Hey r9k why can't you be honest, accept your shortcomings and grow?
Why do you try to pretend that you're not lonely, why do you have to pretend all the time that you don't care when you clearly care?
But more than that, why do you live your life pretending?
Hey OP why can't you be honest, accept your homosxuality and come out?
>>34330793
Richard Lewis has some of the worst hair plugs I have ever seen n my life.
>>34330793
I try to be honest when I can. The issue is that there doesn't seem to be much to life other than pain and distraction from pain. I am working on the growth thing but what's the point? It feels like everyone is going in circles.
Should i shave?
I like you hairy like this, anon. Makes you look interesting.
>>34330781
At that point you shouldn't even get offended if someone calls you a gorilla
>>34330797
Can u elaborate a bit on what you mean by interesting?
>>34330803
I am not at all its only hair
What insights have you found lately? Anything that helped cope with your condition?
St. Augustine's pessimism is comforting in a strange way. Humans are all shitty, society is doomed to be shitty and unjust, its not all my fault and we don't have to beat ourselves up over our own failures.
And was pic related the first robot?
stop riding schopenhauers dick
let me guess - nietzche is your second favorite?
i don't have a condition to cope with. today was a really really happy day and i jumped out of bed screaming happily and jumping about XDD
also st augustine confessions is a good read
>>34330755
https://youtu.be/9RMHHwJ9Eqk
I found this just a few days ago. Fucking works wonders on stress and general dysphoria.
i recommend seneca :) !
>it makes me sad how people are familiar with marcus aurelius, yet they fail to recognize or appreciate Seneca. i love you forever Seneca!
>took half a strip of suboxone
>smoked some weed
>full pack of cigarettes
>drinking some orange juice, watching netflix, browsing 4chan
>full pack of cigarettes
>rainy and cool outside so it feels amazing when I sit on my porch to smoke
>everyone in my house is asleep so it's super quiet and peaceful
>tfw I'm in total bliss right now
who else /comfy/ tonight?
>>34330707
oops said cigarettes twice
oh well
took ritalin to stay awake to fix sleep schedule, heart is at 120 and i feel like shit...
>>34330742
I miss ritalin.
I'm not comfy, just drunk.
Is anyone else kind of disappointed with today's youth culture? The whole getting blind drunk at the club thing every weekend and this greater fixation with projecting an image of a Fun and Social life on social media. I probably sound like a fucking old man. But I mean, doesn't it seem like a waste?
>>34330663
What would you have people do instead?
>>34330663
>today's youth culture
I guarantee you that shit has been going in some form or another since the dawn of man
Look at ancient graffiti and shit. We've been doing pretty much the same things since ancient times, we're just more open about it now
>>34330690
shovel coal, chop wood, good natured shit like that. for the glory of the USA
Can we have an autistic projects thread?
I'm making a game where AIs fight in a Battle Royale under crazy, impossible conditions, each with their own handcrafted superhuman abilities and equipment. The goal is if you can imagine it, it can happen and the AIs will adapt to the situation and figure out creative ways to win.
Once it's playable I'm going to hold a league, with a regular season, playoffs, and different tiers. Rivalries, grudge matches, and interesting asymmetrical matchups should hopefully be commonplace. That's still a long ways away though, there's still lots of work to be done in both worldbuilding and programming. Regardless, I'm excited.
Also pic related, was the inspiration for one AI swordfighting style.
i draw autistic battlefields. when one side begins to feel too powerful, i move to drawing more military shit on the other side and so on and so forth... until the page looks like shit
>>34330725
Like just tanks and suchlike? Or knights and crossbowmen?
anyone know of any realistic medieval games where you roam around the wilderness and fight stuff with your sword?
ITT: Describe your funeral, anons.
>who would be there
>songs played
>coffin
>venue
>etc.
>>34330656
There can't be a funeral if they never find my body
I plan on living forever if possible.
Throw my ass in a robot body.
>>34330674
This, Jack Torrance-style freezing in the middle of the wilderness is the way to go.
Has anyone else noticed how many people have perfectly straight teeth and feel weird about it because they never had braces? My teeth are pretty janky and crooked because my bite was fine and I just didn't want to have shit on my teeth when I was 11 or whatever. I've thought about getting adult braces, but it seems like too normie of a thing to do, on the same level as plastic surgery.
>>34330623
>on the same level as plastic surgery.
Never.
I've never used braces either, but I don't think it's that bad to have them. It also depends on how bad your teeth are, if they're just a little crooked then don't worry, but if they really look bad there's nothing wrong with using braces.
I have perfectly straight teeth. But for several months i have drank large amounts of soda and coffee as well as eaten high sugar foods. i am too depressed to give a shit and only brush my teeth once a day. my teeth are now rotting and yellow. they are covered in mamelons. i had nice teeth last year. now my two front teeth have a gap at the end formed by decay.
>>34330938
Well, I've never really considered it too strongly because I never got mocked for my teeth or anything, even though they're crooked. It was just an observation I've had, whether on online videos or in public a lot of people have movie star teeth.
Fuck all of you
Fuck all of you
Fuck all of you
sec showing my gf this thread
That picture is objectively false though.
r9k has never been your haven.
Fuck off.
>>34330626
fuck you faggot
fuck you faggot
fuck you faggot
if a girl kisses me goodnight when i drop her off at her house does that mean she likes me?
she was drunk.
If she was drunk, everything she did while drunk is null & void.
>>34330595
I need source
google aint helping
>>34330641
Lies betas tell themselves for five hundred
>be me
>girlfriend has a long-distance friend that drives truck
>we all play wow and hang out in voice chat together, girlfriend and I are in skype
>this guy calls her while he drives and talks to her for hours, she reads a fuckin therapy book to him
>when he comes online for the night, he's always saying sexual things to her and calling her baby and shit
>this really pisses me off
>i try to tell him off
>girlfriend gets mad because that makes it "uncomfortable" for her
>have to bite my tongue and let him say whatever the fuck he wants
>feel like when I'm silent I'm losing some type of fight for her
She tells me he's just trolling me, and if so, it fuckin works. This is the only girl I've really loved, and I don't want some low-T, retarded, asshole truck driver to steal her. The dude has kids and a woman that would love to be his girlfriend, can't he have some fucking decency instead of wanting to get his dick wet with my girl?
How the fuck do I get him to stop? I just texted my gf and told her he stresses me out like hell doing that shit, no response, but she went to bed like an hour ago.
>girlfriend gets mad
anon please get rid of such toxic people from your life
You have a right to tell him off , your girlfriend clearly likes the attention she gets from that trucker guy.
Don't fall for a whore
>>34330648
She's made me happier than I've ever been in my life though, and I could never get another gf. My mind tells me he's deep in her friend-zone, but my heart still wants me to fight him.
>>34330593
>I just texted my gf and told her he stresses me out
game over bud, prepare for the breakup for being clingy af
pic related is mine. We went out for lunch last week. I think she likes me, kind of want to date her soon. Might surprise her for Valentine's Day or something. I guess we're kind of just friends right now but she seems genuinely interested and seems to like spending time with me. Been thinking about her a lot lately.
Post your convos robots, and some context. Would love to hear from you guys.
>>34330588
Check Em! Nice texts bro
>>34330588
Ama rate n stuff
Does my mommy count?
Why do Americans on /pol/ like Nazi's so much? Our great grandfathers died fighting them. I know they hate jews like the nazis but why not make their own symbols?
Because National Socialism was a great political party.
Too bad people have been brainwashed by (((some))).
NatSoc = political movement/party. The set of ideas. Not bound to certain race or ethnicity.
Nazis = Germans that did NatSoc the way they did alongside all the things why its now hated/feared.
There is no stopping for Kenya, or Mexico or Malaysia or Kazakhstan becoming National Socialist.
Just like how communism was practiced all over the world from SE-Asia, to Europe to South America.
>>34330475
>Our great grandfathers died fighting them.
They should have died fighting with them, t.b.h, we backed the wrong side.
My great grandfather dodged the draft lol.
>ONE shot at life
>INFP
There is no worse fate, is there?
>>34330420
become a monk, seek enlightenment, only way
>>34330420
Yes you could've been a spergy ENFP who wants friends but can't make any or connect with anyone
you could also be ugly and depressed and socially retarded and uncreative, in addition to being INFP
How am I supposed to beat her? She's way too strong for me.
>>34330386
Avoid the uppercuts, they're brutal
>>34330470
I'm trying man :(
>>34330486
Try harder pussy