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Ancient History: >>5704106
we're getting into some legit degenerate territory here
I need more people playing Drive Any Track so I can beat their times.
Y-yeah, my favorites games are old but like I just want to shoot stuff without autism.
im procrastinating on an assignment once more which means without fail i always end up back here for some reason
whats going on today on /mtfg/
Don't bully me.
>tfw shit voice so cant play bully games with my friends
it's my homework for german class
>If i had a nigger, i would love and paint her
Actually that would be me. I'm like a metric ton which is why I always animepost.
>tfw start to get satisfied with my face
>tfw realize how wide my body is
Fuck I hate this ride
what's the dollar for
like, paying to get scars professionally made? i'd totally do that (didn't know that was a thing) but i'm just going to mutilate myself at home
some of that shit is nonsensical though, like the scar going across his left eye
he should be blind if it went down his brow, over his eye and down his cheekbone
>tfw you sound like an autistic 12 year old
ackthually, that would be me. #fat fuckbuti'mlosingweightsothatsgoodithink
if you can, buy a corduroy shirt. those rival flannel in the comfy levels.
>tfw you sound like an autistic 35 years old man
>Around and around painted chair with a Kobold head on the seat
A R T
my body is gross and i'm all bloated and cramping so my waist is wrecked as a result. i look like a fridge wearing lingerie, my malformed ribs on one side are bugging me, and even when i tuck i have a bulge, my hands are bony and manly, my hair is a mess and i've not worn makeup today as i've just slept, cried and slept some more all day.
my body hasn't changed in 5 months since starting mones except for growing small boobs. just kill me. i'm a hon-in-waiting. i'm the on-hon-ing storm. i'm damned to kingdom hon.
I use to be over 300lbs when I was really depressed and it was miserable. I'm still around 275 but I'm still trying to lose more. But I'm 6'3" so it wouldn't look as bad if I was around 5'6", but I'd kill to be under 6'
Why did my fucking coping mechanism have to be food and masturbating
>automobile in the rain III with people at an accident
>tfw still have the same coping mechanism except my gf cooks for me and gives me blowy joeys
>when /mtfg/ finds my transpassing pic and uses it for the OP
>tfw u feel like u must have somehow manipulated ur partner to be dependent on u but she also makes "jokes" about putting a gps tracker on u and stuff
I guess there's a reason why it's called co-dependance
it's the view through the windscreen
verticle lines in the foreground are the distortion from the tracks of raindrops
red/blue dots are the lights of the emergency vehicle sirens diffused through the rain, yellow lights are headlights in the distance from oncoming traffic
it's pretty clever for an abstract painting actually but I got it immediately
That's pretty agp if i'm going to be tbqhon.
I would play with you but i'm yuro so it would lag to much.
this is 100% garbage and i'm going to do my homework on why i hate modern art and how anyone who disagrees should be shot in the gut
i hate abstract art
I am looking for one specific reaction image. It's in black and white manga style and the girl is smiling like she's curious but there is also a blank expression about her that could as well say "kill me." Does anyone have it? I doubt anyone has it but it's resposted here sometimes.
That's true, I started playing healer because everyone was so damn butthurt.
Not like anyone knows in non mmo's though.
>tfw you have a smart and skilled qt to heal and you always win when working togheter
>tfw tried braiding my hair for the first time
>tfw couldn't see shit
>tfw only light source in room is a single lightbulb in the middle of the cieling, inset so it provides shit lighting
d-did I do okay for my first time anon
>crusader era morrowind with good melee fighting
Kingdom Come will be real for sure.
I just realized that I'm a biscum /pol/tard faggot who's just lurking this thread. I'm only here because I know one of you tripfriends IRL and I was stupid enough to say some shit about the weather the last time I talked to her. Neat.
>tfw watching documentary about how every student at my college used to have to learn drownproofing to graduate
Thank god they don't do that anymore
>tfw think about posting body pic but you're pre HRT and fat and have a disgusting manly body
Well it's either lose the weight or kill myself, I've been giving the first option a shot
Why couldn't I get that or feeling like hurting myself instead of stuffing my fucking face every time I felt bad
Try and fake it with your hair tied back now, just fuck with your hair until it looks kind of like what you want and see if you still pass.
Pixie cuts are the cutest, pic related.
Ashamed of you.
Morrowind > Daggerfall > Skyrim > Oblivion > Arena
It kinda looks like this one, except the eyes are smaller, the eyebrows look "inquisitive" and there's a faint smile.
I usually wear my hair in a pony already since I think it makes me look a lot better. I hate having my hair down since it somehow frames my face to look even more masculine.
>Someone called me sir
>I got called dude
Nobody ever called me sir just walking around, even when I was full boymode.
Where do you people live?
i'm really psyched for that game too
honestly though, i just want to be able to be a hot, long haired helmetless heide knight in a game with good foot and horseback fighting
so i can be the cavalrywoman ive always been
pls give me crusader era headsplitting
muh morgan bible falchions
>Half the dungeons are literally copy/paste jobs
>90% of the NPCs are copy/pasted wikipedia kiosks
>don't have to do anything to prove you're worthy to be a guild master, just whip out your magical character sheet showing you payed for training
Yeah real great game there.
Tbf I personally prefer Morrowind, but people wear the nostalgia goggles hard with it.
Oblivion was a legit broken game. At least the other ones didn't actively incentivize you not to level up.
Come Melly, be my queen and we shall rule the kingdom off hondoor where we will live in harmony with the hons and rage war against the land of passteria
the thing with most old era gems is that even though they have as many problems as they do reasons that made a lot of them legendary is
they had enough effort and thought put into them to still shine even though they had real problems, because real effort made the things that worked /really/ work
these days its "OH LETS SEE HOW MANY FEATURES THAT ARE MORE SHALLOW THAN A KIDDY POOL WE CAN CRAM INTO OUR GAMES THAT LOOK LIKE REAL LIFE FINALLY"
can I come? I'll be your very very slightly femmeboy faced lehonolas
to be honest you look
like one of those 5/10 cis women that youd look at and maybe ponder their sex for a moment from a distance but accept as just a "eh" woman
and that constitutes passing, so yeah
This place has gotten kinda boring lately. I think I feel the grip loosening and the want to come here is lessening. I may finally be free.
Its mostly because all the threads are the exact same and bitches and meme posters are the only ones posting anymore.
>Same dungeon over and over
>Same meadow over and over
>Generic and boring story
>Baby tier action combat
>Giving all the Mer the same voice
>Making beast races whacky silly joke characters
>Fast travel everywhere for free lmao right from the start
>Quest markers because reading is too hard
Just fuck my franchise up. Oblivion was a horrific stumble in the wrong direction, Skyrim was one small step back in the right direction with a drunken stagger to the side.
The problem is Bethesda. As a publisher they're great, but as a developer, they've become just above mediocre, they still make good games, just not amazing games. NV is still better than 3 or 4
come here and suck my dick or let me suck yours bitch
I spent my winter trip money on Portland. Maybe later.
yeah /k/ and /pol/ are pretty cool. I am a nerdy /k/ and /pol/ girl.
I am native and in no way jewish
she had ffs. I look like a dude who is into metal.
My bf came out as trans last year and I still love her, even if things are less than ideal I've been supportive 100% since then.
but she's been talking about SRS offhand, so far I've dodged the question but deep down I feel awful that her dysphoria might actually pushing her to hack up her genitals.
This is make or break for me relationship wise but she is so fragile and I don't want to ruin what progress she's made by flat out telling her that.
what do anons
>like one of those 5/10 cis women that youd look at and maybe ponder their sex for a moment from a distance but accept as just a "eh" woman
and that constitutes passing, so yeah
and by this, i mean that feel youd get doing this
>before most people knew what a trans person was, so you simply accepted that some people looked like that and scaled them on attractiveness
i sure didn't for a while
get ffs, be the same kind of average together?
Talk to her about it and if she absolutely wants SRS then just be blunt but kind, explain how you feel and don't focus on it being her fault. Just explain you're not into vaginas and even if you can be intimate you still want to be friends or whatever.
>Muh Dark Brotherhood quest
And the rest was ass. Modded Oblivion as of 2016 > Modded Skyrim as of 2016, but vanilla to vanilla Oblivion is worse. Not by much, but worse.
That doesn't mean Skyrim wasn't a huge letdown and didn't suffer from a lot of the same problems, as well as some new problems of it's own. It just fucked up less.
Fallout 4 was still their best game since Morrowind, I don't have renewed faith in them but they didn't fuck up as bad as they could have.
>make or break
don't leave over her own decisions
if you legitimately think she wants to get SRS for objectively wrong reasons, step in but if its her own decision she's making off of the desire to be comfortable with herself
you might be a shit person if that makes you want to leave her
i don't want any dicks in, on, or about my body except one
reconsider how important your relationship is to you in light of your girlfriend wanting to have SRS
if you love her dick more than you love her, you already know what to do
if you love her for more than just a dick, at least be open minded
Yeah I am getting a hair cut when I get a job interview.
I be applying for jobs since June and have not been on a job interview since October.
Yay Southern California job market. Pretty much why I am considering leaving the state so bad. I can't even get a job at target much less somewhere that pays decent.
>and I don't want to ruin what progress she's made by flat out telling her that.
but you need too. You're in a shitty situation and ignoring it wont make it go away. Be gentle but honest.
modded morrowind > modded oblivion > modded skyrim
honestly, modded skyrim is nothing more than
>cool character dress up sim
>wander around in PHOTOREALISTIC, BIG OPEN WORLD as cool looking character
>thats about it
only redeeming feature are how cool great the visuals for some things are because modders are insane, be it ENBs or weapons
outside of being a black hole for modders to spew ideas into its nothing outside of that really
i literally boot up skyrim when im bored of not having gone outside and want to just explore a forest, because i have mods that give me something close to dense forests
I think it's always an appropriate time Myna, if you feel like you really want to know the answer. Just remember it might be "no", and you can't hate him for that.
>cheska posting as anon again
CL and other jobs boards. Shit really sucks mang. Like I apply for tech stuff on Cl though but I apply at places like target, best buy and other retail stuff pretty often too. I can't work in food though because I have bloody noses randomly and food place a blood nose every other day randomly is pretty bad.
>yeah melly stir this pot
>opps you got your blood on it, now you have to throw out everything in the kitchen.
Do you feel bad because you're against SRS, or because you're not into vag? If you are actually willing to sex a vagina just for her then first off I'll start by saying thank you and great job, that takes a lot and should always be appreciated.
Second, I'm a non-op for probably the same reasons you might be worried about SRS so I might be a little biased or unqualified to make comments. But I can say that if somebody's dysphoria is strong enough, SRS can be an amazing thing.
Sometimes I think about the feeling of not having a dick. It gives me tingles. Like. Wow. Dicks are really annoying, you always feel it. Like, it's always there constantly shifting around and touching things. I'm never not clearly aware of my dick. I like having mine but, wow I mean. If I had a vagina I would feel so much less like a man on hormones.
I got distracted I think. The point is, if she really wants it than you shouldn't discourage her. But you should encourage her to get it done well and not cheaply.
If you can't handle it sexually, tell her you'll still support her as a friend and mean it.
i don't understand your response
you seem to be espousing both options
well the problem isn't that i need to know how he feels, it's that i would feel less alone if he would say it every once in a while, even if he just meant as friends
i know he likes me, we've been friends for like 18 years
i also know he doesn't want to make any babies
i also kiss him on the cheek like every time i see him now
some things just need to be said
since I changed my name I have no references period. That is the biggest sticking point for me ;_;
Even the places I worked before my name change wouldn't give me a reference now anyways so i am double fucked.
I have some basically skills though and an AA in CoSci.
>well the problem isn't that i need to know how he feels
Sounds like you need to hear it, ask him but not over text. In person if you're able to meet up tonight.
Bottom line is I'm all for it Myna, it makes no difference waiting.
>You will never look as good as elanna
I'd be more sad and jealous if I didn't have the privilege of seeing how god damn gorgeous you are.
>you will never be brave enough to kill yourself
I'm not the kind of girl who likes putting it in, and vagina doesn't really do much for me. But I would aggressively make an exception for you.
>Exactly my type
>Understands me better than a cis could
>Is objectively perfect
Elanna let's quit Canada and move to the Empire of Trump together, please. We can get a place in Portland and visit Yume and Gem on weekends.
>implying I don't actually hate my appearance
I was complaining about it less than 6 hours ago >.>
Send your skype to
That wasn't the intention maddie I'm sorry ;_;
It was a joke, that's not actually my boymode ;~;
I'm not good girlfriend material ;_;
It's not my boymode tho ;~;
You're so god damn cute I want to hug you and never let go.
See first response in >>5706016
Remy, I have no idea what you look like, but I'm sure you look better than you think.
Also cmon there's way cuter people here than me
No, and I sound like shit
I have self-image problems, ok? I still see a boy, even if you don't.
passers wont fess up to it but they live in the places where dreams come true
their worst days are better than any non passers best day
I think there is no point in living if you can't look like them, what's the point in trying when I will never pass as a l or be called cute, all I get called is a fetishist hon by passing trans girls and a man by the rest of the world, I will never be loved by another human ever for all time all because my face and body look undoubtedly masculine. I tired of all of it.
You going to Jersey her, eh bud?
Too bad Kayla because I think you're wicked cute.
That is so true. That's why any passer comes here. They love the attention it brings them to be treated like a winner even though it was sheer luck that they pass, not from any amount of "effort."
Already saved it, baby. I'm going to print it out and tie it to my face as a mask.
Maybe you should take that as a sign that you don't belong here and leave... It amazes me that passers really think they don't have major core differences separating them from the rest of us hopeless fucks
every day is boy mode when you are damaged by T like me
I want to be damaged by D, yummy. Can you assist in that?
You're a fucking sheep
Just because Kayla spews that 24/7 and people hate her doesn't mean it's not true and that others don't think it too.
Exactly. We talk a lot about an equality of opportunity not equalling an equality of outcome back home, and I agree with that. But all of you don't get either- it's just the luck of the draw, when it comes to genetics and other factors beyond your control. The "opportunity" is unequal, as is the outcome (as you said).
>people started calling her yummy that quick
And you're okay with being sexually assaulted?
It's genuinely shocking people could be so insecure and deprived, and desperate to feel female that they're okay with guys wanting to rape them because it makes them feel validated as female.
Why the fuck didn't you do anything if this isn't the case? I feel bad about what your mom did to you but why have no fucking dignity?
Get over yourself. Tell me more about how my life is perfect, I enjoy reading fiction.
I have self image problems. I have a voice that doesn't pass. I have anxiety attacks when I have to speak in front of people. I have very few friends. Don't delude yourself into thinking that I just post here because I get some sort of weird joy out of causing you pain, I post here because I'm in pain.
I'm not going anywhere
Not at all. You do that, and you're no better than the /pol/tards who just lay down and accept the decline of the west. What you do is fight, in whatever way suits you- or at the very least, resist. You keep on working at it for your own sake, and deprive those who come here to gloat the attention they crave!
No one said your life is perfect, but passing makes you at least not look like a fucking burly man
try have all your current issues, compounded with never ever ever being able to pass, thats my life, its more than pain, its sheer torture
Your pain is invalidated because your appearance is good enough to make you appear female to other people. Any problem other than that is fucking irrelevant here since you pass, you shallow whore.
this is a photo of me. i almost seven feet tall. when it comes to passing, no one has it worse than i do. but you don't see me lashing out and being a bitter hon. being angry and jealous brings no benefit to your life. just learn to let shit go.
She'll never understand. She thinks her pain compares to yours or the rest of ours.
Your pain is of an entirely different kind compared to most people here because you past. You're fucking Edie tier delusional if you don't see this.
What's so hard to grasp about the concept of different levels of suffering? Your suffering not being invalidated to yourself doesn't invalidate that your problems are 'one of those good problems' that a lot of people would kill to have.
Since you'll never really pass, could you please just come and make me feel like I do? I'm 6'3" so I need somebody super tall to be my big spoon and make me feel precious.
Are you 45 or something?
Because with that kind of mindset you just remind me of the old hons in support groups telling me to shut up angrily when I was talking about dysphoria and shit.
So I guess what I mean to say is congrats on being part of the reason this place is dying.
>tfw no hrt for 3 weeks soon
>tfw it doesn't matter because it doesn't do shit and you will always look like a man
I'm not denying that my pain is of a different kind. It's no less present. This is the only place that I know of where people even close to understand the laundry list of mental problems.
Do I understand the pain of not passing? Yes, I didn't pass early transition. I've been harassed. I've been mocked. I've been assaulted. Now, I don't have to deal with that, but I still live entirely in fear that someone will find out. Noone that's cis understands these problems, so I come here.
You have no fucking idea...
can no one here really accept that passers and non passers have an inherit difference? that being that everyone isn't a fucking passer? this obviously creates perspective difference and we're fucking pretending like acknowledging this is like being kayla.
you're all fucking retarded if you think passers suffer on the same levels in relation to the "same kind of problems" that non passers have
I think people who group things into passers and non-passers have different sorts of problems. They have serious mental deficiencies likely to cripple them in all parts of daily life.
Oh I do have an idea. And similar enough experiences to know you're a shallow twat. How does it feel knowing other humans who've gone through the same trials as you see you as something that should be purged for a greater good?
How does it feel knowing people "like you" want to fucking kill you? I want your blood, bitch.
what more do i need to do to pass? every time i look in the mirror all i see is an ugly hon looking back at me. it doesn't help too all the damn passers in here posting pics of their gorgeous selves
try being a girl, but no one sees you as a girl
its not my fault I don't pass, its genetics, but you act like I am not trying hard enough even though I can't do anything about how masculine I look
passers can leave their room and from sun up to bed time they are women and get treated as women and don't know what its like to be treated like a man all day
I think we both know that you're going to cut yourself no matter what anyone says
you just want to know that someone gives a shit
even if I tell you to not do it that wont change whether you were going to do it or not
sorry, i practice proper gun saftey
>no i only want to self-harm because physical pain feels GOOD
thissss idk why my therapist doesn't understand doesn't get it
yeah I self harm cause I hate myself yada yada
but it also feels nearly orgasmic so I sometimes do it when I'm bored instead of masturbating
>hrt for 2 years
OH GOD IS HRT A LIE?!????!!!!?!?!
DON'T FUCK WITH ME
poppycock, you're just not thinking BIG enough
>It is your fault you don't pass, because you are not even putting a shred of effort into your appearance.
A prime example of a delusional passer not even being able to recognize someone who doesn't have any hope of passing solely because of genetics. You're a shit person.
I am so fucking sorry. Not only because of your unpassability but because of whatever must be going through your mind as you speak to Elanna.
Woah, are you seriously saying she's putting 0 effort into passing just based off that pic? How do you know they didn't take this picture before getting a makeover the next day?
You're so fucking judgemental and blind, it's baffling.
LEFT WING DEATH SQUADS, YUME STAY INSIDE
>tfw look ok from the front, but look like a neanderthal from the side
I've been on hrt for 3 years and had and still don't pass
um I'm just checking in. I've been with this guy for a few days now and I really like him. he's leavin tomorrow tho and idk. I'm just kind of enjoying our time together and stuff but I'm really, really gonna miss him. he's all shy and cute and idk. like he looks like the most angry, intimidating person ever but he's a shy weeb and it kind of seems like he gets nervous when I hold his hand or we kiss and do stuff. he's really sweet and I laugh a lot when I'm with him and he makes me wanna like help him and do stuff with/for him all the time. also we met up with another trip from the old days of /soc/ too and another of his friends (both who are my friends and who I think are great) and we went aaaaaallllll over the place and played monopoly and I beat everyone and had like 80% of the money on the board lol. but idk like when we go out or we are with them he would just come up behind me and hug me, or subtly hold my hand or like I would sit on his lap and he would stroke me body or put his arm around me and some random shit and ahhhhh. AAAAAH IM GONNA MISS HIM. but anyways. ye that's my update. just took a bomb af bubble bath and then we're all gonna play this game called superfight. but ye I'm alive!!!!
Fuck it I'm out of here for tonight, I don't need this kind of negativity on top of what I'm already dealing with right now. goodnight
lips rly aren't anything special
also It was at a store so wtf. pretty random
People occupied an Oregon reserve to protest gun control, and Obama is pulling the trigger with his Left Wing Death Squads to shut them down.
oh also I bought this book earlier and it's the best purchase I've ever made
huh? what happened?
idc what he looks like tbhon I just like who he is a lot. plus I think he's qt af. but ty for the opinion etc
he's the cutest thing I ever did see idk. I mean he obviously likes me but I'm not jumping the gun here. I'm just enjoying my time with him a lot.
guys... its been real fun but a lot of stuff is happening in oregon right now and its my god given duty to protect cascadia from the evil federal government
i might not return i just wan u to know i love you all
That's enough hatred for one night. I only wish that spastic retard Yume was here with the Portland loser team.
SUCK A DICK, DUMBSHITS
>tfw nobody in my arms
it sucks, im so lonely