Am I just a defective human?
>don't have any hobbies
>don't have any interests
>don't have any passions
>don't really enjoy anything
>don't really want to do anything, just feel like I exist and that's it, like I'm a rock or a stick or something
>don't feel like I'm a real person most of the time since I seem to be so different from everyone around me
>>38064531
Aren't you just depressed?
>>38064531
That is me + I don't feel love and never felt it.
>>38064671
I've pretty much been like this since I was about 12/1/3 years old so I think this is just how I am.
>>38064691
Yeah, I've never had crushes or anything.
Why does curling up in a crevasse or corner help against anxiety or despair?
I noticed that it helps, so I curl up on the floor next to my bed and the corner.
>>38064425
I found just loads of alcohol, weed and tobacco help without the need for cowering in a corner.
Not healthy, but it works.
>>38064425
cause the bad spirits don't live there
>>38064425
The fetal position is the naturally most comfortable position.
>tfw just learned today that there are five oceans and not four
>>38064420
Arctic, Pacific, Atlantic, Indian, and Southern Ocean?
>>38064420
I thought there were seven
There's only one ocean, they're all connected you fucking retard. You're thinking lakes
>fetishes men have
>so numerous that it's impossible to name them all
>women fetishes
rape and daddy fantasies, the latter derived from having daddy issues
>>38064410
Or maybe you don't know what all women like....
>>38064410
I know an actual girl in college whose fetish is to get raped, so i can confirm this.
I got banned from adiaperfetish online community because I said it was almost entirely men who were into it and the few attention whores who got into the fetish because of their boyfriends called me a misogynist. Then the entire "community" "came together" to write "thinkpieces" about how the reason there are no women in the fetish is because of "toxic masculinity" linking back to my posts.
Who here /drinktoeaseanxiety/
What are you drinking, what are you thinking?
Currently drinking every day in order to combat crippling anxiety, don't know what else to do.
>>38064381
my gf does this and its making life impossible
>have a drink
>become even more paranoid and anxious
>know that if I drink more I'll just puke/pass out
I envy you OP. If I need to drink I usually get gin, what about you?
>>38064381
Do this for as long as it takes for you to learn basic social interaction.
Then cease immediately. Try to stop as totally as you can.
- Advice from a guy who cured his social anxiety but then had to cure his alcaholism
Is girls fascination with horses partly sexual?
Not as sexual as why guys get into trucks or guns.
>>38064311
bruh.. whos gayer than a woman who can afford a horse?
double up. whos gayer than a girl whos daddy can afford a horse?
>>38064311
That's one smug horsie
Anon, you need to learn eye contact, practice with me
Don't stare into the eyes of an Asian women. You'll lose your soul.
Burn the rice pay the price.
~t.hapa
>>38064210
steam the rice*
>>38064185
which one though? i cant stare into both at once i can only focus my vision on one at a time
>he gets his political views from youtube comedians
>>38064152
>he gets his political views from the inane rantings of HS neo nazis
>he argues the statistics of studies he's never read
>he has political views
normalfags out
>About to walk to the bus stop to head home from work
>coworker (6.5/10, 30ish slightly neurotic seeming woman) offers me a ride since it's raining
>decline out of politeness but she insists so I go with her
>on the way she mentions she absolutely hates storms
>think nothing of the comment until the rain turns into a thunderstorm and she starts flipping out
>like talking to herself in this bizarre little girl voice and acting like she was going to have a heart attack and/or wreck.
>finally get to my place and offer to let her wait out the storm there since I felt bad for her
>she hugs and thanks me and rushes inside after me
>front room at my place is neat, clean, and unremarkable
>we sit there watching the weather channel for maybe 5 minutes while she's still subtly freaking out
>she sees my amiibo collection under the TV and asks why I collect "dolls"
>I laugh it off and try to explain what they are to her
>she goes quiet for a second and starts with that little girl voice again, telling me to get away from her, even though I wasn't even near her
>she starts sniffling and demands I let her leave even though she is like 5 feet from the unlocked front door
>ask if she's ok to drive since the storm hasn't let up at all
>she starts crying and just bolts out the door
What the actual fuck. If that crazy bitch says I did something to her how can I prove I didn't? I'm stressing out here, guys.
>>38064083
>she goes quiet for a second and starts with that little girl voice again, telling me to get away from her
???????????
>>38064083
why the fuck do you collect toys you degenerate
>>38064083
I collect amiibos too, but I have no one to even come in my room to see them :(
Is Eva Lovia the patrician's approved porn star?
>>38064043
>fucks niggers
>patrician
Maturity when you stop fapping to lol and you start fapping to this.
>>38064043
A benis hihi. Men are so awkward.
> i'm resentful of the potential and magic of people of color, so i'll become racist!
>>38063969
I'd tell her that it isn't black excellence, because blacks get extra points on their SAT scores. It's all around easier for them to be accepted, because of the lower standard we hold them to.
>>38063969
>so ill become racist
bruh.. tip of the cap
>>38064001
Real shit? Source please
Has anyone here actually turned their life around?
I'm on the pivot right now senpai, I'll let you know.
edge of a knife boi ill either kill myself or bcome a normie in the next 4 years (just got accepted to uni)
>>38063967
Im working on it senpai, get off my case.
21 year old kissless hugless virgin here, had a dream last night where I tongue kissed my elementary school crush.
I don't even feel bad that it happened. It might have happened because lately I've been going to sleep by hugging my pillow and listening to the sounds of a sleeping girl breathing via headphones hooked up to my mp3 player.
I have ascended.
>>38063964
Where did u find these sounds
>>38064136
https://youtube.com/watch?v=vb1VKqO_SBA
Just for you fellow robot
>>38064194
Oh I suspected it was asmr
But I just use asmr to chill
BTW did u like speeding bullet
Who else /boring life/ here?
My daily routine is as follows
>wake up at 7:00
>shower, shave, brush teeth etc.
>eat breakfast while watching morning TV
>leave for work at around 8:30, arrive at work at around 9:00
>get off work at around 17:00
>go home
>microwave food you've cooked on sunday
>eat while lurking imageboards
>do the dishes and lurk imageboards/listen to music until around 22:00
>brush teeth and go to bed
>repeat five days a week
On fridays I come home from work, eat and then get drunk alone while shitposting on /r9k/. On saturdays I do the same except I wake up at noon. On sundays I cook food for the next week and shitpost on /r9k/. I keep telling myself I'm just lonely and that getting a gf would fix this, but deep down I know that I'm boring and that even with a gf I would just fall into the same boredom eventually.
>>38063943
Living the dream.
oreganno
>>38063943
>I keep telling myself I'm just lonely and that getting a gf would fix this, but deep down I know that I'm boring and that even with a gf I would just fall into the same boredom eventually.
I broke up with a girl because she always wanted to "do stuff", bitch didn't even drive either.
>tfw working nights for 2 months
really going to fuck up my drinking schedule
>>38064065
It gets boring after around 3 months. My life is very boring. The highlight of my week is getting drunk on fridays. Once or twice a month I meet up with my friends to drink beer, but we almost never go to bars and just drink at one of our apartments' while listening to music and watching movies/youtube videos. Its not living the dream really, since the boredom and loneliness will get to you and then its a neverending loop of work, alcohol and work.
The last month of my life also had my suffer some real bad revelations about my life. I went on a date with a girl (somehow a girl on tinder wanted to meet up with me) and I screwed it up. I can't get her out of my mind even though I know we'll never see eachother again. It made me realize that I'm emotionally stunted and I get hung up on every single girl who gives me the slightest bit of attention. I also realized that I'm so used to getting drunk every friday that I feel distress whenever I for some reason can't drink on friday.
>>38064257
>really going to fuck up my drinking schedule
Kek, I feel this way too sometimes
Have you ever met any friends from r9k>
Did it go well?
>>38063852
I went to an r9k meet up and I'm still friends with a few of them. We are planning on going to the beach tomorrow.
I met up with a femanon once to give her a massage. We didn't have sex but I did see her fully naked body.
Was a positive experience overall
>>38064151
What was a femanon like on here? Was she crazy or really depressed?
>>38064124
Pics?