inb4 but that's just mucore
i feel like i want to get really attractive, and turn away poontang every night rather than get it. like, to get back sort of? im not a vengeful person, but i want to be attractive though i dont think i can really connect with another person anymore.
I just want someone to love me. I know that makes me sound like a pussy, but I'm so desperate for it. If I was attractive, I wouldn't screw a bunch of girls, I would just try to find someone who really gets me. But, what you are saying isn't completely out there, it's kind of a retaliation against society for how it fucked you over.
does anyone else manifest their sorrow in some political or social rage? i used to think it was society's fault etc, but im beginning to realize that im just one of the unlucky few who has fallen between the cracks. as much as i want to blame someone or something, it's just a combination of bad choices and bad luck that got me here.
I'm alone by choice but it's far from lonely. I had a bad breakup about a year ago and now being single is the happiest I've been in about three years. That isn't to say I'm detached from women, but I'm enjoying my single time and am in no rush to change it right now.
i've been feeling terrible lately from feeling so alone
i feel like i'll be alone forever
best advice i can give you is try your hardest to not get *too* comfortable unless you want to really fuck up your mental health. i made that mistake and now my grip on reality is distorted as shit. be careful.
Well thank you. I think about that kind of thing a lot actually. I used to get way too stressed being single before I'd ever been in a relationship but I'm a lot more clear minded now. The way I look at it now is that both being single and in a relationship have their upsides and their drawbacks, and I just enjoy the things I missed about being single, but without getting way too comfortable.
>tfw everytime a qt is attracted to me I always push them away by my aloofness
>tfw I treat them badly and ignore them
>tfw they lose attraction while I gain more desire of being with them
i dropped out of college a year ago for mental health reasons. i live with my parents now and all my friends are hours away. i have a job but i'm the youngest person there by decades so i can't really meet anyone. i go weeks at a time without really hanging out with anyone my age. i feel like a total recluse
Jackson C. Frank's s/t is good lonelycore
my ex i dated for 2 years, who lives multiple states away is now in another long distance relationship with someone who used to be one of my closest friends - they just recently met in real life, their profile pictures are of them cuddling
also best and only remaining friend I've known since 2nd grade recently cut off ties with me because I don't have a job and am not in college, he thought I was bringing him down by being around him
am about ready to die
Also obligatory Pinkerton and Elliott Smith.
I went through a rough breakup and to get out of it I had to burn some bridges with her and all of my friends who hung out with her.
So I was pretty much a recluse for years, which is something that is extremely hard to get out of and I would not recommend going down that road in the first place.
Right now in my life I'm trying to fix all of that damage and make new friends. So things are getting better for me, but slower than I'd like.