>"I am a robot"
>never been to a psych ward
>not struggling with substance abuse
>psych ward
sorry I'm not a histrionic baby with a support group, I keep my issues bottled up deeply because no one on my life gives half of a shit
>substance abuse
sorry I'm not a normalfag that can obtain drugs
>>37830584
>sorry I'm not a histrionic baby
people end up in psych wards because of psychotic episodes more than 75% of the time.
>>37830642
/thread
aka I'm a failed normie attention whore
Are there any discord or kik group where there are less and nice people? Really fucking tired by seeing too many people in a single group.
I was lucky enough to get out of that country and move to United States.
I should be happy, I should be grateful and thankful, I should take advantage of what I have but I'm not.
sometimes I feel incredibly alienated.
I thought my feeling of alienation was caused by living in a place full of people who want to kill the 'infidels'.
I thought if I moved here I might feel less alienated.
I do feel more safe and maybe more calm, but I still continue to feel like everyone is living in a distant island, far away from me. And I will never be able to reach them.
I never felt that I belong to Saudi Arabia, but sometimes I feel like I don't belong here either. It's saddens me to see that There so many people here who hate immigrants.
I hate it when they ask me where are you from, I hate that awkward silence and the wired looks they give me when they hear my answer.
I know what they're thinking. Saudi men have one of the worst stereotypes imaginable. And I can't explain to everyone that I'm not a rich Muslim misogynist creep. I can't blame them for thinking that. I can't tell them that it's not my fault that I was born there. I can't tell them how much I hate that country. I can't tell them that I don't believe in the Quran or Muhammad or any religion. I can't tell them that I have no friends in Saudi Arabia, or even here. I just have to accept that people will always assume things about me that are far from the truth.
I feel like I left Saudi Arabia but the stigma and the Saudi stereotype still follow me everywhere I go.
But it's not just about the wired looks, it is about this persistent feeling of being so alone for years.
Why there is so much hate in this world? Why I feel like I don't belong anywhere? Why is it so hard to be happy?
Turn off your PC.
Go for a long walk.
NOW.
Do it.
>>37830454
Don't give in to despair anon! Do as the other guy suggested, take a walk and meditate. Read some quality books.
>tfw don't understand why people are so attached to babies and children
>tfw they're just little shits who will grow up to be big shits like their parents, just to produce more shits
>tfw people cry when a baby dies or miscarriage
Like nigga, you can make another it's not hard. Humans are merely animals, they're beneath me.
What will you listen to when Yellowstone erupts and ushers in the Apocalypse? This is my pick https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XMbvcp480Y4
>>37830393
DANK BREAD MY FRIEND XD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9Dg-g7t2l4
Holy shit you fucking turbo sped, Yellowstone area experiences thousands of quakes a year. 230 little 3.5 quakes that couldn't knock down a 50 foot tower made of cupcake sprinkles and urine won't even bother it.
>day 39 of nofap
What's your longest streak and why do you do nofap? For me it's because I've lost sensitivity in my penis and am hoping once I reach two months I'll finally be able to have a vagina make me orgasm
Friendly reminder that people who post here look exactly like this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4QBRgyitFs
Here is his most recent video, the sick fuck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_A8mCvOK4h8
Reminder that ALL moms want to fuck their Chad sons.
That son is a fatass.
>Accidentally said the racial slur with the windows down
>carry heavy packages to my apartment and rush to take a loud shit with my bathroom door open and walk out to see my apartment door is still open
Accidentally touched a girls nose while siege healing in my car near my favorite diner
>>37830251
>implying you're neighbours would know you when you never go outside
I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO CONTINUE LIVING KNOWING THAT LIFE WILL KEEP FUCKING YOU UP?
Does getting your throat fucked actually feel good?
>>37830236
I can't imagine it does for women. Maybe they get off on the submission aspect of it
>>37830236
fembot here
it feels best when he's cumming down your throat
>>37830236
Is this really the best place to ask this?
robots deserve to die to be really quite honest with you familia
>>37830123
And if I live?
What will you do about it?
>>37830206
shut the heII up normie
>>37830123
We all sin and fall short of the glory of God. The wages of sin is death.
i don't like black people!
original
that wasnt very nice anon please apologize this is a BULLY FREE zone
>>37830070
What don't you like about people of recent African origin?
I personally dont mind black people for like socializing but damn they are gross and stink like poop visually
>aware of my descent into robothood
>I'm at least average looking, if I hit the gym and build confidence somehow I could probably get a gf
>if I look for a job I could stop being a useless NEET
>aware of the steps I need to take to save myself
>told myself I'm gonna go to the gym starting
>spend the whole day shitposting and watching anime
>feel useless because I didn't do anything
>don't do anything because I feel useless
>repeat
>impending doom apparently isn't enough to motivate me to stop watching anime and look for a job, hit the gym, etc
should I off myself now or later
>>37830066
Embrace stoicism and see this through to the end. I don't think Saber would like it if I killed myself so I'm going to stick around and try not to go insane
spent several months absolutely drunker than hell every night off Sailor Jerry's, NEET lyfe.
ended up getting out of it through what i imagine is best called a minor mental break; the self-disgust eventually reached a point where I could no longer tolerate it so I went to every hotel in two counties until one of them hired me, got back in school, etc etc etc
i would say that you've got to harness a strong emotion or desire or dream in order to change- for me it was disgust and anger.
good luck of course, wasn't really that worried about the gf bit, i'm pretty self-sufficient and i've no need to hit the gym unless i am unhappy with skelly-status
Robots, what would you do if the average woman had as many sex partners as the average pornstar?
>>37830033
I'd fuck her. Then I'd leave her.