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>>38931630
its a troll you dumb fuck.

She is a real person and it's not a troll trust me I joined her discord

Just read the 'rant ahead' section then try and tell me it's a troll.

wew nigger are sure they werent just as drunk as you

Alcohol didn't force you to do all those things, people did.

Don't blame a substance for shitty peoples actions.

A majority of people are selfish with apathetic approaches to what they do, they dont think about others or the consequences of their actions.

Just stay away from people and your problems will be solved.

>I will not even sip 1 drop of alcohol, fuck that shit
It seems like you're a teenager. You'll say that 1000 more times before you get to the age of 22

>>38931588
Ummm MoDs?!??? This is a SEXUALIZED image of a CHILD.
Enjoy your permaban

>>38931606
it's a doll brah

>>38931606
it's a screenshot from Toddlers and Tiaras, the whole point is to show that the show sexualises kids, it's fucked up

What exactly is making her anti-feminist these days?

The only thing I've seen thus far is that she called for people to take a more level-headed, less extreme approach to countering and arguing with MRA/MTGOW/alt-right, otherwise you get nowhere with them.

>>38931628
not talking about laci in particular. just using her as an example

>>38931578
yeah i know what you mean i have been seeing a lot of anti-feminist/alt right chicks popping up on youtube lately but all they do is repeat points other people have said along time ago but with no new original input to get attention and follower for being"unique" there like the political versions of gamer girls

>>38931563
>he wants to move to Chiraq
Holla at my boy Dino for me before you get shot

>>38931563
Why do you post the same exact thread every day for 2 years?

>>38931563
Just sell your house live with your parents for a bit while your buying a new house in the city somewhere, or rent who cares its not hard now stop making these threads

whats a blue board? summerfag here

>>38931554
SFW board.

>>38931558
aw right, fair nuf. time to post some gore then lol

>>38931517
What country do you live in?

Why do you want to leave? Lack of adventure?

>>38931960
I live in Denmark
It's the most boring country you could ever wish to live in. Everything is so "secure" and there is nothing to do.

>>38932019
Well, I guess for someone who have been protected his whole life, it does sound boring. Living in a shithole myself, Id like to live in Denmark, but that's a matter of perspective. Good luck OP with your "adventures", I hope you find happiness

>>38931420
Without the risk of sounding edgy, I am not afraid of death.

The only reason I'm alive is because nobody has managed to kill me yet. Im not gonna kill myself lol, thats like getting cucked. I'd take being alive over being dead though because being alive is more fun.

It scares me, but more practically, it manifests in being a massive hypochondriac.

>>38931445
Tell that to a depressed person

>>38931403

I post it in every thread like this:

night shift floor cleaning at a 24 hour place or a hardware store. Ask the manager who does their cleaning and how to get in touch with them. If they do it themselves, ask for an interview right there if they're looking(they are usually looking in the summer because most folks can't handle the night shift hours for more than a year or two and quit fairly regularly.) The pay ain't bad, and in my experience, while it's tedious as fuck, you don't have to deal with people hardly at all(unless it's a wal-mart or something, god save you.)

if you do get this job, get a pair of Shoes for Crews, they're anti slip(i ran full sprint across an icy pond to test how anti-slip they are and I didn't drown) and the most comfortable footwear i've ever had.

Anyway, good luck fellow bots.

>>38931403
I see what you're trying to do and I applaud it, but...I don't think many people here can be helped.

Find whatever you're passionate about and start a business.
If you're passionate about filming toddlers fill their diapers then do it, just be prepared for the shit that comes with it, and that comes with a LOT. Otherwise you'll just fantasize about suicide until you have the balls to go through with it; if you have the balls to go through with it.

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>What mental disorder do you suffer from?
schizophrenia
>Were you diagnosed?
yes, 8 years ago
>What medication do you take against it?
35 mg abilify daily
>Any side effects from the medication?
made me fat, still in process of loosing weight I gained from it, also make me less social and make me enjoy things less in general
>Have you ever been to a mental ward?
yes, twice, during each psychosis I suffered
>Do you receive disability/NEET bux because of your disorder?
yes, but I also work, but only part time, rest is subsidized with disability bucks
>Do you feel like there are also positive sides to your special mental disposition?
it has it's perks, psychosis is a wild mystic adventure for me, a dangerous very much exhausting one but still, (see pic related). gave me much to think about and changed me much as a person not only for the worse.
>How's it living with this disorder in daily life?
mostly boring as I can't enjoy things as much as I used to, then on the other hand I have very vivid sometimes lucid dreams every night, and I never really feel alone in my head, so I guess that's a plus. feels like an entertainment system is hooked up in my brain.
I also got much better over the years and now I can work again, although only part time, plus I use to go out with friends again and somewhat started to enjoy life again, but not as much as I used to.

>>38931355
Mental disorders are nothing but shams that the jew medical industry uses to milk your money. If you take medication for a "mental illness" you are a dumbfuck ruining your liver and your own self esteem.

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>>38931355
>What mental disorder do you suffer from?
Borderline PD, aka a version of Complex PTSD (from child abuse), plus regular PTSD from abuse as an adult.
>Were you diagnosed?
Yes, many times.
>What medication do you take against it?
Not much, anymore. I used to take like five different meds but I tapered off them. I handle my shit with cutting, meditation, EMDR, and therapy now.
>Any side effects from the medication?
n/a
>Have you ever been to a mental ward?
Six times. And more times than that in day programs.
>Do you receive disability/NEET bux because of your disorder?
No, I receive them for lupus.
>Do you feel like there are also positive sides to your special mental disposition?
Sure. I'm naturally suspicious of everyone, and while that's usually bad it means I'm rarely taken unawares (usually just taken awares). I would never have gotten as into meditation and mental control (of myself) as I am if I didn't have such a shitty starting place.
>How's it living with this disorder in daily life?
A lot of feeling dead and empty, looking like a normal person with anxiety. The exciting times are when I have complete hysterical meltdowns, start thinking I'm 7 hearing my parents fight or three years younger and getting battered. Waking my partner up screaming because of nightmares. Making preparations for suicide out of habit and giving up in disgust. Turning into a dissociated rag doll during sex. It's a LOT better than it used to be though

>>38931285
I found out that I'm the kind of gay that likes to dominate submissive faggots. It's not a phase mom.

>>38931285

There will always be a place in my heart for cute boygirls doing cute boygirl things. Keep your heart open anon, you never know what might wander in there and set up shop for love.

>>38931285
Just imagine what they're going to look like in 20 years. Absolutely disgusting in every way.

>>38931275
does 2009 count?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66pJSLKGnOg

>tfw you like hip hop that isn't about bitches, drugs and guns

>>38931275
I remember this playing while I was in my car seat looking out the window into a road near an airport, before I could tell that those double lamp posts weren't actually aliens or huge mechs.
California. I still remember.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NQSCKWfJlXs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swZXwaIaCqA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOKV9Stri_M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2EJ1AqPIPg

that stuff is good

but the most powerful for me has been L tyrosine

literally vanished my ADD, depression and anxiety

I've tried all kinds of supplements and foods to fix my fatigue but I'm fucked.

More sleep would help but I just can't do it. I know people who get less sleep than me and eat shit but they're fine. I've been like this for a few years now but I guess my life is just shit and there's isn't which is why in low energy all the time.

I exercise but that doesn't do much either.

>>38931305
Did it really? I have crippling adhd

>>38931209
>girls
>lost virginity
Fuck off normalshit

>>38931288
im not trying to be a dick about it

>>38931440
Doesn't matter, means you don't belong here. Leave.

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>>38931206
What's your BMI?
Have you tried going for hour long walks?
and stop browsing /r9k/ since it destroys all your hopes in life.
your 19, there is still hope out there anon

>>38931313
49.8
Has a lot less to do with the weight, to be honest. I firmly believe that I or anyone else could overcome just about any physical trial given enough motivation and drive. I just lack the self-control and discipline to ever overcome my problems. To be honest, by now I don't even see the point. Even if I was to find myself magically transposed into a 10/10, my personality would still bring an immediate halt to any romantic or professional success that I could possibly have. I'm too lazy and apathetic. In order to make progress, you have to have aspirations and reasons for those aspirations. --Again, not looking for sympathy, just reasonable advice on what a good way to end my life would be.

>>38931496
http://lostallhope.com/

Take this, friendo.