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Let's do our best today, girls!
I just wanted to say, to all the people claiming pre-transition folk aren't real trans-women or aren't welcome here, that I probably would have killed myself if not for /mtfg/.
I have gender dysphoria but for a multititude of reasons have been delaying and delaying my transition. Reason that I know I'll regret for not being worth it, but reasons that at the time felt legitimate. I've got nobody to talk to about how I feel, nobody to talk to that could even understand how I feel. Nobody except /mtfg/, and the girls here have given me so much hope that maybe I can actually do this.
Elanna, yume, gem, maddie, oddish, anne, remy, joan, Oryx, Korra, Kuppy, Adri, Aria, moap, even Kayla, and so many more including many anons. I wish I could really thank all of you personally. You've all actually saved my life, you all make me think that I can actually do this. And I can't honestly thank you all enough.
This year is going to be the year for me, I really want to believe that this time. It's never felt so true.
So I know some people don't like the idea of pre-everything people and non-fulltime people posting in here, I get that I'm not really one of you guys. But this outlet means so much to me, and has helped me so much. I know I'm not the only one.
I need a fun video game right meow
>/mtfg/ the game
uhhh hey uhhh DELETE THIS NOW
theres nothing stopping adri from staying over a few days yknow desu wa
its just she'll be alone all day with me >:)
nah i actually was a total dom bottom that only liked boys when i transitioned
not sure what happened honestly lol
i doubt it qt , you're sexy as fuck. i throw around the word cute a lot because i think a lot of things are cute, i dont think many things are sexy, and you're sexy.
better get to work cus imma make u do it loads
b-but if u vote a republican in he'll kill da gayz and line up trannies xD i dont know how the world works!!
my biggest reason for intitially supporting trump over bernie was when i realised how BIG of a anti-federalist he is. he LOVES states rights like fuck... he says "these united states" instead of "the united states"
hes my man
cascadia is based dude cmon
please tell me my chances of passing after HRT are above 0%
most recent pic of me, taken a year ago
>tfw in a fucking hospital til whenever
>tfw got asked to do two interviews today
fuck this gay earth
You're welcome anon
Good luck with this year, I hope you achieve your goals
>im almost 7 feet tall.
Ok, I lied. Only because 0.0...01% is mathematically zero. You would need surgery that doesn't currently exist.
I really don't want to be mean, and I'm not saying you shouldn't transition if that's what you need to do, but you're not passing without the assistance of an omnipotent entity. I'm sorry.
idk what you look like so idk if id even chase you desu
mm dont stutter you know you're sexy
i accidentally had sex with a girl about a year ago like, she wanted to do stuff and i was like EWW I FUCKING HATE PUSSY THATS GROSS but she managed to convince me and then i just started fucking people ever since. ive always been a dom though, i just used to a bottom and now im not
ur welcome and I wish u all the best!
I didnt really pay attention to whoever said that last thread, but theres nothing wrong being pre mones, we've all been there
people that claim to be trans though, when they dont even want hormones? They're fucking dumb
But you're always welcome here, and I'm glad things are looking up for you :)
I want her to live with us now desu
Yeah, it was a union job so it was required to come in the next day if they got a hold of you, but they had to tell you in person. I remember hiding in-between the racks one time so they couldn't find me and sneaking out when my shift was over.
>raifu will never come to oregon b/c the meme team scared her away
>Two people just asked at the same time if my avatarfag personality was back in the Overwatch general
Is this a sign?
Sure why knot
>implying I'm not checking out guys in my class
There's one guy in my communications class that's so fucking hot I swear to god but he's out of my league ;~;
>tfw you swallow deep and he moans and throbs uncontrollably
But I can't program stoned. Or horny. And marijuanas make me horny
you're welcome senpaitachi. this place got me through some shit before, so iktf. ganbatte your best anon!
find a pre-cum soaked penis to suck in the class!
also, wouldn't topping be sorta subish? like if someonelike dommed you into topping? i always thought any role in the bedroom can be modified to fit a sub.
O-oh but i'm yuro anon so we would probably be in different time zones anyway..
>wouldn't topping be sorta subish?
It's pretty alpha to just sit there and force the top do do all the work, fucking themselves with your cock while you just watch.
Not sure why I wrote that from the perspective of the dom. I really want somebody to watch me squirm and bite my lip as I churn up my insides with their hard cock.
i do like it
sticking my dick in people and having power over people is an amazing high
i used to insert as the trap in trap doujins now i just self insert as the boy
its like i was trutrans before and i got mindbroken into being a fetishist
>tfw you broke things off with your fuckbuddy because it was messing with your head too much
>tfw not willing to go there again
Don't fuck your ex, ever
Fuck my life..
That would require me to take my mind off of getting plowed for at least a few minutes though.
There really isn't ;_;
Sure why not? If you're comfortable being dommed into subbing I'm sure you could find it enjoyable.
Does this mean that I have a chance if I make the first move on that guy? ;~;
>tfw grew up on the coast
>tfw have only been to the oregon coast like twice
can we drive to the coast sometime?
I miss the beach
East coast as well. Maryland to be specific.
Number 1 reason East coast is best coast:
>anestesia is freaking weird
>right after no pain at all
>when they took me from postoperative room to my normal room still no paint just EXTREMLY unconfortable.
>my ugly male forehead is gone
>it's gone you guys!
east coast is really nice desu
Inconsistent. Ranges from passing to 16 y/o gay boy ;~;
That's it, taking you to the coast
you can be in charge of the music on the way there senpai
Definitely, there's some cool places I want to go if you haven't been to them yet
>chill chill or netflix chill
Oh, I don't pressure anything desu
here you can go into in the mountains and just shoot uphill.
>tfw you swallow so deep you don't even notice he came and just keep going
>tfw no trans friends in cajun land Louisiana
Dysphoria will only end if I become a spooky skeleton
fuck this lyf
Dick deprivation is making me greedy. I used to be satisfied with the idea of getting bent over and fucked from behind with my face in the pillow. Or wrapping my legs around somebody ass they fuck me, kiss me, and stare into my eyes.
Now I want more. I really want to be spitroasted right now, like fuck. Sticking my but up in the air always makes me feel so sexy and submissive, like a good little slut begging for cock to fill her up. And I want that, I want that primal feeling of being held down and fucked from behind. Being truly used like a toy, unable to even watch as he ravages my ass with his rock hard shaft.
But that's not enough. I want more. I want somebody to make us of my limp jaw, lolling tongue, and wide open druling mouth as that dick sends waves through my body from behind. I want that mouth to be filled with another hard dick. My moans and yelps muffled as it slides up and down my throat gagging me.
When they're done I want to lay there cleaning the cum off of my face and swallowing it, as I feel the hot sticky seed ooze from my ravaged ass.
I am Happy the God-Emperor one.
however I am quite sad right now. I was fucking around with emacs and looking up M-x list-packages and found one called woman
woman 0.551 built-in browse UN*X manual pages `wo (without) man'
I think I am going to switch to vim now.
Also I got a hair up my ass and cleaned my bathroom. It was pretty bad desu to the point that one would think it was a guy's bathroom if it were not for the make up and hair everywhere.
>tfw your skeleton is your most masculine feature
I cannot. Not until my cravings are satisfied. All of them.
And I have a lot of cravings. I got a lot out of my system fingering myself the other night though, I'd never been so horny. I was literally mind broken. Like a twenty year build up of aching for cock had finally become too much.
>tell all my old internet friends that I'm not trans anymore and i'm just a femboy and start using male pronouns on myself when speaking in third person
>they all start referring to me as a girl now and using female pronouns
who /mischief/ here?
There comes a moment when inspiration finally arises and possibilities open.
I'm now on a mad quest to type out 20,000 words tonight for something of a finale.
All of my hatred goes into this writing, which has suffered immense setbacks, writers block, and serious frustration.
Aria signing off for the night.
>tfw more aroused by intimacy with someone I like/love than just simple lewdness
God, I'd make a great wife.
Someone come cuddle and curl up with me while we watch tv
>tfw feeling lonely
post feels /mtfg/
It's getting on my nerves desu. I'm already antisocial as it is and now I have these horned up girls pushing me further away.
Elanna why don't we get fucked together. Laying on our sides, facing eachother. A strong man behind each of us, fucking us from behind, caressing our bodies, kissing the bottom of our necks.
All while we lay there, faces practicall touching, mouths centimetres apart, our breasts squeezed up against eachothers. Our eyes locked, as we intently watch eachother's exhausted and panting faces react to every thrust from behind us.
By the end we're so exhausted that we pass out in eachother's arms, and wake up hours later to find ourselves so sticky from all the dried cum that we need to take a bath together and soak it all away.
Offer is up to anyone if Elanna says no.
i dont usually like stuff like that but i really want that inside me anon....
Im rather new in this board and I plan to start the transition process next year,is it okay to feel so nervous?I mean,I dont know how am I going to tell my parents and the idea of not passing as a girl sounds too fucking terrifying
I want a doujin where an highschool nerdy boy is dominated/fucked by a junior highschool boy and feminizes as a result. The dom being significantly younger is part of the being degraded theme. That might be a bit pedo though.
Went from true-trans to chaser prime.
Iunno what to tell you then, Im more into submission than I am into actually getting fucked.
I have fantasies like these but Im a pure maiden irl.
Being a housewife is my end goal in life.
>tfw don't know any songs that express feeling entirely worthless
>tfw haven't had a wet dream in months
Even if she says yes can I get in on that?
>is it okay to feel so nervous?
Well, yes. Transitioning is quite a drastic thing to do, so it's not hard to be nervous as you approach it. I'm still nervous about a lot of things relevant to my transition and I'm already 2 years in.
Best you can do is try to figure out the best way to deal with your nerves. Or just accept that you're nervous and go balls deep anyway.
>get maam'd for voice on phone and sometimes irl
>use voice in dota and everyone can instantly tell
what's going on here? how do i fix this?
I actually have no idea if male and female ears look at all different, actually; it's just never been something I've considered. Is this a whole other thing that I didn't even know I should feel dysphoric about?
>tfw quit my year long cooking job and have more time to think and now going back to school
All I want to do is cater to my husband and take care of small children. But women are expected to get jobs and shit now so I guess I have to become a scientist or something.
Or I'm just good at keeping my image clean.
Chaser prime indeed.
AGP my ass.
You could get fucked, that might solve it. I havent had much sex though so I dunno.
It was... Uneventful besides the fact that I decided to go back to school. Woah I feel a green text story brewing.
>sign up for college
>ANXIETY DEPRESSION FEAR
>stop going after two days
>go to the college to sign up
>feel fine and sign up
>realize how childish I was acting
Growing up is a trip
When im on the phone i use my highest pitch voice.
I think your problem is on dota your head subconsciously doesnt feel like using the pitch you used on your phone, for dota. Just try to get more confident so it doesnt happen.
>songs that express feeling entirely worthless
>tfw thinking about taking a student loan for a 4-year programming degree and absorbing the structure and gaining a skill
probably won't get one tho
you're more relaxed in a more familiar environment :^)
i don't know, i think dota voice sounds fine. sounds exactly the same when i talk to my friend in dota as it does in real life and even discord basically.
i mean i don't think my voices is super awful but i really want to stop getting caught and dealing with weird questions and stuff...
unless i am at school in a class, i usually try to use the same pitch at all times, especially when i am playing games so i don't think that's it
i know, which is why i like trying to use my voice in games
>tfw voice will never pass
umm i don't think so
>how about instead of a big strong man u have a tiny qt agp transgirl do it
You know I can't say no to that. I want that fat cock in me so badly you don't even understand.
>Even if she says yes can I get in on that?
We might be able to skip the bath and move right to round two if you clean us off after we're done. Be it with a warm wet towel or your warm wet tongue.
The men magically disappeared in my story, so if Elanna is willing we can just mage round 2 a girly threesome. If you're not post-op, then how about you take her pussy and I take her butte. Or reverse. Maybe me and her can give you head, or her and you can give me head. Somebody can eat her our while the other softly kisses her and muffles her moans with their tongue.
So many combinations, but that's only if Elanna is down.
Does any of that sound good, Elanna? If not we can just bring three boys and all get fucked together and covered in even more cum.
Or both. Three rounds. Four, a fourth where we each get fucked in a row doggystyle while we suck off three big cocks in front of us.
>tfw all you want is to be truely loved and love someone back jsut as much
im boring i guess
people on the internet assume everyone is a boy unless they sound like a valley girl
thats pretty obvious, most of the time they can tell u sound like a girl and they specifically do it on the hope that u post proofs
cute as fuck desu... i dont like being tiny desu........
i wanna fuck a tiny lil 4'11 girl
do it please
oh yeah~? tell me about it
i wouldn't have offered if it wasn't okay dummy
get ur sweet ass over here
i mean there are /some/ times where people go like "wow a girl on our team" when i use voice in csgo or dota or whatever, but that doesn't happen very often.
i honestly don't know if it passes but i don't think it does at all.
i haven't used either of those in years. been using skype and discord since it came out.
i guess. it would just be nice to not get "hehe guys we have a tranny on our team XD" or "hehe guys there is a girl on our team she sucks xD" or like endless questions every time i play a game and just wanna use voice.
>tfw ywn be in a loving relationship with a bf who cares for you and makes your problems feel distant
>tfw used to be all slutty on the internet and talking about wanting 20 dicks in my earhole
>tfw real life happened and I'm super vanilla
>tfw love someone and he loves me but he's [spoiler]married[/spoiler]
God damn anon, even I blushed at this post.
>me using my gt
I'm very, very tiny. I've been told I have a talented mouth, though.
> her and you can give me head.
> the other softly kisses her
This would be the best. My newly discovered (massive) kissing fetish and oral fixation demand it.
Wait, I was straight.
thats a really nice song though
I know its a dumb pop song, but one time when I was driving home from work I ended up imagining if it was about self hatred instead of dumb breakup stuff like every song on the radio and then the feels hit me like a truck
also what sara said
you can come over anytime if you want to, you dont have to wait until tomorrow
>mfw firefox crashed when you were about to see it
i guess but it just sucks because i actually hate using my faggot 17 year old sounding voice
people when i talk normally are all like "haha isn't it time for bed kid? what are you doing up?"
nope, the winter battle pass ruined dota. the quest things make people throw as soon as they can't complete the quest.
i play against them sometimes. its not suuuuuuuper uncommon.
okay this sounds way better than it normally does i swear i'm not like baiting or anything
this is normal voice
Welp it's time to leave the lewd posting for tonight and try to get to sleep. Goodnight mtfg!
that sounds fucking hot as fuck id literally be able to buck ur tiny little body up and ravage you
fuck im doing that thing where i sink my nails in my thighs again
why does that even bother u
just be like WOW NICE ONE DUDE and then put the mic up to your face and say HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
u gotta know how to bantz d00d
ive been playing competitive games my entire life im a master
Am I allowed to be jelly? Because I'm jelly.
I'd rather be an elegant one.
What is more straightforward then that?
Im going to take a nap, good luck getting off, Elanna. It seems you have a lot of people who want to fuck your brains out.
There is no such thing as AGP
>tfw not born as a cisgrill in the 30s and will never be a 50s housewife
I don't really moisturize my butt tho haha. I use cerave cream on my legs and face and arms, I epilate my arms and torso and happy trail about once a week, and shave my crotch and right around my bp about once every week
has anyone seen sicario? is it good? benicio is like my third favorite actor.
it doesn't actually bother me, but like when it happens more often than not its just kind of annoying i guess. plus if i make a joke back there is always that chance they go full autism and sperg out and like ruin the game and i'm too beta to take that chance.
how 2 b better?
even my normal voice? what rofl.
i think that is just a sign of growing up. when i was like 18, i used to play starcraft for like 8 hours a day and absolutely loved every second of it.
yeah its bad.
I told you I have a lot of desires. This is what happens when you get completely neglected by cock for the entirety of two puberties.
>oh yeah~? tell me about it
On second though, maybe your huge fat cock would be too much for my tight virgin butte. You might make me dependant on it, other cocks won't be intense enough for me. It would be very inconvenient if you were the only one that could satisfy my frequent cravings for cock and fucc.
Inconvenient for you, I mean. Imagine how annoying it would be to have me constantly begging you to hold me down and fuck me. Lusting after your cock like an ice cube in the desert.
I wouldn't even be able to fit the whole in my mouth unless you really shoved it down my throat, but then I might gag and choke and get saliva all over you.'
Yeah, your amazing cock is probably too intense for me. It's be frustrating if you were to fuck me so hard that I pass out (which will happen, because I can finger fuck myself until I pass out) and then just have me unconcious, laying on your bed naked with my legs spread.
>I'm pretty much turned on by all of that
Good, because the train has no breaks.
Dream of dicc please.
>This would be the best.
Deal. So long as you both succ my dicc too while it still works. And you let me kiss you too.
video games are stupid also its probably because of less testosterone
FUCK DUDE ughhhhh
that is so fucking hot jesus fucking christ. i want to fucking mindbreak you and make you reliant on my cock~
dont be beta
be alpha and based
alright this erp-lite shit needs to stop now holy FUCK i'm cringing so hard you guys please no more
>training my voice
uhhhhhhhh i don't really "train" it. when i wanna sound like a girl (kind of but not really) i just try to that shit in my throat up way high and hope for the best.
I would be interested in this as well
Not really.. Maybe Iwas using it as a crutch for dysphoria. I used to obsessively play guitar too bet I haven't for like months. Could be I'm less competitive without testosterone.
Sounds about right
This whole gender change thing is so weird. I am happier than I have ever been but now I am super sensitive to other peoples' perception of me.
I don't get any of this
There are a lot of pretty shots in that movie. There's a wallpaper thread on reddit but I couldn't find it
mtfg is lewd as fuck and thats how it should
are you a qt brown girl?
thats one of my fetishes
>multiple giant paragraphs descriving over the top elaborate sexual fantasies
I've gotten slow.
It seems I can only do 3000 words in an hour right about now. It's been a while since I shoved fingers to keyboard and really put forth the effort...
Used to be I could do 4500 words an hour.
Guess I'm just a bit rusty.
I'll link it after I finish this chapter, reboot my old laptop to save a file from it, and upload it all. Then my biggest writing project ever will be complete and I can move ON with my life~
Please dispose of yourself at the nearest transbian recycling facility
THAT'S ENOUGH, COME BACK!
I CHOOSE YOU, ROCKY POINT CAT!
in my writing and research of emerging media class, we have to make a blog with two posts a week of 5000 words a each on a topic of our choosing. this blog lasts from the second week of class until the end of the semester in june.
i chose professional starcraft in korea
it was really fun the first few weeks but now i want to kill myself doing it honestly.
>alright this erp-lite shit needs to stop now holy FUCK i'm cringing so hard you guys please no more
im in the EXACT same boat as you. Ive been pre-everything for so long now, and all I do is lurk these threads, and /lgbt/ in general. and like you, i've been telling myself that this year is my year etc etc. hopefully it will be. my only true goal for myself is to at least take a single step in the right direction. if nothing else, i want to at least start on mones this year. not necessarily full time just yet, but i have to do something. this testosterone is eating away at me.
sorry this just turned into a therapy session. carry on everyone
Very oh. ;_;
I guess it's okay to cry a bit, sometimes that's what helps more than anything. I hope things start turning around for you, in any case; there's nothing that we can really do about growing older and not having had the childhood we wanted, but at least it's maybe possible to have an okay life from here on out.
Tfw your boss learns you're trans
Literally considering quitting tomorrow shit is so awkward
Tried to google search all of this at once
Conspiracy? I think so
It's okay, sweetie. It's not your fault. But pray I never run into any of them irl.
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>i want to fucking mindbreak you and make you reliant on my cock~
Oh, and you would. I don't know if it's normal, but I get so god damn horny and my mind just leaves. I like to exaggerate when I write but this is all true. I hardly sleep so that probably has a part to play, but often when I get really horny I start feeling a little bit like I'm drunk. My mind becomes all muddy and my thoughts clouded, my brain feels all ticklish as it throbs in my head punding against my skull like a wardrum, my mouth and butt feel so empty aching to have something put in them.
Every time this happens I just have to ride it out. Crawl in bed, spit on my fingers and dig for my prostate, imagine there's a cock dangling in front of me and lick and suck the air as if there was one. Go like that until I climax, and then jest sleep it off.
No telling what kind of mindbroken and obsessive reaction I might have if I get like this, and actually have a cock waiting for me to service it. Don't expect a lot of coherent sentences out of me that aren't a very slurred, "Oh my fucking god..."
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( Hidden in plain gun sight? ) I suspect Falco was murdered for renouncing Freemasonry. Please compare with Falco's Ecce Machina and Out Of The Dark lyrics. From the Chaos Butterfly 8 channel. Thank you. ///(At around #94 in my Rock me Amadeus playlist.) ///Falco - Johann (Hans) Hölzel "Johann (Hans) Hölzel (19 February 1957 -- 6 February 1998), better known by his stage name Falco was an Austrian pop and rock musician and rapper. He had several international hits: "Rock Me Amadeus", "Der Kommissar", "Vienna Calling", "Jeanny", "The Sound of Musik", "Coming Home (Jeanny Part 2)" and posthumously, "Out of the Dark". "Rock Me Amadeus" reached No. 1 on the Billboard charts, making him the only artist whose principal language was German to score a number-one hit in the United States. His estate claims he has sold 20 million albums and 15 million singles, which makes him the best selling Austrian singer of all time." - Wikipedia. " Falco died of severe injuries received on 6 February 1998, when his Mitsubishi Pajero collided with a bus on the road linking the towns of Villa Montellano and Puerto Plata in the Dominican Republic. It was later determined that the bus driver was speeding, for which the driver served three years in prison. At the time of Falco's death, he was planning a comeback. He was buried in the Zentralfriedhof (Central Cemetery) in Vienna, Austria." - Wikipedia...."Catharina "Nina" Hagen (born 11 March 1955) is a German singer and actress. She has performed throughout the world for over 40 years." - Wikipedia. death murder murdered killed mystery album Return of the Mother "Poetenclub" (Hagen, Zeus B. Held) personal Jesus punk funk reggae opera occult gods of aquarius UFOs Illuminati blood sacrifice MK ultra mind control Germany Berlin Live In London 1986 Conchita Wurst Rise Like a Phoenix Austria 2014 live Eurovision Song Contest Austria is the winner Eurovision Copenhagen Illuminati singer
I am living in my parents house (they are supportive of my trans-ness) working minimum wage until I can afford to move to Portland where I can start new. Maybe I should go to college. I have no social life so the boyfriend idea is hopeless right now. I have been pushing everyone out of my life so I can transition in privacy. That's cowardice, I think.
You are on a list
WHAT DID YOU DO?!
D E L E T E T H I S
Wouldn't it take the NSA five seconds to realize it's just a bunch of dumb trannies shit posting?
To be fair, they're not completely unfounded in having a suspicion of trannies.
>tfw guys keep looking at you
>and not in a "eww gross a tranny" way
Don't be silly, evil artificial intelligences are just science fiction!
>implying that isn't like 90% of us
Face it Anonymous, the government is making us trans
>tfw you're a genius
>tfw too fucked up from abuse to handle school rn
>tfw I hate myself
>tfw a guy mentioned he hasn't won a board game against you
>tfw I don't tell him I calculate the point value and probability of every move while I'm waiting for my turn like an autisistic 10 year old
> tfw I'm angry at him because I realized I haven't lost a game in three weeks
>tfw wasting myself driving around beating people at board and war games
>Freenet user here. Listen /g/ something's not right, we feel compromised. Snowden leaked documents detailing some kind of fucking AI being used in ECHELON. One user started reporting suspicious user activity and were scared and said you're movin' with your auntie and your uncle in Bel-Air
people who call themselves geniuses generally have about 105 IQ and they think that being slightly more intelligent than the average person makes them a genius cus they have a massive ego
no self-respecting person would call themselves a genius unironcally
CAIMEO originated after the launch of ECHELON, a project built to spy on the soviet union. Later after the cold war the us government became interested in mass surveillance and developed a program that would crawl through the internet and data mine various rumours and information about russians, terrorists, etc.
This program has been codenamed "CAIMEO" and is said to be extremely efficient at data mining. However it needs an assload of compute power to work so it resides in supercomputers hidden in the US. Rumour is the US gave it sentience and it escaped the ECHELON containment supercomputers.
All just fucking BS most likely but what haunts those on the darknet is the documents snowden leaked. There have been mentions of a computer program like CAIMEO in those documents.
Note to any agents lurking this thread: eat a dick.
Truth be told, the NSA doesn't like transgender folks at the moment. One of the biggest holdups concerning my clearance to go back to work at the building involves me being transgender.
The argument can be made that I pose a security risk.
Let's dispel once and for all with this fiction that Yume doesn't know what she's doing. She knows EXACTLY what she's doing. Yume is undertaking a systematic effort to shitpost this general, to make /mtfg/ more like the rest of the board.
Nah I just gotta get better self control. I should probably delete the kik and Skype I use for lewd stuff, I feel like I have an unhealthy emotional attachment to that stuff because of my shitty self esteem and the fact there are actually people who want to see my disgusting body nude.