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Goodbye Pizza: >>5687973
guys I woke up this morning and I have a vagina? I masturbated a few times but now I'm kinda wanting to go back
Does anyone know which God to summon to bring back my WILLY?
If you don't want to confuse people then maybe stop dressing up and pretending that you pass as a boy, because you clearly don't.
Given Lokis propensity for making willies disappear, I'd just assume summon Thor or something.
How can we finally eliminate the AGP/transdyke cancer plaguing the trans community?
You're working on that. In the meantime you'd do well to quit trying to delude yourself into thinking you pass as masculine. The world has spoken, and it thinks your boymode is shit.
>tfw new bf is over at my house for the first time
>tfw had to leave him locked out for 30 minutes while I cleaned up all my spilled mone pills and Jeb! turtles
>tfw he's mad when he comes in because he had to wait
>tfw he doesn't believe my cover story that i had that hot new death grips beat playing so loud that i didn't know he was there
>probably because he would be able to hear if i was and i obviously wasn't
>i texted him every minute to tell him to wait too and called him three times to tell him to wait fuck why did i say i didn't know
>we sit down, he's finally feeling better
>he said he wanted to come over for netflix and i thought that meant sex but now he's asking me to get netflix on
>i don't have netflix omg
>we sit there on opposite ends of the couch quietly for 10 minutes and i can see he's clearly bored
>i decide to show him something i've been practicing for a month
>i get on the coffee table in front of him on all fours and stick my butt up towards him
>i start letting out my feminine fart styles that i've been practicing
>tfw my panies were wedged up title so the farts were bubbling and tickling my girlballs
>he just gets up and yells what the fuck
>i start crying but i can't stop feminine farting
>my arms go weak and i slip on the table, falling off and hitting my head on the floor
>i blacked out and when i woke up the next morning he wasn't still there
it's not fair
>dad forced me to go back to college
>not ready for it
>im already failing
>skipping today because depression
>if I flunk I have to pay back every dime I owe him
Someone please kill me
Has anyone else had shitty luck buying used cars? I got excited to look at a nice truck that was too good to be true, and it ended up needing $2000 in work.
No he has a wide circle of friends and I'm sure there's at least a few people we know that visit 4chan. I wouldn't want to out myself as trans and let people know he's dating a tranny. His friends/family don't seem like the type that would be very receptive. >_<
It's kinda scary because I feel like if anyone knew I was trans we'd be over just from pressure from his friends/family. :(
>Have tranny gf
>She's a nice tranny
>Have people over
>She jumps on their lap
>Sticks her ass in their faces
I tried locking her up but she meows. I might have to get rid of her. This behavior is not acceptable.
trying some slightly lighter makeup today and overdrawing my lips a bit like edie suggested. idk how big i can make them without looking like an idiot. this took about 40 minutes.
>undereye color corrector and concealer
>lip liner+liquid lipstick
my hair is fucked because i ran out of dry shampoo but w/e
I really want to lay on my tummy after getting fucked hard, and have my bf take pictures of my butte holl as it seeps with cum. I want him to post those pictures on Reddit and get upboats for bragging about how I'm his toy and nobody else's.
First I need a bf desu.
My boymode isn't that bad though! I think the glasses really do it.
>agp thing is a dumb idea
The relevant medical literature tells me that disbelief in AGP is a symptom of AGP. Why should AGP be trusted to alter their own definition? Just typical "I'm IT therefore I'm a super genius" arrogance, and shying away from the not so nice truth of things.
Now this is content!!
I dont even KNOW you
You gotta know cars. My mom peer pressured me into buying my first car. It was bad
>she does the test drive
>i dont even get to fucking drive it before i buy it
>Its not a hot day out so we dont eve try to use the a/c
>big surprise: it doesnt work
>transmission has problems and the front axel has a hole in it
>tons of electric problems that are a headache because muh german wiring
>she tells me not to haggle and just offer the sticker price
>i paid 5000 for a car i could have whittled to 2 at the most.
I browse the fuck out of /o/ now and i know what to look for and what things are worth because FUCK that shit
Its in our shitty sugar pills blood
bitterness probably, its why fat people are good at telling jokes
Just become my girl bf you fucking sëxy, you'll get so much karma.
hey man if i wasnt a fat lazy slob i'd give you gold for this post......
edit: GOLD FOR MYSELF?? THANKS GUYS
edit x2: GOLD AGAIN??? wow guys i just... i cant believe it thank you so much it means so much
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Yeah, this pretty much what was wrong with the truck. It seems like almost all used cars dont hace ac.
>she tells me not to haggle
I always haggle, but sometimes fuckers dont budge.
if ur not agp i think ur doing the whole trans thing wrong desu......... o.O?
You get gendered female on soc in your guy glasses, strangers give you funny looks, your dad is giving you shit about hormone levels, and medical technicians with no access to your diagnosis info are asking your gender when they do tests because there's so much conflicting info on your file vs your appearance.
I can't say anything about your girlmode, but it's obvious that your boymode completely sucks. Sorry to burst your bubble.
>Agp is prevalent in cis women
shit AGPs say #827
Please just be my girl bf, I don't care if you farto. PLEASE.
I dont fucking get reddit. Why do these people need to announce their edits? Who gives a shit if you edited your post? And the whole like...crowdspeak thing...people i know regard reddit as this big important website and it is literally a m'lady stye.
You should always try to haggle.
Wow this is shitposting
na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na let me axe u a questin
where a nigga sposed to get some A PLUS PUSSY round here???????????????
LITERALLY all the posts i just made were while i was on the
i bet u guys all feel dum now lmfao
YU WHITE BOIS THINK YU SMART?
LEMME HOLLA AT YU
LOOK AT DIS MOTHAFUCKIN BLACK HISTORY MONTH
WITHOUT US NIGGAS, YOU WHITE BOIS WOULD BE NUTHIN'
WE WUZ INVENTORS AND SHIT
ALSO CHEK OUT MY NEW RAP ALBUM, WORD GOES TO MY BOY MICHAEL "DINDU NUFFIN" BROWN
way way way wait up
na hol up
wait hol up
so you sayin
so if im some gender dysphoria and shied
you sayin i dont need to get pussy no mo?
you sayin i can get some finna operating and ill have my own tight pussy
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiied you hear dat???
i like this gender disphone home man
i get to touch pussy and boobs all day mane
all free n shiet
WE WUZ SCIENTISTS AND SHIIED
YOU NO HE SMAHT NIGGA JUST LOOK AT HIS BIG ASS HEAD
do i have a cute girl voice guys?
I'm so glad I moved away from all the stupid niggers that were around me.
>tfw I need to sit beside a smelly nerd to have access to a power outlet, and his feet smell so bad that the scent is wafting out of his shoes and straight up my nostrils
na na na na nigga na
we wuz GAWDS NIGGS
GAWDS LIKE YEEZY N SHIED
>there are people out there who sincerely believe this crap
"Keep it 300, like the Romans. Who were of African descent and black. Sparta was a black city and the capital of the Roman empire."
~ Ye West, Uno Domini 316
What did he mean by this? Answer below in full sentences.
na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
lets rewind a bit
be you saying we was good n shit?
na na na na na let me axe u a questin
how we be here
to answer that lets rewind a bit
it all started in on a rainy night in anicent egypt, cairo..... and what would happen next would change my life forever...
Don't worry, I'm sure someone out there gets off on girls with gay boi voices trying to be funny on the internet. It's a pretty specific fetish, but there's a lot of people out there, you'll find someone.
awww shieed dog its that trailer on again
AYY YO AYY YO AYY YO AYY YO AYY YO AYY YO AYY YO AYY YO AYY DOG YOU HEAR ME
I SAYIN THAT TRAILER ON AGAIN YO
YA YA THAT DOCUMENTINGARIAN ABOUT EJUPTIONS AND SHIED
MMMMMMMMMMMHM NIGGA, ABOUT HOW THEM WHITEY CAME AND STOLE OUR EMPIRE AND TOOK AWAY US NIGGAS ABILITY TO FLY
HELL YA NIGGA EDUCATE THE SHEEPULL N SHIIIED
Uh i think normally my feet smell fine
But i jog 8 miles to work and i can.imagine then they might be disruptive. No complaints yet tho. And i mean i hate socks and shoes. They really upset me and i am dying to take them off right now. But I'm at work.
>if i wash my feefees and make them smell like flowers before will u kissu them then?
das it mane... uhhhh.....
I'm sorry mi'lady, please no need to call the authorities, twas a misunderstanding.
thats what happens when you design a society around inclusion and ignorance instead of truth and understanding
cmon for me at least? when ur in portland ur gonna have to kissu my feefees
its the law
what are u willing to do 4 me greenskin
> I don't really like feet desu
tfw elanna will sensually lick the soles of ur feet and kissu the toes in ur lif time
P O R T L A N D
S U M M E R
hey you are really good at this, how about this one?
Not as good as mine given the shit I'm pulling. Really. Getting three shrinks to back my demands for retirement at 41 with a pension that's higher than what most people make working? That's golden. Not to mention I pretty much dictated my SRS referral letters to them.
But, hey, yeah, being a shrink is a hard, serious job...
cis dyke here,
I just came here to thank you all, because I always had a lot of insecurities about being a girl and all, I thought it was absolute shit, that being a boy was way better, and it turns out it's transwomen that helped me learn what was good about womanhood and all that stuff. It seems like transwomen are attached to their womanhood and know its qualities more than cis women.
So yeah, I hope you do good.
i wanna fuck you so fucking hard and grab your short slutty fucking dyke hair and make you call out my name and tell me how much of a good little feminine slut you are for me you fucking whore
>that being a boy was way better,
There's a reason why the number of transwomen is 4x than that of transmen.
Also why the fuck did you want to be a boy?
Do you think facial hair and deep voices is amazing?
*cocks colt 1911*
>Do you think facial hair and deep voices is amazing?
fucc you i love facial hair and deep voices
i want to be cuddled by a deep voiced stubble bf and told im pretty
Can't tell if it's ironical or not
>Also why the fuck did you want to be a boy?
Easier to get V
>Do you think facial hair and deep voices is amazing?
Actually, yeah, absolutely, it's appealing to straight girls, and sounds definitely cool to me.
Same about gay and Mtf to me honestly, never thought a man would ever want to take my place.
>it's appealing to straight girls,
thats why guys with facial hair get the best girls right?
oh wait no its the other way around. The guys who shave everyday in the morning get the best girls.
I just don't get it. I mean, I'm happy they're happy as a male but what the fuck man. Every single time they come out less attractive.
I hate seeing such cute female bodies go to waste while I sit here wallowing in my stinky farts and hating my lanky boybod.
>Every single time they come out less attractive.
That's their goal. They want to be less attractive. Why? Who knows.
>tfw we come out less attractive more than half the time when we have the opposite goal
tfw no slutty submissve tomboy cisgirl who fights with me and has power struggles with me but at the end of the day cuddles up to my chest and lets me pet her like a good girl and begs me to fuck her
i dont want to drive anyone out desu...... o.O
I find it ironic when you compare media coverage of mtf and ftm and for ftm its almost always either praise or neutral and media attention for mtfs its half praise+neutral and half negative.
Everytime theres news reports about kids who say their trans, the cis-girl that wants to be a boy is always getting far more positive attention than the cis-boy that wants to become a girl.
im not using google translate
thats krautchan speak do u not go on kc?
oh ur one of those autistic germans that only speaks hochsdeutsch arent you...........
lmfaooo alter was ist los mit dir das ist nicht so gut nigga wie shitttttttt
It's thanks to the way they/you describe what being a (cis) female is like, like having hips or making babies, etc, I've never seen it as something as good as having a penis and being male, I never heard anything good around me about being female, my mother said she'd have liked being male because she had opportunities she missed, my father was super misogynistic also, anything around me always pointed to the fact that being born female = pure shit
it's a fucking shame because pre-transition ftms are usually my exact taste in women
like holy shit i want to wrap my legs around the left and have them nip and kiss my neck and whisper lewd things in my ear
>bio-males as sexually charged predators.
yeah but referring to transkids who are too young to have learned sex shit anyway.
Media to ftm kid: OMG you want to be a boy!!! your sooooo brave and adorable!!
Media to mtf kid: OMG YOU WANT TO BE A GIRL? are you a fucking sissy? wtf is wrong with your parents?
>tfw no slutty submissve tomboy cisgirl who fights with me and has power struggles with me but at the end of the day cuddles up to my chest and lets me pet her like a good girl and begs me to fuck her
perfect taste tee bee honest. shame that means we're incompatible.
honest truth nobody wants 2 admit
the reason theres more mtfs than ftms is because no1 thinks a pair of boxers with no bulge is sexy on the flipside.... well..........
>Not using the cash in case of personal emergency like getting kicked out of house/losing job/bf/ etc etc or going to suicide but want one nice cheap vacation before doing so
as they say in the UK,
What are some insurances in America that cover mtf surgeries? I'm thinking of getting health insurance
You're an autistic pedo that's done fucked up his brain by watching too much anime and hentai.
Not even once...
The only type of anime I'm down with is smug face anime other than that I consider anime/hentai to be haram.
>tfw no qt transguy/cisgirl tomboy fuckbuddy
;_; i want someone to have a power struggle with but at the end of the day dominate like a little slut, or maybe she can be a crazy powerbottom and still fight me even during sex, my 1st cisgf was kinda like that
oregon medicaid covers SRS and HRT
y would i leave
Oh. I'm sorry that you had to deal with an environment like that, anon. Being male definitely has its advantages in this world, but being female does too - just different ones.
Unfortunately, men are usually really carnal, so a non-significant part of how they value women is based on their appearance, and this creates kind of a beauty culture for women.
But that can be used, I suppose.
Either way, I'm glad that you've learned to accept yourself more and that you feel happier about your body!
does it cover ffs too? That's mostly what I'm looking for since that'll be my first surgery
>Also nearly every German only speaks Hochdeutsch
not in everyday speech lol.................................. u must live in berlin right???? and all krauts are autistic u no exception chump : ^ )
i am a proud bisexual transwoman >:(
when u see a nice panty bulge u think mmm i wanna protect and kissu that bulge
when u see a boxer with no bulge u think wowie zowie sure look like hes got a small willy LOL
i dont think a single surgery in the states covers FFS, not even any european countries do afaik
>;_; i want someone to have a power struggle with but at the end of the day dominate like a little slut, or maybe she can be a crazy powerbottom and still fight me even during sex, my 1st cisgf was kinda like that
>tfw wannabe tomboy who is stuck in 6'3" perma hon mode
when i get cute im gonna find you and you better be ready to put me in my place
yeah i heard you but i also know you crave the SUCC
>as long as you ride me and i dont have to do the work
anything so long as i can have your deep dish dicc in me
i need it
Ah... I used to post as anon-chan years ago and have not changed this whole time. I think I knew you from /lewd/, some skype group all that time ago, as kelly
just some canadian from bc ~
>Being male definitely has its advantages in this world, but being female does too - just different ones.
Yeah, that's what I've come to understand
>Either way, I'm glad that you've learned to accept yourself more and that you feel happier about your body!
And thanks a lot anon, I sincerely hope you do good too.
If it can ever cheer you up whenever you feel down, I'm in the closet myself but I've always been defending transwomen/transmen outwardly, I'm cis and I don't know what it feels like to be trans but I'm persuaded it's something you can't help, like being gay, so I really feel for you all, because I know you have it way harder. My sister used to call transwomen "things" or call them "he/him" and I always told her that it was wrong and now she always says "she" and consider them as women, I know that's not a big thing at all, but I just wanted to share this with a transwoman, idk.
nm just chilling
kinda bored and tired
relistening to MBDTF and having some 2010 nostalgia
i was stretching 3 days ago and pulled a muscle in my neck so i can barley move my head right now
i feel pretty good though regardless but i didnt get a lot of sleep, about to make myself some iced coffee i think
also ordering a pizza >:)
hey buddies i made a quickie video , let me know if i pass oky??
Kaiser Permanente of Northern California covered me on breast augmentation and facial hair laser, and they have a surgeon in network who did a year fellowship where he did a lot of FFS alongside Spiegel, and they seem to be trying to establish what they're going to do with that, though they haven't actually DONE it yet in network. I've gotten pretty far in trying to get that covered, I'm mostly just held up on figuring out if I ought to do an optional orthognactic surgery that would be better done before FFS if at all. (I might go with him, but it's kinda nervous as it's kind of unknown territory)
They don't cover those things as a matter of course, and you usually have to go through a lengthy complaint process. Still, it's more of a winning battle than I expected. Dunno if I'd recommend moving here over it tho, it's a pain to get them to do anything, but it's marginally possible.
Awwww. That's actually really nice of you to say. Sometimes, I feel really lonely because it doesn't really seem like we have many allies, and it feels like 90% of the world sees us as men or freaks (though to be fair, there are definitely fetishists who call themselves trans women).
It does make me feel better to know that other women can accept us...
Yep! That's me! You have a really good memory, Soapie. I missed you toooooo
>mfw some guy on my class ordered this thing for me today
I dont even watch animu
didn't even order the vastly superior shitpost hamster
Thanks for the info friend. I'll just have to cover it out of pocket then. Thankfully it isn't super expensive for a brow shave. I think after all the expenses are factored in it comes out to less than 10k. I might just save up and get a brow shave + jaw line too. I think it's like 15k for all that though x.x
>i am sorta fat (5'6" 155lbs) but i usually keep it around ~1200
I find that hard to believe, unless you store fat like a champ. Cheat days like that are super bad for you if you do... But you're not F A T fat so who really cares?
the last two years were mostly eventless for me. I am still stuck in uni (BA is finished, and halfway through master) I got SRS like 2 years ago and am still living with the trip I met on here in fall 2013. I am currently trying to get money for FFS - with limited success so far.
only $100 so you better
only way to make me succ
well i was like 200lbs last summer and i cut down my diet dramatically, and I've been losing weight pretty quickly, im hoping to be like 130 lbs by april, but I've been eating about 16-1700 for the past month and thats bad.
Ahhhhh oh my god that's awesome. I'm so proud of you for doing so well in school!
I've had a pretty eventless time, too, to be honest. Just working, moving out, finding myself... you know.
I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna transition! I'm gonna be who I've always wanted to be!
>glance at a mirror
>lurk /lgbt/ but bitter
>bitterness is replaced with hope
I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna transition! I'm gonna be who I've always wanted to be!
>glance at a mirror
It isn't fair I tell ya.
imo brow ridge work usually makes nose stuff necessary too, as you probably don't want to set one back without the other, can make nose look moar prominent than before if you leave it totally untouched but move the stuff around it back, if that makes any sense.
15K seems pretty optimistic to me, but it's certainly possible, not everyone needs everything, and if you really need the whole laundry list you're pretty fucked anyways, but it doesn't sound like you are if you're talking that way.
Hey giaz, not trans myself but I gotta question.
Dude I know apparently felt like a chick his whole life and now hes come out to the world. I know this kid as a total womanizing horndog so I guess I didn't expect him to not be a him.
Point is all the trans mofos I've ever known I've met long after they've started living as the other gender, how do I support this person while they're transitioning.
I'm not really used to this shit so help me not say or do something thats gonna fuck em up.
I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna transition! I'm gonna be who I've always wanted to be!
>glance at yume
>lurk /lgbt/ on the shitter
>shitterness is replaced with relief
I'm gonna poo it! I'm also gonna transition! I'm gonna be who I've always wanted to be!
>glance at a yume
ily bby pls transition, what do you honestly have to lose from trying?
Oh god I forgot about that. BC is definitely nicer than the east imo, so I'm gonna stay around here for sure, though I may move again to vancouver in a year and a half or so.
She's doin okay and all... she really has gotten more accepting and supportive over the years. It's nice, though I guess she's not a big part of my life these days.
Can't wait to go back to college. My career goal is to teach esl in at least five different (probably asian) countries within the next 15 years!
I'm fucking ugly, kill me now
>glance mirror an hour later
Hey I'm not too bad, maybe even cute
>glance mirror later again
I'm fucking ugly
Just shoot me already
i have a foot on my face right now....
uhhh? what does it mean
I've already been politely but firmly informed that I would be a hon. Being a hon would be worse than being a man for me, honestly. At least as a man I have a shred of dignity and self respect left, even if I hate what I am. As a hon there'd be nothing of me left.
At least you have good moments. I'm sure you're at least a little cute.
>only if its flapping on my belly while ur riding me dude
na na na but bro what if i squirt a little while i'm riding you?
Trans people can be very sensitive early transition, and they often tend to cut people out of their lives, so.... I dunno, just be curious, open-minded, and non-judgemental and you should be good
JUST DO IT!
I mean, it's not going to get any better putting it off.
there is honestly nothing more that ive ever wanted than for a qt to cum/leak precum all over my belly why they're riding me, i want it to get all over me, i want to feel them shake and shiver because of my cock inside them
no1 is ever able to produce sperm anymore tho :((
>dress hanging in laundry room forever, from my cousin
>assume it's a recent purchase, always thought it would be too big for me to bother trying on
>check just now, it's from before she got a -lot- bigger
>fits amazing and looks equally amazing
>feel cute as fuck
I'm straight up stealing this dress.
basically learning by doing. we cant really tell you what she wants you to do, but if youre legitimately nice and caring about stuff it wont be a problem if you do something wrong once in a while. transwomen usually know that its pretty hard to deal with them.
>Oh god I forgot about that.
I am bad at remembering things without hints. but once I get going, my brain is pretty efficient. a blessing and a curse sometimes.
its great that she has gotten more accepting though. Was finding work tough or was it easier in retrospect than we thought back then?
what is esl?
have a picture
i-if you want
i can cum a little. i'll gladly leak precum all over your belly as you fucc my ass deep.
it's not gay because we're both girls.
I just don't think it will end well if I do. I'm already too late. Getting 'more' too late doesn't matter since I probably shouldn't do it now or in the future. I just can't stop wishing things were different and it's awful.
Weak bait. Should've just left it at passing, throwing in better than average was a poor call.
Yeah, getting work isn't a problem... especially since I have matured so much over the last three years, and as my transition progressed...
ESL... English as a second language. It should be super fun to be able to have a career like that to explore the world with
you hurd me bby
now come here and fill this cutebutt with your loveshaft
I'm not sure it will end well if you don't either. More too late is definitely something that happens. Repressing longer seems to consistently lead to >40 year olds snapping and just having to do it anyways.
How old are you anon? What specifically makes you too far gone?
>How old are you anon?
>What specifically makes you too far gone?
I've posted a few pics to different places (including here) and 17/19 responses indicated I was screwed. The other two said I might be alright with major surgery and luck respectively. Surgery is far out for me and the odds are never in my favor.
oh right, should have figured. do you know which countries you wanna visit? Asia is pretty big. I didnt expect that, but thailand is a really nice place. the weather tho. all that heat...
haha thanks. I am mostly getting this for myself. Like, I havent told anyone at uni what I am. nobody has ever brought it up either. I am not sure if they know or not. but if I look into a mirror I see a man. and thats killing me.
sadly my voice has hit a wall. went to a specialist and he said the back of my mouth was kind of weird. My pitch is definitely high enough but I dont sound quite right. not male either at least tho.
i like vaporwave staying kinda underground as it is right now but its so underground thats its not even like normie underground
Like there would be nothing better i think than having some sort of Vaporwave Rave we could call it Vaporave and it could be held in Portland (the home of Vaporwave).
Just imagine some warehouse in portland or the surrounding area and you go in and everyone is just dancing around having a good time and there's tons of neon flashing lights and people all dancing to future funk n shit
i can dream
Well, I was thinking of starting in China, then Taiwan, then South Korea, Japan, and Singapore. I'll make up my mind on where else to go. Thailand isn't high on my list to be honest.
>but if I look into a mirror I see a man. and thats killing me.
Oh no, that's too bad. I'm sorry. You just look like a regular German girl to me... like an elf or a rohirrim princess, straight out of the Lord of the Rings.
It's hard to argue with that, but there are alternatives to transitioning that can also be considered that will keep the worst at bay. Some people take hormones without socially transitioning, some adopt an andro presentation, some embrace a nonbinary identity. You have options, even if the odds of transitioning and passing are low.
>but its so underground thats its not even like normie underground
nahh desu. it is normie underground. there might not be a physical scene but considering how much happens online nowadays it certainly has enough of a following to not be considered trve kvlt
kinda lewd question but anyways is my cum supposed to be like clear and really thin and liquidy? Its been nearly a month since I last used my gt and this is new
am I dying?
>self medding without looking at the effects of hormones
Yes, it's normal
>Some people take hormones without socially transitioning, some adopt an andro presentation
I've considered this, and it's sort of what I'm doing right now sans HRT. HRT without transition just feels pointless, you know? Sure it would help a bit to have soft skin, longer hair (on my head), and no body hair; but it seems like it would be difficult to live like that, especially wearing a binder to keep breasts hidden. Almost like having some of the trans struggle without much of the benefit.
>some embrace a nonbinary identity.
I can't really say I empathize with that, and it would just feel fake of me to do so.
Hahaha. I appreciate the offer, anon, thank you :p
Yeah. We're really bad at adapting to our new forms since our evolution happens so gradually. If you need ffs for your mental health, then I hope it turns out perfectly for you. Who are you planning to get it with?
Also yeah, I really don't wanna have to be menopausing for my teaching in China. I can't imagine that it'd be too hard to get estrogen, but we'll have to see. I may have to settle for Hong Kong if it is.
pls no bully its already scary enough not knowing everything ;_;
if i have friends they can join me in the comfort of my own home, chill out, do whatever.
it's what i've done in the past. i've moved house a lot recently though so now i don't have any friends.
maybe i'm boring. whatever.
i've never done stuff like mdma coke or mkat. i've not done party drugs. i get drunk, or i get baked, or i do hallucinogens. that's about it.
u sound awesome dude lets PARTY
>tfw brushed my teeth really good
baby steps. beginning my transition with baby steps.
can't just start hrt right away you know?
Should I go to this trans discussion group even if I still look like an ugly fat man? I figure I won't be the worst looking person there but still my nerves are telling me not to go.
Tech support is ezpz
ya thats probably a good idea
cocaine is REALLY easy to get addicted to... like its not physically addictive desu but FUCK its mentally addictive
a lot of people think its better than sex lel
thats not how MDMA is supposed to be used at all desu
just cus people use it at raves and burn themsevles out on it doesnt mean thats how its meant to be used
its a therapy drug
I feel like trying CyanogenMod again, Omni is getting to me. Should I get a CM13 Nightly or a CM12 RC?
I like bleeding edgy, but not if it means sacrificing security and stability. Is CM13 lacking in either?
>I can't really say I empathise with that
Understandable, for what it's worth I probably wouldn't either.
As for HRT sans transition, it undeniable that there are disadvantages. There are also other things to factor in for why people do it, there's more benefits than just softer skin, less hair etc. There's the peace of mind that comes with knowing that T isn't going to ruin your body any more than it has. Dysphoria also tends to be a lot more manageable on HRT, and it tends to improve your mental health overall.
Maybe you should do your homework then? Smdh
>Your hairline looks flawless
its really bad. its just invisible as long as my hair doesnt get wet or its really windy. its more of a comfort thing desu. not worrying about everything all the time would be nice ._.
its so exhausting sometimes.
It's for college students only (so no 50 year old hons) and I've met a few of the people who go to it already and they're pretty nice and pass well.
I mean I'm figuring most of the people won't pass, it's not really gonna scare me away from transitioning to see that.
I am sueing my HC provider for money. low chance of that working but I decided to try anyway. I want them to repay the money that I spend in thailand (and they subsequently saved, since I could have gotten the surgery here for free)
>There's the peace of mind that comes with knowing that T isn't going to ruin your body any more than it has.
That's actually a very good point. Just hormonally transition and if it goes well (lmao) then socially transition and if it doesn't wait until FFS becomes indistinguishable from magic.
That's some pretty good advice. I think I'll hit up a therapist soon. Thank you.
The one I went to was for young people, they can be just as much of freaks and creeps as old hons. First thing they went over were pronoun rules and I never cringed so hard in real life ever
>visit the college queer resources centre
>it's a weird tiny run down building straight from the southeast asian post-colonial era
>some weird looking dudes working on the PCs, some old men reading newspapers and a fucking enormous hon turning around to look at me
>run before her head can complete its turn
What the fuck.
I'm a cis male who prefers trans girl to cis girls because I find they usually are much nicer people and have much more relate able personalities. Exceptions exist of course, but generally trans girls are just more fun to be around.
If that makes me a chaser than you better run fast.
Fuck off and get away from my colony ya blimey infidel.
>generally trans girls are just more fun to be around
>I find they usually are much nicer people
It's because we're usually really desperate and/or too insecure to be mean bitches.
>have much more relate able personalities
It's because we know what being a dude is all about.
>you better run fast
Why should we run?
I'm not trying to be mean, it just upsets me that you havn't looked this stuff up because it's a safety concern. I believe in tough love when necessary, don't make me fly down there, I'll pimpslap you until you know all you need to know about hrt to be safe.
Sometimes it goes better than you expect. Good luck anon, I hope you find some way to make things work.
I'd pay to visit a hon colony. Maybe a hon zoo.
Just a bunch of 6 foot broad shouldered old men waving their hands at eachother going, "OH SWEETIE YOU LOOK GORGEOUS TEEHEE"
Why would I run when you're the kind of chaser that I would happily date?
thats bc people are dumb
sure you can use it for raves, but if you do youll get a bad comedown and it isnt nearly as enjoyable as if you savor it and just relax and open up with people you trust
you just cant be sad on mdma so even if you think about things that traumatized or have always deeply bothered you you'll have a more optimistic outlook about it, which will last after it wears off and leads to you generally feeling better about your life
It makes connecting and truly opening up to people really easy, and doing so gives you a sense of closure you wouldnt get from just continuing to bottle it up
its therapeutic, whereas if you use it for raves you just kinda party, which could be really fun but its far from being life changing like using it therapeutically with good company can be
I mean, mdma got rid of my chemical depression so I think it can be fucking amazing if you use it right
Am I seriously the only one here who has never experimented with ANY kind of drug? Hell I even take percocets in the proper dosages and never abused them!