>sometimes want men, usually want women
>don't want my GF sexually and only slightly romantically when in the mood for men
>don't want anything to do with guys when in the mood for women
>personality changes based on who I want to fuck
It's like there are two different people fighting for control of my body. What the fuck do I do?
v e r y common to find bi men who prefer to fuck women, but love getting fucked by a man. Probably something to do about how they view themselves on the whole dominance/alpha hierarchy or some shit
finding a bi male who is equally into fucking women and men is extremely rare.
What's so off putting about it? Is it the submissive part? Or is it the fucking girls in the pussy part?
I've went from straight(sometimes bi) to gay, but I still want to give the vagina another go. And I'm a bottom gay...
Also, I'd just fuck a hot girl just to fuck a hot girl. Just because that's how I thought off girls as I was repressing my homosexuality, I thought male heterosexuality was about fucking girls just because(doing it for social brownie points and boosting once ego).
>I've went from straight(sometimes bi) to gay, but I still want to give the vagina another go. And I'm a bottom gay...
lmao might want to book some therapist sessions prior to fucking anyone else
I already have, I don't get off on looking at women, I much more prefer watching a guy solo than a girl solo. I don't jack off to naked girls but I do jack off to full frontal naked guys. When I try to think about doing something sexual, it always goes to doing something with a man.
I've seen a lgbt community therapist, and he told me that he thought I wasn't even bi, but he said that shouldn't discourage me from wanting to try with girls again.
Regular therapists I go to tell me that I should experiment. I've asked my pyshatrist, and different therapists that I've feel like I've made myself gay, they all tell me that's nonsense and look at me like I'm a faggot because I just told them that I enjoy gay porn.
I should have said "straight"(who thought he was 20% bi while going on a cock lust binge and rarely if ever jack off to naked ladies(unless there was a big old dick around their proximity)).
How "straight" is it to keep fantasizing about your friends cocks?
It's just weird to me. I wouldn't want to be in a relationship with someone who just radically switches roles like that based on whomever they're with. I'm vers and ideally I'd want a vers bf.
Also (not saying this is your case) I get the vibe that a lot of bi guys who only want to bottom for guys are more attracted to the thought of submission than actually being attracted to guys. Just my thoughts.
Why you say that? It's not as I don't feel messed up already. I'm stuck at a point where I literally have to suck dick to find out if I'm gay or not. How fucked up is that?
They said porn would make you a misogynists, they lied... they should have told you that porn would turn you into a cock obsessed faggot.
Not even once.
In my case, I never was attracted to girls, until I learned it from peers, but I've felt attractions towards boys and the male body. I remember being a teenager trying to repress my homosexual lust, so I got kicks out of viewing straight porn because I liked looking at hard big dicks and I thought everybody liked dicks but only few people dared to venture into doing gay shit(the morally bankrupt, the perverted, the mentally ill etc).
Well that's fucking terrible that you felt you had to do that to be "normal". I hope you are okay with your gay side now. Here are some feels.