ITT we post our feels and people recommend music for those feels
>tfw complete isolation and theres no one to talk to
>tfw people are annoying
>tfw same routine everyday
>tfw about to have a nervous breakdown
go some days sleepless, start listening to lowercase
For anyone who need general feels music
Sun Glitters - Everything Could Be Fine
>tfw you want to be motivated but the lack the motivation to be motivated.
>tfw feeling really self conscious and can't find a job and I have a speech next week I have to give and I have social anxiety so this is going to be fucking hell
>tfw she doesn't know how I feel and by the time I love myself and gain the courage to tell her it'll probably be too late
>tfw writing a new album and setting up a tour with my friends
I'm on the verge of insanity. I feel like with every passing day I grow more and more incapable of connecting with other human beings. I can't be in any actual relationship. I can't walk outside without feeling paranoid and anxious.
I feel like The National - Boxer might be up your alley, somewhat.
>tfw you ask a girl out, and she says yes, but she hasn't texted you back in almost two days, even though she said she wanted to go out with you
It's really pathetic. I feel like a desperate motherfucker, because we only hooked up at a party drunk, but I think I really like her, and I haven't been in a relationship in forever, so I'm overthinking everything about this.
Just general bummer/anxiety/loneliness stuff, please.
>tfw in love with a girl that has a boyfriend and don't think they'll ever break up
i've never loved a girl before now, it hurts
>tfw you finally get your crushes cell number
>tfw when you're struggling to maintain interesting conversations and you stall
>tfw when she takes forever to respond to you
>tfw when she finally tells you to stop texting her
and for the music:
Burial - Untrue (2007)
Oh shit, that's a pretty good idea, actually.
I reccomended Boxer mainly because of the song Green Gloves- if nothing else, it's pretty literal to what you're feeling. And I totally get it, last semester I'd spend most of my nights alone because other people were doing other things.
You gotta be the instigator sometimes.
>In "love" with a girl I've known since elementary school but I'm just a loser with ADHD and mild aspergers that does nothing with his life
>I don't even know how to ask guys if I can hang out with them, so how the fuck am I supposed to ask a girl out
>Go home everyday thinking about how I'll never get a decent girlfriend
>Adderall making my depression worse and giving me even more suicidal thoughts
Im getting tired of deathconsciousness and American Football
Devo is what I listen to when I feel like I failed myself.
Oh No, It's Devo! Is my favorite.
>tfw growing apathy
>tfw pressure is slowly building and building and stuff is piling up
a couple months ago. he mentioned he was going to do it but I was so used to talking to him about depression and suicidal thoughts that I didn't take it seriously enough. by the time I did it was too late. I would've dropped everything to go help him but I never got the chance to offer.
>tfw you will never master control of space and time and shed your fleshy prison and become a cosmic goddess entity who exists as an abstract and beautiful concept throughout the multiverse
pelase there must be music for this
I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling.
Like 30% I've been given so much yet I use it for basic mediocrity, when I could be great.
30% just outright nihilism and dealing with how it doesn't matter.
20% self hate
5% hate for others because compensating for self hate.
I want to go back to last month, it felt good reading Stirner and being an egoists, but the Machiavellian life style losses it's flare when your friend leaves you.
>tfw struggling at making music
>tfw knowing you will never be successful
>tfw scared of interacting with people because I think everyone secretly hates me.
>tfw feel like a run over soda can all the time
>tfw trying to turn up but can't because of above feels
Help me guys.
she will never be youre gf though
>Wife moved out today.
>Took the dog.
>Dog was later hit by a car.
>Might never see my kids again.
>Really, REALLY want a fucking drink right now.
>Laying in bed, don't have enough energy to get up.
I used to post sad feels on these threads.
But this morning I kissed the most perfect girl I have ever met, in an completely unexpected turn of events. This is the first time I have been truly optimistic in a really long time. recs pls
They both are nihilistic.
Yeah, I've read abit.
Camus feels more like the "be happy cause you are absurd."
Stirner is hard for me to completely wrap my head around, so many interpretations.
Like everyone is an egoists, but egoism doesn't always make you happy. Like a western karma bullshit.
Then his spooks just feel like a one night stand with socrates and wittgenstein.
Objectavism is nice though.
>tfw surrounded by sanfran cucks who constantly give me pamphlets about checking my white privilege
>tfw going to be calling ex tomorrow it's all i could think about even though i'm growing more bitter and empty by the day
>tfw i wonder if she just thinks im so pathetic for still trying to stay in contact once a week
>tfw want to see her one more time but i'll just cry the moment i see her
she treated me so badly so she could convine herself she didn't care about me i've never had someone repeatedly say i don't love you i never loved you before. the worse part is i know she did love me. jesus i'm so empty anyway i'll always find something to be miserable about.
>vacillating daily between hope and hopelessness
>feeling very needy, irritable and more self-conscious
>getting mad more often, at people I shouldn't be mad at, for things that I shouldn't be mad about
well at least i feel something. fuck that bland normalcy.
>qt named Alison sits behind me in Art History course
>I like her and she smiled at me Tuesday
>don't know how to talk to her
>it's an accelerated course so only lasts 8 weeks
fug how do i get her to like me in 4 weeks.
Camus is existentialist and absurdist, but not exactly nihilistic
Nihilism is more of a conclusion, and Camus' works kind of end with acceptance of ones fate rather than flat out edgy nihilism
>tfw counter-culture and conformity are just two sides of conformity.
I went to a punk bar a few days ago... Hot topic should just open across the street with how much these shits buy it up.
Frank Zappa - Freak Out!
GG Allin - Hated in the Nation
Lou Reed - Metal Machine Music
Here's my feel:
>tfw just waiting for your big break
>tfw no qt shoegaze+noise gf to cuddle and hum Earthmover to
>tfw you have the drive and ability to make good music
>tfw no inspiration
>tfw writer's block
>tfw everyone you know has absolutely god awful taste in music
>mfw when this is me
They're two sides of the same coin. Although i like absurdism's philosophy (not that it's too different from the others), the reasoning is a bit weird. Like, whether inherent value exists or not.
I'm pissed off and tired, and I don't know why, things are going fine at school, I'm going out at least once a week but I'm not happy at all, and fucking St. Valentines is coming and is just a reminder of how alone i am, I'm just rambling or whatever fuck you
Sorry about the "filthy pleb" i just though that absurdism is a stupid term, and somehow not revelant . Why don't you use "existentialism" ?
>tfw randomly get mad at people who interrupt me or do really specific slight things
>I was listening to music in a library and a girl came up to me to ask a question
>I exploded at her like the normie she was and threw furniture
>She's pressing charges now
Do you smoke a lot? Is there no chance of recovery? Have you considered going to visit a father? What do you think happens after death?
try smoking pot
stop drinking coffee if youre doing that
same with cigs
take up a new hobby
improve yourself in your current hobbies
kill yourself since none of this matters much at all anyways
>there is a 1/10th of chance you are in the same thread as Bill Murray right now
>everyday is monotonous garbage, just going through the motions waiting for something to change positively, but I'm not doing anything to usher in that change, just waiting
>tfw getting dumber, not reading very many books
>getting depressed, running out of energy all the time
>gay and nobody knows
>not very comfortable with my sexuality
>just been smoking a lot of weed lately and feeling sorry for myself as soon as I start coming down from the high
lol nope one is a current philosophical movement another is a stupid word invented by bad translators who couldn't think past "hmm if life has no universal value or meaning so i guess these guys were saying it must be absurd everywhere & for all"
my feel is standing in a dark disorienting room pumping my fist to stomping dance music
>Never smoked anything ever.
>My doctor says with chemotherapy I might have a 10% chance of survival. I have around 4 months left.
>I don't know. I always wonder about it, and I've been thinking about it a lot lately. A part of me thinks there's nothing after death. It's just...you're brain isn't recording anymore. It's like before you were born. I'd like to make myself believe that reincarnation is real. I'd be so happy if I could just forget myself and start all over as a new person. That was I'll never really die, I'll just sort of regenerate. Of course I'd hate being a shitty animal like a clam. Clams are stupid as fuck. I don't believe in a god, but I'd sure as hell want to experience him/her/it after death. I'm scared. I'm frightened. I'm at peace. I'm conflicted. I'm angry. No, I'm not. I'm happy, but not excited.
>I don't know how to feel.
Anon, im not sure what you believe in, but there is a change youll become a genderless infinite multiverse spreading being with command of space and time in your own endless expanse of colors and sounds and shapes and worlds for you to explore and thousands upon thousands of endless dreams and situations and you can fly probably too
to adhere to fate is to give up, my friend
not if you fate is to be player 'till you die
I'd rather believe God is the multiverse and I'll just be another universe in a sea of universes. An unfathomable being containing infinite copies of myself. Something that can't be described. I want to house life and death.
By the way, do you believe a universe can have a center if there are no edges?
That is a great thing that could happen too. A vast and unending conciousness. A universe of itself.
and no, i do not believe the universe has a center is there are no edges
>tfw I hurt someone I care for and now I'll never see them again and it is my fault
dude fuck adderall, you don't need that stuff
I have those same kinds of mental problems, adderall's side effects just create more problems
Trust me you'll be best without it, socially as well
Thanks, now I know I never want to talk to AIC fans irl.
>tfw wait all day yesterday and today, wait all day patiently to talk to her and she finally comes on, but she can't call and she can't talk right now
for a while it felt like i was doing well in a lot of different ways but the last couple months have just been reminder after reminder after reminder that i'm an absolute fuckup and loser. now pretty much any time something makes me feel a little better i stop and realize i have no real reason to feel better about anything.
i have absolutely no right to complain like this or feel this way. i've never experienced any legitimate hardships that weren't my own fault. there are people out there dying of lung cancer and i'm pretty sure my only real problem is that i'm just fundamentally unlovable. it's exhausting and i really just want to die already, or at least slip into some sort of vegetative braindead state.
i got drunk and tried to overdose on vicodin a couple weeks ago but just made myself sick and i'm constantly thinking about how i could've done it right but i managed to fuck that up too.
plus i'm going deaf in my right ear
>The person you consider your best friend only thinks of you as some random bro to hang out with when there's literally nothing to do.
singer looks like a faggot, but I hope his music and my words can convince you that you're worth it. Everyone is a fuckup, we all share in the fact that we messed up, some more than others, this is nothing to be ashamed about. We can connect through music and attempt to relate to each other's feelings. From one stranger to another, you're worth it.
I never said you did, dude
Sorry if that was a bit too aggressive
It's just kind of obvious nowadays that youtube comments are one of the stupidest places on the internet
Even normies know it
>tfw you are the one who puts people in the friend zone
>tfw you are the one that's never around
>tfw you are "mysterious"
>tfw you are the one that disappoints people
>tfw you are the one that makes people feel like they aren't good enough
>tfw lesbian who is too self conscious to go to a strip club even though I want to
Uh, I think she wants to go for a different reason.
Go with a male friend or two. You'll be the "cool girl" and you'll be able to get way handsier than anyone else.
Au Pairs - Playing With A Different Sex
Giles Corey s/t
Cap'n Jazz - Flashpoint: Catheter, The Apartments - Apart, >>53362797
does anyone have a feel for "there are almost no gay people in this entire city in texas and half of my straight friends are hella cute but completely straight and being around them talking about their girlfriends is the most alienated i've ever felt in a room full of people and will i ever find a cute autechre bf before i'm fucking 40"
almost anything by the national, but probably boxer
Stumbeline - Cherry Blossom
find something new to life you haven't discovered yet. Shit can be the same every day, or you cna figure out a way to make it interesting, but sitting there letting yourself get sad is only going to make it worse.
The thing is is that I don't really have any male friends who are into that kinda thing. Plus I always have this image in my head of being there and all the strippers are straight and they'll think I don't belong there. I have a really young looking face for a 20 year old and I don't have a "lesbian" look to me. It just plays out really awkward in my head. I just wanna see beautiful almost naked girls dancing why is it so hard man
I'll give it a listen
>tfw when you had the shittiest day at uni and feel like you'll never make it in the field.
Holy fucking shit, I met this chick through a friend. She isnt 10/10, shes more like a 6 or 7, but shes seriously one of the most beautiful people I think ive ever met. Shes so god damn shy, and wont say anything unless you speak first which fucks me up because im shy and awkward as all fuck. I literally just spent 10 minutes talking with her about the beatles. I stutter and babble like a god damn moron basically every time I talk to her, its like im in fucking high school again.
I don't know how to explain it. This is gonna sound so gay literally, but I really just want to go to see how beautiful their bodies are. It's a weird feeling. I can't get it when I look at pictures. I went to go see Rocky Horror last year and this thick, blonde haired girl in a corset and heels pole danced for like 30 minutes before the movie and I was just transfixed by how pretty she was
>that feel when you have to pay extra money to get documents processed faster by some retarded bureaucrat
>that feel when that money could have been spent on something like drugs or just saved and now its in some asshole bureaucrats pocket
>tfw falling in love with the perfect girl, but my fucked up lifestyle consisting of drugs and techno-raves every fri/sat is shadowing my feelings, and im addicted to it
>tfw having dreams of dark forrests in which the girl mentioned earlier is the only motivation to get out and way, but i find the darkness of the forrest extremely mesmerising
>tfw feeling existentially adrift
huge fan of burial btw