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General feels thread. It feels like r9k is deserted right now. Every thread I've been following has died.
Please someone help me fight the loneliness.
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>>36279839
What're you up to tonight, OP?
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>>36279897
Sitting around refreshing threads craving any social interaction. Listening to music. Playing piano.
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How are you feeling OP?
I'm so conflicted on who I am. On one hand, I am incredibly lonely, to the point where I fantasize about suicide every day. Yet, these past two days two different old friends messaged me asking about hanging out, and I just ignored both of them. Perhaps I'm too anxious to see them, but I also don't really like them, so maybe they are just the wrong people. I prefer the comfort of my room, even if it's killing me to be alone all the time.
Sorry for this ramble, for what is essentially "tfw no gf".
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Does the mailman know what's inside the packages robots?
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he's not going to steal your xxx size buttplug anon
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>>36279828
no anon the mailman wont know that you are buying a sex toy and I doubt he would care anyway
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>>36279828
No, never unless the retard that send your shit actualy used some transparent box or something.
But if you got a shit family that doesn't respect your privacy, then most likely yes.
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I've been going though some shit recently and as much as i hate to call it repressed memories, Ive been having these things from my ealty (think 2-4 years old) childhood years come rushing back.
my dad and mom were still together, and he was in one of his early 20's junkie binges. its when he sold me to this guy who was a fucking psychopath and child molester. this was in Odessa Texas area in 1981 or so. he had this house that was a traphouse, shoohouse, rapehouse. my father and this bitch he fucked in front of me when i was 2 to show me what my dick was for, kidnapped me, and dragged me in. they sold me for a couple grams of H.
i saw some bad shit while i was there, including dogfights, and a guy get eaten by the other bunch of gods since he owed money. a bunch of money.
i saw a little girl get raped and then thrown to the dogs. this place was like a barn. a guy my father knew was in there to buy some H and some other drugs for his weekly hustle, saw me and snuck me out, since i was one the list to be entertainment.
he had me ride on his motorcycle back home and waited till my mom was home, and gave her to me, and told her to leave my father before he killed the both of them for what almost happened to me.he has these horns tattooed on the side of his head, and shit allover his face. he brought me to a dairy queen before he brought me home because he like the ice cream and thought it would help calm me down.
I dont know why im writing thise here now, but its just has me feeling like ive been crushed. my father and mother are dead, and i dont know this guys name to thank him for saving me from being raped and tortured to death.
he was one of the hells angels in 1981 Odessa Texas. whoever he was thank you man. there is nothing I can do to truly repay you ever.
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>>36279746
Jesus OP, that's some fucked up shit he fucking saved you senpai.
Too bad you might never meet him again but I'm really sure he is doing alright.
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I almost fucked this one dudes wife who lives in Odessa currently. That bitch couldn't keep a secret and her husband almost flipped out on me. I'm not worried though because I know I'd kick his ass, but still, funny memories.
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>>36279838
I hope so too. i just had this big rush of shit happened, and i heard something my uncle said about when we all lived there. and the guy that beat my father half to death in front of the house, and all the teeth out the woman he was whoring with and took a hammer to the bones in her face. he wanted them to remember no matter what, what they were willing to do to me for shitty stepped on H.
another thing that brought it up, was my sisters daily BOO HOO IM A WOMAN NO ONE HAD EVER HAD A WORSE LIFE THAN MY FIRST WORLD SPOILED WHORE ASS routine. she started that with me then i had a panic attack and remembered everything. from the smells, to the radio paying, to the people talking, it was sensory overload.
i let loose on her and she just shut up now. its just such a bunch of shit to deal with all at once. that i dont know how to deal with it, and ll my local therapists do is "here eat these pills, and come back in 5 weeks". with no counseling. or therapy at all.
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>suddenly start remembering all those times you got socially rejected and proceed to feel sorry for yourself yet again
I can't handle this feel.
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>>36279729
In the words of a great man anon:
>we must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey
Hope this makes you feel better
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>>36279729
Why do you care about other people still?
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>>36279729
Hang in there, Anon.
Being rejected means you're trying, and that's good.
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>be ugly
>accept the fact that sex and relationships are a past time of beautiful people
>therefore I shouldn't be upset about it since sex was never meant for me
>move on
Why is it such a difficult concept for other anons to accept?
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>>36279711
The fact that society refuses to admit this and tries to blame us for being incompetent at things we have control over. When I accept that I am simply ugly it really isn't all that bad, I reach a strange level of tranquility. But when my mom asks me when I'm giving her grandchildren, it makes my blood boil, because it's unacceptable for me to explain that no one wants a short, small, guy with an ugly face.
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>>36280773
>society shall blame and shame you for failing at procreation because society is interested in propagating itself by motivating as many men as possible to seek sex
>society ultimately doesn't care about your persona
>therefore you shouldn't be upset about social norms that were never intended to cause you personal harm or trauma
Why is it such a difficult concept for other anons to accept?
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>>36279711
Nah nigga, your problem is you're a 4-5 who has 8-10 standards.
Fuck people in your bracket, there are plenty out there, having happy ugly relationships and making ugly fucking kids.
Whether that's a good thing is debatable, but you can easily have a relationship the same as Chad and Stacey.
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REEEEEEE. WHERES MY MANIC PIXIE DREAM GIRL. I JUST WANT TO WATCH ANIME AND GET HIGH WITH A QT WHITE GIRL. WHY WAS I CURSED WITH BEING SHORT AND AFRICAN AMERICAN. I CAN'T EVEN DATE LET ALONE FUCK A QT ALT GIRL EVEN THOUGH I LIVE IN THE UTOPIA FOR THE FUCKING SUBTYPE. IM IN GODDAMN SAN FRANCISCO AND CAN'T GET AN ALT GIRL INTERESTED IN ME THATS LIKE WALKING AROUND ROUTE ONE AND HAVING THE MOST COMMON FUCKING POKEMON RUN FROM YOU EVERY TIME. MY TALL WHITE FRIEND GETS HIS PIC OF ALT GIRL PUSSY AND IM LEFT IN THE FUCKING DUST AS HIS UNFUNNY SIDE KICK THAT THEY JUST IGNORE. WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY. FUCKING REEEEEEE
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>>36279638
At lease you have Jimmy and Other Scott, Wallace.
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>>36279662
IM NOT GAY BUT I MAY AS WELL BE BECAUSE THE ONLY CREATURES THAT COME AFTER ME ARE FUCKING ENTITLED LANDWHALES AND TRANNIES. FUUUUUCK. LET ME BE HAPPY. WHY ARE THE WRITERS OF MY STORY SUCH DICKS!!!!!
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>>36279638
Bitch, sit down. Be humble.
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>that feel when no average looking girlfriend
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>>36279461
>this
>average
Curb your standards, nigger, you might actually get laid then
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>tfw no grumpy average gf
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>>36279537
this is average
>>36279461
this is qtpie level
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>start cracked skyrim
>no mods
>12 fps
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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>>36279439
Fucking skyrim. Shit game
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>>36279452
>lowest fucking settings
>like, as low as I can get them
>12 fps
>about a full fucking second of input lag
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Amusing enough ENB often makes it run a little faster for me...before I start burying it under 20 metric tons of mods that is.
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Is it possible to get a gf without having talents or skills?
>can't play an instrument
>don't play any sport
>don't bodybuild
>haven't done any art(literature, videos, etc.)
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Yes. But the fact that you STILL can't get one should be extremely upsetting.
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>>36279418
Yeah but you gotta learn a fuckton on random things to look smart at least.
But one should be able to find some talent, everyone has it but you just gotta find it.
Some people don't even find it their whole life but the biggest hint is that your talent is something you will love desu.
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>>36279418
I play piano. I couldn't get a girl to date me if my life depended on it. I'm too broken for human companionship. I'm way too far gone and completely fucked in the head.
Help.
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> black fembot
>meets this qt azn guy over this app called Hello Pal
>he's from Japan and is in school over in Canada, so we're on the same timezone
>we're both shy as fuck, me less than him (i had to initiate a videocall)
>my ass immediately falls for him
>i've been talking to him since 1/28/17
>he's so smiley and comfy around me
>gives me the occasional compliment
>helps me with other boy troubles
>gets defensive when guys are weird pervs to me
Am I being delusional? He's so sweet and handsome, and we help each other so much. I love being friends. But I truly want more. He seems interested. I don't know.
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>tfw asian but not japanese
>no qt black gf
REEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>36279480
You don't have to be Japanese to be with me?
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>>36279760
But the question is whether or not you have to be Asian/Black. Post pics of yourself, OP. I'm curious.
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How the actual FUCK do I get rid of roaches?
My apartment is infested with them. Is there any hope?
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Move out of Turkey
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>>36279332
Make a fake suicide pact with all of r9k
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>>36279332
Brainwash yourself into formicophilia.
You can't get rid of roaches
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You ever just sort of feel like even /r9k/ isn't helping you escape? Like, before I could go into dumb threads and read huge fucking walls of text of bullshit fantasies, or those choose your own adventure fantasies and people would debate about which ones they would choose. Hmmm threads, soon replaced by that kid threads which made me remember shit that was both funny and humiliating. Threads talking about nostalgia.
Now I go on /r9k/ and the first things I see are
>fembot
>wai arent u a grill
>hehe i fuced like 2 girls like a day ago u mad?
Combined with constant porn threads.
I just want to wallow around with other sociopaths, misfits, social outcast, brothers in arms, talk about my problems with people who understand, look at cool shit, and basically have a good time. But now, it's just constant fucking cancer, like the people who post here are 12 years old.
Can we have one of those good old threads?
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>>36279279
Those days are over. The normies are like an insufferable plague and they ruin EVERYTHING that they invade. They ruined the fucking internet when they all started rushing onto the web back when smartphones and social media became big.
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>>36279324
You can spot phoneposters quite easily, fucking chinkmoot should rangeban all ips that post from phones permanently.
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>>36279279
Last week I got into an argument with a normalfag. I realized it was pointless, you can't argue with these people. You can't win. Ever. This board is effectively a hangout for your regular average joe. Normals also hate robots, like deeply, truly hate us for what we are and would love to see us dead.
Doesn't help that I loved r9k for what it let me do - escape from the pain of being alive. Can't do that anymore.
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when did you start browsing 4chan and what was your first board?
i started in 2010 on fucking /b/. it was just as garbage then too.
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>>36279241
i went on /f/ a lot, it was my favorite board. i browsed /b/ and /e/ a bunch, my first boards. don't remember when i started though.
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2003/4. Started on /b/ then we got /k/
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>>36279346
4chan started in 2009 dipshit
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>in a gay discord
>almost everyone is
>less autistic
>taller
>bigger dicked
>less of a social mess
>not a NEET
>many have had sex
wtf I hate everyone on here
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Woah, can I get a link to the discord?
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>>36279234
its a /polgb/ discord
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>>36279226
does your boyfriend have a massive dick?
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>Most men are sociopaths
>Admit to the textbook definition of not having a conscience/caring about others
>Still scream and rage when called what they are
What the fuck is this bullshit?
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>>36279223
Wtf are you talking about?
Men care more about others than women
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>>36279223
>Women are usually sociopaths
>Clear textbook definition
>Lie a lot
>Disloyal
>unfaithful
>riddled with infidelity
>still complain when called out
And society still loves them.
What is this bullshit.
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>>36279223
>call myself a sociopath
>get called an edgelord
>other people call me a sociopath
>now it's bad