Make /mtfg/ Great Again Edition.
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Previous thread: >>5691348
>north korea nukes the west coast
>kayla and the portland trannies die
>the world goes into shock and trump is elected as world war III begins
>christfags rise from the ground like zombies
>god forgives the detransitioned trannies and sends the rest to hell
>/mtfg/ the Game
is it a good thing if i barely have any cum and its really watery?
I asked that same thing a bit earlier today. The answer is yes that's a good thing.
I want somebody throw me down onto the bed and climb on top of me, ramming their cock deep into my butte and fucking me hard. I want wrap my arms and legs around them tight, and hold on for dear life as their dick sends waves through my whole body. I want them to look my right in the eyes with every thrust, forcing me to try and do the same as I desperately try to focus on anything other than the massive shaft filling me up over and over. I want them to make me talk about how I feel, how much I love taking their dick deep. I want them to watch as I struggle to form words, slurring and yelping.
I want them to fuck me so hard that when they're done, and they fill my butte with their hot seed, I won't be able to move. Or even think. I'll just lie there with glazed over eyes, twitching and panting. Unable to sit up, or speak. Unable to call to them and beg for another round.
And let's dispel once and for all with this fiction that Kayla doesn't know what she's doing. She knows exactly what he's doing. Kayla is undertaking a systematic effort to change this general, to make mtfg more like /cd/. When I'm elected, we are going to re-embrace all the things that made /mtfg/ the greatest general in history and we are going to leave our children with what they deserve: the single greatest general in the history of the world.
its a mixed feel desu
I'm not actually procrastinating, but there wasn't an option for "I came out to my parents at 15 and they sent me to a 'Pray Away the Gay' camp and I won't be able to start HRT for a few more months because they refused to let me start learning to drive until I 'proved' to them I wasn't trans anymore."
>tfw your description of how you perceive yourself makes someone else cry
Who /selfhate/ here?
Who else here is excited for President Trump? A single-payer health care system, anti-discrimination laws for LGBT in the motha effin Constitution, and no longer having to worry if we'll end up having to deal with boatloads of the same religious fundamentalist from third world shit holes that are currently invading Europe.
I was looking forward to having children one day ;~;
It's probably less chunky and flavorful than it used to be, so depending on if anybody is eating your soup and how they like it it may be better or worse.
>tfw you fap to some trap image youve fapped to 100s of times out of boredom cuz you have to stay up late to take estrogen and you feel literally nothing
when do to i get slutty yet
Are you going? I am.
Alright kid, listen the fuck up. I'm only going to say this once. AGP isn't real. This is called a shenis, it's exactly like a penis but it's feminine. This is a boypussy. You came out of this when your daddy impregnated me.
If you have any questions fuck off.
mom was born a boy ? I dont even know if I want a wife or a husband at this point ._.
>finally on my way home
>"so what do you do outside of work?"
>"yeah, like on average 6 hours a day"
>tfw no qt gf to have lewd times with and play video games with after
You don't make me break down, Elanna. You make me break up, because you're so- Wait. That's not right. You make me very happy, and you make other people here happy too. I look up to you a lot and enjoy having you around. I'll never cry about you, because what good does that do? It's my job to show you the brimming smile that you plant on my face, to show my love and support and help speed to towards the happiness that I know you'll have soon.
While I don't necessarily disagree with you I do think we need to once and for all get around this notion that Kayla doesn't know what she's doing. She knows exactly what he's doing. Kayla is undertaking a systematic effort to change this general, to make mtfg more like /cd/. When I'm elected, we are going to re-embrace all the things that made /mtfg/ the greatest general in history and we are going to leave our children with what they deserve: the single greatest general in the history of the world.
I see where you're going with this, but what we need to do is get around this notion that Kayla doesn't know what she's doing. She knows exactly what he's doing. Kayla is undertaking a systematic effort to change this general, to make mtfg more like /cd/. When I'm elected, we are going to re-embrace all the things that made /mtfg/ the greatest general in history and we are going to leave our children with what they deserve: the single greatest general in the history of the world.
You keep talking about Kayle and /mtfg/, but you're evading the real topic. We need to shift our focus to the east, and dispel once and for all this fiction that Indians doesn't know where they're shitting. They know exactly where they're shitting. India is undergoing a designated effort to fill the streets with shit.
How do you make friends when you don't have any, are out of school, aren't beautiful, and don't drink alcohol? I want to become a social butterfly.
>mfw I try writing a new one up in preparation for the next thread
My mind is full of dick.
You know, that's a good idea, thanks. I should just fag out on my weirder issues. I spend too much of my free time doing hobbies that are too easy to do alone, like archery, hiking, and single player vidya.
How do you meet people and form lasting friends at animu conventions without being a total sperg? I dunno what kind of opportunities to be looking for.
Yeah that is a major issues for me about moving to Portland. If I ever move up there though I am getting a ccw so I can walk around town with my strapon.
BUT I'M A CREEP!
(HE'S SO HOT BTW <3)
I often go up to cosplayers that have cool cosplays and compliment them and ask to take a picture with them. After that it's just basic making conversation and finding some common ground. Since its a weeb convention finding the common ground us easy enough and from there I get their phone # or facebook/Instagram and we go from there.
Eventually it leads to hanging out on the normal basis if we clique.
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect bodyyyy
I want a perfect soul
lol that is pretty much my room except mine is a lot more messier with dildos, clothes, rifles, computer parts, travel bags and a printer I never use.
I should clean it. I think that is what I will do after I walk the dog. Then I can go fuck around with emacs more
yay me for being a lonely sack of shit. Although I do have plans for friday for once.
Why? I mean just move to a different part of town. The only reason I sort of want to move to portland is because I have friends who live there and maybe a job lined up. I much rather live in Seattle desu.
I am going to be that faggot that gets a four inch S&W 500 and just hope someone starts shit with me. I really kind of want to see if I can put someone's sides into space.
Kind of, it is a liberal shit hole desu but oregon has some pretty good gun laws and no sales tax. Ideally I would want to get employed in Washington so I can use my aunt's or cousin's address then actually live in Portland so I can tax dodge to hell.
Hey, I'm not a chaser. I'm trying hard to keep the lewd posting gender neutral because I figure some girls here might want to imagine themselves as the person doing the fugging.
In my mind I crave strong men with thick veiny cocks. Strong and masculine, like a rigid white pillar to an Ancient Roman temple. At the steps of the great cock I lay my head, tongue involuntarily lolling. Possessed by desire, my tongue dances up and down the column exploring every bit of intricate texture. Drool running from my limp jaw, covering the cock with a glistening sheen everywhere it makes contact. My eyes glaze over, my brain is numb. I feel as though I've stepped passed the pillar and into the great temple, everything is fuzzy and pleasant. My brain throbs and tickles from the inside of my skill. Inside of the temple I bask in the feeling of pleasure and purpose. My mind has left the body, as in reality the pillar has plunged down my throat and sliding back out slicked with saliva.
Oh god, passed out writing this and started dreaming about it. I wanted to get to the cum, but I can't. My brain is on fire I'm so fucking horny. Sleep deprivation is fun.
idk my dad has a glock 19 that is tricked out to hell. I like how he got the trigger fixed. I think that will be the first gun I personally buy since I don't want to buy guns in the state of commiefornia.
I want something a little smaller for realistic cc though. Maybe a ruger lc380.
anyways I think I will either call it a night from mtfg or come back later after I walk the dog.
I see! Thanks a lot for the input.
The initial friending is the hard part, I'm decent at networking through mutual friends, I just let my social circle collapsing at the start of transition get me down, and I've stagnated in isolation for years. I probably don't act super normal on a count of the isolation time.
How counter productive is it that I stay off social media? I want to keep stealth on the table as a future option, but I'm tall so maybe even passing isn't a real option... and I don't regret there being almost zero pictures of me in my 20's so far, but it maybe makes me look like a super weirdo?
I just needed an excuse to write about dick more. I've had four hours of sleep over the past two days and I'm uncontrollably horny. I can't stop thinking about penises, and getting fucked by penises, and getting cummed on by penises. I want to be cuddled and kissed and pet and called pretty and help me help me help me help me.
You actually made me tear up reading that anon. Thank you for saying that, you've honestly made today just a little bit brighter and given me at least a bit of hope. Thank you for caring, and thank you for being here.
its always better when you smile! ^-^ ilu like a sister and wish all the best im never gunna forget all those hard times u helped me thru
>>the only difference between gender is hormones
>>see he looks just like a girl
>>except for his nose ears jaws mouth lips head shape skeleton etc
I don't think you want to go there.
Kayla isn't that nice. I actually considered adding, "I feel the same about everyone in this general. Except Kayla." But decided it wasn't appropriate.
I wanted my post to just be about elanna because that's who I'm sending all my best wishes and love towards right now.
>implying the brain isn't sexually dimorphic
>implying that sex and race are all comparable
>only two sexes
>tons of races
>scientific studies pointing to differences between m/f brain as a result of prenatal hormones
>scientific studies pointing to differences between races is genetic
I hate this male body
I hate feeling so huge to everyone else
I hate feeling like a disgusting freak
I hate my face
I hate my chin
I hate my nose
I hate my brow
I hate my forehead
I hate my shoulders
I hate my chest
I hate my disgusting man smell
I hate my height
I hate the emotionless beast testosterone has made me
I hate that I'll never be a real woman
I hate living
I wish I was dead
Oh, god this is so bad. I'm too tired to get erect and I don't have anything to fuck myself with. I actually have a head ache. My brain feels heavy and hot, and I can feel it throbbing, I can't concentrate on anything. It's not even like my mind is wandering to sex and penises, it's like my thoughts are coating in a thick fog of dick and I'm just trying to wade my way through it towards reasonable thinking.
I've never been this hot and bothered before. My body aches from how horny it is, but it's too exhausted to do anything to fix that.
I need somebody to just come and fuck me so hard that I pass out for 12 hours.
I think I might die if that doesn't happen.
is this true?
>paki co-worker says i love you to me out of nowhere
>kinda just laugh it off
>he starts taking pictures of me on his phone saying i'm beautiful and sexy
i want to get out of here, i'm seriously getting a new job this is too creepy
is it considered sexual harassment if i'm still boymode?
Not doing a full room pic (I've shown enough of it) but here's my winter time mini jungle (With detritus)
Majesty palm (Big one)
Fan palm (In the back)
Red mangroves (in pot)
Umbrella rock plant
It adds a little life to the room during the winter. During summer these are all outside and gives the house a tropical feel (Along with the tiki and tiki torches)
Yesson VFS: breakthrough miracle, or false hope of an easy way around vocal training for lazy hons?
luckyyy this is what happens when you don't have rich parents
>don't allow your law abiding citizens to study hormone therapy
>give it to your prison population free
Oh, Texas, you so cray
I can't help it, I swear to god I'm so fucking horny right now I can't think. I need to put something in my ass so bad right now. I'm heavily debating wrapping this hairbrush in saran wrap but it's my mother's.
Please, I need suggestions of houshold things to fuck myself with. I wish I had a dildo so bad, or just somebody to actually fuck me.
I think I'm going to die, this is insane.
I have, I'm not seriously considering Yesson, but I wonder if it would help. I still continue to refine and train, I don't think I'm good enough. I recently saw a speech therapist for the first time and she gave me a "Why the fuck are you here? How did you even?" reaction, but I just wonder if VFS would benefit or hurt me... Mostly a daydream I couldn't afford it anyways.
For some reason this cheered me up too. I know that wasn't your intention, but thank you anyways.
Thank you anon ^^
Thanks you for everything Korra, I'm sorry for being short with you earlier. ;_;
Thanks eleri, I hope that someday I can see it.
I should honestly get to bed and make up for all the sleep dep for the last while. Goodnight mtfg, and thank you for the kind words.
Yeah it came out last both as a bundle.
Same games on the GC but in HD
Revelations 2 is ok
and theres just an endless amount of vaporwave which is pretty amazing
a lot of people like to listen to the albums but for me i think my favourite thing is just shuffling a youtube mix of vaporwave knowing you'll never hear those songs again and they're lost forever
its kinda nice
I have an ice cube in this glass of water, should I fish it out? Or get a tray?
i guess, it's mainly cause they're easier to fix when they break. if I had a dollar for everytime I've had to resolder something or replace a cap on my vcr, or had to dig out an old monitor or floppy disk drive to fix a computer, or replace broken parts with cheap alternatives (like a timing belt on my walkman that had snapped with a rubber hairtie) I'd have enough money to afford shit that doesn't break
my furniture is mostly walmart or ikea
>with like 30sq ft taken up by a bed
>like 20sq ft of walkable area
nah it's p shit
I haven't had posters like that on my wall in years lol.
>My bookshelf is the equivalent to porn for Gem.
my life has been a complete failure the last 10 years and i have had severe depression since I was 13 and im not even on hormones and its probably too late already. also i know there is no cure for me and no matter if magically everything start going right, i will still be depressed and will kill myself anyways
Oh no no no! Last night I shared a few pictures of my bookshelf since I'm into geology (Got a degree in it just cause I liked it so much) and Gem was fussing over my books for like an hour in the thread. Sorry shoulda clarified. >>5693826
Maryland. It's a quadrangle map of the county I live in.
I am a woman of many hobbies obviously. During the summer I'm outside and I go into the mountains, over to dinosaur park, into the chesapeake bay etc. Then during the winter I turn my room into a mini jungle and chatter away on my cb radio.
>Fossil and shit collection
It's too late, I'm on my bed, I'm naked, I have a tray of ice cubes, and I'm going to shove one into my ass. This doesn't sound like it will be fun but I'm too horny to think about fuck fuck.
I'm going to read this while I do it, pls make sexy shitposts.
I have caught the lewd disease... The only thing in my mind is sex, cocks and cum. Whenever I'm with guys and I smell their odor it's so intoxicating and I get so tingly~
I want to get fucked by everyone in my class like the little cumslut I am. I want to pleasure and suck cocks and swallow their semen like the good little slut I am <3
I want to get fucked by so many guys and let them all cum inside my boypussy and be their cocksleeve <3
PLEASE HELP ME. HOW DO YOU GET RID OF LEWD DISEASE
>mfw i want to get my boypussy pregnant
>mfw when i get my boypussy filled to the brim with lewd cum <3
>mfw i want to get bred by alot of guys at the same time, oh gosh~~
Finally, roommates! My disposable income is about to octuple. Rhinoplasty and chin shave are nowhere near as far off.
Also maybe being less lonely.
Who else has had a wonderful day?
I get how you're feeling. Depression is pretty terrible, especially combined with gender dysphoria. It makes you feel like things are completely hopeless regardless of whether that is justified in an analysis undistorted by those emotions. I'm sorry that you're going through this.
Are you receiving treatment for your depression? Chances are that it isn't too late to have at least some benefit from hormones, and you should look into that even if you feel it's too late, but seeking help with the depression is just as important.
Not really but I'm such a cumslut I'll drink my own straight from the tap.
Well, almost. It's actually too small for me to wrap my lips around it, but I let it drip down into my mouth.
>visit home town yesterday
>barbeque with guys I've grown up with since we were five to ten years old
>used to practically live with these guys through high school
>haven't seen anyone in two years or more
>some of them I've already told, some I'm talking to about it for the first time
>it's posted on facebook
>haven't been on it in months
>check comments of the picture
>"Who's the girl in the middle?"
>weed out extended family and literal-who highschool people from friends list
>change name, gender, profile picture
I had went to therapy for many years since I was a kid, never did anything for me, I have been pretending Im okay for years because therapy is just a waste of time.
Last time I went to therapy was because my parents paid one to cure me from being a faggot, and I talk to her about how depressed I was and about gender dysphoria, and then I quit going because it was too expensive and she didnt helped me with anything. So now my parents thinks Im straight.
At this point of my life, I seriously doubt it.
>>tfw aria will never tuck you
i read this as
>>tfw aria will never fuck you
and i was about to KILL a nigga dude
Don't worry Based Yume, I'm not into Poly~
Unless if we are gettin a pile on...
u can fuck my gal when ever u want if ur cute
are u cute?
send me a pic
i have to be allowed to watch though, sorry but those are the rules
Sometimes therapy alone doesn't work all that well. Medication doesn't always help either, but sometimes it does; have you ever taken anything for your depression?
(Also, if the therapy was actually to "cure you of being a faggot", it very well could have not been particularly based in sound medical evidence.)
With regards to hormones: How old are you? Chances are that you aren't too old to get at least some physical and mental benefits.
I've been upbeat throughout posting
I don't see how it would be 4chan's fault though.
My life/dysphoria has gotten worse since November, hell I was pretty bad at one point in Nov and talking to some people from here really helped unfuck me for a little while
I'm just so sick of living desu
Just existing makes me feel like a man
I'm not even sure if the reasons I hate myself are real anymore
Akaka! Thank you for your help yesterday, I think you probably didn't see my reply because a new thread had been created by the time I had it written, but I'm very thankful; I needed to hear that. I hope you keep having wonderful days!
n e r d
I bet you sit around wanking to RSA
>tfw got tech
>tfw all the others require too much math
>can still talk on the radio like a cool person
>tfw can build an antenna for my tv that works better than a storebought one cause of antenna theory
>tfw made a yagi antenna for my compy to make sure it had enough db to go through a water heater that was in between my room and the access point
I swear I'm not a nerd, I just know a lot of them and it started rubbing off on me
not that way pervert
why do you start growing boobs when you start taking estrogen but like...your boobs don't keep growing forever while you're taking it. it doesn't make any sense. it does one thing but then it stops doing that thing later even tho nothing changes
Hello, my parents sent me here for you to cure my faggotry, so after a few weeks I will pretend Im cured. Besides that I have severe depression and gender dysphoria, I have tried to take my life away enough times.
It went something like that.
It's not true that you can't get a job while transitioning; there are several people in this thread that have, in fact. 24 isn't particularly old to be starting, either.
Why do you think hormones would make you more depressed? Generally they have the opposite effect in people with gender dysphoria.
yeah rsa isn't the greatest, I went with it cause they look like mtfg
not judging lol, I was majoring in computing security and linguistics, though I might go into nursing cause that's way more fun
>All the people I know got their jobs through friends or well known contacts
>I have no friends
>Finding a job is only getting harder as time goes on and I get older and the length of my unemployment continues to grow
I am so fucked.
I've essentially accepted that at one point it my life, I will end it
maddie, you still haven't sent me that picture yet. it's been.... im looking at the clock here and it seems like its been almost 6 or 7 hours, what gives?
i don't expect you to post it publicly here, but you should def do it private ne~?
To be clear, I'm not trying to pressure you to make one decision or the other, just challenge your assumptions where I think they may be distorted. You're in a tough situation and I wish you the best no matter what you decide to do.
Aww, thanks Joan (excellent name, btw. My middle one, no less). I'm really happy to hear that what I wrote could be of any help. You sometimes get scared that your words are just being lost in the wind...
It seems so hard sometimes, I really don't want any of us to hurt more than we, unfortunately often, have to.
Like, yeah. The world can be so horribly harsh. Do you want to talk about the reasons you have to hate yourself, and the doubts you're having about them?
>get call about a job today
>hr lady says she'll talk to one of the admins and give me a call back
>no call back yet
u-usually when I complain about something not happening it happens soon after. w-wish me luck mtfg
email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
Better than not being on HRT and not trying to live as a woman
Okay lol just keep being miserable. You are only 24 that's probably fine. You might need ffs but thats better than depression and suicide. Get a job in boymode, leave, switch to girl mode.
Your body has a timer
Thes is what I am doing rn and it's working out fine
I was just joking
Guise if you are going to kill urself put the end of the guns barrel behind your ear. Chin suicides are very painful
You'd bleed out. You want to pop your head. If your brains aren't on a wall you are doing it wrong
>20 something's who think they aren't late transitioners just because they are early by today's standards
>I started HRT at 18, but transition made my life better r...really
>10 years from now starting later than 13 will be unheard of and seen as disgusting
We are all tomorrow's hons, hon, you won't be bragging about starting at 20 forever, its a badge of shame. It doesn't get better, we are all trash.
What do I want to do with my life? Where are the chances there? Should it be more appropriate to ask what can you do with your life?
Still Im going to answer your question, I would do something for my parents to love me, then I would magically create money to move to a better country and make friends there while I transition and get a FFS.
On the other hand, what I can do with my life right now is either start hormones, get kicked from home, drop college, get a miserable job where I will get insulted daily for the way I look, barely make money to live and to pay hormones and probably end up killing myself like some of my friends who took the same way. Or I can pretend Im okay, have my parents barely love me, finish college and have a moderate comfy life dealing with the severe depression and gender dysphoria the rest of my life, which should be too long since every year seems more and more sad than the before.
Does anyone here have really accurate gut feelings?
Whenever I date someone I can pretty much instinctively feel when they are going to break it off. I don't know if I'm just really adept at reading people subconsciously, but I've never been broken up with, without already knowing its going to happen.
I'm getting that same feeling with this girl and its awful. I'm just bracing for the "I'm sorry but I don't think we're going to work out" speech right now. Any second now I'll see a message from her stating something along that line.
Police in Australia care about marijuana? Ive had people here in AZ call the police and tell them I had multiple ounces on me that I was trying to sell and the police said, "Yeah well, we have real crime do deal with so please don't bother us with this again."
The most time consuming part of it is making the butter or oil mix for it.
It takes a relatively greasy base to dissolve in.
Preservative free smooth peanut butter is also good.
I do believe so
In the sense that, no matter how sad I am, I can never cry, I can never display proper sadness. It makes me feel like some sort of emotionless drone, I hear it gets better on E though.
There's also a lot of my appearance I really hate, I'm not sure if it's me being overly dysphoric or they are legit.
Yeah, moreso in my state apparently
I hear in one state they don't give a shit though
>There's also a lot of my appearance I really hate, I'm not sure if it's me being overly dysphoric or they are legit.
Post a pic then. If all you get back every time is someone telling you to kill yourself then it's probably legit. If not, you get feedback.
Yeah, it's just so pointlessly awful! Like the hack doing the writing can't think of any better way to make someone relatable than through some kind of utterly unjustifiable misery. I sometimes like to think of long, overwrought stretches of purple prose used to narrate the particularly dramatic moments of inner turmoil.
Jesus. I don't understand people. I could understand striking someone out of anger, but setting up a camera and leisurely taking swings means that this was all thought out before hand. I was feeling sick to my stomach already, but before at least it was just because of something I ate.
>Your parent's lack of understanding and love is permanently etched into your flesh for all to see
>Irreversible damage to your body
>You will suffer for things that were beyond your control for many decades to come
>You are young, and the nightmare has barely started
>You tried to do everything right and be a good person but you're a joke
>You get so desperate to believe you're not the literal bottom rung of the ladder that you lash out at anyone even an inch deeper in this living hell, but it doesn't feel better
>You're just watching your soul ripped apart by hate
>I still love you but I'm not in love with you
>Let's go back to being friends
>We ended up in a relationship but I was just joking around
>It's not you it's me
>If you had cared more about me you would have fought to keep me
>You're too desperate you're only thinking about yourself
>You deserve someone better
>I'm not good enough you can do better
>I'm not ready for something so serious
>I need time for myself
>It just sort of happened I didn't plan it
>We should take a break
>You don't have any time for me
>You're being too clingy
But remember every human is unique and special. There's no way 99% of humanity was replaced by replicants incapable of having a single original thought and therefore extremely predictable right?
Didn't you have anons bragging about being your boyfriend or something a while ago? Im sure you'll find some one who likes you.
Shit sucks, I forget how awesome AZ is, if I was in another US state like Kansas or Kentucky Ive been told it would be similar. Police here will only bust you for pot if they have to or feel like being a dick.
People do hugbox on here pretty hard.