Happy Galentines day, ladies! Are you doing anything special with the sir or missus in your life? If you're single, what are you doing for yourself today?
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singles awareness day >>5722940
>tfw someone makes a thread five images early
I'm far enough away financially I'd not bothered to look that up yet. That's really shitty though, guess I'm probably fucked even my ex says I'm probably only b-c based on my frame size and family.
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck in this train station
went to see one of my cousins in some theatre production last night. on the way there in the car, his brother put that song on and i was like damn that's catchy.
so anyway the play had a lot of its male cast crossdressing, including my cousin and i was sitting there like... sigh, when will i have the guts to end boymode.
i had a nice date yesterday and feel pretty good for once and today i need to just chill and do a lot of work that i've been putting off for like a week >.> right now im making nachos with chili and cheese!
As long as you love yourself and know you got it, nothing can bring you down. Not even the one day you're supposed to have someone can make me feel bad about myself.
You. I like your attitude.
I'm not gonna let tfwnobf get me down today either. At least I've got junk food and coffee
>you will never pass
>you will never have a friend to hang out with on valentine's day
>you will never own a gun so you can shoot yourself
1. Go outside
2. Obtain friend
What's difficult about this lain?
At least you can afford both I have neither and will probably never afford laser especially with the government garnishing my wages over a school that did nothing but destroy my dreams.
It's average male height!
Maybe i'm not that tall compared to men but still way taller than most women and doesn't help that every time I go outside it's during work hours so there's only immigrants everywhere and they're manlets.
Still look like a man too, especially irl and I don't want to make friends who see me as a man, if I wanted those I would have them already.
I already did post a pic.
This talk of boobs reminds me that my sis has probably got the biggest in my family behind my grandma. Those genes should have been mine. ;_;
I'm kinda feeling nothing right now except sore all over since I just woke up. I got a bowl of fruity pebbles so I can get some food in my belly before I take mones!
That's all anyone can ever say I live in the most redneck town ever have a deep voice and notorious case of man face my body okay but unless I'm doing a cosplay of silent hill nurses 24/7 I'm fucked. I just want to move but there aren't any jobs and I'm fucked with this shitty life and body I'd kill myself but I'm not so sure hell would be better.
>tfw no tranny friend who doesn't mind me looking like a disgusting edgar tier hon
I said neighbors because it'd look less weird and I'd get into an autistic thing about guys giving chocolate a few days after valentines because thats what my chinese cartoons taught me
>tfw constant cycling between happy n optimistic, really dysphoric, and really lewd.
ty wild ride.
You have a really fucked up perception of what girls look like vs men if you think you look even vaguely mannish. You weren't even mannish pre-hrt in the photos you posted, you were boyish at worst.
Believe it or not, women don't look like animus. You pass as an average looking woman that needs to take better care of herself.
Well I look like an average guy to myself ;-;
I wish I could see what other people claim they see.
You say every once in a while you see a girl, it's the same for me. Just hold onto what you see those times, preserve it in your memory as best you can, because that's the face that other people see.
That's cuz you're crazy doughnut. And being crazy is definitely not attractive.
It's just hard when I look very manly in like every reflection and it's hard to avoid them and I guess no hrt atm doesnt help, felt really good when people said I pass though but then mirrors fuck me over.
My friend said i've been really dysphoric these last weeks but I dunno.
Only a little bit.
Okay I googled her. The ho with the ganja tat on her butt cheek? Looks like yet another tgirl as far as passing goes. Can't you obsess about someone a bit more... successful?
Being off HRT will do that to a person. When are you getting back on?
Also, that's what I mean, I hate mirrors too but every once in awhile I don't see an ugly boy. Hell, last time I may have even thought I looked cute. Just gotta file those days away in memory, they make the other days a lot more bearable.
I need to get more laser done, I keep forgetting. Its so easy too, Im small and have given my place tons of referrals so I go in and get charged like literally a quarter of the normal cost.
Nawh, when you said it was an old passgen I assumed it was gone already.
Awh, I wish I got to see. Atleast I can be assured that you're passing and fulltime :P
Must be nice passing.
I don't want to bitter like Kayla but Jesus it fucking bullshit I can never feel this everyday I see myself I noticed more manly features like body hair, wide shoulders no hip no tits and a face only a mother could love.
Nice yeah I only have a tiny upper lip patch that I need to use it for/cover with concealer but first round of laser went really well. Sucks that the appointments are like 5 weeks apart.
I will need a trachea shave though. Maybe just listening to the hugbox but some people feel it and laser are all I really need but we'll see I guess. One step at a time.
Fuck my life why did I have to be on a bus
Tripfag reeeee response
wowie I'm lucky! I usually only get anons saying that
Living up in the frigid north? It might have been the hat that kept people from rating it, I won't rate pictures where the face is covered considerably. I dunno, not all ciswomen pass so count your blessings. I can see why anon asked your age, you look very young.
My facial hair is pretty much gone, but laser hair removal is less than permenant so repeat visits are always good.
Its hard to tell who's hugboxing and who' trolling and who's being honest, its better to go of the vibes and comments you get in RL than on here.
Yeah, that's where I definitely take the most advice from. I mean I haven't really been having misgendering issues and lots of compliments on nails boots and eyeliner lately. Some cis gals I hung out with a while back said voice was the main tell so I started working on it a lot. Got it out of that andro range finally but can only keep it there for short bursts. Still feels like there's more I can always do I guess.
Sorry to rant just avoiding thinking of what day it is. ^^
Valentino 2015 Spring collection.
What makes you think that's a real girl?
>Started at 20 and am 26
>have had a lot of laser 12+ sessions between 2 technicians and some electrolysis
>laser barely doing anything
>still shaving daily and looking bad
>never thought I'd be too awful to ever make it
>still delude myself it can get better
We are all real grills. Except Eliot.
Its unfortunate, but our society genders you male until you can prove otherwise. At least they have vaginas.
Voice is my main tell too, it took me a long time to get to andro tier voice. Some people say my voice has gotten feminine but Im like you're full of shit I hate my voice and always have, the only compliment about my voice that Ive accepted is a friend from highschool told me that my voice was much more expressive and pleasant to listen to. She wasn't lying, I used to be a monotone baritone. The longer you keep it up the easier it gets, I don't even think about my voice anymore.
ITT: if you don't pass, what's keeping you from passing? passers need not reply
How I have no money??
At least you have age to help even things out I'm sure you pass way better than I could ever hope too.
Back when I used to trip people used to love to watch me break down and collapse from sheer futility of my bleak existence.
True I got fucked on that front as well.
Sitting on the toilet right now guys... Not gonna lie
>Voice is my main tell too, it took me a long time to get to andro tier voice. Some people say my voice has gotten feminine but Im like you're full of shit I hate my voice and always have
Dammit moap these feels are too much rn
I am actually being lazy too today. Decided to reward myself and skip the long run, be decidedly unproductive and get some sweets. I am loosing a kilo per week might as well get some candy.
Here's my real question, what do people see as the differences between blending/passing/stealth, if any? I've always thought it was like, stealth means no one knows, passing means people can tell if they know the signs, and blending means people know until they look at you.
Stealth means nobody who plays a role in your day to day life knows. You usually have to move and lie a lot
Passing means strangers don't know. Not to be confused with being pretty.
Blending means a man looking person who dresses feminine and gets gendered female occasionally out of sympathy. 80% of this thread.
I've been on the road for close to 24 hours without sleep and I'm exhausted ;_;
Just like your hon rage that got you arrested
I'm glad we have a new word for what I am, pretty blending non passer. I honestly think sometimes people look at me and go "there's no way a man would walk around with that faggy ass haircut, a purse and skinny jeans with his boobs hanging out"
>Sounds like someone is having a bad time
Not everyone is obsessed enough to shitpost autism at me except for 2 people either violet a girl i loved very much and sold me out twice or hips chan a fucking super autist whos rich and still cant get anyone to fuck them except 40 year olds on craigslist who dont call him the next day
Yeeeeeap. I had a professor who had really short hair and had her breasts removed after getting breast cancer. People called her sir and shit all the time.
Pretty permanent < Permanent
Ive had over a dozen sessions, I had red racial hair though so Ill never be able to get it completely.
I feel like its the main tell for most people, like even Sarinas voice sounds kind of fucked up.
Ive never had a pleasant sounding voice, so Ive gotten over it.
There is no such thing as Genderfluidity.
Hasn't happened in a few months. Since about the point in time I stopped posting pictures here and started focusing on self improvement. I doubt you've even seen a picture from this year.
Fug that would suck I keep my hair relatively long all the time
sing me a christmas carol bitch
theres only one way for you to get the bullying to stop~
REVERSE GOOGLE IMAGE SEARCH
ive posted source like 50 times
Well. You don't kill.
First you journey far and wide and find the gates of Cis. Then you go inside and find the Cis Queen and King. You must then ask them to allow you into the "Garden". Then you find the golden apple and you search for the fountain Cisdom. Jump into the fountain and take a bite from the golden apple while in the fountain. Then say the alphabet forwards then backwards and then take a sip of the fountain that should taste like cotton candy. Then you have to think of the cis gender you want to be, and prepare for your transformation.
Ikr? Short hair is fucking awful, I don't know how some women can stand it or why they would want it.
Voice training isn't as hard as it seems. Just keep working on it when you get the chance.
Tucson is awful... Move up to Flagstaff.
We have good pot here.
Gun shows, everyone can afford a gun.
Laying around eating chinese or pizza with one of my 2 girlfriends, and some chocolate a customer who asked for my number after gave me last night
>tfw feel kinda bad but i have trouble turning down food when its offered
>tfw really dont care for the materialism of this holiday
It seriously is. What part of town? You should add my skype or something, its so hard to meet people here cause of jack all to do except get wasted. Skype is Symphonia32 also got steam or w/e.
Hey there's good pot and good dispensaries down here too. I'm surprised there's actually starting to be a number of people here from AZ. I know was gonna be meeting up from someone else here soonish if they end up back in Phoenix sometime. Flagstaff was nice though, I was there some when I was younger for NAU summer camp stuff.
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET ON HORMONES IN THIS AWFUL STATE?
AND WHY ARE THE TRANSGIRLS HERE SO FUCKING UGLY?????
I HATE THIS PLACE SO MUCH!!!!! FUCK YOU, COWBOY! FUCK ALL OF YOU!
>tfw a weed card cost 25 bucks in California
>I can buy weed nearly everywhere
>I can ever order it like ordering a pizza
>tfw my friends in portland had a shit ton.
>tfw I didn't smoke any because I need a yerb.
You can cling on to this all you want but it was 3 years ago and I served punishment for being abused and almost killed by her also the police in florida do not care about you if youre not a cis girl I was also pre hrt during that time... Go fuck yourself since noone else will
you had a nice judge, but isn't it obvious you are transgender dress going for a name change? legally speaking that would make things easier for you, not because you ~pass so great hon~. i don't actually care about your life, i just think you are a hon from what i have seen and your response was hilarious enough to address
> yume the genderfluid lesbian of genocide
i thought you were cute, but now you are going full tumblr sjw on me?
genderfluididity doesn't exist
its a prank dude
y is anyone taking my name seriously o.O
I don't get that at all. Driving in snow is easy, just go slow and don't hammer the brakes and gas. Ezpz, but even people in Edmonton can't seem to figure it out.
I did voice training like 4 years ago and this is where it ended up. I've given it a bit of work lately though and it's getting at least a bit better.
Do you have steam or something? I can make a burner email too rq maybe. That's like other side of town I'm far east side but I might be able to help with hormone shit. And I mean most of my friends already are downtown or northside near foothills mall so juust fml.
I may also end up doing some gambling while I'm out there.
We can order it like pizza here too now, the main downside is it's 150$ for the card. Totally worth it though, and there's a ton of great shops.
They don't do gender change of birth certificate without surgery in my state though. She did for some reason. Think what you want but yours is equally comical to me. You're the one jumping to arms to call someone defensive.
You are so lucky you got to have long hair as a child/teenager. Ive got mine down my back now but its not enough, It'll never be enough. I need it longer, Ill always need it to be longer. Looking more masculine could be the moitvation behind it, I mean maybe some women want that? I certainly never have though, and it sounds like neither have you.
High Mountain Health is the best dispensary in the state. They give you a menu when you walk in, a menu! Like its a fucking restaurant. Damn its awesome.
Here is the woman I got my HRT letter from, she helped me with everything including finding an endocrenologist, hair removal, you name it.
I wanna sleep with you... but....
Do you ever put on perfume or bodymist?
Sorry i just can't stand it when people's rooms smell like expired meat or rotten eggs.
idk I am genderfluid to an extent and what I really mean is I just stop caring about looking like a girl or guy and just dress however the fuck I want. I pass like 1 out of 5 times as a dude when I try.
yeah, there is a good chance I might be moving to phoenix. That job offer I have is looking better and better since my cousin's boyfriend's boss is trans and runs the whole office out there.
I still might go to portland instead, but I am sure I will go out to phoenix before I leave.
> I just stop caring about looking like a girl or guy and just dress however the fuck I want
is that genderfluid? cause thats how i am every day
>High Mountain Health
I looked it up and the cheapest is like 10 a gram and average is 45 for an 1/8th. Here in california it is about 8 dollars a gran and 30 to 35 dollars an 1/8th. In Oregon and Washington it is about 25 an 1/8th.
Well yeah, that's because I'm cis. My parents didn't make me cut my hair. I hear that is the worst for young trans girls. Also, there are a bunch of girls that want to look tough. So that's probably why they want short hair.
i have two cus my swagger by like WHAT? hehe ye ; - )
gem and adri tho
i remember when i was in virginia and it snowed like less than an inch everyone on the road was fucking DUMB
i take muh spiro but i dont take estradiol anymore and i just dress and present feminine
How well do I pass? I'm wondering what you guys think :P
sounds cool. I still have a shit load of weed and shatter I have not touched since June I have been looking for a job.
It is whatever lol. I never bought weed from a dealer in my life. I can't really smoke weed until I find myself a job and even if I had a job it would be a twice a month thing at max.
You pass better than me. I seldom wear make up anymore though.
>tfw I remember about a iidx song I heard last thing my friends
this song is so fucking cute
You know you pass go to pass Gen or soc if you want to really know ugh the amount of envy I feel.
Yeah I'm a terribad driver anyways but snow makes it worse I just want to live somewhere tropical. I hate this Bible belt wait holy shit you lived in Virginia how do you feel about the crazy new laws in that state I work in Bristol about maybe five minutes from gate city. How did you live in a horrid place like this?
Ayyyy sky. Not much, glad you're stickin around. Wassup with you senpai
Nothing much, telling people how to become cis
To each their own I guess. For me personally I don't want to be intoxicated every waking moment of my life. It is cool the but put in a different mind everyone in awhile, but I am pretty tame on what I do. I maybe drink twice a month, drop acid or a psychedelic once a month and would smoke weed about twice a month if I could smoke it.
Hot topic isn't edgy as you think it is. They sell a bunch of weeb shit and a few band tshirts. Well that is why i go there once in awhile, but i get what you mean. Some times it is a little cringy. Kind of like Spencers too. I just think of them as novelty stores. Now shopping at American Eagle and those types of stores is kind of dumb lol.
Then again if you are an adult who gives a fuck right?
more than my stash which may or may not be pictured.
So like what, 15 tabs, I'll do it.
I only got about tree fiddy
As crazy as I am I'm pretty I take acid and I'd stab myself repeatly I don't mess with psychedelics cause I'm already o. The edge of suicide daily give me oppiates, cocaine, speed or crystal but most of all I love alcohol. When you look.like I do you have to be fucked up 24/7.
at least okcupid is making me feel better about myself today
What? Honestly LSD has saved me from wanting to kill myself twice. Like last time I wanted to kill myself i was ready to throw myself in front of cars on a freeway, but I was like well fuck it I am going to take 600ug of lsd and if I still want to do it I will. However, that trip changed my life. I got ego death and reached universal consciousness where i realized everything was all connected with each other. it was almost like finding the ultimate truth as the Buddhist would say. i came out of ego death thinking how beautiful life is. i haven't wanted to kill myself since.
>18 year old hon.
i am a soon to be 25 year old hon. picture related
Life should mean disappointment. Or disappointment should mean life, either way they're the same thing.
I think I'm that cis bitch you're talking about
>newfags are fun
>bitching about getting your life ruined because you camwhored
i only mentioned that because there was a cis bitch crying after getting raided or something
you sound like a real fucking fairy though lol
and somehow, it's still tacky. I might respect it if the hair were more interesting.
Your makeup doesn't match your skin tone. It looks really bad for that reason alone, and since it's both significantly paler than your natural flesh, and since your eye-liner is really really thick, you're giving off the same appearance as that of a teenage girl who doesn't know her complexion and wants to look edgy.
I thought you were going for that look deliberately.
>tfw i have not had a drink in nearly a month and the last time i drunk alone was in October. i think it was a day or two before Halloween when I last drunk alone.
Don't feel bad though, this time last year i was still inhaling over 300ml of rum a night, but I cut down on it a lot lol.
Well that is the look I am going for. And listen, I appreciate your range of scope here. That's fine if you think it looks awful, but the said look isn't distinctively masculine and I like it enough to keep looking the way I do.
>tfw people say you look like an average neet girl
>tfw you realize how awkward you must be irl because male voice and boyish clothes
>in my room
>in the basement
Perhaps it's because I did the "edgy" thing too. Looking back on it, it looked awful, and everyone around me thought so too. Be that as it may, I can't save you from yourself. In a few years you'll get it.
>using photo recognition site
>face comes up as "99.92% male"
im fucked senpai. Might as well never start transition then kill myself at age 30
I don't think there's a parallel though, I doubt I look exactly the way you did nor have I surrounded myself with people of the same outlook you did back then. That's cool if you're trying to sprinkle some wisdom on me.
>talk to crush
>get turned down
;-; How is your valentine's mtfg?
>never been in a relationship
>every valentines day is shit designed to make me feel bad.
At least I have emacs and arch linux.
damn, that's hard core desu. you okay tho senpaitachi?
i should install gentoo or something today, just to do something besides sit in bed until i go back to sleep.
>tfw you can install arch fairly fast, so you can't spend a day setting it up again.
same, but i made the mistake of doing it.
>tfw you are an abomination that exists to make others feel less ugly
Lol after finding out he was into me my sister dumped him and my sister live 15 miles away I do feel Shitty for being lied to by a man yet again I should have just showed my hon face after all all he saw was photos. Maybe it was for the better.
well, mtfg, I went out and got a rope today, after many times where i wanted to but couldnt bring myself to do it
i have a noose tied around my neck at the moment. my plan is to cut off the blood flow, rather than the airway, because ive heard that is less painful
where do i tie the rope to on the other end? i live in the woods but all the trees have flimsy branches. i have heard of people just choking themselves to death with a noose while in bed, but how do i do that? i have been trying but i cant seem to get the rope tight enough to make me lose consciousness-- as soon as i move or lay back it gets loosened
Gentoo isn't even hard to install. The only reason it takes so long is because you have to compile everything. If you want something really hard go try installing linux from scratch. I aborted my last attempt over gcc not compiling right on the first pass while making the tool chain. Before that I build the tool chain, but it was still flawed when I tried to build the kernel when I ssh into it.
>tfw i am nearly at the point where I am giving up on ever finding someone and will just live inawoods being that one crazy lady who owns a bunch of guns singing about what could have happened if we elected ron paul in 2008.
I just got the typical "not looking for a relationship right now" response. Oh well, time to go get drunk
You're cis. I'd say you're lucky.