Found some of my teen poetry, not as shit as I remembered. Teenage

Noise bombs throw down newspaper stands
The mayor he throws up gets it on his hands
Infants run screaming down train station hallways
We'll never get home cause we can't work the subways

What's in my water and why can't I taste it
What's stuck in my throat that won't let me say this

Piss drenched sneakers and bedazzled adolescence
Couch rugs and bulking throws no that doesn't make sense
My eyes they are magnets facing the south side
Turn them toward northwards and fears will subside

Lounged out lakeside I lay on my side
Grass green and bright white dandelion
Smells like summer sounds like bees buzzing
Wake up in Lysol to just about nothing

Plastic benches shared between strangers and friends
Shoot the shit wait for this ride to end
With numb guts and tight throats we speak of past lovers
But for me there's no plural I've never loved another

Infectious infatuations define my situation
Rainy soft smiles bring bitter elation
Grainy indie romance only in my dreams
Then not even,
when my dreams, they all snap at the seams
my dreams all snap at the seams

>>7673184
nah it's awful aha

Among books flung--
I reviled in her mouth naked
A mother long brown eyed
On the little beaches in july
With nothing to do

To hear, as if by accident
Some name you love, belonging to
A heart now weird and cold,mentioned
Like nothing to be busy with
some trivial human care, is to
Walk upon some stranger's earth
Where nothing flows, and the moon cries