A large city? The middle of nowhere? A small town?
I'm in a situation where I have to ask myself that.
I want a big city. One with a lot of things to do, even though I don't do many things. I just like having the option. I also like public transport because I have no driver's license. Also a lot of cute cafes and a park.Also it should have an airport so I can see my long distance GF ;_;
I want to live on a plot of land with a white wife to make white kids, where I can grow trees
Sadly I'm permakhv and no woman is attracted to me
Sadly I've just turned 18 and on my last year at school, which I'm failing because I'm bored as hell and sick to death of school and feel awkward around people, and have missed half the days of school this year because of these factors
Sadly I grow up in one of the poorest households in my small city, so I have to make money from scratch somehow when I leave home at the end of this year
I want to build robots to discover and study deep ocean creatures, and work in conservation
Don't know what the fuck I have to do in order to get into these fields and I have no idea where to start
>>37816758
To get into those fields one has to be smart. One can tell you're not smart by your first edgy pol teenager sentence and attitude towards school and education.
>amicably break up with fiancee
>final hug was in tears and promised we'd always love each other
>three months later see her at an event
>see that she sees me
>actively avoids me the entire time
Don't know why, but that fucked me right up. It's not that I expected or even wanted to talk to her, but it felt like she either had disdain for me, or I simply meant nothing to her anymore.
Have you ever encountered your ex after the fact? How did it go and how did you feel about it?
>tfw you saw this thread yesterday
Awkward.
>>37816710
I don't have anyone to talk about it and I'm seriously hurting. :(
I encountered my ex last week at a party for a mutual friend
It went really well and I plan on hanging out with her more platonically, sorry to say OP
> tfw no psychotic gf
> tfw no gf that slowly starts to like you and becomes completely obsessed with you
> will never have a gf that has extreme BPD and jumps between being lovely and telling me how she'd love to drain my blood
> will never again talk with a person that can start laughing while crying and tell me weird trippy shit
> will never have someone again that threatens me that they'd love to nail me down and watch me bleed out as they caress and lick my body all over
> will never hear her say that she hates me, but that i'm not allowed to leave and I need to keep her obsession going strong
somebody's gonna get their idealist fantasies broken, holy shit. it's not that pretty and it makes you want to break up after a while.
>>37816813
But i've lived such a life for a couple years. The only problem is that she ended up going to the hospital and never came back after that. I didn't feel a single second of not loving it. Didn't feel like I was tired of it.
Loved the obsession, the fear and the jumping emotions.
>>37816845
Fuck you normie. I'm glad she left you.
How do you train yourself to be less sensitive?
Stop giving a shit. I would like to master this skill as well.
>>37816638
This is difficult for me. I over analyse everything and dwell on the most minute criticisms.
I really want to just not give a fuck but I don't know how to condition myself to adopt that mentality.
>>37816638
this is pretty hard if you're a natural born autistic desu
>tfw you feel everyone is always looking at you
tfw only 6'1
Kill me lads
>not 6'5 master race
lol when will you manlets learn?
>>37816602
>6'0
Literally king of manlets tier.
THIS is why I don't have a qt trap gf
>>37816626
>qt trap gf
pic?
>tfw you bought the 'innocent girl' meme
>tfw girls aren't innocent at all and are all degenerate sex fiends, just as much as men. the only difference is they can easily satisfy their desires as much as they want.
why were we sold the girls are innocent meme
>oh no, girls want to have sex!
Are you fucking gay?
>>37816549
I'm not saying anything is wrong with it
just seems like much of society tries to sell a lie that girls are pure/innocent etc
>tfw you were naive and inexperienced enough to buy the lie when you were younger
>>37816583
Fair enough. I assumed from your wojak that you considered this a bad feel, but I see where you're coming from.
Has anyone ever met a fembot?
What was she like?
How do I go about meeting cute, masochistic fembots who like sexual humiliation and rough sex?
>How do I go about meeting cute, masochistic fembots who like sexual humiliation and rough sex?
Not like that.
>>37816459
>How do I go about meeting masochistic females who like sexual humiliation and rough sex?
I hear there's something called fetlife that you could try. Plenty of eager, kinky sluts.
>>37816459
>How do I go about meeting cute, masochistic fembots who like sexual humiliation and rough sex?
Pretty funny considering the girl in the pic is a dominant mommy gf who loves pegging
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fPnWLUEWBQcOriginal Origano
>>37816424
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JN22ATDxOwQ
>>37816424
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sohxXKLT3Mg
>>37816424
Are you the anon that made that thread on /mu/?
>have a disease for the past 7 years, all through middle and high school
>hair falls out, dandruff, arthritis, dumbed down, can't think
>gets worse the whole time
>das yelled at me whenever I brought it up
>divorce happens
>my problem is used as a tool e.g, I was made sick by the divorce due to depression
>diagnosed with depression
>antidepressants make it worse, I wasn't even 'sad'
>must be ADD, insists the Indian psychiatrist, every single month.
>eventually try adderall, dick shrivels up and I feel like I'm about to die
>ton of energy three years prior, lay in bed all day, can't think, play games
>dad kicks me out of house at 15, off and on a few times for being a depressed loser
>get not eating, look sickly, acquire some type of autism
>become literally retarded with the memory of a goldfish
>break out into fevers and sweats randomly all the time
>it's all in your head faggot
>doctors tell me nothing's there.
>lady tells me I might have a yeast infection
>fuck it
>doctor laughs at me
>do more research, it all made sense, but there's controversy behind the whole thing
>18 at this point, took matters into my own hands after getting enough money, paying for herbal remedies and bullshit like that out of pocket because doctors are terrible people
>stop eating sugar and grain
>lonand behold I start shitting yeast
>head feels slightly better
>I've been drunk off of alcohol my body's been producing the past 7 years due to doctors incompetence and family's negligence
>I cannot talk about this without being a crybaby whiney bitch
>people treated me terribly the whole time
>now that I'm slightly better, it's not as bad
>I've seen how people are
>can't respect anyone now, absolutely hate everyone I meet and it's completely logical
>all I get is hate and revulsion from people
>I can't achieve on my own
>I cannot do any complex math anymore
>I cannot stay focused
>my language skills have deteriorated and I've developed dyslexia
>I have not had clarity of mind most of my remembered life now.
>I have no self confidence, and always assume I am doing something wrong, or am wrong, due to alcoholic incompetence
>I have nobody in my life who truly cares, nobody who ever will, and I'm now at the mindset where i consider myself a selfish bitch fornthinking I could deserve that
>I have resigned to not killing myself, finding a girl, and raising kids to have it better than I did.
>this cannot happen because I'm too bitter and jaded, and the only girl who could like me in my current and ever-present state would be of a quality equal to or lesser than myself, which would make me even more crazy
>this past month I have stopped being able to sleep, and have been getting about 2-4 hours a night if any
>might actually just stop eating again and kms idk
>this is literally an existential hell
thank you for reading
>>37816410
>>37816428
I wish you the best man. I guess just try and move forward from here? I know it's stupid advice, but simply looking forward to things is the one thing that keeps me going, even if I don't get it (I was about to kill myself in 2015, but the news of spoilers for the new Red Dead game kept me going). I guess if there is someway you can prove to doctors that you have a yeast infection beyond a doubt that you can maybe get help or benefits?
Hey, at least you had the willpower to give up sugar/types of food, already makes you better than most people.
>>37816410
>>37816428
Livestream it when you kill yourself please
Enjoying slavery wagecuck? there's many days left until weekend, if only you were neet you could be on eternal holiday like me.
>>37816370
I plan to retire at 35.
>>37816379
That's what every worker bee believes.
You'll be grinding many long hours until you're close till your grave.
I actually have the next 3 days off.
Let's post some people from history that shared our way of life or thought process
I'll start with Diogenes, The famous /r9k/ philosopher that told Alexander the Great to fuck off and would piss on people that talked shit
For me? It's lebron. He's such a massive failure that he has five (5 (FIVE (V))) finals losses which just proves that he has to be one of us, a true robot, a true epitome of failure.
>>37816376
FUCK OFF I THOUGHT /R9K/ WAS SAFE FROM THIS SHIT
LITERALLY ALL OF HIS FINALS LOSSES ARE EXCUSABLE EXCEPT 2011
>>37816462
>EXCEPT 2011
What happened then?
>TFW no friend group
I'll be your friend group
>>37816295
i can help you with that. but you'll need to give me your attention all day and shower me in compliments. maybe berate me a little bit if i'm feeling extra low
>>37816295
The only reason I was even in a friend group personally was to get a girlfriend from the group and stop hanging out with them.It worked the first time, and it was great. She eventually left me, so I joined another friend group to try again.
The second friend group I joined was in college, so they were all shitty people who never cared about it. I asked out all the girls, and they all rejected me. The group disliked me, and purposely tried to exclude me from certain things, but never told me they disliked me or to fuck off because they were a bunch of pussies.
Now I'm a loner. But that's better than having a friend group. I still want a girlfriend, though, so I might join another group.
Help me turn my life around, it's starting to go downhill and I want to change it.
>>37816256
Crashing is more thrilling than building
>>37816256
What's your situation?
Job?
Live with mum?
>>37816274
School issues
Social issues
Unmotivated to do anything except vidya
Is this how every women should be treated?
>>37816234
women are not obligated to fuck you virgin boy
Audibly LMAOd when he put the toilet seat on her
That would be a lot of toilets.
Fembots, why do you cut yourselves?
>>37816225
Self harm scars are so fucking hot on women, please post more.
>>37816232
>women
look at that leg hair. this bitch is hairier than me. pretty sure that's a trap or a MAN
>>37816241
That was taken a year or so. She looks much better now.