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Not even yume's cock can fill this hole in my heart.
aaaand i'm off to finish what i started
can't say it's been fun but see you all another time
>tfw your gf anime stutters IRL
you had better be talking about an album or something
Why does everyone have to leave? We're supposed to be sisters.
So Im just now lurking for the first time today. What the hell is going on?
this is pretty baller anon
good idea. ive been meaning to quit this shithole of a board anyway. all it makes me do is dwell on myself and feel like shit even though people say i pass and nobody misgenders me in real life. i just want to try and live a normal life and shit. it isnt helpful with kids from /pol/ shitposting all the time and unhappy trannies being mean to each other because of their extreme dissatisfaction of themselves. nobody cares about an anon, theres always going to be new ones but cya forever i guess. you make me depressed and i dont need you anymore
Is this true? This is kind of a punch to the gut.
>tfw largish hands
>tfw broad shoulders
>tfw bridged nose
My face is super feminine though. Still. Seems like no amount of surgery will allow me to pass according to this
slightly below average male sized
Not much hip or ass. However I am getting a boob job to make them appear smaller. how big of a tell is it?
Like a bump on the nose
Anons bullying and I also think she was upset that her posting her pic made so many unpassing people so depressed
I don't think that should mean she's not allowed to feel happy posting her pics but at the same time I'm one of those people so I understand the other side of the argument about how seeing people doing much better than you ever can because of genetics is fucking heartbreaking
truth is there's no easy answers because there's no easy answer to our problems full stop, the universe doesn't care about us and for plenty of us life is a daily struggle to survive in the face of unbeatable odds
Honestly we should just let mtfg die. It was fun for a long while but it's just gotten too fucked-up to function properly anymore. The noobie pre-transitioners have trans help general to ask about getting started and stuff, the trips still have the skype group to socialise in, so there's nothing healthy coming out of keeping this monster running. can we all, or at least most of us, just agree to let it peter out as much as possible?
been lurking these shitshows for a couple years now
yall a bunch of cucks desu
It'd be so lonely though; maybe if /tlg/ picked back up again, it used to be pretty good back in the day. Skype and IRC and such just aren't the same, there's something cozy about image board threads that other media don't quite have, I don't know what really. It'd definitely nice if /mtfg/ could go back to being slightly less fucked-up, though.
I told myself the same shit before I pulled the trigger. Just do it! Yesterday you said tomorrow. Just DO IT.meme
>I've spent the past 10 years convincing myself it's not real dysphoria, it's only because I'm a virgin, or that I don't have any companions. It's a fetish. Etc.
>I half believe it now and it stops me dead before I manage to actually order the hormones. I don't know how many times I've gotten right to the final click on AllDayChemist.
If people say I pass but I don't can I still post?
What a shit rule, delete this hon.
>tfw joan will never respond to your advances
Maybe we should have no rules? Maybe we should stop this tribal "I'm more trans than you" bullshit.
If you're a trans girl, and you want to post here, you are allowed to post here. Pre-everything, pre-hrt, 5 months hrt, 5 years hrt, pre-op, non-op, post-op, etc. We're all in the same fight.
It's this constant,
>PRE-HRT SCUM SHOULD LEAVE
>NON FULL TIMES SHOULD LEAVE
>NON-OPS SHOULD LEAVE
>PASSERS SHOULD LEAVE
>NON-PASSERS SHOULD LEAVE
shit that is ruining the general to begin with.
nonpassers are consistently the ones driving people out and ruining the mood of the thread
i think we should at least discuss having nonpassers move somewhere else. they'd certainly be in good company in a place like stephanie's playground with other nonpassers.
>tfw you will never get that Anonymous is making advances on you because you're the oblivious protagonist archetype
(Besides, Anonymous is best girl, she deserves to hook up with a much better tripfag.)
>i think we should at least discuss having nonpassers move somewhere else.
Great, we should make it so everyone has to post verified proof of them passing otherwise they'll be completely ignored. That won't split the community at all, or go again the whole point of being anonymous.
Let's attack and hunt down the less genetically fortunate and drive them away because they're depressed, that way we (the genetically unfortunate) can sit and wallow in our depression in peace.
Fuck you, fuck everything you're saying. You're a filthy chaser who just wants these threads to be full of Bailey Jay shemale hotties.
I wonder if Kayla/shitposters are happy that all the "filthy passers" are all gone now.
But I know that she'll just find something else to scapegoat her problems on.
The younger ones will be next I bet
Gonna be a lot of yelling at people who "were privileged enough to start at a young age"
It's really not, there is a difference between not being a hugbox and being a cancer filled hole of shitposting.
Fuck this neo-4chan "NORMIES REEEE" mentality where we constantly destroy our own communities to try and drive out these mystical boogeymen. Or boogeyhons. /mtfg/ has gone years without some retarded "ONLY PASSERS ALLOWED, GENETIC LOTTERY LOSERS CAN FUCK OFF" policy and we're not infested with hons.
We don't need to hugbox. If an uggo posts and asks if they pass, you can call them an uggo. But it doesn't mean we can't get along with each other and be supportive of other trans girls going through the same bullshit. Deliberately splitting the community and fighting just makes everyone more miserable, we can help eachother get through this but not if we devolve into "I'M TRUTRANS, YOU'RE AGP SCUM FUCK OFF" shit. This isn't Tumblr or Reddit, it's not a contest to see who has the most dysphoria and the weirdest gender.
Also, by the way chaser-kun, you already drove our last passer out. So welcome to non-passers general.
>feel the urge to talk to new people
>talk to random guy cause he lives near me
>good taste in anime and games
>makes his own music which is actually pretty good
holy shit im usually into girls, is this the guy that turns me straight?
it's just not safe for nonpassers here, they can't control their emotions when they see a passer. maybe we should at least post a warning in the OP for nonpassers telling them that there are passers in these threads that posts their photos? that way girls who know they can take it can go somewhere like reddit or stephanie's playground to feel more at home.
jesus just don't, come on
your music has good production and you seem fun and nice and stuff god damn
Wow, hey guys! I have an idea, how about we encourage a general culture where trans women who don't pass are not allowed to post pictures of themselves and will be promptly ridiculed and sent to an ugly girl general. This will be very healthy for our general, and definitely will not encourage every woman here with dysphoria (oh shit, that's all of us) to hide themselves and fester hatred towards themselves.
Let's see if we can get that suicide rate up to a passing grade, girls!
A little late to go on a trip, isn't it? Maybe come home and go tomorrow when it's bright?
Anyways when is your next song coming out, I'm looking forward to it.
let the record show that this is a horrendously gross misrepresentation of what's being suggested
no one is saying people have to prove they pass, just that when a nonpasser gets rowdy when they see a passer's photo we kindly ask them to leave
considering how much angry they claim passers make them, wouldn't they prefer to have their own thread?
They never said they passed lol
Spending copious amounts of time alone, being awkward due to social anxiety, and getting rid of friends currently
Hopefully that will change and I can get back to cars, guitars, computers, firearms, skiing and mtb racing though.
What are you into? I want to have some irl friends that didn't know me before transition so I will probably be moving to Portland. Are you in Portland like everyone here seems to be?
Non passers just need to stop flaming. They need passers help too
Or better yet, convince her to stop bullying people
I don't mind you in here as long as you aren't telling us to kill ourselves every thread
That's not hug boxing that's being an open community
Also who the fuck is this edgar everyone has been talking about
Yes. Suck his dick and swallow
Yeah she is cute af and she left because people were shitty to her
Time to post selfies? Time to post selfies.
Or he's a stealth trans man
What do you mean? Are you trying to kill yourself too? Fuck.
We just need to collectively shame flamers
I think that means she is going to throw herself in front of a train
I also want to see this
I can't make out any identifying text or whatever so I can't even call up the railway and warn them or get the local emergency people to show up. This sucks. Please let this all be a misunderstanding on our part.
>I don't mind you in here as long as you aren't telling us to kill ourselves every thread
i've never done this, i'm a very respectful chaser and generally don't do anything to identify myself as a chaser
She's having an extra rough night tonight because we broke up.
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I don't think you understand what I'm saying then. If we encourage a culture where non-passers are shamed into leaving and not posting, you're encouraging a culture where women with dysphoria are too scared to post in fear of not passing and being flamed.
Guess who has dysphoria in /mtfg/? E V E R Y O N E. Even Elanna didn't think she passed. If you say only passers can post pictures, nobody will post pictures. This general will just become a bunch of chasers going, "17/m/mexico where are the hot shemales?? xD"
Like it or not, faggot, most of us don't pass. The difference is that this isn't a hotties meetup thread or a porn thread for chasers. This is a thread for trans women. I don't care if a girl posts here and has a man jaw, she's still one of us.
Boo hoo, fuck off. Everyone shits on everyone.
She's offline on everything I have her on. I don't have her phone number.
It's a little late for a train, isn't it? 2 AM where she is now. Last night it sounded like the last one would have already came.
I wish I could do something, I've stopped her before but if I have no way of communicating with her there's nothing I can do.
anyone can post pictures, even nonpassers. people will tell them they don't pass, like they do already. if they lash out at passers, they gotta go. it will be exactly the same as it is now, we just won't sit idly by while people like elanna get berated for not being ugly
Yeah I think Im just going to deal with living as a guy after reading through the threads tonight. I dont think Im crazy or delusional enough to put myself through what will most likely be a fail attempt at living as a girl. Sometimes one just has to accept reality. See you all around. I'll still try to fuck a transgirl every now and then to keep it all repressed.
>I thought trains ran all night
cargo which is something I didnt think about
I had her Skype and basically everything online.
I don't, I dont even know the station.
Time-stamp is legit at least. I don't want to say she's not gonna do it but I really hope she's just making a cry for attention right now.
Nah, I'm pretty far from her.
As much as that sounds like bullshit I hope you actually did.
heres the number for long island rail road someone call them and give them a warning (718) 217-5477
everyone else should get on google maps and see if they can find the train stop in the pic she posted
It's an unmanned station, Speonk (LIRR station) maybe? I'm a Canuck so I don't know anything about Long Island.
>who the fuck is this edgar everyone has been talking about
Edgar/Noelle is someone who used to post in mtfg. She left after she was doxxed and found to be creepin' on Edie elsewhere on the internet. Or maybe she's still around as an anon, who knows.
White building matches, it's Speonk for sure no doubt.
also this photo matches
No no no, read the sign, that's mastik shirley
You found it though
My bad, that picture is Mastic – Shirley (LIRR station) but still, that has to be it.
you can partially see it here
>tfw your vision starts swimming very slightly and you have to get up in 5 hours
estrogen is the best antidepressant i've ever ingested
Yeah, I'm here.
This is her. She might be wearing black glasses too, I don't know if she wears those regularly or not. Her work picture didn't have them so idk.
i'm literally a translesbian who was saved from suicide by blockers and estradiol
i... may be okay with dicks in general, but if they're not attached to girls then i'm entirely uninterested
Mastic Shirley station.
Grace? Call it in before she gets on board, you're a big girl you can do it for her. it'd be extremely painful if we lost her. And why would we want that?
I'm never even here in the first place. I gave up on here for the most part.
Thank god, to whoever phoned it in, you're a fucking saint
Can everyone stop shitposting so much?
Nobody is dying and least of all the usual hoax suspects.
This thread gets more retarded and histrionic with each passing day.
Please think before you do drugs and post at the same time.
sheen if you're reading this please don't do it on monday or whatever. dont even joke about it please talk to someone about what you're going through someone who's equipped to help you please
Sorry, anon. I think I just assisted in saving someone's life, I'm filled my "giving a fuck" quota for the day.
she's got like 5 days to think about it there's no way she'll do it
if she had said she was going to do it tonight, i'd be worried. but 5 days is too long to go without second guessing your decision
I'm relieved. I'm still worried for her, but at least she is out of immediate danger for now.
as someone whos lost someone who they really care about to a very similar situation, to everyone involved in what just happened, thank you for doing what you did to prevent her going through with it, you guys are awesome and i love all of you
1/3 saved (for now), today wasn't a total failure!
>Select all images with trains
>/mtfg/ has run its course and should shut down.
You're free to leave, desu.
The suicide pact I just filed with /mtfg/ lists me, my anons, kiwi here, but only one of you! First one to shitpost gets to die with me.
It would be pretty rude of me to get into what would drive her to suicide in this thread of all places. That's why I told you to ask her yourself, it'll be safer in a private conversation.
Most of us don't have a problem with chasers, this just isn't a place for you to chase. It's not /soc/ or some meetup thread, it's a place for trans women to wallow in how ugly we all are.
So yeah it's very frustrating when chasers come in and start telling us how to live and how we should change to make sure their fetish is taken care of.
If you want to chase do it somewhere appropriate.
This isn't a pass to the trap thread backstage ffs. Could you please whine about how oppressed boohoo your chaser ass is at a more appropriate time or are you not enough of a functional human being to do that?
It doesn't matter who we are, what matters is we're trans.
Yeah I must admit there's something attractive about traps who are kind of high maintenance/dramatic but I don't think I could handle suicidal drama once a month... I'm glad she's okay, but fuck.
Also is trap offensive? I suppose I'm technically a chaser, but I'm monogamous and into long term relationships so I don't know if that affects my being deemed as one.
Maybe if you stopped mapping the deep web I'd be able to breathe easy that my freedom isn't under attack by a rogue mechanical superintelligence.
Generally when people talk about 'chasers' they aren't talking about all people that are attracted to transgirls, for what it's worth. (At least when they're not joking or trying to stir up some shit.) It's kind of like how 'hon' doesn't really mean any non-passing older transwoman, there's a certain kind of pathological personality that goes with it. Chances are that you're not the sort of guy (or girl? I guess I shouldn't presume) that they're complaining about.
>hating on traps
Its every one of our roots. Dont forget where you came from.
Wow, way to woo me there fetishist. Just right off the bat invalidate my whole reason for being here.
When you fail a suicide attempt in such a way that forces you to believe that there was some reason it didn't work, you really can only go up and up from there my friend. At your lowest point there is only good ahead
trap is some doujin shit referring to crossdressers, bruh. trannies can't really count as such imo but i'm open to be proven wrong. i mean real talk no matter what you say, you're going to hurt some retards feelings because apparently nobody has thick skin in this shithole.
i'm happy you're happy too. :)
the night is darkest just before the don
trap means "femboy, passing cross dressing boy, passing transgirl
it means all of those and the term originated on /b/
I consider myself a trap, Bailey Jay used to be called linetrap etc. It's very common for transgirls to refer to themselves as that.
>Also is trap offensive?
>Is calling a woman with gender dysphoria a male crossdresser and fetishist offensive
I'll get back to you with an answer after I'm done crying thanks to you reminding me that I'm a fucking failure, and most of society sees me as either a gay freak or a toy for fetishists.
Really? This is confusing. I'm the anon that asked if "trap" was offensive and everyone seems to have gotten pretty pissed at me for using it. I just want to know what to say because I'm really not interested in insulting anyone or being an ass.
It would be extremely shameful.
ya but its kinda lost its meaning since /b/. like literally every idiot calls themselves a 'trap' when they don't even pass to begin with. thats why personally i just see it as a doujin exclusive thing for the most part since thats where people get their brains rotted into believing they can pull it off themselves. im not denying theres still some but its a smaller realistic percentile than people like to think.
calm down bruh
Kiwi was a chaser that kept a trans girl and forced her to stay with him because she was broke and other reasons. Cheska met another trip and Kiwi went stalker crazy. This gave Cheska enough reason to not feel guilty when she hit it off with Sophie. Kiwi came here as anon and started to harass and attack Cheska for months with private pics and info so she and Sophie left. All the while posting pics of train stations and making multiple fake suicide threats.Then Kiwi starts self medding tried to rape Jocelyn, harassed Jocelyn out of /mtfg/ as anon, pretends to be straight, dates yet another MtF and then the situation as it is now. All of this happened in the last 5 months. Regular attention whoring drama cunts that drop trip to self white knight.
yume can't you just call me a girl?
I dont like trap because of the notion behind it, that you're trapping guys. Creates the notion that trans girls are lesser than bilogical girls. Which hurts, because its true.
Tranny is just a shortened version of literally the scientific word for what i am.
You're probably a chaser i guess idk. I think there should be, like, classifications for chasers. Class 1 chaser is like, a gay guy with catholic parents and hes confused and thinks trans girls are just men, and like class 5 is a typical dude with a fetish for boyish girls that went too far or something
yeah but that's exactly what descriptivist linguistics is, everyone uses it to mean transgirl in general and its mostly used by transgirls so that's what it means. Basic linguistics
So the history of trap, so far as I remember, is that it started out with the whole Admiral Akbar meme in reference to shemales / crossdressers / whatever that look female luring in straight guys before revealing their dicks. It's probably not too hard to understand that a reasonable portion of transgirls are not really thrilled with being associated with that. Regardless, it evolved pretty quickly to mainly being a term for passing femboys and possibly pre-transition or very early transition transgirls, especially in the context of 2D porn but also in general. So for that reason as well you'll probably have transgirls that don't feel the term describes them. Again, it varies, some will be okay with it, but in general it's not a good idea to assume that transgirls will like being called that.
yume please just say i'm a girl and nothing but a girl, please. i want this penis gone, i want srs so bad sometimes i wish i could do it myself.
i want a pussy more than anything and i want you to fuck that pussy.
please yume, i'm just a girl and nothing else.
btw i don't know where to post this stuff but i used to use it to argue on reddit
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for sure but youve gotta recognize how incorrect it is on a higher level. like personally i dont give a shit what people call themselves but if an ugly hon tries to flaunt their nasty ass body and calls themselves a trap, i'm not going to hesitate to call them out on their shit, you know? like i just look at words as their literal meaning.
>not manchild to freak
step it up.
Thanks. This is very helpful.
Just to give you guys some context (if anyone cares), I've been seeing a trans girl and I really don't want to fuck this up. It's my first serious relationship and I'm really scared that I'm gonna say something retarded and ruin things.
just because i don't freak out and get "triggered" when i hear a word, doesn't mean i have to enjoy being called it. and it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me.
fastest ways to turn me off and never get in my pants:
>call me a trap
>call me a tranny
>call me a shemale
>say you'll fuck my boypussy
Transitioning has been a slow descent into madness.
I'm quite literally losing my mind. I mean, I'm used to emotionality since I had a 'doglike' honest, expressive personality until university levelled me out, but I've never had a long-term, unfixable reason to be depressed. The good always outweighed the bad, and both were always fleeting, so it didn't really matter anyway.
But now... now, a year and a half in, I've lost all hope and my lifelong dreams have been shattered. Aside from some extra *bonus* emotionality and some minor breast growth / fat redistribution (like I had much to redistribute anyway), nothing really changed. Same old maleish body in the mirror, same old future. Just with a more radiant, healthy coat of skin and much less in the way of hair (from electrolysis).
I mean, I could get an augmentation, but that won't fix my boxy shoulders or my lack of hips.
> 5'9", 27" waist, 30" underbust, 34" hips, 32" bust (measured properly with the buttocks, and most of it is just ass), average shoulders for a woman, but boxy.
> 100% passable face.
Eugh. I'm seriously starting to lose it. I've just had misfortune after misfortune in my life, and the only damn thing I ever truly wanted is unattainable. It's not like I could ever get a proper boyfriend or anything anyway, not with this grotesque body.
I feel like ending it. No surgery will give me hips. No surgery will give me a moderately-sized chest that looks and feels real. No surgery will fix these shoulders. I have money that I earned by working my ass off, but what use is it when it can't fix anything?
Trap implies I'm a boy though. I'm not. I'm not usually one to get hung up on stuff like this but I don't like someone calling me a term that means I'm not a girl.
That goes for any word Captain Deconstruction. Yes I did just learn about that in college today. If I want to give any word any meaning I feel like what is the point of language at all?
grace wants me to thank you so
t-thanks, i guess
i'm home now and going to bed
sorry for the trouble
I happen to think it's cute too, but I understand why many others don't like it and don't think they're wrong to feel that way either. (Although you're wrong, the cutest is definitely 男の娘.)
>treat her like a cis girl
That's the plan, but I still feel the need to be careful with my choice of words, obviously.
I don't know what this means.
Hypothetically though, couldn't be also seen as flattering because it's acknowledging that you have zero visible remaining traits of your assigned sex, i.e. you pass wonderfully?
Basically these. Call me a tranny, sure. I'm a transexual. Call me a trap? Fuck you, I'm not a trap.
If one of my other trans girl friends calls me a tranny, I don't care. It's like nigger for black people in a way. But if a cis male is calling me a tranny he can fuck off, that just hurts.
I don't want any boyfriend that thinks he needs to come up with a seperate classification to describe me instead of just "girl", "woman", "female."
Yea maybe less endearing coming from someone without perspective. But idk i dont wanna be that person whos like "thats our word". I feel like, actually, the words arent offensive, the context they are used in is. Being sensitive and crying any time someone uses a word you dont like is bratty and stupid.
kiwi plowed cheska for about 5 years w his big dick
cheska cheated on kiwi a few times and he still didn't leave her
it was only when cheska ran off with sophie that the relationship ended
kiwi literally found out by reading abby's post that sophie had texted her that their budding online thing was not going to happen
kiwi did imply suicide with the train station pic gimmick
someone did post some creep shots of cheska looking like a landwhale
kiwi decides to start tripping here
the kiwi jocelyn meetup for sex was a ruse, but jokes on joc b/c kiwi wanted at least some head, and this is how the rape myth started
buns/shay is also another cancerous individual that was part of this group
>couldn't be also seen as flattering because it's acknowledging that you have zero visible remaining traits of your assigned sex
When you put it like that, however it means I'm biologically a boy which I don't like being reminded of.
Glad to see you're okay, try and get some sleep.
i mean i don't mean every word in a literal sense, but there's a few words that are just like "hang the fuck on, retard. that's just outright incorrect." usually i only feel that way about titles/names for shit.
language is for communication and expression, hows someones preference to use words in a different meaning on a personal level devalue the point of language in any way?
treating her like a cis girl is how you flatter her. as people have been saying, some people find 'trap' offensive, so it's better to just not do it.
But the fact that it's used by such a large number of people who are trans to refer to themselves, that's what it means by virtue of so many people believing it so
>The trans community has taken the word and made it our own
You mean you have, the trans community isn't a hive mind. Some people just don't like it for very valid reasons, and I don't see why we should respect girls enough to just not call them derogatory words they don't like being called.
If you don't mind being called a trap, and gem doesn't mind you calling her a trap, then more power to you both. But it hurts me, and I'd really appreciate not being called a trap.
If you don't want to respect that it's your call, but it's still going to hurt me.
I am relaxed, or well, I'm already so miserable that you trying to antagonize me doesn't do much.
But you're certainly not helping me feel less like I want to die.
Who all here posts or has posted on https://www.reddit.com/r/traps/
I bet many of you have.
there was a strawpoll way back that showed around 30% had posted in /r/girlsindiapers, which is ironic since trans girls aren't allowed to post in that subreddit anymore
i don't recall there being a poll for /r/traps, but i'm sure it's a similar percentage, if not a higher one
23. There were a bunch of facial changes, but in terms of my body, basically nothing changed except for hair and skin tone. Didn't have much muscle to begin with, but what was there melted.
I'm 118" lbs~, so yeah, underweight.
you can use it i guess
I just wish I was a normal girl so I didn't have to deal with this hate and shit.
and boypussy like wtf
stay safe kiwi
what does that mean?
i haven't but i might. my brother and sister use reddit though
Trans is just a word that any guy can call them self just like the word Trap and the word Woman. There is nothing anyone can do to stop them. But they don't get to decide the experience or self describing words used by other people either.
Gross, they're all 3D 'n shit; the only good trap is a 2D trap.
I hope so for your own sake. I don't wish this torment on anyone else.
It's nothing but constant leaping between heart-wrenching despair and being emotionally drained and robotic. My heart can't take it, and every time I count my blessings, they count fewer, and my curses, plentiful.
Literally losing my mind. I give me another six months, at best, before I jump in front of a train.
Preferably just don't call them anything, but I mean. Genitals works. Or penis. I won't get mad at someone for saying I have a penis, my penis does a great job of constantly reminding me of it's presence and making me mad as is.
But penis works, because that's what it is. If you say I have a penis, you're right. If you say I am a trap you're wrong and you're belittling me.
Otoko no Ko: It's a play on words that doesn't really translate well, but 男の子 (otoko no ko) is a common word meaning "boy" (literally "male child"), while 男の娘 (otoko no ko) is pronounced the same way but the different character changes the meaning to something like "male girl" or "male daughter". The closest equivalents in English are probably trap or femboy, it sort of covers both.
Technically maybe. I started just before i turned 20, but i dont think my hip bones have actually changed. That said, they were already slightly wide before i started. >>5707501
When i wanna be nude online i just send out my kik on /soc/. I really dislike reddit tho. If you dont mind it, why not?
My boyfriend won't post here, he constantly hints at wanting me to stop posting here. He's convinced it's a toxic enviroment and turns anyone who posts here into a troll.
In my eyes anonymity is the the only way to give your honest opinion without being hated.
Bones will probably change a bit. Fat distribution will definitely be a thing.
Also hips are weird and distribution in the middle is a lot more common than people think so you might already be lucky in a way.
>He's convinced it's a toxic environment
He's not wrong.
How discreet is AllDayChemist packaging? I really don't need a box coming to the door that just says, "YOUR SON IS A FAILURE"
>tfw /frz/ is kill
I didn't expect to feel this feel tonight
Its very discreet. Theres no labels, that said:
I came out to my family because i started self medding and i ordered from adc, and when my meds came, my mom picked them up for me, saw they were from india and opened up my package. So, she saw no labels, just a crazy lady with a grudge against packages from india. Be careful.
Mine have never opened one of my packages (I order a lot of them which is handy), but I really don't need the first one they do open to be hormones. It's one thing to open a package and go, "Oh, he bought a comic book."
I tried to post on the reddit trans board but it told me I needed karma. Site literally demands you whore out for upvotes before you can post on its transboard. Where Im positive Id immediately lose all my karma if I did get it because I won't hugbox people.
Ill post on 4chan where if some one doesnt pass I can tell them and instead of getting kicked off the board I just have everyone hating me instead.
As in people bullying passers or passers bullying nonpassers? Ive been on every side of that equation at some point.
I guess it's not super relevant, but a lot of the time someone would say >tfw you'll never be Elsa
and then it'd turn out there are half a dozen actual trannies lurking and the thread would turn into mtfg - Frozen edition
i think mine have but i might be wrong
or how eating certain foods boosted their estrogen *sigh*
yet you post the same character in every post
it will just say alldaychemist on it
your mom is a felon now you can blackmail her
im 5'10 and purposefully went from 135 (perfect fit male) to 150 while on hormones so the fat went to the right places. it works yo. stretch marks are all over tho.
if your parents open your mail move out or tell them to stop. fuck that.
i like that rule because a lot of people from the trans hate subs (yes these actually exist) kept telling us we were delusional freaks, kill ourselves, etcetera
as in elanna
cuz i have guns and know what im doing lol
i guess i would be very masculine in that i would succeed
*shrug* shit happens, even Sarina has a few stay anons claiming she's an unpassable hon/man when she gets posted here. If Sarina can't escape that then the rest of us are doomed.
People are going to tell you that you're a delusional freak for the rest of your life, it will never go away. Id rather take the shitposting with the honesty than no shitposting with all hugboxing.
Also I really don't, I post anon with no avatar all the time.
>Its 3am now. I work at 1pm. I have to leave at 12pm. Can i afford to sleep now?
I'm going to bed in an hour and I have the same schedule, except it's 4am here.