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>excersise meme
>fapping meme
Godz you're insane OP.

Me:
>filled out applications online for the first time in years
>plan on living in van working part time
>buy new shoes
>buy lots of things for van
>saving money is key
>to help get job need to volunteer again
>last time volunteered was hard to find place
>needed help before volunteered
>no longer know people with connections
>end up waiting to see if any shit jobs want to call me

It's pretty hopeless but there was no reason not to and it's just me slowly moving in the direction of moving out on my own no matter if I end up in homeless shelters. I couln't stand working more than 4 hours at a time on a regular basis, but that's enough to live in a van provided that you save up enough to pay for things, because the typical fee to live in the van is just a few hundreds if planned out correctly after buying things and saving for the odd fees such as moving into appartments temporarily just to get a state ID registration and such, items in van-tent notwithstanding.

Also on a vegan diet. Lost five lbs first week.

i just want to write a record. i can't really complain on my situation, it's probably nicer than the average normies', but music is really getting to me. i've got nobody interesting to work with and i can't really put myself to start writing myself. i'll just get drunk and pass out. i can't afford this for long as tolerance is my middle name by now.

all in all, it's really, really bringing me down

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>>36211805
Now:
>20 push ups every hour on the PC and I walk to campus every day (3 miles round trip) for exercise
>Cook all my own meals now. Eating more vegetables and fruit.
>Cleaned my apartment once per week for the past three weeks (about an hour of cleaning and organizing)
>Finished writing my dismissal appeal for uni (I had a breakdown over the past year and am in danger of being kicked out)
>Got into a research group
>Set up my course schedule for the next 4 quarters so I'm only taking the minimum number of classes. My grades should go up a lot and give me more time to take care of my health
>I've been reading about 2 books a week
>Had an okay poster presentation at a research conference a month ago. I have another one in two weeks that I just want to get over with so I can switch my research topic to something more interesting.

Future:
>Research at another uni over the summer. It's a pre-PhD prep/research program.
>Keep up with reading, I'm about to finally finish my backlog so I need new books (pic related is what I'm going to buy this week)
>Get health insurance and EBT
>Start tutoring for cash if my grades pick up
>Join the YPG or TEV-DEM for a year or two after graduating and before graduate school
>apply to graduate school/take GRE
>ask girls for pictures of their feet

No, because everyone else already is

>>36211818
everyone else is already studying everything

>>36211769
Only if you genuinely want to, and only if it's self-study. Don't fall for the university meme.

Leave it on. Trying to hide it will make it more apperent.

If anything, you should be ashamed if it doesn't get up. Why being ashamed of virility?

>>36211720
fap it away

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>tfw v
>tfw holding girl at party dancing and shit
>tfw boner
>tfw she presses even closer after feeling it

What the hell is a virgin gaze.

>>36211686
Like the virgin walk but with your eyes.

It's even worse then the virgin walk

They're looking for study friends

that is what normal people do. humans are social.

>>36211657
But I don't even know them. why would you try to talk to some random person. And it's not like I try to hold up my end but they keep trying

>>36211549
Short answer: yes.
f

>>36211549
not the kind you're looking for.

>>36211549
The car will attract pussy, until they see who the owner is

>>36211544
Somebody at least check these sick triple dubs

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>SPOOKY SCARY SKELLINGTON SENDS SHIVERS DOWN GIRLS SPINES

>>36211544

You probably have an autist face with shitty hair, acne, and glasses.
I'm a 6'2 skelly and do fine. Fix your facial aesthetics and stop doing the virgin walk.

Get out of your room and go outside, anon. Meet peoples. Go to the club. Steal your parents car and get out of town. Join army or kill yourself maybe i don't know.

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>>36211394
yes you can anon, don't let others fool you

>>36211542

Pretty shitty ideas.

>>36211326
as in an average person? No. I wouldn't fuck anyone. I avoid physical intimacy

sage

>>36211337
What if you got past your fears and she was really nice and gentle even though she's council estate scum.

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>>36211326

They LOVE it up the bum.
You haven't lived till you've rustled the guts of a slag in a shady alleyway or fingered her while she wanks you off and talks on the phone to her boyfriend.

Will you be my qt anxious bf?

>>36211296
Did you get fired?

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>>36211296
What was your panic attack induced by. Also how did your boss react and has it impacted how your boss treats you? :<

Hope you're doing okay now.

>>36211247
Nu uh, it's not
/thread

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>>36211247
It doesn't matter if you think your thoughts are random. You do not choose your thoughts. Your will is not free.

>>36211247
Check out what david chalmers has said about consciousness. It's pretty interesting. Probably on YouTube.

>>36211212
/b/ is for normalfags, a new hero shall emerge soon... it shall not be posted outside of /r9k/

>>36211325
What about Gondola and Spurdo?

Normies don't really use pepe anymore. I haven't seen one on Facebook or twitter in a while.

I do it. Many other people do, too. It's normal to want to share something you enjoy with someone else. People like us don't have those someones, though. So, we imagine.

>>36211187
It helps you sort out your own thoughts. Keep doing it.

I would absolutely love to have somebody who was genuinely interested in me telling them about something.

antifa is the cancer of the left

>>36211133
I'm calling bait.

originalus maximus

>>36211133
dont really understand the movement.

but i get a chuckle out of these white supremacist getting clocked in the face.

Fucking American faggots can't keep their dicks out of other countries
Thank god North Korea has nukes or we would be seeing a Libya 2.0

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mfw

>>36211268
In 20 years America be Brazil 2.0, ethnically

*gets nuked by America you mean.