. Don't assume you know.
Thank me later.
A Finnish anime hikikomori found an American girlfriend from online, they became engaged - the fiance got shot in the USA just after few hours of the engagement. The killer sent messages to the hikikomori "I just shot your fiance".
The 21-year-old anime watcher woke up to weird messages that the killer had sent. The messages included "I just killed your fiance", "Rip dude" and "I'll be dead soon". The anime watcher lost all his interest in the life as the girlfriend was all he got in this life and she was violently taken away.
The killer, Tyler Nathan Turner, killed himself afterwards.
http://www.is.fi/ulkomaat/art-2000005147966.html
>>35895264
>finally get a gf
>an insane failed chad kills her and taunts you about it
I pray there is a god that I may spit in his face
bunch of failed normalfag drama
why is he referred to as "the anime watcher"? thats sort of random
If you were a fugitive, do you think you could outrun the police?
>>35895226
Like physically: yeah I have great endurance and can hop fences like a mofo.
If I was a felon I'd head south of the border, live on an island somewhere. Actually no, Brazil, for sure, eventually get papers and citizenship.
Sometimes the life of crime is fun to fantasize about but it's not for me. for the most part I obey the laws. I'm paranoid of losing my freedom. I'd go mad in prison
>>35895226
maybe. how wanted are we talking about?
>>35895278
Let's say: a car chase.
You can take it any way you want. Or even 24 hours before you broke out of a high security prison. How far would you make it? Could you cloak yourself and make a life outside bars?
How old were you when you first grew out of video games?
haven't grown out of video games
Still getting older, but losing some interest.
19 here.
And I don't really have interest in games anymore. All I do is watching anime.
My mom posted this picture of me as a baby with the caption: "I miss this baby."
what did she mean by this?
>>35895152
asian babies are cute man
That you were a cute baby and moms post this kind of shit all the time?
She doesn't like the baby you've become