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I have a big problem with motivation. I have absolutely 0 motivation to do anything.

I have no hobbies and no goals in my life. I have some friends, but I constantly lie to most of them.

I don't even feel like I have a personality, everything I do is fake. If I didn't have my own tastes in music, movies, videogames and books I'd probably be a hollow shell of a man. It hurts so much, but it's even worse when someone pops my bubble ("everyone has a boring life like me").

For example, my best friend constantly pursues chicks. He fucks a different one every week. And it's not like I'm jealous because I can't do that. I'm jealous of his drive to do things. I just can't fucking bring myself to start hitting on a girl. It takes so much fucking effort, I have to go out of my way and constantly try my best. At lying, of course, because I wasn't born with a loveable/likeable personality. And then I jerk off and don't give a fuck for the next three months, because my sexdrive died when I was fifteen years old.

And it doesn't apply only to girls. It's like this with everything. I feel like I'm capable of doing great things, but I lack the motivation. I simply hate my fucking life and don't even want to change it.

I've been trying to figure out who I am and what I want since I was 16. I've been taking drugs, discussing philosophy with people, reading hundreds of books and doing other stuff.

It's slowly driving me towards suicide.

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can someone give me the quick rundown on these guys. i think i saw something about 200+ iq

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There's a girl in my class who I sit next to sometimes.
I've asked her to accompany me to some local event before but she declined.
At one occasion she complained about it being really damn cold. I made a half-joking reply and said I could warm her up, she smiled and said maybe that could be alright.

Did she not get what I was trying to do the first time or is she just bantering?

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>It's an "Anon stands up to Chad and kicks his ass in front of everyone" Daydream.

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Post /comfy/ stories, images and feels in this thread

>what comfy show are you watching?
black mirror
>what comfy music are you listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgyTYKCDqZE
>how are you feeling?
comfy and sad
>what are you sipping?
black coffee
>what are you snuggling?
a blanket

Official /comfy/ group:
https://discord.gg/dTG7Kta

I really hope fun house normies don't see this thread

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Why is my penis so small?

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>Because of the short length of your ban, you may not appeal it. Please check back when your ban has expired.

Where were you when you realized the mods give out 3 day bans for everything now which are impossible to appeal?

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>girl gives the whole "there's a perfect girl that you are going to make really happy one day" speech

>stop wasting time on her, start looking for other girls

>find a girl and start having a thing with her

>Original girl suddenly wants to be a part your life again

What is it with all these fucking mind games?

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I am not making this thread to bash traps or trap lovers, as it is a central part of /r9k/ and scares away normies, but what the fuck is their endgame? They take a bunch of hormones to permanently alter their bodies, which is fine when they are young, but then what? Have any of you guys seen a middle aged trap? What the hell do they do after a few years of getting fucked? Do traps want to get married and adopt a kid?

I guess i'm just baffled by the short-sightedness of the whole ordeal

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/r9k/ established that Ethan was a normalfag, possibly a fat chad, but what about Hila?
Is she a robot?

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ITT: We post special snowflakes getting btfo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWTg6h4e3p4

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THAT'S IT


I HAD ENOUGH OF PORN, IT SHOULD BE BANNED
IT'S A SIN AND IT DESTROYS PEOPLE'S LIFE


IM DONE

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My investigations grow more dangerous, I'm moving closer to even more rundowns.

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/r9k/, claim your 3D waifu

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It doesn't get better. You don't get magical powers. Women don't care if you're making money and have a stable job.

You will wake up every morning knowing that your best (potential) days are ten years behind you. If you are a kissless virgin like me, you will have to come to grips that you have the social skills of a teenager and you will never mature.

You will never have a normal relationship. You might find a gf and get married, but every day you will think about how she lived her early life and how much more fulfilling it was. You will resent how normal her teens were. When she mentions a past bf that resentment will grow.

There is nothing to live for once you are past that age. Your 20s are supposed to be a foundation for the rest of your life, romance or otherwise.

You could argue that most people don't meet their soulmate in their 20s and that most marriages fail, and it's true, but those people still had at least two or three significant relationships during those years. They fell in love and, more importantly, were loved by another person. You won't have that experience.

tl;dr: life sucks. Even if you focus on making money and completely throw yourself into your job you will never have more than a tiny % of a life, because life is meant to be shared. No one will want to share it with you and your self-hatred will poison any chance of getting out of that destructive loop.