existing feels to me so empty and hollow
loneliness is so despairing and it feels like It penetrates my bones
nothing is but a fake or a lie, exept the vast emptiness of the space around us
i feel like only love can save us, but i'm 19 years old and i never had anything with a girl, nor i think i'll have any if i will keep going like this
how can one cope with this? will i just wait for something to come along?
If it makes you feel better, I am in my mid 30s, and the people you see getting lives and girls and boys and kids feel the exact same thing, men and women.
I would recommend cramming your life full so that you dont have to think about it. Schedule and regiment yourself
-religion (if you swing that way)
-community service (you could at least reduce the suffering of others to make your life more worthwile)
-vidya or cinema (if you have downtime and dont want to sit and stew in your own brain)
Read Meditations, Siddartha, and Tao te Ching, and stop frogposting.
I take your criticism and accept it. Nothing is worse than sitting looking out of a window feeling anxiety and terror regarding your very existance, I'd rather just lift with some music or a lecture on and maybe self medicate with a vodka and a cheese plate.