>be 24 year old virgo
>everything i write ends up partly dealing with sexual frustration in some way
it keeps happening and i don't mean it to
does your subconscious fuck with your writing too?
Go get a hooker a few times and you will get confidence. Those pros will help you build up your skills so you know you have skills and you're good to go when potential gf material finally shows up.
Sex is one of our strongest biological drives. You could argue that a lot of human acheivement and wars are because of pussy.
Its kind of like if you were starving, actually starving, everything would remind you of food.
On the contrary, if OP preserves his suffering a few more years, and /is in fact writing this whole time/, he can be the voice of a robot generation. And not in the manifesto-way, either.
The fact that OP is past 22 or so is huge for him. He's just on the cusp of being a fully-formed mental adult, in terms of brain structure. In short, he's no longer so liable to do something truly stupid as he might have been a few years ago.
Secondarily (a distant second), it's almost as if the illegality of prostitution in various jurisdictions, and the possibility of being caught and known as a John (or worse, interacting with the wrong pimp, or however the process works) hasn't entered your head. I seem to remember that in recent weeks, even in a legal brothel, some football player or similar had an extremely bad day.
sexual 'frustration' can be good as long as you don't get it mixed up with a sense of frustrated pride. If all it meant was putting women on a pedestal, you'd be no worse than Dante putting Beatrice on a pedestal—but when you add in "I'm so worthless because I've never had sex" it turns violently inward and becomes a mess of self-loathing and self-pity.
>it's almost as if the illegality of prostitution in various jurisdictions
It's legal in my country. America is still plagued by puritan mores so they get their sexual frustrations out in nice and wholesome hyper violence.
>be 20 year old non virgin who's had a lot of success by 4chan standards
>everything i write ends up directly dealing with sexual frustration
can't be avoided, brev, also
>was legitimately raped by a girl (too drunk, unconscious), my friends knew about it and kinda tease me about it
sexual frustration is life. ball is life.
>taking astrology serious to any degree
>taking astrology as anything other than complete horseshit indulged in by the most insipid louses ever spawned by humanity
You will never write anything worth reading.
Not even your OP.
if your reading comprehension was better, you'd realize i meant virgin when i said virgo
your whole post is like concentrated autism though: being mad about beliefs not related to science, and attempts at insulting sounds like a bad guy in an anime ("the most insipid louses ever spawned by humanity" kek really?), so i'm just going to assume you're bamboozling me. it is on off-topic though and you can kindly get the fuck out of my thread and never post in it ever again aight?
you should write a story now that you are virgin, then have sex and write that same story again. then we read both and study the differences, or maybe read both without knowing which is which and try to guess
>does your subconscious fuck with your writing too?
I am not sure because I don't know my subconscious but I don't write by personal problems into writing because it doesn't do anything.
I feel myself happy with what I write when I think I have solved a huge problem. In general, I cant even know what I have solved, but when it happens, I feel that something is in its right place. All kinds of art work like this in my head.
Of course, this feeling is only a ephemeral sensation. Writing cant give you a woman, but it can make you understand some cool things about yourself and the others. Just feel those shits you are trying to repress and see what happens.
>Go get a hooker a few times
This is not an experience that will reflect favourably on you when you find yourself in a long-term relationship with someone you care about and who cares about you
Also fucking gross