>tfw intimidated by blacks
>>37802980
lmao you're fucking pathetic
I'm black and even I raise my guard when around other blacks, not really concerned about other races doing anything.
>>37802980
How inferior. I bet you cross the street.
why do girls do this?
i dont understand
They don't in real life.
>>37803122
what about this, do they do this?
and why do they do it i dont understand
>>37803310
Why would they, that's gay
What are some comfy memories that make you nostalgic as fuck?
>Be summers of 2015 and 2016
>go to a community pool
>really nice place, always full of nice people with the occasional Chad/Stacy
>music usually had a "summery" sound and always fit the mood
>had a certain group of friends I'd always hang out with, talking about shit like vidya or anime and generally have a good time
>place was always full, especially on weekends
>now, all the friends from that time have gone full Chad, none of them play vidya or watch anime anymore (Save for one who can't afford the entrance fee anymore), and most of them don't even come anymore since they are always trying to suck up to a bunch of Stacies who keep cucking them
>the place has been terribly mantained lately, everything is dirty, and they gave the pool a horrible red paintjob that doesn't fit at all with the mood
>they changed the guy in charge of the music for an old lady who has zero knowledge of music and was always playing the exact same generic Top 40 garbage that would fit better on a club than a fucking community pool
>due to a bad economic situation in my country, place is almost completely empty on weekdays since no one can afford a seasonal pass anymore
>one of the cool old guys who would hang around playing board games and generally light the place up recently passed away and it honestly feels like the place is now missing something
Sorry if this feels like a blog post, I just wanted to get this out of my system since I really miss those times when I had friends who shared my interests.
>be 2016, last year of highschool
>be signed up to a certain gym
>place itself was garbage, but the walk to the place was really nice
>go through a tiny suburban street
>almost always completely empty, especially on saturday
>would walk down that street while listening to upbeat music to get me pumped up
>after workout, walk back home following the same path listening to chill music
>always a nice sunset (Unless it was overcast, which was still really comfy)
>because the streets were empty, I had freedom to think about whatever without distraction
>now that I started college, I signed myself up to their gym
>much better gym but the walk is garbage
>went from a suburban street to the main avenue
>dirty and full of noise all the fucking time
>chock-full of people and quite a few crackheads, which means I can't let my guard down, so I can't listen to music anymore
>>37802934
I go through my photo album back when I was normal and happy last in 2007.
>2007
>fit
>in school
>have gf
>4chan is fun as shit
>great vidya
>2017
>fat and depressed
>alone in the world
>vidya games suck
>4chan is shit and pretty much no OC is made and everyone just bitches about politics non-stop
I literally want to die but am too scared to go through with it
Anyone else can't take the nostalgia because it has become so painful?
Does anyone else have an older sibling that died before they were born?
>Mom born in 1964
>Dad born in 1966
>Older sister born in 1981
>Older brother 1 born in 1984
>Older brother 2 born in 1988
>Older brother 1 dies in 1996
>I'm born in 1997
Everyone always cries and boo hoos in September since that's when he died, but I never knew the guy so I'm like kekkeroni pepperoni
Pic related was apparently his favorite videogame.
>>37802891
This game sucks. Castelavnia 2 simons quest is a bunch of donkey dildos. I'd rather put my dick in a meat grinder while I sing old Macdonald on a cheetahs butthole. What were they thinking?
>>37802891
Lmao my mom miscarried before she had me and my older brother and thought about not trying again. I'm glad she was such a trooper kek
>>37803002
Why did you sage my thread?
>father just admitted that he's genuinely hated me for years and can't wait to be rid of me, my mother and sister and is filing for divorce
cool
>>37802857
Oh boy, he will regrets those words in a few years.
Been there, already saw how that ends.
>>37802965
of course he will, he's the type of person who never admits to his faults
the one who will suffer most out of this ordeal is him, but clearly he's had enough of us and wants out, so okay
>>37802857
Tell your mom you are sad and ask to suck on her titties one last time, mom's breasts are for comforting her family
>Went from 115 to 135lbs
feelsgoodman
Kek manlet.
>You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.
>>37802864
pls dont ruin this for me
Went from 140lbs to 170lbs
I used to shove everything down my throat, but it was all junk food and shit food, I used to eat 4k calories a day and wouldnt gain weight
Then I decided to put away all junk food and start eating only healthy food, I ate 1500 calories a day of nutrition dense food and gained 30 pounds (and of course lifting)
It's not the amount of food, it's the quality of food. And of course lifting
>first to get dubs has to text the last person they've texted 'lets fuck
>if you get trips, ask them to fuck you and your friend
>quads+ you dont have to do shit
>>37802802
Rolling will start now for all of us
>>37802802
Rawl0r
Rolos are a great candy
Play a lonely robot at chess
https://lichess.org/6h1YJI5m
>>37802785
>First turn: pawns equip bow
>Second turn: fire arrows
Victory.
>>37802785
https://lichess.org/0r7fHIkB
>>37802785
Give me another link. I hope I can give you a challenge. I am on mobile tho.
How do I stop being so fucking horny all the time?
I fap and cum and then 15 minutes later I'm horny as fuck again. I can fap 5 times in one day and I'm still horny as fuck and want to fuck anything that moves
Wat do
>>37802763
You have high test.
Swallow the nofap pill and start lifting weights.
You have a huge potential to be the ultimate alpha and you're wasting it.
>>37802792
I'm already lifting and I have a pretty good body
I'm a neet tho and never go outside so
>>37802763
I am also like this. I have to fap once a day at least or I walk around with a boner.
>>37802792
will no fap make me stronger? will it make me stop being scared of shit
I have this pain predominantly on the right side of my abdomen, but occasionally on the left. Now, I'd been having some vague discomfort there for a while, but this weekend, it's turned to actual pain. Not unbearable pain, or even sharp pain: more like a similarly vague, dull pain.
I have no idea what it could be. Pancreatis or appendicitis maybe, but I don't know. I think I need to go to a doctor, but it's such a troublesome process that I don't even want to do it. I'd have to go to my general doctor first, who would then refer me to an actual specialist; and I'd have to be absent from work on two different occasions then, since the asshole doctors have the most inconvenient hours and never open during week-ends or during the time most people get out of work.
>>37802758
You're fucked:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polycystic_kidney_disease
I'm speaking from experience btw. Get a medical ultrasound asap.
>>37802758
have u tried pooping?
>>37802758
Eat some motherfucking fibre you constipated motherfucker>>37803247
>tfw high school was shit and I was a loser but I miss sitting in class listening to my favorite anime BGMs
>listening to anime music
Hahhaahhahaahahhahahahhahahahahahahahah I laugh at you! I laugh at you!
>>37802740
>my favorite anime BGMs
>>37802793
>>37802815
the following picture has been rated pg-13
Post one thing you will do tomorrow to improve your life
kill myselfdgjskdgsjkdgsgsd
>>37802737
Brush my teeth.
>>37802737
Start transitioning or at least take steps to start transitioning
I have proof traps are not gay. I'm gay and I don't like traps or trannies, but I love twinks and fembois and muscle men. Prove me wrong.
>>37802715
nice anecdote did the aids rot away your brain that bad
>>37802769
That's insulting. My I take my meds so my HIV will never turn into AIDS.
>>37803054
OP can I turn you into my own personal HIV positive sissy cum dumpster?
Why would a rich white woman go to a shitty run down motel in the hood with two black men and an obese black woman?
Beacause it feels good.
>>37802658
>models
>rich
>>37802658
what ended up happening to her?
Why do people wish for immortality, I can not imagine anything worse than that..
Life isn't shitty for them
>>37802634
their life is probably going well and they wouldn't want that to end.
>>37802646
>>37802656
But havent they ever had any bad moments, when they thought that it was not worth living, am I really that deep this rabbit hole