My mom worked really hard to raise me. From the time I was born until I was 5, I actually had a great life. I always felt loved and had a lot of attention. She taught me to read when I was very young, bought me art supplies and different musical instruments, took me to the playground everyday, and generally set me up for success in any way she could, even though she was on her own. She isn't college educated so she did all of this while making ends meet, which is insane to me looking back now as an adult.
My mom had been faithfully married to a cheating, violent alcoholic for 20 years before meeting my dad.
One day she eventually left her husband and fled to a different state (she's extremely Christian to this day, but her final straw was him trying to throw a refrigerator on top of my older brother).
She met my dad, and in short, he was a manipulative psychopath.
First and foremost, he lied to her about his age, which didn't come out until the events I'll describe later. He was 12 years younger than her when they met (she was 38). He lied to her about his faith. He took her on dates, told her he was going to marry her. For the first time, my mom had sex with someone she wasn't married to. She got pregnant, dad bailed.
Cut to 5 years later. My mom tells me she loves me everyday, tells me cool stories about how all of her neighbors and friends were there when I was born and how our whole community was excited I existed. Life's awesome.
Out of the blue, my dad requested joint custody from her. He'd never met me. I was 5. My life was great without having a dad. I was scared of strangers, and I asked my mom if I could just not go to his house. She cried a little and said she was sorry, but she had to let me go to see him.
My dad was weird. He smoked. My mom never smoked. I heard my first cusswords ever that weekend. He had road rage and didn't wear his seat belt (I had always been told everyone needs to wear them, so for some reason this was shocking). Con.....
>>37615901
You have my curiosity, please go on.
>>37615901
Please continue, I care about you.
He left me home alone for the first time without telling me, which is a really scary feeling when you're young. I cried for an hour straight.
To make a long story short, as the weekends went on, he started abusing me. Mentally, physically, and sexually. I started disassociating. Now six years old, depressive symptoms became more alarming. When I was with my mom, I wouldn't eat. I'd just stare off into space. When this happens to a six year old, it's different than when it happens to a teenager. You've just lost that spark that made the world magical. It's all dark, but you've still got a child's brain and so you can't comprehend why. I didn't even know what death was, but I would close my eyes at night and ask God to not let me wake up. Please please please.
One day in after school camp we watched some dumb puppet sexual abuse awareness skit that ended up not being dumb. Con...
What's the most normie thing you do? For me it's having sex and a relationship from time to time
>>37615899
Having a job. Not sure if wagecuck-tier, but playing normie all day is exhausting.
>>37615899
>sex
>love
>relationships
>having a family who loves me
>succeeding at things
>having friends and a social life
Take your pick.
I occasionally fap to non fetish pics.
What are the bad effect of watching porn?
Feel like a lame cunt because the girl doesn't give one fuck about you. You can only masturbate if you have a gf/girl that is literally doing the same thing whilst having her in your head (not necessarily at the same time).
>>37615858
>my sister
You what?
>>37615858
I memorized the names of a lot of porn stars. My head could be filled with considerably more useful information.
Roast me, I got nothing left
https://imgur.com/gallery/vYFSu
Daaaaaaamn, fuck why was that so satisfying to read? I don't know either party, but that girl is my new hero
>>37615834
Sucks, but you should've taken the hint earlier. I drop contact at the first sign of disinterest to avoid ending up in your position.
>>37615834
That cunt absolutely destroyed you. I have nothing else to say besides that she completely obliterated you in every way
GIVE ME YOUR ENERGY /r9k/
roastie roastie midnight toastie
>>37615818
GANBATTE ANON
YOU CAN DO EET
>>37615818
>give me your energy
i gave you aids.
skunker vs raspberries
oh dear. cute
more pls anon
I'm the same anon who wanted more pics in your other thread
always more skunker pics pls
domestic skunker?
>parents found out how bad my spring semester went
Welp. Time to off myself. I'm basically a waste of space at this point, and them finding out made me realize how much of a waste I really am.
>>37615622
It's OK anon. At least you didn't go from a 4.0 to a 2.4 when you started taking actual hard classes and realized you were a complete idiot after deluding yourself into thinking you were a genius.
>Graduate from college with an MS
>Get nightmares about forgetting about a class
You don't know suffering, OP.
>>37615639
I have the same problem as you do. I keep thinking that the classes I took are gonna be easy, but it's never easy and it never will be.
The only thing stopping me is the fact that I never try hard enough due to my anxiety and crippling fear of being a failure. Lo and behold, I became one.
>>37615663
I can't imagine how hard it is for you, then.
bar's open, lads. make yourself at home, order a drink, share your feels. lagers are half off tonight.
Hi Barkeep! It's going well, i'm a few bucks ahead, and my country's decline seems a little slower than usual this week. May I have a bourbon sour?
>>37615597
>Labour voter
Kill yourself fucking xenophile socialist scum
>>37615597
That's good to hear. What country are you in?
Any robots want to start a D&D game. we need a DM and a few players, will help you learn the game if you're new so don't be scared.
>>37615435
i won't be here for about an hour so leave contact info like an email or discord server if you want.
>>37615435
Are you using Roll20?
>>37615474
Wait, what edition, 5e? Also are we gonna be using roll20?
i notice that frat dudes these days are more into pretending to be waspy with boat shoes and dress shirts rather than like pic related
>>37615364
>i notice that dudebros keep up with current trends and no longer look like they did in 2003
this one's clever
>>37615364
i still have "flow" hair. never gonna drop that act
Frats at my school were all wigger/nigger/redneck assholes. None of that gay country club golf attire wtf is that
>brush my teeth and bathe daily
>healthy weight
>good job (50k a year)
is obtaining a gf realistically possible for me?
>>37615306
Yeah.
Do you floss? Mouth wash?
Do you do any exercise?
How's your mental health? Do you have any conditions? If so, do you get treatment?
You sound like you have the potential to be fine.
>>37615324
>Do you floss? Mouth wash?
yes to both
>Do you do any exercise?
i like to go on midnight walks
>How's your mental health?
Pretty good
> Do you have any conditions?
Nope.
>>37615306
>>37615357
Youre golden and set to go OP.
>push away plate of big mac and 3 boxes of chicken nuggets with a large fry
>feel good, know im on the right track
>10 minutes later
>accidentally INHALE the entire plate and order 3 hot n' readies from little ceasars
they told me it'd be easy...
>>37615252
Them feels man
>>37615252
Poor thing.
Just keep at it, you'll gain 50 lbs in no time!
You rack a disiprine
My parents do not love me
vUyTjSs
>tfw feeling kinda dead on the inside
at least this server has been cozy
Bumping thread for op chan
show name or actor :V
Any advice for killing myself by train? I want it to go smoothly and not survive...
Don't do it anon you'll emotionally scar so many people from it.
>>37615195
By train? Well this one is a difficult one.
Perhaps put your body parralell on the rail so that your head is hit first? Your head would be crushed here.
Maybe put your neck on the rail so that your head is on one side and your body is on the other? Your neck would be run over in this.
People have been hit my trains and still survived so I'm just trying to make sure you don't endure an experience of pure pain.
>>37615195
Place your head on the tracks. You will feel it coming and you will be terrified, but your head will be crushed and you will die very quickly.
>Uunnnghh my balls are so full, feels like I'm gonna give birth soon.... could you rub them to make them feel better anon?
>>37615181
>tfw no big futa mistress to dominate me and give JOI
I like your sensibilities in 2D women. Post more futa.
>O-of course I can, if we cuddle afterwords
>>37615240
> Sure, why not? I need a good man to help me raise Mr. Ed's kids anyway. Give my knocked up nuts some love!