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I don't think he'd hurt me or anything, and I guess I wouldn't really care if he did, #so edgy. I'm really scared of him leaving though. I just really need to work up the balls to do it and not be a shitbag forever
I don't want to do it over message cause I don't want there to be a chance a friend picks it up and reads it or something. I'm planning on doing it at home I think... and I guess I'll just say it, so I don't know what I'm really asking, I guess I'm just trying to gather courage for it
pretty good about to go to bed soon cause I spent the night doing the stuff I wanted to do today ^^
weirdly enough she's still alive and the biggest support I have in my family
projecting maybe ?
>up all night working on a new website for my stepdad's chemical company
>listening to some kttn debates with based ben shapiro while i work
>some video of him bashing trannies comes up on autoplay
>"trannies are me, they don't have any female cells in their body. its a delusion"
>"why are we mainstreaming delusion?"
>he just keeps being rude in general
how come all of the people i look up to hate me? am i just a walking living breathing delusion? is transitioning even the right thing to do? i should probably just kill myself huh...
Those people you look up to must be red-pilled as fuck to say those things. They don't say them out of spite, they say it because it's as real a fact as gravity or light.
You took the ultimate blue-pill by letting liberal media corrupt you and doing this to yourself.
no, i never took any liberal pill. i might even be one of those autistic libertarians. i'm infinitely happier living as a androgynous idiot that will hopefully look like a girl in a year or two with pills, than i was living normally as a male.
i understand most of the psychiatry and neuroscience behind gender dysphoria and being trans and all that. i understand that what i have is like a real objective thing that's wrong with my brain.
even though i am infinitely happier transitioning, i still wonder if i will be looked back on as some primitive disgusting freak, kind of like we do with lobotomies now.
i don't really think he's that cute so no, not really. i'm not huge into hatefucking anyways.
I wish only for a society free of shitskins and zionists
Soon even the slavic countries may begin to rot from cultural marxism
i don't know. i posted some pictures of my face on unsee earlier. if you saw those, just imagine androgynous boy butt i guess, idk.
sorry, no can do. i am laying down in bed on my new laptop right now and i don't have them on here.
any other requests?
I hate getting erections. Like they're never full erections, but nonetheless sometimes I'll get the slightest bit of one, and it's just so weirdly upsetting. How long on HRT until they go away entirely?
oh you might want to rethink that, i'm not very cute
Ok, so, pre-everything, 23. Literally been out like a month. Played around with makeup a bit last night.
Hormones aren't going to do much to my face at this point, right? I'm stuck looking like a man forever?
I'm ok with my body today. My boobs could be bigger, my butt could be bigger. I need srs. But my body is smooth and curvy, my boobs are perky, my skin feels nice.
5 months mones today! wew lass
I want to be fucked harder than that new Death Grips track, buddies. I want to give Hot Head to a big cock, and have it rammed so deep down my throat that all I can say is "BLUB BLUB BLUB BLUB BLUB BLUB BLUB BLUB."
>a-are you going to suck their dick?
i-i don't know....... like he's going to this expo thingy on the east coast and he's stopping in PA cause i was like o ye let's chill after he asked me if i would go on a date with him if he flew here. i do like him but we're both kind of shy and awkward so idk. like we'll obvsly cuddle and we're sleeping in the same bed and stuff so............i mean....... i'd like to have sex tho prob... lol
well i don't wanna be mean to him he doesn't deserve that
>upload 2 most recent pics
>i get 50% masculine, 50% feminine
>one says 30 years old
>the other says 13
the same as anyone, desperation, boredom, having an empty life, the need to feed off the misery of others/the need to feel helpful to help less fortunate transitioners, easy trolling, meeting people, sheer habit... pick two
Thought about what you said about Dita Von Teese, and well, I know I liked her style. Found out she had a "beauty bible" published, so I ordered it. As far as that kind of book goes, it's great.
Oh, someone's posing as me.
Oh well then.
Of course there is something about those posts that make it pretty damn obvious it ain't me~
>banked sperm so i can have a baby of my own
>like trans and cis girls
>this will only work if i end up staying with a cis girl
>tfw won't be able to have a baby with another trans girl
God is evil
People like you are the reason I'm doing it. Stay mad
>I hope you're laughing at my typo, because there is no such thing as AGP
I mean i agree there's no real AGP, but i feel like mtfg still hugs to the idea. so its funny when people say there's no such thing as AGP, yet people shit talk about it so much here.
tfw pretty much 100% scandinavian but look like middle aged tubby arabs/indians
>If people like you think I'm doing something wrong, then I must be doing something right.
The fact that people like you exist is insulting to me. You need to kill yourself ASAP, for the good of humanity.
I had 9 inches of black goodness for breakfast~
I'm glad you feel that way. The fact that I insult people like you by existing empowers me. Tbh living to spite people like you is a pretty good suicidal thought deterrent
i'm gooood. in the last week and a half i've.......slept with two diff guys, one of which bruised my taint from slamming into me too hard in missionary, made 1500$, cleaned my apartment 2 times over, got roaring drunk and posted nonstop in the general while i did it, wore a bunch of diff lingerie and repented for my sinful ways, went out a few times, made fun of a ton of ppl, got a new sugar daddy, and bought stuff. currently i'm running on zero sleep and have like 3 1/2 hours to shower and get ready so i can go into downtown philadelphia and meet an ex /soc/ tripfag who i have a crush on who i'll be spending the next 2-3 days with and who i hope bangs me into oblivion.
so basically, the usual. what about you?
Yeah, if you're AGP then you're not true-trans, so its an effective insult. But there is no such thing as AGP, so its dumb to claim anyone has it.
Well see, if he's cool with you having a dick Id be surprised if nothing happened. You met on /soc/, right?
It does grind my gears when people dont fully spell out words and use proper grammar in text messages.
I need to get up and go to the gym but my bed is too warm and comfy
Basically, transbians come in two flavours. There are the "straight" trannies who couldn't make it in the straight male market and became transbians. Then there are the cis beta males who become transbian in a last-ditch effort to lose their virginity.
yeeee we did, like years ago. then we started following each other on tumblr and instagram and then we became fb friends etc... i mean he asked to take me on a date and we've flirted a lot....... but idk it's also like....... we haven't actually met so like... yknow?
oh ok. well i'm glad you got the book then! it's pretty basic but it rly covers those basics well.
I know a lot of closeted trannies who have said that pre transition they spent a lot of their time in denial, bashing trannies. Same with a number of cis gay people I know, only they bashed gays
Big tough man telling trannies on 4chan to kill themselves. We're all impressed. I'm glad you have a problem with me. In fact, if you didn't, I'd be worried.
>tfw wearing the same gaff since saturday after a 7 hour waitressing shift and having spent 2 days in bed sick
the tuna salad, it is getting too much... ah screw it i'll just sleep another 14 hours
i am beyond nervous and excited ;_; it'll be fun but awkward and what if he doesn't like me or he thinks i'm ugly or s/t like then what hUH THEN WHAT or what if we're too awkward and have nothing to talk about o-o-o-or... ;___;
Dang, why so much sexytimes? You should find a nice man, settle down and get married! Sounds pretty fun overall though.
nmnm, been hanging with my nigs, playing online poker to pay muh bills, dno if i can call myself a semi-pro yet. If I get good enough I'm thinking about coaching camfags so that they don't have to do that stuff anymore. c:
have fun fantasizing and being a pathetic virgin forever because no one wants to fuck a nazi shithead
people want to be with us trannies more than they want to be with you. you're pitiful, except i don't have any pity for you
Yaaaay, I love you /pol/ <3!
It goes out in public like this, it's so disgusting. I was told it posts here the other day but I was like no way you're just trying to scare me
Assuming you don't heavily shoop all of your pictures, and that he isn't a faggot, how could he think you're ugly? Nervousness and awkwardness can be cured by simply remembering that fear is the mind killer.
You should read Dune if you haven't already.
apparently i don't like nice men, i only like the bad ones that choke me and fuck me against walls lmfao!! that sounds pretty cool tho. r u makin big $$$?
;_; idk it's just insecurity stuff i guess... idk ;__;
*reads dune on my way to philly*
>how dare u have sex !!
did i trigger u
Makes conversation a lot easier. I potsy on multiple boards but only is a trip here, and on /sp/ (and that's for trolling )
Besides, posting anon is cowardly. Conversations are meaningless without id or responsibility.
Your only argument is that you're a bigger slut that I am? Bravo. I hate to let you know that I've slept with more people than you probably ever will, prettier too.
You're just a part of a fad that will fade out and you'll forever be a freak that no one really wants to associate with. You'll never know the absolute pleasure of having things like loyalty, morality and integrity. When you die, you'll just be a retarded leftist slut who sacrificed his body and sanity in the search of cock.
you have every reason to be insecure
>literal nazi lecturing me about morality
>a mutilated faggot arguing anything about morality
do you even understand how weight works? i suppose if u did u would be out fucking attractive ppl and hopefully exercising ur obesity away and not angrily responding to my posts so idk why i ask. i need to shower tho and get rdy since i gotta leave in a bit so ttyl
>Not being proud to service and please the brave race warriors protecting you
I want to fuck nazi shitheads more than trannies.
>tfw not the wife of a big strong ubermensch
I was told that Chris Chan posts here, but don't believe it.
Dune is amazing, you won't regret it.
I bet you don't even have an ass worth fapping to. Probably a flat man-ass.
>tfw you don't properly come down off drugs for 2 weeks and then the hangover hits you
Put a bullet in my head senpai
shame i dont have any benis to go with it :^)
>don't know what programming even entails
You just slam your face against a keyboard until you produce a hot, steamy pile of virtual shit.
Then you play around with that shit until it smells like roses.
I used to be a senior Forest Service officer. Currently on extended medical leave, waiting to get an early retirement because of psychiatric disability.
So, pretty much, I can at last be the jaded and bored dilettante I always hoped I could be.
I can't help but notice no one said anything about calculus.
If you're too stupid to understand there are multiple types of math then you're too stupid for programming. Find something else.
If your dad who you're not out to starts talking about things that can mess up hormone levels does he think I look like a girl or something?
i transitioned on the job, i started transitioning end of 2012 while working as a checkout assistant, but repressed, shaved my head, and got a job as a waiter. i was painfully shy, used a binder on my bitty booblets and people thought i was gay. i ended up transitioning and i pass as a weird dyke.
my boss knew i was trans before i started working there as he is gay, works part time on the bar a gay pub and i ended up confessing my trannyness to him when drunk after i beat a bunch of limpwristed fags at arm wrestling for free drinks. most people there thought i was ftm when i came out, like i'd been transitioning a while, was stealth and it was my deep secret.
desu i don't think anyone thinks about it much, no customers misgender me or seem creeped out by me. only my colleagues.
>tfw intersex and have an actual boiclit surgically altered at birth and T-enhanced to be 3 inches of functionally useless overly sensitive flesh i leak blood out off once a month
What if my mom told him and he simply wants estrogen to work as well as possible on me?
I should've asked.
>tfw you go outside and think your face might be okay in reflections and stuff
My boyfriend is a redditor and wants me to stop posting on 4chan. He also wants me to be nicer as a person.
Its not gonna happen.
Hard drugs scare me, I don't want her to get hurt.
That nazi anon who was posting earlier.
That's good, at least you can recognize that. Knowing you can never be happy on them should be a good motivator to stop.
Just buy it, honest. People worry too much about this shit.
>How do I buy X?
>What will happen if I try to buy Y?
You go in confidently, buy what you want, walk to the cash register, and pay for it. Cashiers don't care, it's their job to take your money and put it in the register, not screen you and make sure you're buying for an understandable reason.
IF somebody mentions something, and they won't, just say you're buying something for your girlfriend.
oh fuck off, its a 36 A cup push up, no granny in the world would wear it, its for young women. Just because something is floral doesn't make it for old women automatically. What would you rather have me wear, a bra with fucking skulls and flames on it?
but tumblr is crazy zone of ultra politicised counterculture weirdos, porn and reposted gifs of nerdy fandoms. /lgbt/ has straight talking about stuff i've only got from one mtf i've met irl, every other trans or intersex person i've met has been a multicolored queer furry autist, or a hon. why would anyone go to tumblr
>F somebody mentions something, and they won't, just say you're buying something for your girlfriend
I did this recently and the teller said she is cool with lesbians, best moment of my life
>its for young women
Yes, yes. My grandma had one just like it when she was a young woman.
>a bra with fucking skulls and flames on it?
Why not just a nice normal bra? Why do you need tacky patterns?
Perfect contrast to your beminine fenis.
>Why not just a nice normal bra?
what? A bra is feminine automatically so why not get a pretty lacy one? I have a plain black bra and its boring
would bringing lube and condoms be presumptuous in the good way, or the bad way?
Honestly, I want to get to the point where I can dress in the most conservatively masculine fashion while wearing the most outrageously femme makeup and still pass... Not much to ask, really...
I was joking about "masculine bras"
A bra is for boobs so that means regardless of what print its in it will always be a feminine item. I don't know why so many mtfs here are against being feminine, it defeats the purpose of being a girl.
>I have a plain black bra
Thanks heaven, you can actually do something right once in your life
Now: It's underwear, nobody gives a shit about it being interesting unless they're planning to remove it. The lacy bra is for dates, not for day to day.
Oh god, the stupidity never ends with you
what's everyone up to today ?
But you are stereotyping what feminity should be.
Only a feminist would say garbage like that. I am not saying women have to be feminine but its totally okay to be feminine as a girl, as a guy I got the shit kicked out of me for being feminine so now I can be feminine I want to be that all the time.
If you want to be masculine then do it, who cares. I am just saying to make fun of people who actually want to be girly.
Quiet. Your arguments are so roundabout. All bras are feminine, but just wearing a plain bra is going against being feminine?
Women are feminine. Full stop. You don't need to constantly make attempts to be feminine.
>Women are feminine. Full stop. You don't need to constantly make attempts to be feminine.
But mtfs need to be feminine because too much masculinity shows through otherwise. Are you the type of mtf that puts no effort in and expects everyone to treat you like a girl?
>what's everyone up to today ?
being sad and lonely, like every day.
I don't put any effort in and I get treated like a girl.
>But mtfs need to be feminine because too much masculinity shows through otherwise.
And how the fuck does you wearing a granny bra underneath your granny shirt make you more feminine?
You dress like a hon, hon. It's a red flag.
It is, but the pattern to date has been that I recognise that, I get off them for a while, then the cycle starts over again a few months later. I probably need to add something positive to my life instead of removing a negative
My body is destroyed by testosterone, I have to wear frilly shit or I don't get gendered female. When I go out full fem, I never was misgendered once but if I just go out in a shirt and jeans I get called sir.
>I don't put any effort in and I get treated like a girl.
This is something a lot of transgirls don't get. If you try really hard people are going to see you're trying hard. Then they're wondering 'Why?' which is the worst thing if you're trying to pass.
>tfw I can go out in jeans and shirt and still get ma'am
Feels good mane
>If you try really hard people are going to see you're trying hard. Then they're wondering 'Why?
what the fuck are you even saying? Do women not bathe and put on makeup where you live?
You always look male, the frilly shit just tunes people in to why you look like a faggot and they dont want to offend you.
People who properly gnder you are just being polite, Eliot.
What if I look like a girl to normies except I wear awful clothes and glasses?
>Are you the type of mtf that puts no effort in and expects everyone to treat you like a girl?
but everyone does treat me liek a girl so why wouldn't I expect it?
I mean it's not like I go out in a burlap sack and bald-cap but I don't super duper try beyond wearing what I like
/fa/ has some pretty terrible taste in fashion but some of those infographics work as like entry-level basics ideas for people who have no clue about fashion
>tfw go out in old boy clothes and still get called ma'm
Just live it or go boymode until medical science can fix you.
I used to be a whiny bitch like you always worried about what I'd do if I got clocked but now I carry a gun and worry about nothing.
Idk, maybe you should ask your dad that thought your hormones were out of whack how manly you look
What does that have to do with her passing despite being 9'11?
Also she was born with parents that were pretty much the main couple from Grease. I was the one born with a silver dick in my mouth.
>walking with friend yesterday and she says "I've never been to your house, I should come over some time"
>wake up to these texts
Is she trying to fuck me or am I reading too far into it?
>it does not take wide ass shoulders and lack of hips and ass into the equation.
It specifically tells you what you can do to draw attention to or from certain features. You really did just look at the pictures, huh?
Maybe he just noticed boobs?
I mean I could have a man face I dunno ;-;
bf jeans is a certain type of jeans unobtainable for goldstars in any other way ^^
seriously tho they are so fucking comfy like a hybrid between skinny and loose
with nice large pockets ^_^
>tfw all my non-Canadian buddies making fun of how I talk
>shopping for clothes online
>each listing includes info about the model
>models are usually so tall they'd be called hons here
Stop worrying about your height, tall anons. You can go be a model!
Who is everyone else though?
I think I look like a guy on recent pics and no one has ever really gendered me female ;-;
>I think I look like a guy in recent photos
Nobody else who has looked at them seems to.
>nobody has ever gendered me female
You've also had people ask for your gender and have never really put in any effort to appear female, and you don't leave your house much. Didn't soc gender you female?