Do any of you ever wish you had a abusive childhood, a trauma, anything that would excuse the way you are?
I do have loving parents, live in a first world country and am physically healthy, but still I am so depressed and anxious.
Although I am in such a priviliged situation, I feel miserable at best and I feel so pathetic for it.
You're past is never an excuse for your present, Anon.
>>39240061
are you rich too? kys reee
>>39240061
Yeah i had a loving family even did okay. In schools, and i accomplished nothing with that start of a life. I am the definition of a wasted human.
Guys stay robots.
I have (still) a gf, but suddenly, pretty much over night, she started being pretty cold and weird to me.
She told me that she'd keep always a day off for me on the weekends, but now when I asked her if she wants to hang out she said she already had something planned.
She's also texting me way less and stuff.
And now the worst part.
There was a party last Saturday in our town and we both went there, though only separate with friends and I didn't even see her.
Now when I asked her how it was she told me she got pretty damn drunk.
She told me a guy asked her for her number and because she was drunk she gave it to him.
She said he was still texting her every day, but that he wasn't her "type" anyways.
Why the hell would she tell me that?!
Is she trying to make me jealous, or is she actually moving to another guy and just wants me to feel extra bad about it?!
I swear to god guys, stay robots, nobody deserves to be hurt like this.
Please someone just comment anything, I've never experienced this feeling before, I literally feel like shit,
>>39240026
Pretty weird that she texted this guy after the party, when she was sober
Probably moving in. This is why you cheat OP.
Remember that shy qt from class?
This is her now.
>black hair from thumbnail
>think it's going to be an Asian woman and a white guy
>alright! Oc cuck porn I haven't seen before..
>open it
>it's a Stacey with dyed hair
>disappointment
>>39239851
i didn't have sy qties in my class but i did have stacy and she married some chad when she was 17
>>39239851
literally why would i give a fuck
Hello everyone
I'm currently shitposting from work
Could you please knock it off with the dick posts for a few hours?
I don't want my boss to think anything weird of me. Thanks.
>>39239819
>work
wtf are you doing anon? get back to work and start making your boss money. That 2017 ford focus isn't going to pay for itself
This board is NSFW, fuck you.
>>39239819
Can't you shitpost on blue boards instead?
>tfw total apathy
I just don't give a shit about anything, I'm losing my grip on reality
When I see the shit everyone else cares about it's like I'm "above" it all(sounds fedora as fuck but whatever) like what means the world to a child compared to how an adult sees it
The ride never ends and I'm forced to be on it, fuck this shit
>>39239685
I envy children. They have the purest view of the world and existence and they have no fucking idea. There's an eastern belief called Taoism that holds the child in very high regard because of things like these.
But I feel you man. I want things, I want to achieve things in life, but I don't actually want to go out and do any work to get there. It sounds millennial as fuck but I just have 0 motivation for anything.
Also the ride does end at some point, you just don't know when and you can end it early if you want. Just take off your restraints and jump off the ride and fall, you're not forced to be on it.
>>39239685
If you've truly have stopped giving a fuck about anything then just treat life like a game and go do embarrassing / humiliating stuff in public for your own entertainment.
If the thought of that makes you nervous then you haven't reached total apathy.
People actually hide their power level. They don't show how intelligent they are, they pretend to be dumb instead. They pretend to like shallow shit no one gives a fuck about. It's a survival tactic. You're not above it all, you're so below you're not even close enough to realize how it works.
>no one cares about you, family pretends you don't exist
>say you want to/are going to kill yourself
>suddenly family is trying to talk you out of it and people you don't even know are trying to be nice
>all in their selfish normalfag fashion, of course
It's like they just want to keep you here so you can suffer
Go see a doctor. They don't give a shit but at least they're good at pretending to care.
You deserve to suffer for being an attentionwhore pussy. Either do it or don't, don't use it as a tool to manipulate people you fucking sissy.
And don't give me shit you didn't do it for attention cause you'll just be lying to yourself.
>>39239675
Why the fuck do you normalfags even come here?
>the absolute state of modern women
This planet was a mistake.
so r9k would u hit?
>>39239670
>so r9k would u hit?
no she seems like a bitch irrespective of wanting to punch people who commit wrongthink.
That's a man.
And the west calls South Korea gay for having effeminate pop stars.
Cranial deformation is so scary (=>_<=)
is this safe?
>>39239500
hi diaperfag
I have heard about this and apperantly it does no damage to brain afaik.
>>39239500
>>39239537
KEEEEEEK
originaldoorigi
What excuses can I use to ask for a girl's number to make it seem like I'm doing it for another reason and not because I'm pursuing her?
>>39239450
Just give her yours, if she wants to talk to you she will.
Stop squirming around the truth. Just go up to her and tell her you like her
>>39239491
Okay, but how? What excuse can I use to give it to her?
Where do creative people get the energy and drive to work on a single thing for years?
Sometimes I start writing or start making a game. I'm not too shabby at it if I dare say so. I made designs for about 10 games and I feel pretty confident about 2-3 of them.
Honestly I don't know why I always stop working in projects. If somebody spends years on a book or game, what are they thinking?
>oh man this is so good
>I bet people can't wait to play this
>I HAVE to finish this and show it to the world
I want to know where that conviction comes from. I know that drafts improve over time and it's a great feeling to see the game grow.
Not sure what I'm trying to say here. Now that I typed it out I don't even know what I'm worried about.
creative general
post stories, projects, worries
I writte stuff and im planning to publish some novels and books next year
I understand what you say about energy, I was depressed and when you are depressed your imagination is on top forms because you spend a lot of time thinking and over thinking, also because Im a film and book worm so I get a lot of ideas every day, but as you are depressed you have the creativity but no the will or the energy to do something
I have a 40 yr old neet virgin loser brother who is working on a videogame since I was 11(im 23) and he does not seem to improve at all, I often check his room to see and is still a cringy dungeon and dragons ripoff but he always brag about how he is going to be rich and why he decided to not get a job and foucus on his "secret" project (my mom thinks he is designing an app or something)
so don't being like me or my brother I guess, overcome your apathy but also do not waste your time on something that you know is non-viable no matter how much you like it
I think people who write books started by writing other stuff, such as shit for newspapers and magazines, critiques, short stories, whatever, and as they developed writing skill that allowed them to have the ability to write a whole novel. Kinda like lifting weights.
Games are probably something similar. Start by makings mods for other games, hacks, related software, flash games and as you gather skill, knowledge and connections (online counts) you'll be able to work on bigger projects.
>>39239426
I know that feel.
I have so many projects I started but never completed.
>An original RPG with 3 hours of quests not including side quests and exploration
>A ballad that I wrote, made a backing track to with cubase and recorded ukulele for, it just needs the lyrics recorded and mixing/mastering
>2 Instructional books with 30+ pages
>1 novel with 120 pages but I'm not even halfway through my original plan for it
>An ambient album with 3/10 tracks ready and cover art
>Many drawings
>20+ fully written lyrics
>Tons of guitar riffs I came up with
Maybe I just don't think they're good enough. It sucks.
I'll probably never make anything I'm proud of.
/r9k/ buys a house again. What do?
>"holy shit my neetbux can't even cover the property tax! Rekt. Reee poopy in sinkies."
>>39239335
>expired sour cream in the microwave
If you're able to buy a house you shouldn't be here
Daily reminder, if you're not set on a path by 18-20 your life is fucked and you will always be a loser to the normies.
>>39239325
Thanks.
I plan to kill myself in a few years by parachuting from high attitude.
45+ here.
this is pure bullshit. hard work is for suckers, the only reward for hard work is more hard work. there has never been a better time to coast through life and just enjoy the fuck out of it rather than "making something of yourself", which is social indoctrination to make you feel good about being a drone.
>>39239415
are you on neetbux or something?
how did you survive this long?
why dont you guys just go to japan?
>be me in late 90s
>arrive at the osaka airport
>miyuki san waves at me from afar and warmly greets me
>asks me if what i wrote in my profile was true
>i nod, but tell her to wait until we get to her house
>shes stunned at the sight of my glorious white 6 inch peen peen which towers over genitals of native males in comparison
>marry into her rich family and learn japanese from her
>after a few months im good enough to properly communicate with nipponese
>start getting out of house more and seek adventures while miyuki is at work
>watch code geass on tv
>go to karaoke bars where girls ask me to sing for them in english
>i agree, but only for a blowie which i received from time to time
>tower over natives with my monstrous frame only half an inch short of 6 foot - the pinnacle of human evolution
>get fit
>train karate
>find tolerant japanese friends
>hit arcades with them
>fight with katanas for fun
>bike race at nights
>always feel alpha thanks to height and whiteness
>dont have to work but just keep good care of myself and wifu - behave like a good husband at home to keep her fully content with our life together
>have 2 daughterus now and make both them and my wife cosplay
why havent you abandoned your rat hole and pursued your dreams yet?
whats your excuse from becoming rolling white peen peen thunder of cherry blossoms?
because i'm ugly
nips aren't gonna want me
>>39239319
what about king ghidra and godzilla ?
they are also ugly and their fan base is as big as japan
>>39239265
My dick's only like five inches (lol
Location, age, looks and most importantly freckles match up with the person.
What should I do?
(I am not going to extort money)
Here's her profile
https://www.adultwork.com/ViewProfile.asp?UserID=4028794
prob should just forget about it. she's kinda chubby anyway.
>>39239251
Hire her
I've seen plenty of virgin vs chad, but are there any for fembot vs stacy?
>fembot vs stacy?
>fembot
They're the same fucking thing
L I T E R A L L Y
The only difference between a fembot and a Stacey is the Stacey gets Chad.
Prove me wrong.