I'm a cisgendered straight man that wants to get breast and butt implants and crossdress full time. I don't care if I end up being passable or not. I don't want to use hormones. i want to have a relationship with a woman and fuck the shit out of her but also have nice tits and ass.
Is this bad? Immoral? Would actual trannies be mad at me if I did this? I'm not trying to lie or offend anyone with this. I would not care how people identified me.
Are there any chicks that would have a relationship with a guy like me after I get my surgeries? Maybe bi girls.
To be frank a cis man with tits would be ugly as fuck. I doubt you'll be attractive to anyone. I'm a biscum gal but I don't want some frankenstein's monster of gender.
The feeling of having big tits and a nice ass. Just the feeling of looking in the mirror and being attracted to myself and enjoying showing off cleavage and wearing tight jeans over my perfect ass. But I would still be lonely and need a woman or a fellow shemale to have a romantic relationship with.
A slightly different libido? What do you mean by this? I don't want to change my mind, just my body. I don't want the hormones to make me attracted to men.
I don't want to change my mind because I like being ME, mentally speaking. I only want my physical form to change.
well sometimes to truly get what you want you have to make a deal with the devil, friend. you can get the augmentation but it would look pretty weird. hopefully you can get something that works for you.
Hmm... Sometimes I think the only reason I enjoy crossdressing is because I don't have a hot girlfriend to fuck whenever I want. But I have fucked very attractive women before and had great sex with them and I still end up being curious about what it feels like to have boobs and a feminine physique. It's not like those thoughts just disappear as soon as I finish banging a hot girl, they still resurface quickly afterwards. I will have to contemplate this for a while.
This will massively impact your whole life. You'll be wearing your fetish every moment of every day. You'll be THAT guy forever. Polite society will shun you. And it will probably not look how you want it to. You most likely do not have an hourglass waist, and tits and ass will look pasted onto your square frame.
>femboys are cute and stuff, but the tits just feels like a step too far, like it'll accentuate the maleness of the rest of your body.
Implants are not less jarring.
Anyway, you should chew on it. Implants you can take out. Hormones not so much. However it's still drastic and expensive. Discuss with a surgeon what would be realistic expectations. In the end it's your life.
I will mull over the decision for a long time. I will say this: I am working on losing weight and growing my hair out just so I can look better when I cross-dress. So it is an important thing to me that already affects my life a little bit even when I'm not dressed up. I also shave off all body hair and I'm getting bikini tan lines in a spray-tan booth soon.
Go and jerk off, and think about it again, immediately after.
It took a few months for my libido to come back but then it was in full swing. Men and Women just feel horny a little bit different and it's hard to explain. I'm as horny as ever but I don't "need" to masturbate as much as I would expect being this horny. It doesn't feel like a chore like it used to.
>I don't want the hormones to make me attracted to men.
You're probably going to end up attracted to men anyway if you surgically alter your body to look like a girl and start living like that 24/7. That's what the female form is for, getting fucked by men.
>I don't want to use hormones
You should, just do not take a full dose of testosterone blockers and you will be fine.(This is what transgirl escorts do for example, to be able to use it without issue and whatnot.) The issue is that you'll always continue growing up more and more manly, so any surgeries or implants will do little. And body and facial hair will continue to grow even if you get it removed with laser/electrolysis, as you still have enough testosterone to encourage growth of that. If you do not take estrogen along with some reasonable amount of testosterone blockers, you'll end up ugly as sin.
Besides, estrogen and reduced testosterone will give you amazing benefits to be what you want to be.
>Is this bad? Immoral? Would actual trannies be mad at me if I did this? I'm not trying to lie or offend anyone with this. I would not care how people identified me.
I'm trans, but I don't care, it's your body, just don't make a fool of yourself that would reflect poorly upon people who are actually trans, I guess.
Just embrace it anon. It may seem wrong at first but eventually your sissy fetish will take over and you'll literally need to be pumped full of hot cum on a daily basis just to be able to fall asleep at night.
Also about HRT, consider at least trialing it, it won't change your mind as much as you think, you are still you.
Why a lot of transgirls become different mentally is because it's rather that they start becoming more like themselves as it feels more natural at that point, as it once felt wrong to be that way as a guy. Estrogen doesn't force you to be a different person.
Could always waist train to get an hour glass shape. Plus corsets are pretty comfy if you do it right... though hardly anyone ever does... just look at Amazon reviews for the popular corsets (usually they're just cheap Chinese knockoffs though) and it will make you cringe as to the dangerous things people do to their bodies.
Sure it does. It's not technically permanent, it's semi permanent.
I have a 30-31"ish waist naturally but if I lace down to 24" for many hours lmy waist stays about 2 inches smaller for about half a day or so unless I eat a lot. I usually don't lace that small though cause I'm still a noob. I usually only do 26-27" so my results aren't really indicative of what you would get if you laced very small on a 23/7 basis.
Once you alter your ribs with corsets the effects last much longer.
There are threads every so often on /d/ about cis men growing boobs, usually through magic and without their consent. Nothing else about their body becomes feminine and they're still all hairy and manly looking. I doubt this fetish is common but there are a few people out there who would be into it