Just leave /pol/ guys.
If you continue to frequent a place of innate fear-mongering and incessant loathing of the future, you will go mad.
You have the resources now. /pol/ has given you the tools to stay knowledgeable and on top of what's really going on.
Give it up, right now.
To be honest OP is right. All this shit in Germany makes me almost suicidal at this point.
But the problem is - you always come back. No matter what. That's red pill for you. Every single day I regret discovering /pol/. I could be a little hohol dreaming of the EU. But no, not anymore. Now I am a right-wing nationalist who is butthurt everyday because I realize that there is no future for us.
When you're going through hell, keep going.
You can't undo the redpill.
Keep on track or you will not find the strength to fight the good fight when the time comes.
And trust me. ITS COMING!