Why haven't you an hero'd yet?
>>39574569
will die soon due to irma, also ive had sex few times i want more of it.
>>39574569
No one here actually wants to die it's just a joke man
Extremely strict gun legislation, unfortunately. I'm not really depressed or anything, I just don't like life, so it makes going out of my way to kill myself too much of a hassle. If things start getting too damn hard to put up with I'm sure I'll find a way.
how do you react when Stacys try to engage with you in any shape or form?
Pretty normally. I'll talk about whatever it is that she came to talk to me about. I don't sperg out anymore.
I might masturbate to the interaction later on that night, though.
>>39574505
I talk normally however i treat everything they talk about as if its none of my business (its true though)
just respond necessarily and wait for her to go away
Is considering your prostitute your gf wrong?
>Seeing her 3 years at least once a week
>14 months into she stops taking other customers
>Says she doesn't need any more customers except me because I am her favorite.
>Go out and eat together sometimes where she pays for my food.
>See movies together once in a while.
>Tries out her sexual fetishes with me.
>Gives me increasingly big discounts over time.
>Only costs me 40 bucks each time we have sex now.
>Never met any of her friends and family.
>Her relationship status is single on social media.
Is she my gf or not?
I don't know what you've done, but I think you made it?
>>39574345
Sounds like you've won anon. It's probably the most honest example of a relationship I've ever heard of. Best of luck to you and your whore.
>>39574345
>Is she my gf or not?
De facto, yes
>interview tomorrow
>just realized I don't have anything printed out to take with me
>don't own a printer
Why the fuck does this have to have so many damn steps. I already submitted my damn resume 800 times.
>>39574336
If it's not in the morning, you should have time to drop by a library. Give yourself at least an hour to do stuff at the library.
>>39574446
Its in the morning, am I completely fucked or just at a disadvantage?
>>39574336
>tfw depression, anxiety and insomnia started before I finish high school and fucked me up so I couldn't finish
>don't have driver liscense
>tfw I look at job offers and I don't quailify for any of them
>if I just had my fucking degree I would get a good job because I'm white, intelligent and good looking
>even females have jobs nowadays
Also general autism shoe thread. Does this mean New Balance is officially /ourshoe/?
http://thehypedgeek.com/new-balance-x-evangelion-anime-sneakers/
>>39574329
I kinda want these but I know I will end up ordering the wrong size and then never get to wear them.
>>39574472
Shoes in general all have the same size. Just look up their sizes and check to see how they match up with the shoes you wear now.
this is like a new synthesis in A E S T H E T I C
So i know this board is supposed to be all about tfwnogf, but as it has become normie central recently i guess i can post about it here and find someone who can relate.
Basically i have the opposite problem, i'm a former robot who managed to get a gf at 25, and let me tell you, relationships are fucking hell on earth.
I had the luck to have my first ever gf to be a manipulative psycho who basically controls my life and i see no way out. I can't leave my fucking house without a good reason or she will throw a hissyfit, which later she says it was just a joke. I have absolutely 0 free time because this psycho always wants to be with me or talk to me through text for some reason. I've tried ghosting her but she will imediatelly start stalking me or my parents, my life has turned into a living hell and the worst part is that she always manages to turn things around to make me seem like the bad guy. I'm also a social retard and am unable to clearly explain to my relatives what's going on (let alone friends, which i don't have). It's honestly fucking terifying how good she is at emotional manipulation?
I really need to vent here, i have nobody else to tell this story to
Any former robots experienced something similar? Need some advice badlyAlso sex is extremely overrated and not even worth a fraction of the trouble, i'd advice robots to get a hooker for their first time to get it over with
>>39574317
Not your kind of hell, but yeah, a relationship that bores me to death but I can not and will not ever leave because there are fringe benefits.
We play the cards we're dealt.
>>39575008
other than sex, what benefits?
>>39574317
Sounds kind of attractive, desu.
I would advise you to talk about getting a rural farm or just moving into the middle of nowhere and getting an e-commuting job. Her lunacy shouldn't be too bad there, and her loyalty would be amazing.
1/2
So, back when I was 15 and started masturbating, I didn't have a ruler. Naturally, then, when I wished to measure my penis I cut off a piece of paper and compared it to an online ruler. However, I forgot to adjust the ruler size to that of my monitor, and, as a result, I ended up with a 12cm measurement, when in fact I have 14.
I spent two or three years thinking I had a small one, and it was a joy when I realized I'm average. However, the "small dick syndrome" persisted.
It soon begun to affect my porn taste. If once I would enjoy seeing two hot lesbians kissing each other, now all I wanted was to see girls being pleasured by penises which were smaller than mine. It soon grew up to become and obsession with girls and penises, as I started to masturbate to pictures of nudist couples, to CFNM stuff and such.
This takes many forms. One of my main obsessions when talking to girls about sex is asking what were the sizes of their previous partners. Most of them have had bigger ones, and even this makes me hard. If they were smaller, it would make me hard too. If they were same size, even harder.
There's no submission or "cuck" feeling about this. Nor is there attraction to the cocks. I don't even go to public restrooms because I hate cocks in real life. It's just a fascination for the relationship between women and cocks.
This impacted my sex life when I lost my virginity earlier this year. I could get hard very easily and enjoyed the girl very much, specially her tits, but I was only able to come when she started giving me a handjob and I imagined a bigger dick in her hand. It was not her tits that made me cum, but rather the thought of her playing with dicks.
This addition gained a new face in the last few weeks, after I discovered Twitter and its search function. Now I will go through the Twitter of girls I know and search for results of them talking about penis size and fap to it. Most of them don't even care about it, but it still makes me hard.
In the last few days, after many hours on Twitter and realizing what this had done to my life. I decided to start nofap.
However, I had a lot of trouble starting and couldn't do it for more than a day. I'm still trying, though today I fapped, again to Twitter.
This addition is terrible. Here are some effects:
1. Once I saw a naked crazy begger and, instead of feeling pity or disgust, I tried to check his size.
2. Whenever I see a pretty woman, I imagined the sizes she has taken.
3. Whenever I see a man with tight pants, I will check for his size.
This drives me crazy. I am the most normal person in the world and never thought these things could happen to me.
I really need to start nofap, or else I might go even crazier still.
>>39574319
Sorry, forgot to add the 2/2 and the tl;dr.
Tl;dr: I fap to the relationship between women and penises, and I am not a homo nor a cuck
It's ok, maybe you're just gay.
>Psychiatrist recommends I get a girlfriend.
>>39574262
>not asking her out on the spot
>>39574280
^Originally, this comment is the most acceptable answer.
>>39574280
>her
He's a man.
>be gaybot with a thing for gruff, hardened, grizzled men (young, middle-aged, sometimes even old)
>feel disappointed whenever it inevitably turns out they were nerdy, weak, boring, or otherwise vulnerable and uncool when they were a child or teenager
Does anyone else know this feel?
>>39574225
how do you think people become tough? it's by overcoming.
the story of great men is that of a journey of failure to success, not just being handed everything.
continue liking dick but stop being a faggot.
>>39574255
Sure, because Alexander or Darius came from nothing, right?
XDDDDD
Oh, I get it, its funny because Gotz was sodomised by a Negro and bullied by his foster father.
Also you're not a 'gaybot', you're a robot who eats dick. Stop trying to make niches for yourselves so you can feel different, you're the same boring shit as everyone else.
Anyone believe in supernatural dream premonition stuff?
Last night I had a dream that involved my high school tennis team which was unusual because I'm now four years out of high school. This is the first week of classes and in one of them today two kids from my tennis team were in it, neither of which I've seen or heard of since high school. (For context I go to a giant Big 10 school where like 25% of people from my high school go to.) I'm a little spooked.
I've been having more frequent and more lucid stands as of late, including skunks
Today I woke up to my town incredibly foggy and stinky with smoke
Last night I had a dream that America was being invaded by a foreign country and we were getting wrecked so I was conscripted into the military and used as a test subject for an experimental process where they slow down your pulse or something so you gain crazy focus and reflexes and I was going to be a sniper and I was deployed in my childhood neighborhood in the middle of the night which is where the worst of the fighting was but when I picked up my gun the experiment hadn't worked and I couldn't aim worth shit so I deserted the area and took refuge in a little diner in the countryside where a TV was playing and I was being reviled as a traitor and a deserter
>>39574247
Ni$$a da fuk
>the mythical virgin 10/10 wife material that I was convince wasn't real shows up in uni class
>she even seems interested in me
>of FUCKING COURSE she turns out to be mormon
I've about had enough of this shit
>>39574185
If you want a good looking virgin female the only way you are going to get one is to get a religious one. A good looking woman isn't going to keep her virginity unless she is religious and waiting for marriage.
>>39574208
Well duh, this is exactly the type of female I'm looking for, but you can't convert a mormon to christianity, they just won't go for that, and girls who are already christian are some of the worst thots
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>be 31 year old virgin
>female friend of mine who is 29 years old and rejected me when she was 21 is desperate fo rbf
>she dates another chad
>she spent the past 2 years waiting for them to get married
>she always talked about their future and how she will have kids
>she eventually found out chad was cucking her
>she loses her shit and tries to break into his house and goes crazy
>he calls the police on her and breaks up with her
>she's crying
>she starts using tinder to desperately look for her next bf
>each guy pumps & dumps her
>she's at her lowest point in life now and texts me her suicidal thoughts
>I tell her that I still have feelings for her
>she begs for us to meet up again asap
>I say sure
>I ghost her and not show up
>she blows up my phone
>I ignore
>she spams me with calls and I eventually answer
>I laugh at her telling her there is no way anyone will like an ugly bitch like her (LOL GET FUCKED)
>hang up & block her number
>one of my guy friends told me she's in the hospital for attempted suicide.
>>39574156
Good job. Glad you held your ground.
Women expect betas to come back and jump at the chance to scoop up sloppy seconds after Chad is done with them.
If only this was a true story
>>39574156
You did good OP, beta orbiters have inflated women's egos to the point where they think they deserve it all so they will fuck and try to hold down an attractive man until they find out they usually can't, then they go for guys like you or me. Hell, I don't even bother to go out of my way to help women that I see being sexually assaulted at parties or in public places. I don't even bother calling police.
She will have loads of sympathy and even more beta orbiters at her beck and call from the sexual assaults anyway, and I really don't want to be bothered to join the ranks of the white knights.
I FUCKING HATE DEALING WITH PEOPLE WHO HAVE ADHD
I HATE WORKING WITH THEM
I HATE THAT MY MANAGER HAS ADHD AND HE CANT FUCKING BE BOTHERED TO DO HIS JOB PROPERLY
I HATE HOW MY BANDMATE CANT FOCUS WHEN WE ARE TRYING TO PRACTICE AND HE DOESN'T EVEN TRY DURING PRACTICE
FUCKFUCKFUCKUFCKFUCKFUCK
THESE PEOPLE ARE SO ANNOYING
I CANT GET ANYTHING DONE BECAUSE THEY ARE SO COUNTERPRODUCTIVE
THEY JUST WANNA SHOW ME SHITTY VIDEOS WHEN IM TRYING TO WORK TOWARDS A FUCKING GOAL
I feel this feel too well, far too well
ADD/ADHD autists need genocide
ADHD is a make-believe illness that only exists to allow doctors and pharmaceutical companies to sell pills and parents to not admit that their children have a short attention span due to the fact that they were raised by television, video games and social media. Just let them play outside and read a book to them once in a while.
>>39574246
But I was diagnosed when I was 21
Hey unifags why the FUCK are you writing your own essays still? Why don't you get someone to do it for you. There are even entire websites designed for this. I use one, and it's not too bad on the wallet.
>Your making it complicated, it's easy
>>39574141
Maybe because they actually want to learn something, you dumb nigger chink mongoloid.
>>39574167
This is the most bullshit faggot answer imaginable. You don't have to write essays to learn pussy. Just chill in the lectures and study. You seem like a brainlet
Because the universities can easily find out if you didn't write the essay yourself?
>tfw no moonrace bf
>>39574046
>>tfw no moonrace bf
Dumb sissy anime boi.
>>39574103
just searched that in google and found this on the archives
https://yuki.la/r9k/39331660
it's kinda bizarre, knowing that all of us are a group of people who post together virtually every day, and yet I will never know any of you?
almost gives me feelings of sentimentality or something like that...
you know something anon? It's likely there's someone else on here I've talked to possibly hundreds of times, there's probably someone on /r9k/ who I've had dozens of hours of conversations with, and I'll never even know their name
>>39574191
Wow I've never seen a bigger faggot than OP in a gay thread before.
Makes me want to take a picture.