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>in an internet/videogame/anime trance
>start to laugh at something in it
>immediately remember reality and it all comes back to me
>depression re-engages
>laughter stops, silent and can't focus for the rest of the time
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>>39253847
Something similar to this happens to me while I'm playing OverWatch and then my sr starts to drop....
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>>39253847
yup happens all the time you just have let it pass at least thats what I do it helps to know that normie life isnt as great as they claim it to be and roasties are over rated.
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>>39253847
>playing league
>15-0
>15-1 after a team fight
>we lose
Why are we still here?
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hey, so i wanna tell you guys the story of my degeneration.
>be me, 21. six months ago
>officer in the army (not the USA)
>am gay
>moved out of my folks to live on my own in the big city (am from a small town)
>get a shitty salary as an officer
>parents give me extra money to get by
>im beautiful but have body issues (used to be fat when i was 16, lost weight but still have this constant thought that im still obese)
>start going out to clubs
>have so much fun, have sex like 5 times a night in the bathrooms, dance my ass off, go home
>up to this time just smoke weed (a big no-no in the army obviously)
>even though i have fun in clubs im still really lonely and have no actual friends to just hang out with
>start drinking on my own
>stop eating (used to not eat for 4 days, then have a big meal, then not eat for another 4 days)
>lose 12 kg in 2 months
>am borderline anorexic
>stop visiting parents
>parents eventually see me
>i look like a skeleton
>mom breaks down (she has a lot on her plate with my dad and brother and grandma [they considered me theyre only good achievement cuz i was gifted and love reading and really kinda intelligent])
>dad doesnt know what to do
at this point its just club sex, weed daily, alcohol and no food
>they all give me an intervention
>i promise to change
>am willing to change and start eating and working out and living a bit healthier (i smoke cigarettes)
>start trying to make an effort
>become miserable in the army
>start going to heavier clubs (not the usual edm ones, but hardcore techno parties)
>dont tell any of this to parents
>start doing speed
>start doing MDMA
>proceed to cocaine
>proceed to ketamine
>proceed to gina
>proceed to MD coated with meth
this was a prolonged process, not all of them came in one time
>be 3 weeks ago
>resigned from the army
>be last weekend
>been partying for 4 straight days (still waiting to be released from the army)
>took all of the above in those 4 days and a lot of them
>been depressed ever since
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>gay man walks a path of self destruction
gee riveting tale OP
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>deal with equipment in the army
>am in charge of A LOT of equipment
>i think some is lost
>i may go into prison for a long time
>scared
and another instance that happened that made me almost insane:
>be a month and a half ago
>on sick leave
>arrested for possession of narcotics (just weed, hash and oils)
>they find out im a soldier
>by law they have to tell the MP
>released after 5 hours, not told anything
>dont sleep for 2 days
>take a lawyer
>dont actually have any money becuase of the drugs and bills and rent so have to take a lown
>now im seriously broke
fuck guys, i dont know if you can really tell how crazy all this shit was, like all of this happened in 6 months.
im seriously down, sad and depressed and having some bad thoughts..
but thanks for the read!
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Yeah dude, that sounds really sucky. But you don't have control over the past. Only what you can do now.
Since a lot of your worries are financial, are you able to get a job? You can even get one online if anxiety is bothering you. Transcription, writing, chat support, call centers, etc.
You should focus on what you do have and think about why you should be grateful for it. Don't focus so much on negative energy in the past.
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why are you an alcoholic?
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Just cause, I guess
What else would I be?
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>>39253593
Brother, parents, grandparents on both sides were, addictive peronality, depression, poor social condotioning because schizoid and addicted to vidya my whole childhood. It's my destiny.
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Because I can't socialize or sleep without being inebriated. Going on 10 years now.
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how is this legal?
my dick is harder than titanium rite now
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>>39253552
I live in Seattle and no girls wear bras. Shit is painful
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This world could use more rapists
MAKE WOMEN AFRAID AGAIN
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There is no god but God. Muhammad is the messenger of God. Inshallah
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>half to keep my mouth shut or I'll be homeless
fuck this garbage
who else here is /ex-muslim/?
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shia aren't muslim
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>>39253441
they are waaaaaaaay better than sunnis, why did i have to be from a sunni culture ffs
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fuck off. crazy shia cult that speaks kufr and believes imams are like gods. Most stupidest people on the earth apart from cow worshippers
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I am terrified that my 5-inch penis will never be able to satisfy anyone. I am at the point where I feel nauseous thinking about it and there is a knot in my stomach over the idea that there is nothing I can do about it. I measured it today and it was five inches right on the dot. It was not the most powerful erection I could have had, but lately I just can't seem to get those and maybe I could stand to lose some weight (6'2", 200lbs) and those things will improve my measurement, but I'm not sure. This is seriously nauseating.
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>>39253334
look on the bright side you will never ever get laid anyway so no one will ever know
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1) 5 inches is fine, you've already won the height lottery so shut the fuck up
2)By the time you're in bed with the girl she wants to fuck you anyway
3)Girls masturbate with their fingers. Its not harder to be bigger than a girls finger.
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9/10 its the clit that makes the orgasm. Just be generous with the head and you'll be good.
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What's your ultimate misery song, /r9k/?
Which feels or moments have been (emotionally) attached to it? Please share the context/story.
For me it's Lorn - Acid Rain
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxg4C365LbQ
>have worst week of my life as my fiancee confesses to infidelity
>decide to pull the plug and break up with her
>she goes to her parents for the weekend while I pack my things
>try to put some music on, but everything is shit now
>find the song that fits the mood, and listen to it on repeat while I pack my things
>go through all our belongings, all our memories, and leave behind the life I thought I was building up with her
It devastated me on such a deep profound level, and anytime I listen to that song now, it brings me right back to the despair I felt as I was separating my belongings from hers. It's been a couple of months now, and I've healed a bit so far, but a lot of the pain is still there. The song is forever imprinted into me as this anchor of misery, and maybe I should cherish that in its own morbid way.
Still can't believe I am where I am now, though. I miss her. I want her back. ...I need to stop listening to it.
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>>39253209
Dude you had/have a wife. Why do you come here normie? Dude why can't you leave us alone? We don't want to hear about your relationship problems with western harlot women. Pick your women better. That's what you get for choosing a woman out of lust rather than love.
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>>39253209
at the moment probably Pink Floyd - Time. something about growing old and looking back only to see the things you failed to accomplish instead of finding the good times you had and being to old to change any of your regrets really hits me
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>>39253244
>That's what you get for choosing a woman out of lust rather than love.
I thought I did that. I proposed to her for good reason.
But alas. All women are whores.
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Any other NEET's getting into crypto? It's been great so far since I can just watch prices while playing vidya. Made 55 bucks since yesterday.
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>>39253175
donno if i should invest in shit coins or pour most of my money in bitcoin expecting a rise
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I don't have money to start investing, so no not right now.
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>>39253835
You could always try a faucet.
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Alright lads, how your hump day holding up?
Get in and and share your wagecuck feels and stories. This is a safe space so neets stays out please
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>>39253167
>start lifting
>start feeling more confident and speak in a louder voice because I feel like I'm inhaling more oxygen
>co-workers are now scared of me
why....
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>>39253167
2 days without a truck followed by 2 trucks. Time to eat some wheaties
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>>39253259
Normies are afraid of everything. I don't talk to them, try to stay out of their way and I still scare them. It's funny because I wouldn't consider myself to be scary at all and yet I still unsettle them by beeing myself
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How to get rid of million mile stare
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>be me
>at gym
>thinking about something
>worst depression of my life rn
>happen to look at my eyes in mirror
>look literally soulless and dead
>realize why I'm not attractive to people
>permenant scowl
How fix? Also, how do I learn to naturally smile more? I feel disgusting when I give more than a one sided smirk.
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I'm autistic what does dead eyes / thousand yard stare mean? you barely open your eyes and you don't care to focus them on anything?
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>>39253115
Use more than one facial expression.
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>>39253115
you don't have a thousand or million or even 10 inch stare, faggot, you haven't gone through anything in your life, let alone war
what you have is resting bitch face, and you fix it by not being a self-involved whiny cunt
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>try to exorcise
>wake up neighbor
Fuck apartment life.
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Just keep doing it anon. You'll get strong enough where you can beat the shit out of anyone who complains.
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>>39253079
How did the exorcism go? Did you manage to remove the demon?
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>>39253091
An old Mexican lady is under me.
>>39253100
Not fully. Still 25lbs of fat demon to purge from the premises.
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How much does a tank of Nitrogen cost?
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Why should it matter if you're gonna kill yourself
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>>39253014
Because he either has very little or wants SOMETHING to leave for someone he loves?
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>>39253029
Leave his corpse lol
When you suicide with a gun to the head you can't have an open coffin so that should count as a gift
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Ask someone on cocaine anything
So far im on night 2 and I only got 400mg left out of the 2 grams I bought.
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>>39252605
That's not very much you've got left.
Do you have any pets?
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>>39252622
nope, I got about 4-8 hours left thought of fun from that 400mg depending how much i do.
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Robots won't care but I'm in the same boat. So hi. What do you think people would ask anyways?
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Average summer month of a normie:
>spend 1000+ Euro on a 3-days vacation
>previously had to work longer and harder everyday to afford the 4+ hotel room his girlfriend wanted to stay
>complain the whole trip about something that's not how they wanted
>get scammed by local population
>has to constantly pretending to have fun, because of the instagram likes
>not even on the beach they can relax because of the perfect tan, what others think of them, and thieves
>stress everytime, everywhere
>eventually get hit by a muslim truck and die
Average summer month of me:
>spend 80 Euro total for a good game on Steam, a couple books, a month of Netflix and 20 packs of ramen
>spend an awesome month of fun
>be alive at the end of the month
Will normies EVER learn?
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>Euro
lol europoor
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the hypocrisy tho
'to relax'
most of them are even more stressed than while working everyday lmfao
i would rather buy a piano or something than this, 3 days lmao i would need 3 weeks atleast to visit the majority of a country and enjoy the trip what r u even supposed to do in 3 days ?
normies BTFO again
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I understand the sentiment, but be warned: your life will go by in a blur while their trip will be remembered.
Our perception of time is directly linked to whether the experience we're living is a familiar or a new one. An adventure-filled week abroad will seem like it was longer in retrospect; your week will seem to be over in a minute and you'll be left wondering what the hell you've been doing these past months.
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>Oh a cute girl with guy interests like videogames, I wonder if-
>Its a dude
Why the fuck do I keep falling for it
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How about you try going outside, senpai?
Traps are just sad men who stay online. In real life, there's no chance of that happening.
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>>39252593
It happened in real life
Thrice
And the first time was in fucking middle school too
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>>39252576
>Cute girl
There's nothing to wonder about beyond that point if she's even remotely attractive regardless if it's a fudge packing fruit loop or not they still won't give you the time of day feminine features have become the highest in demand commodity right behind pussy.