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I require more boob data only 14 people replied
Nth for passing but not attractive but soc puts me at a 5+ so average is the best I can do
It's my birthday,
I landed some work until at least March 8th when I'm supposed to start at Booz allen.
People have been wishing me happy birthday.
Yeah, it's a nice happy day!
>Select the images with flowers
I love flowers! The Hibiscus is my favorite flower!
>tfw your qt school grill gf will never cut off your arm and step on you
>tfw no Remy to swoon over guro with
>tfw parents say we're gonna talk today no stress :)
No stress? Do I look like I'm on drugs rn. Maybe, but I'm not, so.
>tfw you look like a severely depressed man when you try to take a new pic, as to not spam the same one ad nauseum
I don't even live with my dad. He's a good state away.
Trying to think of songs that touches on transgenderism, these are the ones I've come up with so far:
I bet there's more, help me out friends!
please do not use mado for avatarfagging
>just lose that weight for your own health please
Working on it!
Ppppppffffffffttttttt like anyone could stop me from using my waifu4laifu
Feet? Soles? wut? That's all I've got, spent pokerbux on new sneakers init.
I want to teach computer programming at either a community college of university.
I got a crack at it a few weeks ago at a magnet school but the principal at the school said I wasn't professional enough.
So I will start self-meding in march.
I was thinking that I should start with 25mg of spiro and then rise the dose until I reach 200 mg. Also, start taking 2mg of estradiol when I reach 100mg of spiro and then rise to 4 mg at the end.
Is this a good idea? How did you managed your doses when you started?
Well hey, good luck then! I really hope you can get the job =3 It sounds like it would be perfect for you. You still dating that one guy?
*lunch money was actually explosives*
all according to keikaku
*blows u up*
start at 100/day spiro then go up to 200/day after about a month. Also start spiro and E at the same time starting on E late can really fuck you up emotionally, more so than general HRT
Best I could do, sorry about the derpy angle, made them look weird as fuck. Had to take the picture with my other foot rofl. I'll never understand what people find attractive about feet though.
I made a wordcloud of the most recent kaylasplosion from the previous mtfg
I gotta bunch of markov generated kayla quotes inna trunk if yall nigga interested
um is that good or bad?
Why being a tranny is such a lonely path? Most of the depressed people here are like that because they are lonely and miserable.
Well, on the other hand it's oddish. She's an ass. Probably she deserves to be miserable :D
I didnt do anything different I think
>tfw too ugly to be part of any harem ever
lol hrt doesn't do shit. I look nothing like a girl nearly five years on hrt.
I am going to go get ready, but I had enough time to check the thread.
this song though
They're fake https://youtu.be/IFeosKAqcr8
Reminder the political tides are changing especially in europe and one day the government will greenlight some actual scientific research into your mental illness and the SJW's won't be able to stop it this time
>yfw all trannies get BTFO by science
god speed europe
FUCKING TROLL GET OUT STOP TROLLING OUT
OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT
GET OUT TROLL
>i-it MUST be a conspiracy that the results of research don't agree with muh feels! the jews must be suppressing THE TRUTH
yeah /pol/, any day now the whole world and all availible scientific and medical research is gonna flip around and everyone will agree with you and hate all the same people you do and you'll have your day of rope to kill everyone who upsets you
"People are seriously racist here for real?" t. anon posting on 4chan, 2016
>implying trans is any more than a meme way to be as gay as possible
KILL ALL TRANNIES AND FAGGOTS
True nationalism and racism are not two compatible thought processes despite what many people will tell you.
i only have like 8 fuko images but ive been using all of them as often as possible
I lick her a lot, like on her shoulder and her ear and her nape of her neck and her tongue and her nose but I dunno what it is she tastes like, it's like comforting? A neutral taste? Like water but more comforting and addictive.
ebin sir, simbly ebin : D
Steps to not losing it:
1. Don't lose it
2. DO NOT LOSE IT
I didnt smell so good, who wants to try next????????
Kayla what date is your appointment? idk it is a long way off and I might be in lake Tahoe or left the state by then, maybe we can meet up.
I've been feeling really up since finding you guys mtfg! Even though its not an environment built on over the top acceptance, I feel so much less isolated here. Its nice to be able to air out my bad feels or fears without some hon telling me I have no right to feel the way I do, or insisting they pass despite starting 30 years later than me. Its probably cheesy to say it, but I love you all
you know me, i just dont want to attract attention with a trip. here ill be snek.
how've you been?
and i didn't really break up with her im just kinda...... alone right now. she moved far away and im back to my old habits.
Why do tons of hipster bishes decide to get hair and glasses like this? Are they intentionally trying to look like grandmas and/or ugly? I don't get it and I don't see the appeal. Same with dudes growing massive beards, getting sailor tats and ridiculous late 1800's mustaches. Also, don't get a fucking sailor tat if you haven't been to sea, don't get prison tats unless you've been to prison. You're a twat if you do. /rant
>what date is your appointment
it was the 17th of this month but look at my truck, im fucked now, no way I can fix this by next week
if I was a cis girl I wouldn't have to do this, some guy would be doing it for me
it's literally all about the face. obligatory arvebrink musclegirl post.
Oh gotcha, flying under the radar.
Been okay, been up to the usual, hanging with my nigs, making some dosh playing online poker.
I hope old habits doesn't mean drugs, stay away friend!
Poke me on skype if you have it. =o
Most of them are sjws who talk on tumblr about intersectialism. I saw tons of them in portland and the friends I was staying with all warned me about them. It felt weird being with them and us four being like the light right wingers in the fucking city.
i have no idea what I am looking at so I am going to post more pictures of trump before I call the lgbt center.
We decided the other night the only that way can happen in general is if you are a nice big dog with a sizable knot. Plus we would have to be paid 50 grand each for the non-stop knotting.
Haha yeah who would do that Haha *twists hair nervously*
you're right mtfg needs to treat kayla better
i never got you on skype. we hung out in tc for a while though. got any fun skype groups to chill in?
only drug i "do" is weed and only when i want to alter the way i experience something. otherwise i actually enjoy my sober self.
i forgot how old you are. how old are you?
idk I know she kind of fucks around here and is a pain. I don't really post here that much except lately since I have not been called into work for awhile so I am just noticing it.
I will stay only if you tell me who you are.
>How do you know it blew up?
hahaha because it shot flames under the hood as I was driving
now I will never get to my endo for my hrt refill and other shit, at least I keep a 4 month hrt emergency supply at the ready but god damn it I needed to do other stuff there like the name change stuff. Everyday my life gets harder and harder
There's better ways to hide le forehead if that's a problem, like, as long as your fringe isn't completely straight you're pretty much good. Kinda works if you have a ponytail though, but yeah.
Oh I think I know what you are getting at now. The completely straight blunt bangs right? I agree they look universally horrible.
>tfw unironically had a tranny bowl cut for a while
Honestly if I was you, I would sell your bikes, pack as light as you can and take greyhound up to portland or seattle. It will be hard living in a shelter, but don't tell them you have money. Find a job up there and then rent a place. It does you no good by waiting down here unless you can get your name changed within 10 weeks. My name change is done and all my id is done. Basically I can move anywhere now.
>wants to move to portland
>I hate pubic transportation
Although you most likely look down on public transit in california because only minorities take it down here. Anywhere north of LA on the west coast public transit is taken by everyone. Well maybe not Sacramento. I never took public transportation there.
But in the bay area everyone used the muni and bart
Everyone used public transport in Seattle. Hell I got pictures of tons of people waiting at boss stops in down town Seattle.
Most of the people I saw on public transport in Portland were white
but you are racist lol ....
Okay fantastic I have to ask if I'm allowed to trip up.
Seriously, what's wrong with taking the bus? Just pay your shekels and go to your destination
Its a very feminine haircut. And i pass much better with it mainly because my awful eyebrows is covered with those short bangs.
This is probably why a lot of women have that haircut, to cover their awful eyebrows and/or its for a lot of women who dont want to spend an eternity to do their eyebrows and worry they did it wrong when they can just cover it with short bangs.
Also black frame glasses unlike skinny glasses hide awful facial features or adds to them. Emos actually found this out and lots of emos that migrated to the hipster trend took it with them and it exploded from there.
>tfw not sure if you want srs because it seems pretty bad
A G P
what did you expect from him
he wears his mom's dresses, talks about himself like he's the transgender saint but isn't any different from 60 year old crossdressing daddies with an ad hoc "femme" persona to fulfill their fetish
>then apply to more places
there are no more places
>What are you writing on your resume?
my resume is stellar, that's not this issue, the issue is I have never worked with customers before and they don't want to pay to train me because my only job experience is with construction and fabrication. Its so hard to be able to change fields, I am sick of manly work, I just wanted to work indoors.
Exactly, that's what I meant! Like, WHY would you want that? Like, EVER?
I pretty much only see hipsters and really geeky chicks rock that style. I'd be happy to see their "ugly" features instead of a really awkward style that makes them look like granny's. It works for some though, it does however look dreadful on the vast majority of people imo. To me, its kinda like having a bowlcut as a guy.
I was trying to be nice to you and you ignored it, stop being a butthead. People aren't picking on you for where you're at in transition, you're behaving horrible! Nobody would put up with a pretty super model acting this way either, or anyone really.
I don't hate people who have had their needs met better than me. Transition has been sad for me and pushed me to the limits of my tolerance for bullshit. I don't want it to be that way for fucking anyone. I doubt it was a picnic for those people either! Why kick them when they're down just because I'm lower?
Don't be so shitty to people, lashing out is a vicious cycle. You're not special, what you're doing is as bad for yourself as anyone else who tries to hurt people to cope. You should just calm down and find people cry with among us instead of trying to step on us.
If you could just feel good for people who have worked up to a bit of happiness, you'd be happier too, even if only by empathy, and it would be easier to work towards your goals and feel good about yourself too. Are you acting like the person you want to be? You should feel like you're above doing what you're doing to us, if your standards for yourself are really so fucking high. You are more than a body, set some standards that aren't just about looking like a girl, and develop as a person.
I don't hate you. Nobody here wants to hate you, but you're behaving like you don't want to give anyone the choice...
Please, stop being so hostile Kayla.
Or you don't get hired because autistic with an awful personality.
>mfw everyone in this thread is pretty much always at someone's throat
I calculated that I could save that money working mostly part-time in ~2-3 years on minimum wage
>2-3 years on minimum wage
and if you can cope with your tumor that long then you are a stronger person than me, but I can't deal with it anymore, I am at the point I want to slice it all off and flush it
I make that in about a year senpai.
It's called work 3 jobs
>Don't they cover it in your state though?
Well I need to ask my clinic but I can't because my only mode of transport is fucked. Jesus I wanted to win the fucking powerball so bad, I was going to buy everyone srs.
>you will never watch eliot slice his benis off and bleed out on cam
it takes longer than that. under the NHS here you won't get a referral for SRS until you've been full-timing for 2 years.
that's a 2 year wait from full-time, not a 2 year wait from starting hormones, so take me for example i don't think i'll be able to get anything done until the latter half of 2018.
don't care if she does it, just don't want to see it.
Okay, I think this has gone on long enough, Kayla, you need help. Go see a therapist or shrink, no offense or anything but I'm genuinely concerned at this point. Do it, you need it. If you're murrican and your stupid-ass healthcare system doesn't cover it, visit your local church.
Seattle is a lot prettier.
If you want something that badly, you gotta fucking work for it
What you are doing is not the way to cope with suicidal thoughts. If you really feel that bad, that only makes it more important that you listen to what I said. Take deep breaths, go for a run, meditate, anything! You're just going to drown in a sea of your own bile and hatred if you don't get off this path. I believe you can.
Its probably true that I really don't understand just how bad you feel, but you don't need to drag me or anyone else down to what you're feeling now for us to want to see you smiling and calm and happy. I wish you could feel my feels instead. You understand that what you're feeling isn't how anyone should feel right? Do you really want your misery to have company more than you want to get better?
its a pipe dream
it will be at least 10-20 years before a MRKH style vaginal transplant will be viable and they will more than likely have to give you classic SRS/labiaplasty before hand/during anyway
we will never get to a point where we can get an injection and be told
>give it a week and your penis will have turned into a vagina
its pure fantasy
don't you think you should focus on passing first before getting a vagina nobody would ever want to use :)
i applied to be a grounds maintenance operative for the district council :^)
i have a fair amount of experience doing outdoorsy manual labour so hopefully i get it.
last year i applied to subway and they conveniently "lost" my application when i checked back 2 weeks later.
>last year i applied to subway and they conveniently "lost" my application when i checked back 2 weeks later.
that is so fucked of them
jesus why is it so hard to be trans and get hired? fucking shit, this crap makes me want to be in intern for a lgbt law center
to be fair they weren't discriminating me for being trans given i was still very much trying to present as my assigned gender aha.
i think they didn't understand that my employment gap was because of college... something like that i dunno. either that or they had somehow cottoned onto me being a mental outpatient.
>be straight femdom fetishist
>realize latent fetish for getting dominated by tranny
>try to find passing trannies
>find like 3 and one of them is linetrap
>wait 15,000 years for one to do any kind of dominant/POV blowjob porn
>they always do the exact opposite, all submissive
>linetrap finally does one
>it's fucking terrible
>everyone reading this post is a dude with eyeshadow and a bassy voice
>even that tripfag muffins who is pretty passing sounds like a gay bass singer
I JUST WANT ONE WHO A) LOOKS LIKE A GIRL B) SOUNDS LIKE A GIRL C) IDENTIFIES AS A GIRL TO FUCK MY THROAT
NOW I'M BACK TO REPRESSING IT TO THE BACK OF MY UNCONSCIOUS AND JUST FEELING GUILTY ABOUT IT
FUCKING WORTHLESS LINETRAP LEARN TO BE A PORN
the smug self satisfaction of making someone who looks down on others - someone who has absolutely zero going for them, in any way - feel like the human trash they are
I was raised Mormon. I moved out at 18, I didn't get to start HRT until I was 20 in 2010. There was no help from my parents, my parent's income also disqualified me from federal student aid of any kind. While I was in school, I worked 30 hours a week on top of a full load of nuclear engineering courses at UC Berkeley, but it wasn't enough to pay the bills really. I graduated with about $80K in student debt that haunts me to this day. My career never took off after university. As things stand today, after rent and minimum loan payments, I have $300 a month to handle food, internet, cell phone, meds, and everything else life demands. I'm 26 now.
I never gave up. This past year especially, I've been fighting hard for myself, and making the push to get where I need to be at least in transition. My health insurance, Kaiser, finally is going to be covering SRS. I initially made contact with Meltzer's office a little less than a year ago, I had my consultation with him about 4 months ago. I'm going to have surgery with him over a year from now. By the time I have surgery, if my date doesn't get bumped up (and they commonly do, I'm told), I will be a few weeks into my 28th year of life. It will be about 7 and a half years since I started HRT at that point.
I've also been pushing Kaiser for covering other things, and it's been an embarrassing involved process for me, but I have made more progress than I ever thought I possibly could to that end. It's been like a year of constant phone calls and talking to the right people and begging honestly... For the past 5 or so months they've been helping me with laser hair removal on my face, finally. 2 months ago, I had breast augmentation covered by them. I'm trying to set a precedent for them covering FFS, and I'm close to getting my way, it's just not set in stone yet.
I never could have done any of this if I spent all day online trying to make people understand my pain. There has been a lot of pain and patience.
kayla's tits don't look like that. they look like pic related
How does one pass?
I can't afford to get anything fixed, but I really really want to pass. I have been losing weight but I have no idea what else to do.
Can someone explain to me why Craigslist Portland has apartment listing in fucking Washington?
the fact that you're all ethnic and stuff means you'd probably pass on that basis alone in the uk (ie you're fairly passable from my perspective, even with the brow bossing), i dunno what it's like when you live in a mexican-dense area though.
The Portland Metro area is made up of Portland Oregon and Vancouver Washington which is on the other side of the Columbia river. If you can land a job in washington and live in washington, or say you live in washington, then you don't have to pay state income tax and can shop in the zero tax portland.