im so fucking bored of everything
tv shows/anime/movies don't interest me and even if they did, i wouldn't be able to focus long enough to finish any of them. video games are the same thing, either nauseatingly boring and pointless or too hard to learn. i don't have any real motivation to do anything else
all i do is listen to music and refresh this awful website fuck
>>38359455
>watching tv
I haven't watched tv at home since 2011. It's nothing but trash separated by loud annoying advertisements. Even fancy channels you have to subscribe to are filled with garbage you can easily watch on youtube.
Anger is an acidthat can do more harm to the vesseI in which it is stored than to anything on which it is poured.
bazumga
>>38359369
yuck, sage
i'm so bored all the time. someone release me from this evil
Why do I always pussy out on trying to kill myself?
>inb4 you don't really want to die
I guess but I'm sick and tired of doing the same thing. I don't want to, and won't change, yet I'm still a giant pussy. What the fuck guys
Someone help convince me to die
Or just tell me how I can convince myself that this is the right thing for me
Man I just fucking suck
ANSWER ME YOU STUPID FUCK, YOU NERDY LITTLE BITCH IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF YOUR BULLSHIT
FUCKER LAUGHS LIKE A DAMN HOG FUCKING SISSY ASS BITCH
TALK TO ME
FUCKING ANSWER
BY TITTY SACRED HOLY VANFUCKING FUCK
>>38359167
What
Gigganiggoriginal
Does anyone has the link to the Neet intervention guy I think it was from the UK.
Femanons MUST masturbate to bestiality.
>>38359124
This is hot moar
orgynoelle
>>38359124
>Femanons MUST masturbate to bestiality.
Women never need to masturbate
This is why they masturbate so much less than men
They are the sexually privileged gender, if they want something they can easily attain it
So - why would they masturbate to beastiality when they can just go and get that dog dick irl?
Suffering is the best way to mature.
In the future when doing something you will fondly think back to these moments and not make the same mistakes.
>FUCK RACIST NAZIS AND FUCK DRUMPF, MORTY. FUCK DRUMPF AND HIS BRAINDEAD NAZI FOLLOWERS, MORTY.
>yea- yeah. Fuck Drumpf and his brain dead Nazi followers, Rick.
>>38502467
>they have to draw cartoons beating up nazis because they can't do it themselves
its sad really
>>38502467
this came out over a year before trump announced his candidacy
sorry you associate your god emperor with nazis
>>38502765
It's hilarious. That whole "le punch le ebil nazis!!!!1" thing was such a joke because liberals are pathetic and physically weak
reddit's down, can I crash with you guys?
>>38359018
Sure. Just try not ruin everything, ok?
Just don't post that on >>>/b/ and you'll be fine
GTFO PLEBBIT SCUM
I could have spent the last 3 years devoting all my time to education as I had no friends, girlfriends, job or anything other than my own thoughts and instead left school and wasted all my time sitting alone in my room mostly looking at the wall and posting on here.
>>38359002
why do you have no friends anon ?
originalsds
>>38359002
>tfw spent 3 years in Uni and still fucked up
wish we could turn back time
>>38359112
I grew up in the middle of nowhere and was educated at home, as such I never had the chance to socialise or make friends with people because all I ever saw was my home tutor. I became quite sad and stopped caring about education all together and didn't go to college, I just sat at home looking at the wall.
I have never had friends and have no social abilities at all, coupled with how isolated it is where I live its quite hard to fit into society.
I haven't deteriorated, I keep myself in top form physically and as well as I can mentally in case things get better in the future. I'm just quite sad.
Who here /unstable/ and /suicidal/? I've been one week off my anti-depressant and my mood is really off-kilter, one minute I'm laughing, the next I'm irritated and angry about everything, the next I'm self loathing and want to blow my brains out.
I told my only two "friends" that I was going off my medication. One said he'd make sure to check how I was doing..the other has just flat out been ignoring me. I feel even more alone, I don't get it. People are fucking fake and I am completely alone and I'm tired of existing.
>wake up
>remember you're a fag
>day ruined
>>38358988
If you dress and act like a girl it's not gay
>>38358988
Have you tried choosing not to be?
Has anyone ever experienced "time loops" or temporal loops on LSD or any other psychedelic? It is possibly the most intense thing to experience. You'll be sitting there, looping over and over again in loop that maybe last a few seconds or minutes. You'll see the same thing over and over again. Things will literally move backwards in time and repeat themselves. People will say the same thing over and over again. The world will even move in a strange looping pattern where it seems to reverse. People will seem to walk backwards, talk backwards, and then repeat the exact same thing. Essentially you end up trapped in a loop, doing the same thing for a good hour or two. And I believe this happens because "eternal recurrence", the Big Crunch theory, and the recollapsing universe theory. While experiencing this loop, you are aware of the universe as a whole. You can trace the universe back to the very beginning, a singularity of matter, and you can then see how everything has led up to the very loop you are stuck in. You feel the oneness with the universe in a terrifying way because you understand you are the universe and you understand that you will repeat the same events over and over again because the universe itself will repeat over and over again. Time is infinite, and matter cannot be destroyed or created. Instead matter is transformed, and by a result of this gradual transformation you and the entire human race have to come to fruition on this planet. Eventually the universe will expand to its peak potential and then it will begin to collapse upon itself, back to the singularity of matter it once was. Then it will expand again, and we will repeat this life over and over and over again. This is "reincarnation". Not any spiritual reincarnation but scientific reincarnation based on facts. We will be "reincarnated" into different matter, becoming another part of the universe. We will do this forever. You are here for ever.
>>38502324
OP here gonna drop a few more images to visually explain this
>>38502337
Here's a gif kind of showing what the collapse would look like
i had the experience many times but I don't think yours is the correct interpretation. I just think it's a cognitive illusion.
If you look back at the experience afterwards and if you try to evaluate it objectively, you can see it more clearly