>be me
>rewatching neon genesis evangelion
>can't keep thinking about how much better it would be if i had someone to watch it with me
>think about the only girl who ever liked me for who i am in 8th grade
>even the autism
>fall into depression again
Fuck my life.
NGE is autistic garbage anyways
Me and gf started watching about 10 months ago, only got to episode 12. She dislikes it ):
>>38318012
>Show my bf NGE
>He whines constantly about how confusing it is because he's too lazy to pay attention
>Ends up losing interest half way through
Be careful what you wish for
I finally understood why average looking girls attract robots
We don't find them attractive, we find them average and that's why we think they are hotter than really hot girls
It finally makes sense
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzG0_aU_Fn0
those are all top tier waifus though, anon
>>38318000
>worshiping girls who seem attainable
No shit, sherlock.
>>38318000
both russians girls in that pic are legit gorgeous
Do you have a MANLY beard /r9k/?
reminder: Men who can't grow a beard are usually beta males
Only weak jawed beta males grow beards
>>38317963
found the beardlet but you have a point, if i had a nice face I wouldnt need to compensate with pubs on my face
>>38317963
Beard is a symbol of men, if you don't or can't have one, you're a fucking beta male
If someone came into your life work etc and had the exact same voice as you would you notice it?
>>38317945
I'm 90% certain my voice doesn't sound like I think it does, so I probably wouldn't notice
Your own voice sounds different to you than it does to everyone else, so I probably wouldn't notice
>>38317945
ofc my voice is unique, ive never encountered anyone like me before. otherwised id have a best friend already
A lot of you guys talk about being depressed and suicidal but do any of you actively self harm/sabotage your life? Tbqhwyrn I just want to kill myself but I want to ruin my life first so it makes more sense on the outside.
Here's a description of me:
>drink 6-15 beers on average a night
>smoke 1/2 pack a day
>have done most drugs multiple times, and do anything I can get my hands on
>have been to jail multiple times
>lived homelessly after dropping out of prestigious uni
>tattoo and cut myself regularly
>rarely sleep, rarely eat
>lock myself in isolation for months at a time
>have attempted suicide multiple times
Idk what this is all about, but i just can't wait until I get the courage to just off myself.
I ignore my medical problems and have a shitty diet.
>>38317944
>I try to repulse everyone because for some reason lot of people like me.
>I stopped eating 3 times day just once (I've lost 7 kg since May)
>I've stopped working out
>I didn't learn on my final exams and fucked than (I kind of like learning)
>Continuously trying to make my family to hate me. (But no luck with that)
>Stopped regular sleeping
>Stopped doing all things I like (watching TV series and anime, reading books, playing guitar, learning new things)
All I do is lie all die in my bed with my smartphone on 4chan either watching random porn or random YouTube videos.
>>38317944
>hey look at me guise i drink a lot of beer 8)
kys pussy
Guys I was abused as soon as I could remember it until I was 15 and I'm still basically unable to live life outside of my bedroom because of it.
I want to go to a small book club event at the library near me. What do I do if someone talks to me?especially a boy
I'm having my mother stay there so if I want to leave she'll drive me back.
are u a girl u can practice talking w me if u want
>>38317936
hey bb you can talk to me if you want
>>38317955
Smooth.
>>38317936
Op, socializing isn't as hard as it seems. Trust me. Also, it's okay to be shy, just don't be too shy.
If you had a $50,000 budget what system would you build and what would you use it for?
>$1k to build a decent gaming rig
>use the rest to do whatever I want
>>38317693
I would build a music studio with a huge modular synth and a few other analog synths. I'd also build a computer and get some gaming equipment with the left over money.
>buy some clothes
>buy some food
>chill out and maybe go to a shooting range later
I don't build systems
Talk about overcompensating, geeze.
>>38317688
Hholy shit manlets btfoooo
>continues to have a supply of mentally damaged sluts despite being in prison for basically his entire life
Based.
Lanklets SEETHING
>>38317688
Can you please tell me the secrets of Helter Skelter?
I've got a big one
Back in Business edition
How's everyone holding up?
Weight of the world crush you yet, or are you still fighting? Share a story.
Had to get a new drivers seat after my fat ass broke the last one. Cost me $385.
I have an appointment to get three teeth pulled tomorrow
I have no clue if I can even afford it, I barely scraped together like 800 bux and they require immediate payment.
Maybe I'll tell them to just pull one instead, I should be able to afford that for now
>>38317641
wait, what? you're so fat you broke a car drivers seat?
>tfw I accidentally like a 6 month old Instagram post of my crush who I've never talked to.
What THE FUCK should I do?
>>38317621
Nothing dont do anything
>>38317621
Hope she doesnt get weirded out and block you? ? You cant really do anything.
>>38317644
Does she know I liked it? I unliked it within 2 seconds but I don't know if Instagram sends a notification instantly?
The last one was filled to the brim with cancer,
so could we perhaps have some true non cancerous youtubers.
>HCbailly
Funny youtube JRpg player who makes indepth LP guides
>Chuggaaconroy
Charismatic guy who plays family friendly games
>Kurzgesagt
Monthly youtube channel released some really well thought out scientific theory content
>bill wurtz
Makes random clips and silly jingles
>Triple-Q
Makes mash-ups of anime, video games and rap
>CreepsMcPasta & Mrcreepypasta
Very good creepypasta narrators
>Gotcha the Cockatoo
THIS BIRD CAN ACTUALLY TALK, it doesn't mimic sounds it actually talks..
>fantomenk
Good music
>Christian Guzman
The ultimate Chad.
>>38317561
>loltyler1
does not bow down to the normies
>>38317561
>DasTactic
Great guy, super chill, probably semi-bot, does Dwarf Fortress stuff, as well as other small, complex indie games
>wowhobbs
Hearthstone streamer, yeah yeah I know, but... this guy. Makes you smile, kind soul, awkward in an endearing and genuine way. Makes his own retarded memes just by existing
All I want is someone to hold while I sleep. I'm turning 20 this year and I haven't even hugged a girl. This is awful. How can you guys cope with this.
All I want someone is to hold. My pillow isn't cutting it anymore.
Get fit and work on what you wear. Build confidence. Practice social skills. Ama
i genuinely don't understand how anyone over 18 can be a hugless virgin
>>38317478
>I'm turning 20 this year and I haven't even hugged a girl
I'm 20 now and I was the same way, I finally managed to do it recently (only platonically of course) and let me tell you it just makes you feel worse
Which member of Fifth Harmony would you rather bang?
the black goddess who else?
>>38317467
I saw a Chinese girl at my university listening to Fifth Harmony and dancing a bit in her chair at the library.
It was the cutest thing I've ever seen.
>>38317504
aww
was she chinese american or fob chinese?
is it possible to get a bf if I have scars all over my arms
Yeah there are stupid beta boys who love attention whores like you.
>>38317451
100% possible, yes.
>>38317451
its possible to get a bf if you were missing your face and were 600lbs. roastie
Your life is on easy mode. fuck off.
hi guys.
> be an introvert
> need a lot of alone time
> have loving gf but she was smothering me
> get tired cuz introvert
> distancy myself cuz tired
> gf is fed up and breaks up
> went on no contact
> have not heard from her for 5 months
i miss her more than word can describe. i am in a severe depression for the last 5 months and its getting worse with time.
should i reach out to her ?
>>38317418
No. It's over.
You need to start looking at acceptance of the fact, eventually, if you truly want the pain to stop.
>>38317418
YOU BLEW IT
YOU BLEW IT AND IT COULD'VE BEEN ME
>>38317474
what do you mean by that ? some more detail pls