I feel you op. I don't think I've ever had mutual love with someone. I've come to accept that I will probably be alone forever though, and have found peace in solitude.
However, if you want an album that will make you feel loved, listen to Alvvays.
hey op i'm lonely too
Listening to this right now and it's kind of helping
if you dont love yourself, noone will love you. if you cant love yourself, make something you love. hearts break when they stop beating, embrace the gravity of this infected sphere
Of course everything you do is ultimately pointless and pathetic.
But then is hating yourself not the most pathetic thing of them all? Is killing yourself not the ultimate pointless thing to do?
In a world where nothing means anything and there is no real point to life, how could you forgive yourself if you ended it all before your time?