i just want to be a sweet wife who serves her husband and tries her best to make him happy
love me
>>36653547
Wife(male)?
>>36653547
Fuck off this board is for tulpas.
>>36653591
shockingly no! maui wowi
im gonna be a rapper gimme rap names my guys
brapper the rapper
>>36653508
>>36653556
there's even a tshirt for you already
>>36653556
this post ended the thread
>girl gets naked
>find her less attractive than before
Look on the bright side, at least you've seen a naked girl before
>Girl takes off shirt and bra
>rectangular waist that looks like a man
>gross saggy tits and pepperoni nipples
>she struts around like she's hot shit
>>36653495
>girl gets naked
>what the fuck why would a gir get naked in front of a useless piece of shit like me?
>wake up
>see this thread
>perfect chance to talk about this
>write this post
My life is sad
Holy shit /r9k/, I just want you to know that change IS POSSIBLE.
This post may sound like I'm bragging, but I want to share my background and the happiness I'm feeling right now because I know there are a lot of people on this board like me, especially young men in their late teens/early 20s who think very much like I once did (and sometimes still do), and who may identify as NEET, hikki, incel, foreveralone, and so many other self-disparaging tribal affiliations.
I have diagnosed autism, I was the awkward weird nerdy kid in high school, I was a NEET shut-in from 18-22.
Starting in my 20s I spent a long time working on my social skills, often battering my head against it, accepting I would be awkward, dealing with embarassment. succeedsocially.com, a public speaking class I took,How to Win Friends and Influence People all helped, not to mention a bit of fucking around with psychedelic drugs (they actually helped me become much better at reading body language and other social cues without having to think about it), but what helped the most was just years of my 20s effectively practicing, learning to deal with the embarassment and rejection, and very slowly improving.
I started working out - hard. It was difficult at first. The payoff doesn't come right away. I think for some, you need to do it for a while before the psychological benefits really set in. But when it becomes an integral part of your lifestyle after a period of years, it really does pay dividends.
>>36653404
Of course change is possible. You obviously changed for the worse.
You tainted your mind and body with disgusting chemicals, killing your truer former self.
Now you are but a delusion of a half-dead brain.
I learned how to dress well, not with fashion but with genuine style. I started paying attention to what other people wore - observing little details, noticing and remembering what I liked. I collected clothes from thrift shops - all sorts of different stuff, and started putting actual thought into how I dressed, spending time in front of a mirror figuring out what worked.
I finally managed to get a girlfriend for a few years in my mid-late 20s, and I learned so much from that - it's like spending that much time with someone has an effect of wearing down your sharp edges.
I went back to school. I went to community college (for the second time) and managed to take the drive and discipline I'd gained and actually start getting good grades and transfer into a decent university. Even though I felt out of place at almost 30 student clubs and did whatever I could to be out in the community rather than at home staring at a screen.
So what prompted me to make this post? Last night I hooked up with this beautiful Vietnamese girl from one of the fanciest sororities at school. She was all over me, and I would never, ever have expected such an attractive woman to be interested in me. I still remember myself as the greasy kid in all black who was constantly bullied and had no idea how to interact with people. Then I thought I was too old for that kind of fun. Somewhere on an incel board I once saw the quote: "You can fix your looks, you can fix your social skills, you can fix your finances, but by the time you get everything straight you'll have lost the most important thing of all: your youth." It's completely absurd.
Now some of you may say: "Who cares if you fucked some roastie? I don't want any part in the degenerate world anyway." And that is fine too! The point here is that you're working towards SOMETHING, you can turn your life around. I spent a decade improving my social skills - and it worked. What could you achieve with 10 years of effort?
We're all gonna make it (except the one robot who just killed himself)
What the fuck are you staring at?
>>36653370
Your ass, why?
>>36653370
that horrible tattoo
fucking cunt
>>36653370
Your butt looks like yummy cheese ;3
>Every cock I've ever seen curves up
>Mine curves down
Girls won't want to sleep with me when they see it?
>>36653345
You were born to fuck in outerspace
>>36653367
How so, I'm no astronaut
>>36653388
Don't worry, I believe in you and your downward curving dick
>its another "stranger think you're a girl" episode
Yeah I used to get that too, what solved the problem was a beard, buzzcut and testosterone.
>>36653210
I know that feeling
>through some kind of missunderstanding some anon thinks im a girl
>just thought that he is a nice guy
>had an awesome conversation with him withough anything sexual
>i thought he knew that im male
>go to voice chat, thinking that i have found a good friend over the internet
>talk
>instant disconnect
I dont like attentionwhoring on 4chan, but since that happened to me I understand what it must feel like to be only valued for having a pussy.
I still feel bad about that.
>>36653210
Give me context anon, how did that happen?
Should I kill myself or should I continue trying to find a gf?
>>36653170
You could try to stop giving a fuck instead.
>>36653224
I tried. It works for a very short time.
>>36653224
Not OP, but I wish this was an option. I just feel fucking empty no matter what I do in every other aspect of my life (which is going pretty good).
Do you remember the first time you fapped?
I was just lying in bed at around midnight in January 2011 (I was 13 and the time) and I kinda just started stroking it with a tissue on my dick and nutted in it.
Yes, and it was the year you were born, appearently
Also lay in bed stroking the dick more and more and suddenly discovered orgasms. Mind you, there was no internet for most people back then
Yeah because it's kind of funny.
I was on the computer like literally seperatist from my mom by a wall and an open door. I was about 11.
So I'm stroking my dick to this sports illustrated body paint video with Irina Shayk and this discharge comes out of my dick hole. Precum obviously, but my 11 year old self didn't know that. Thought I broke my dick so I freaked out and told my mom and she had to tell me to chill out and it's okay.
Thanks for helping through the crisis, mom.
I didn't masturbate for the first time until I was nearly 15
Is this unusual?
Are there negatives to being mixed race.
(Black and white) I'm dating a mixed race guy, and I'm white ( well, a mix of 16 different ethnicities that I know of, but 87.5% of them are white). We were talking about subjective mental experiences and found an interesting difference between us. I've always considered having control over my mind to be a very important thing. So I have a very high degree of control over my mind.
For him, the idea of controlling his mind has just never occurred to him, and it's very difficult, near impossible, now that he's making an effort. He's had ADD throughout his whole life. Maybe that's all it is?
My IQ is 140. I'd estimate his at 125. He's still pretty intelligent despite the out of control brain. I've only known one other mixed race guy deeply enough to have any meaningful input, and he had a lot of mental issues. My boyfriend doesn't seem to display anything like that, only mental issue is the ADD (and inability to control his brain? But that's a big question of nature vs nurture.)
SOOOOO, my question is this. Is there data on mixed race children? I can't seem to find a whole lot of reliable data on the matter. What I can find is a mixed bag. Most mixed race chinese blame a lot of their problems on the fact that they're mixed race (mostly mental issues). Knowing China, I think most of that is the result of propaganda. I found a few bits of information saying that the iq's tend to average out between parents and the child in a mixed race family. I've found other data that shows a lower prevalence of anxiety and depression among mixed race individuals in Brazil, and I've found data that shows that mixed race children have lower rates of diseases related to genetic homogeneity.
My conclusion is that the child should be fine, and will probably have an iq within one standard deviation of the midpoint between our iq's and probably won't have mental or health issues as a result of the mix. Thoughts?
>>36653138
Not really sure what your asking. I'm black/white guy myself but my ocassional negative feelings have nothing to do with the fact I'm mixed. I don't really focus on race.
Half black half white men are cuter than all other race of men .
>>36653218
Personally, I agree :)
>>36653204
Thank you for the input :)
I fucking HATE ''robots'' and this board.
>>36653098
same, let's team up
>>36653098
Knarly my dude :)
>>36653098
why anon?
why hate robots?
most robots are harmless outcasts who have faced a great deal of mistreatment and are powerless to do anything in return
most are but u know with (((freedom))) and shit theyre getting theyre going back to their natural form
>>36653044
>girl is a solid 9/10
lol
she looks pretty yea but not in a cute innocent way just look at her eyes she prolly did some insane shit when she was younger and now she a moderate with things
>>36653044
>drinking
REEEEEEEEE GET OFF MY BOARD DEGENERATE
I cant stop having panic attacks, I hate crying all the time. Aya doesnt like me anymore
>>36653031
fuck off and die originale
>>36653160
Ive already tried with a knife but I didnt finish. I need a gun.
>>36653188
you have to stop thinking about aya, just do other stuff to try to take your find off him, you said you were gonna try to make a comic right?
I just hacked my neighbor's iCloud account and wanted to share the details with everyone. You can download her iPhone backup and everything inside.
Username: [email protected]
Password: Allie30143!
i have too much going on in my own life to worry about someone else like that lol
I dont have time, are there nudes or not?
If so, post em
>>36652976
this like your next door neighbor or something?
who Homu here, my dudes?
Sayaka best meguca
>>36653149
>liking a literal roastie
>>36652937
I want her to look at me like this when she drags me down to hell