Alcohol is so fucking expensive. How can I get drunk as fuck without drinking rubbing alcohol and going blind? I want to escape from this shit reality.
mouthwash has between 21-27% alcohol and is pretty cheap
I have heard that it has other ingredients that are bad for you and I have heard that that's not true, so try at your own risk
I don't recommend it but go for Steel Reserve if you can stomach it
Weed is healthier and it works better. It's basically free if you grow it yourself.
I'm literally lying in bed right now with my girlfriend and her boyfriend.
Should I honestly just kill myself?
I'm so fucking sick of being alive and I don't understand anything that I do to myself.
>>34536695
pics, i find this hard to believe
so what are you a cuckhold in an open relationship?
I think so.Good night you detestable being.
AUSFAGS BRISBANE HERE REPORTING IN
Caboolture I assume
>>34536681
sndyaney here
it was hot and now it's cold
>>34536681
cairns here. fucking japs everywhere
Late night comfy feels thread: Not mutually exclusive edition
What feels are you anons struggling with right now? Let's vent and help each other feel better.
>>34536608
Been struggling with this for the past few days.
>went on a first date with a girl over a month back
>thought it went well, had fun, etc
>when I asked her to hang out again a couple of times she gave standard "busy" excuses
>accept that she's not into me, move on, don't think about it for a month. no big deal
>two days ago she texts me out of the blue asking if I want to hang out saturday
>cautiously say yes
>not feeling too jazzed going into the date, still pretty sure she's not into me
>spend the whole night second guessing myself and everything I do
>pull up outside her apartment to drop her off
>all I can think to myself is "when the fuck did I become so bad at this?"
>assume this will be the last time we talk
>next thing I know she's leaning in and kissing me
>"good night anon"
>oh shit, was not expecting that
>drive of feeling pretty good for the first time in awhile
>this morning, having breakfast with my roommate who works with her
>the date comes up and I mention how confused I am
>he tells me that after our first date, she told him that she likes me, but sees me as someone she would end up in a relationship with and doesn't want a relationship right now
>well, there goes that fleeting moment of happiness
Why would she even ask me out again, much less kiss me, if that's how she's feeling? I fucking hate feelings. It's so much easier to sit in my comfy bedroom and be a hermit.
>>34536652
Sounds like she changed her mind about wanting a relationship anon... You should be g2g.
Ive got a bad case of existential depression, nothing seems fun to me anymore, not going to school, and im a fat, repulsive slob with a shitty personality.
Im quickly running out of things to do, ive done everything on my bucket list except for getting laid, and getting high. Im a betafag so getting laid is out of the picture, and i dont know any dealers so i cant get high. what do?
hey anon!
can you speak any other language than English?
>speaking inferior languages
ha no
>>34536586
Spanish my man
Construirlo muro
>>34536586
of course
I'm not American
>make shit argument
>people call you out for it
>getting sweaty, contemplating suicide for writing something so stupid
>some anon comes in and backs you up with a god teir argument
>bullies btfo
Is there ANY better feel than this
>>34536585
I don't know that feel since I don't make shitty arguments
>>34536585
>turn around and start attacking the anon that defended you just to keep things interesting
>>34536902
I fucking hate faggots that do this after I save them.
What are your favorite snacks, /r9k/?
>>34536583
>salty pretzels
>peach rings
>gummy coke bottles
>bag of mini yorks
>mochi ice cream
>microwave mac n cheese
>microwave popcorn
>>34536583
The buffalo wing version of OPs picture
Walkers Sensations Fiery Sweet Chipotle
Kinder bonbons
jelly beans
Tapatio Doritos and white cheddar Cheez It Grooves
>be socially anxious
>meet male friend in online game
>talk for months, almost every day for hours at a time
>share darkest secrets and other emotional woes
>he confessed he liked me but i made it very clear in the beginning i'm not attracted to him physically
>he gives in and still wants to be friends
>later he makes a tinder and like any other average guy, gets no matches
>i make a tinder a bit after because i'm horny and want to meet a bf to take my virginity
>friend starts getting angry that i get matches and he's not getting anything
>tries to offer support and tell him chad almost always gets 99% of girls
>starts getting angry at me, like it's my fault he's not getting matches while i am
honestly, wtf is wrong with this guy. i've told him if he wants to meet a stacy (the type he secretly likes but bitterly tells me he hates sluts) he needs to be a desirable chad first. doesn't listen and instead goes on a rant about tinder girls. this guy literally has very few redeeming qualities, i wanted to be his friend because we both suffer from chronic illnesses and i felt sorry for him. he refuses to improve himself and yet gets mad at girls for having standards, for fucks sake it's tinder. should i just ditch this cry baby?
>>34536570
You should fucking kill yourself is what you should do.
>>34536587
oreganoally /thread
>>34536587
>>34536595
bitter cry babies confirmed
grow some balls and change instead of hiding on 4chan, dumb cucks
have fun being alone for life
Alright, I know you're not all completely undesirable to women. Lets hear your story of missed chances, obliviousness, and general fuckups with girls that genuinely liked you.Success stories are cool too
>>34536545
>looking for j-0-b
>apply to local yogurt shop--seems easy enough
>as soon as I see the manager I am hynotized
>like completely in over my head, love at first sight
>interview w/ other manager--a guy, get the job
>start working their and it is going great
>I have a natural charisma and charm; however, romantically I have a past of fuckin shit up EVERY FUCKIN time, but this time it will be different
>going so dam well, she'd laugh at my jokes, she would touch me when she didnt need to, etc
>also, she is a real classy lady, doesnt do this to just anyone
>a few months go by and she invites me over to her house to hangout
>doesnt necessarily mean Im in, bc reasons that are too long to explain
>we hang out, we smoke a bowl, she makes her roomate--a guy who loves her leave.
>we keep hanging out looking at memes together, when she says I can sleep on the couch or w/ her
>oh shittttttttt! wtf! Is this happening?
>Heart beatiing too fast, genuinely freaking out
>genuinely
>Have to go outside to contain myself and think about this
If you're trying to communicate with failed normies, you must go to another board (e.g., /fit/) You underestimate just how ugly you have to be to qualify as a robot; for robots, even "grotesque" and "hideous" are compliments.
>>34536545
>missed chances, obliviousness, and general fuckups
as far as I know, I've never associated with any female who found me desirable
>you were born male
IT'S NOT FAIR
>>34536537
Gender is an identity. You're free to change it whenever you want.
>born male
>have no choice but to work
>don't have the choice to become a stay at home mom
REEEEEEEE
>>34536557
You're delusional
>>34536537
Just remember that women will never truly understand concepts such as honor, loyalty, overcoming struggle and brotherhood. As a man you've been given the opportunity to grab the world by the throat and conquer it. You did good.
What year/era are you most nostalgic for?
>>34536483
whichever year it was before smartphones took the world by storm
Game cube era played so much smash bros, Mario party, Mario kart etc
2010 when CoD MW 2 came out and my friend from highschool told me about /b/
What's your excuse for not being MLGPRO?
i'm getting to old and i'm out of my prime, i've already won tournaments anyway i wish i was born a little later so i could be in on the whole esports scene now.
>>34536452
>playing only single player turn based rpg's
>shit a vidya
>quit vidya for like 2 years when I started uni before going back, so worse than I was
>don't play normie games like cod or overwatch or lol
>>34536452
I work 40-60 hrs per week. Also, when I play competitive games a lot over a short period of time, I start getting pissed off and become obsessed with winning, at which point I stop having fun.
Parents will only let me continue staying at home if I start going to therapy for my depression
Tomorrow is my first session, what do I expect?
I'm 23 years old and have had this for as long as I can remember. I don't have any friends, the only people I talk to are my parents.
4chan is the only way I talk to people.
So yeah, what do I expect, how do I get the most out of it?
>>34536391
if you tell them you've had suicidal thoughts you'll get 51-50 meme'd
lmao idk im just joking or something :)
Be honest and dont stop going to therapy...also get laid
>>34536391
The conversation will probably flow pretty naturally if they're any good. Don't be afraid to switch if you don't like the guy. The first dude I went to when I was 16 (when my life started to spiral downwards) kept talking about his Chad son who was a big-shot on the basketball team or something. Literally just made me feel like more of a failure. After 3 more therapists over 8 years I finally found one that was pretty decent.
This place is so fucking overrated
>#5 with extra pickles and no mustard
>overrated
Plebeian.
*Leans forward*
Wrong.
You're wrong.
>>34536355
I don't think commiefornia has those.
Just a fuckton of normos and sjw's
Shit tier fruits thread
>>34536322
high five, anon
>>34536322
EZ
Tomatoes
They're the worst. They have little taste and just destroy the texture of any food you are eating them with.
>>34536322
>that barf inducing green melon shit they always fill half my fruit salad with
>strawberries, because they're already half rotten by the time they're on store shelves
>pomegranate because too much work for too little good. Its like the crab of the fruit world