/mtfg/ - Transgirl General

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hi everyone

>tfw nobody will ever love you
>tfw you've been given a taste of affection and now it's all you ever want
>tfw never allowed to bask in it, only teased with brief glimpses.

>>5681569
Chris-chan, queen of tomboy tranbians

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>>5681553
>de-transitioning
This is what nightmares are made of

>>5681579
Why do you think nobody will ever love you?

>>5681584
because I'm ugly and everybody I've ever been interested in has wanted nothing to do with me

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the poutine was pretty good but they made the fries crispy which isnt how poutine is supposed to be

other than that it was really good, for some reason i dont have a very big appetite today though

im so tired desu

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>>5681582
https://youtu.be/Pd-46iroU1E
Are you girls going?

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>>5681577
You're a lot of fun to play with...

#tomboylife
>>5681582
no remember he's a tomgirl
>>5681583
speaking of nightmares, i find it strange that two nights ago, i had an erotic dream involving my best friend, and last night i had an erotic dream involving my best friend being genderswapped
like
random erotic dreams aren't unexpected, but two in a row about the same real person is unheard of

>>5681587
Why do you think you're ugly?

>>5681590
it's still hard to believe that chris-chan is a real human being

>ywn be a tomboy
>ywn have parents who are worried that you dress too much like a boy
>ywn grow into femininity in your teens
>ywn fuck too many boys and get pregnant as a teenager

non-passing =/= tomboy
hon logic

>>5681603
I'm okay with that last bit actually.

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>>5681603
All I want is to be able to pass well enough that I can dress like a boy and have short hair and still have people consider me a girl in public.

>>5681599
i don't believe in chris-chan
i grew up on the internet and i'm not that retarded
>>5681608
smae

>>5681608
that's putting in a little too much effort to hook up with dykes

>>5681597
because the only people that have ever tried to flirt with me are fat disgusting men.

>>5681586
Yeah, I mean that's to be expected, nobody is all one or the other. At at least a few points I had male friends, but looking back, I can't say I really understood them or acted like them all that much.

>>5681589
You know what would make it better?
Cheese curds :^)

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>>5681594
and you're a lot of fun to tie up~

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>>5681590
>that shirt pull down at "sexcy tiem"
What did he mean by that?

>>5681616
lezzies don't take fake vaginas seriously

>>5681616
oh, and emy, but
>emy
pffffffthahahahaha I do crack myself up.

>>5681621
bisexuals are a thing

also I pass and don't wear a "I'm a tranny" badge.

>>5681619
he wants to give the autsim-dick to all the autism-lesbians who think that "party" won't be chris-chan constantly sexually assaulting everyone present

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>>5681589
I try to eat more because I wanna get fat but its like impossible.

>>5681596
Having a dream about some one you know being genderswapped is really wierd, I had dreams of being genderswapped since I was a little kid but never about anyone else being genderswapped.

>>5681613
You can't deny the existence of Chris-Chan, can you? It's clear he's a real person. Definitely not any sort of trans though.

>>5681619
filename should have been "Wu lad"

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>>5681625
id kiss u amy i think if i remember what you look like correctly
>>5681628
nah i think im gonna lose weight

gonna drop to 110 i think

>>5681630
Yume, make me your Shena

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>>5681618
no comment...

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>>5681630

>>5681631
>tfw no sheena

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>>5681631
who u be?

>>5681634
amy's really cute

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>>5681634
what

yeah id fucking ravage you

whats your issue? come to portland if u want a good dicking

>>5681628
>genderswapped
right that's why i think it's weird
the good news is that i've at least stopped having dreams of myself being male
>Chris-Chan
i choose to believe it's staged, for my own mental health

>>5681637
>>5681641
an anon who really wants to be made a bitch in a karaoke bar by you

>>5681628
dont misgender chris chan you piece of shit. she's more girl than any of you chumps.

>>5681634
Where is the ugly?

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>>5681569
>tfw tomboy

why do the transbians here talk like Chris Chan?

>>5681641
People hate me. I'm a whiny bitch and nobody wants to be around me after I whine to them.

>>5681615
But I want a bf who will make me feel feminine.

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>tfw Trump is back

>>5681649
chris chan anon posts on here almost daily

>>5681634
you look like a cis girl
once again another passing cunt who is just here to complain because she hasnt had a date in three days of her perfect life

>>5681644
Who knows, maybe I'd oblige. You have to be up to my standards though senpai.
>>5681652
I'd hold u to my chest and pet ur head

>>5681658
hey kayla

>>5681658
I've been rejected by literally everyone I've ever been interested in and nobody has ever made an advance on me.

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>>5681656
Back where?

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>>5681630
I was around there but im up to like 125 now. Wanna get fatter. Want bigger butt.

>>5681641
T-there is no such thing as AGP

>>5681642
I think I had a dream of myself being male a month or two ago and that was the only one in recent memory. Even when I was presenting male Id dream of myself as female, when I was a teenager it was really weird and I didn't get it. Id tell my friends and we'd all laugh about it. It started with one where I dreamed I was my grandma.

>>5681645
If Chris Chan is a girl I give up my true-trans status and go back to being just a trap.

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>>5681656
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yragS2zSf68

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>>5681657
Please tell me this isn't true, please tell me you're saying this just to scare me.

>>5681658
calm down hon, don't act like all grills have perfect live's like in your masturbatory fantasies

>>5681652
I kind of suspect that it's less that people hate you and more that you are hating yourself.

>>5681652
I'm pretty used to that, where do you live? I'll listen to you whine

>>5681662
and they have all been cis lesbians right?

>>5681658
>hasnt had a date in three days
>perfect life
anon...

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>>5681630
>>5681664
>110
>125
>tfw 144
On one hand I want a nice flat tummy, and on the other I want to keep eating normally so my body will develop well.

>>5681666
unfortunately it is 100% true

>>5681675
I'm 160 right now I think give or take 5 pounds

I am gonna get to 110 is my goal I suppose

>>5681675
Sit-ups and fiber are the key here friend.

Went from 235 in December 2014 to 151 currently. Here's hoping I get everything as desired when I start 'mones in the low 140's.

>>5681662
well you are cute
>>5681664
my dreaming is very strange and vivid
the "me" in dreams is usually reflective of insecurities so no matter the setting or events, if i focus on my body it's typically my own as it is in life
recently, it's been decidedly female, though still not cis, but i suspect this is just following the pattern that draws me so deeply into my dreams that i could be fully aware and not recognize the illusion

>>5681617
I honestly did try to fit in with some of my male friends
Like I tried joining in their sports games and I did act like them
Didn't go well for me, so I just stuck with vidya nerds

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>>5681675
>tfw 160
>tfw too heavy and large for guys to pick you up easily

Who hangs on discord?
Is it worth going?

>>5681687
ez stop being fat

>>5681687
Lmfao I'm the same weight as you but a fuck ton shorter :^

>>5681662
if i met you in real life id make an advance on you Tbh and ive been told im handsome young man fwiw

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>tfw never going to pass

>>5681675
but how tall are you?

i'm 5'8 and like 165

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Is there different levels of dysphoria? I've strongly felt for 10 years now that I am meant to be a woman, but I don't hate my body my penis or anything. Living as a man is uncomfortable for me, but it doesn't feel impossible. When I do things I always get this feeling in the back of my mind that, "I should be doing this as a girl." Not just sex related but sometimes I want to sit down and read a book, and I just think, "It would be better if I was reading this book as a girl." And then I lose interest in reading for now. I don't like buying clothes because I mostly just fine female attire appealing. Everything I do reminds me that I would be better off doing it as a woman.

But I feel like I don't have the same hatred for my body and myself that transexual people have. I like my body, my face. It's fine, it's just not mine. Hell, I want to keep my penis at all costs. No doubt in my mind.

Do you think I really do have gender dysphoria, or is this just me being fucked in the head and having some sort of AGP.

>>5681670
last 3 have been bisexuals. I don't even go for cis lesbians anymore.

>>5681669
washington. probably never meeting someone from 4chan again after emy and plant.

>>5681668
it might be me only looking for the negative reactions and seeing only the bad since that's all I expect anymore.

>>5681692
>tfw 6'3"
Why does nobody want an amazon trans gf?

>>5681694
DC? If your in Washington state I'll literally hang out with you and be ur friend lol

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>>5681687
>tfw hang around strong guys who could carry two of me despite my weight
>>5681692
5'5"
>>5681683
i eat a lot of fiber, I need to do squats desu, looking at underwear reminded me i have no butt
>>5681693
You don't HAVE to hate yourself, you just need to want to be a girl and feel like you can't live as a man I guess. This will probably change once you start hormones anyway. Especially about your penis. I thought I was gonna keep mine and now I'm really not sure anymore! Sometimes I just want it gone!

>>5681697
state yo. Fuck DC

>>5681699
Then give me your contact info and I'll pet your head, Seattle?

>>5681686
I mean, I had some amount of success fitting in too, it's just more that I tended to just sort of emulate what they were doing because I otherwise had no idea. Horseplay confused the fuck out of me. ;~;

>>5681689
I'm not fat though, I'm like 5'10" and an average weight. ;~;

>>5681690
Rofl
How tall are you?

>>5681693
>Is there different levels of dysphoria?
sure, it's a psychological sensation
i would recommend finding a psychologist you trust and talking to them about it

>tfw 5'6 and 110lbs
>tfw long hair
People thinks im a girl from my back, once turn they notice my horrible face and voice

>>5681696
bi guys who are into hugging basketball players

>>5681701
Horseplay is great and I enjoy that I still fuck around and wrassle with one of my friends even if she is way stronger than me.

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>yume trying to get in bed with the entire U.S. population of trips
>cucked gem with mado
>took away adri's purity
>turned edie into a transbian
>seduced elanna
>trying to lure beepbeep, raifu, and now amyvictoria
>it's a fad to join their clubhouse

What happened to this board?

>>5681701
I'm 5'4
>>5681709
o.O

>>5681709
i became the relative paragon of virtue and everything went to shit

>>5681700
bellevue, right across the pond.

skype is sloppy.ninja

>>5681691
I would be too afraid to even try personally, I'd assume that she already had somebody or at the very least wouldn't want to be with someone like me.

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>>5681675
Im currently corsetting and doing stomach intensive workouts so that I get a flat tummy and big butt. If it works Ill let you know sometime down the road.

>>5681676
How horrifying. Chris Chan made me sick before he started pretending to be trans. Him coming out as trans is a stain on us all.

>>5681684
Huh, that is kinda weird. I normally dream of myself as being cis. Most of my dreams I don't address my genitals so I guess I could be trans in some and not know it. I had a sex dream that I was eaten out once, I wasn't openly trans yet either, even to myself, so that one was well remembered.

>>5681687
Just date stronger guys, worst that can happen is they're hotter.

>>5681701
Yeah that stuff is weird
I usually avoided anything like that

>>5681709
it's all toonami's fault for introducing western millennials to anime

>>5681698
Squats also helped me a ton with the weight loss/giving me the legs and ass I needed as pre fucking everything. Everyone apparently notices it too.

Start out with around 25-50 daily and increase them per your repertoire if you feel as if you need to.

>>5681719
Chris chan's as trans as it gets

>>5681725
Hrm, mile run + crunches/situps every other day, squats on days I'm not doing those. It might help. I don't have much discipline nor control over my food intake, but burning some of the calories could help I guess. I just want my body to have enough energy left to like, give me tits and stuff.

>>5681728
>tfw friends know about Chris-Chan
I don't wanna come out

>>5681719
i'll take psychologically tormenting myself if it means i get to have super-vivid dreams, i'd rather be asleep anyway

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>>5681709
when will the madness end

>>5681732
if you're remotely autistic they'll immediately associate u with him

Is squats every day and eating 1000 calories the best way to lose weight? All the other times I've just starved myself

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>>5681728
The old redneck dudes on Duck Dynasty are more feminine than Chris Chan is.

An active duty deployed marine is more feminine than Chris Chan is.

A statue of a phallus is more feminine than Chris Chan is.

>>5681731
That's precisely what I started out with and have continued doing now; makes crossdressing so much easier now too. Only reason I'm still 150 however is because I plateau'd back in October after getting sick from a concert and then school started catching up on me. Should be able to go down in no time though, meaning unless something is wrong with your metabolism, you'll be able to do it too just fine!

https://unsee.
cc/bomutize/
Do I pass? Progress has been slow and steady, but that's what wins the race right?

>>5681741
ur telling me chris chan is essentially the average transbian here

>>5681739
Just throw up, i did it for just a few weeks and lose a lot of weight, also less then 1000 calories a day for many months.

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>>5681709
Don't hate the playa hate the game

>>5681714
Shorty :3

>>5681719
>dating stronger/more attractive guys
How? I'm uggo

>>5681708
Not sold ;~; Glad that someone enjoys it though ^^

>>5681721
Same desu

does drinking soda dehydrate you?

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>>5681749
Even Kayla is more feminine than Chris-Chan.

>>5681739
Pretty much yeah, just mix in some cardio and do extras of the other stuff since lifting weights will build testosterone and you'll be golden.

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>no bf or gf that wants to fuck a 6'1" tomboy with a penis

>>5681754
I may be short but I'll still dom the fuck out of you

>>5681745
Okedoke, that sounds pretty good. I'm just not sure what to do about calorie intake and stuff. I don't want to start burning more calories, thus getting hungrier, and then eat everything I just lost back.

>>5681758
even sheen is more feminine than Chris-Chan

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>>5681758

>>5681757
No that's an urban legend.

Not that it's good for you at all, but you won't get dehydrated drinking it.

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>>5681709
>start out suicidal
>get blockers
>become a theoretical slut
>get estrogen
>become a translesbian thus chaser
>get a trans gf

>>5681698
5'5 144 sounds very marginally overweight which is about where i am, probably fine

>>5681758
so the average tomboy transbian is Chris chan, got it

>>5681754
Like I don't get it
Why do you gotta fight?

>>5681761
How long hrt and where are you?

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>>5681764
Lookin forward to it qt :3

>>5681739
A M P H E T A M I N E S

>>5681773
For fun? Idk I never understood it

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I found an alien in my milk!!

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Post boymodes. I'll start.

>>5681767
Hence why I said eat tons of fiber earlier; it fills you up more than average food does and burns the fat inside as well. Don't be afraid to add white meat into the mix either to build up the right amount of protein while doing said exercises as well. It'll also shape the muscles in the desired areas as well.

>>5681776
3 years and Ontario.

>>5681757
Soda by itself? No. Caffene? yes. Drink more water if you're having caffene.

>>5681777
Probably some sort of adrenaline rush I guess

also, got any drugs to make me lose weight?

>>5681693
Putting aside any kind of diagnosis, it sounds like you definitely feel like you are less happy because you are living as a man and that you would be more happy living as a woman. If you were able to change how you think of yourself or express yourself in order to feel better about yourself, putting aside what others might think, what would you change?

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>>5681781

>>5681781
cool, u a marilyn manson fan "dude"?

>>5681777
What about amphetamines?

>>5681790
>advice : do as chris chan did
got it

>>5681791
that's not you faggot

>>5681792
no bro

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>>5681734
Being asleep is sort of the best thing ever, my bf was talking to me about the healthier he gets the less he sleeps, my response was that I want to get as unhealthy as possible to sleep most of the day.

>>5681754
You're post-op though, it should be easy to find guys to date. Guys will fuck anything with a vagina.

>>5681768
There is nothing less feminine than Chris-Chan.

>>5681772
The average tomboy transbian is a hundred times more of a woman and more feminine than Chris-Chan. An eighty year old black hon is more of a woman than Chris-Chan. Literally anything is more feminine than Chris-Chan.

>>5681788
Stimulants will make you lose weight whether you want to or not. I lost 35 pounds over the period when I was doing them all the time ;~;

>>5681793
Best way to lose weight :^)

>>5681790
>If you were able to change how you think of yourself or express yourself in order to feel better about yourself, putting aside what others might think, what would you change?
I'm struggling to come up with an answer that isn't "my gender", but I can't. It's really the one thing.

>>5681803
Are they fat free?

>>5681802
agreed

>>5681802
but chris chan is a tomboy transbian, oh well

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>>5681802
>Literally anything is more feminine than Chris-Chan.
Literally anything is more feminine than Chris-Chan, and yet literally anything is more masculine than Chris-Chan.

He's an enigma of failure.

>>5681797
I mean, I'm not recommending actually doing anything with no concern for how others will think, this is just a thought experiment to try to help them figure out what they mean when they say they want to be a woman.

>>5681781
Ur doing boymode wrong

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>>5681809
You need to be a woman to be a lesbian. Chris Chan is a bad crossdresser living in a delusional world he constructed in the bedroom his mom lets him live in.

>>5681803
How

>>5681781
what is your name

BRING
BACK
GOOD
TRIPS

>>5681805
That's fine, but what do you mean by changing your gender? Do you want physical changes? Emotional changes? Social changes?

>>5681781
im completely gay, but i'm strangely very attracted to you. does family say u pass?

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>>5681810
We should start referring to chris chan as it, grouping it with men could be construed as misandry.

Helllo Sweetie. :P <33

So if I have a vibrating dildo where should I be putting it for max effect? It's nothing amazing just a 20 dollar 5 incher from Spencers.

I get mixed reviews too much. Some people say in butt but that doesn't feel amazing. Some people saying on top of my gt but that doesn't feel amazing either.

Is there some magical method I can apply with this thing to cum like a girl? I've been on hormones long enough now I think to get the effect. Fapping barely feels nice at all now and is more like a chore and male orgasm sucks anyways...

or do I need something like a hitachi to get any external effects?

>>5681807
Oh yeah, totally. Possible side effects may include brain damage

>>5681805
You sound like you may be trans imo

>>5681802
Guys won't even approach me ;~;

>>5681816
Boosted metabolism, strong appetite suppression.

>>5681824
we wouldn't want to be seen as misandristic

what do i need ffs to fix lads

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>>5681813
No I'm not, I have my adonis belt on display.

>>5681820
My name is Anon

>>5681823
>im completely gay, but i'm strangely very attracted to you
That's because I'm a handsome devil.

>does family say u pass?
My family doesn't understand what passing is

>>5681824
we can't refer to chris-chan as anything other than "it"
"they" or "them" would be an insult to agender and nonbinary people

>>5681815
Like kayla?

>>5681616
>>5681625
Don't forget Plant, she was interested too. You shouldn't put yourself down so much.

>>5681832
pfft
what do I need the brain for?

>>5681829
please help me

>>5681835
oh so they just treat u like a dude, that's cool. got a throwaway email?

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>>5681808
Smoking pot makes everything seem dreamy, that was a big motivator when I first started smoking.

>>5681832
:(
That's awful, how long have you been alone?

>>5681833
Men are great. They aren't all whores like us.

>>5681836
I agree and I don't even believe in agender and nonbinary people.

>>5681844
Lube up the vibrating part and shove it up your ass

>>5681839
Plant wasn't interested after they met

>>5681851
i'll pass, i'm not all here enough to do drugs

>>5681851
....Moap, were you whore anon?

>>5681829
Put it on ur taint

I want to sensually put my lips on a transsexual's dick and wrap my tongue around his head as he shoots delicious and salty discharge into my mouth.

>>5681844
I mean, where does it feel good when you're just rubbing with your fingers? That might be a good place to start. Then again, I don't really have any experience with vibrating things except for the Nintendo 64 controllers back when I was a kid so I can't really give very useful advice...

>>5681851
i'm skeptical of their existence desu

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>>5681850
>got a throwaway email?
Why'd you need that?

>>5681822
Physical. I like who I am now mentally, I just don't look the way I want to. Socially I'm pretty okay, I mean I don't have a lot of friends or anything but I'm kind of introverted. I feel like I'd be a lot more socially outgoing if I looked like a girl.

I love myself. I love myself a lot. I'm not really self conscious about how I look right now, I take care of myself and I'm pretty confident I'm at least averagely good looking. But I hate taking pictures of myself or putting myself into situations where I need to act like I'm attractive.

If you were to remove all social stigma and everything from my mind, and tell me to act sexy for a camera I wouldn't put a hand around my big guy like I'm CIA and try to act tough or manly. Or lift me shirt up and put on a stern face. I'd sooner bite my lip and grab my chest or bend over with my butt up.

I don't know. I'm rambling. Basically, I like being me. I'm happy with who I am mentally, but my body just doesn't line up with that.

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>>5681781
>tfw she lives in Greece

>>5681853
She was interested on their date. She stopped being interested when she went for ElfGinger.

>>5681862
To see butte.

>>5681840
Oh nothing, pretty useless organ desu

>>5681851
Since May ;_;

>>5681866
She stopped being interested when Amy showed to be a super clingy psycho

>>5681866
trip on plant

>>5681815
alright

>>5681870
trip ON plant

>>5681863
Would you be happy as a boy that looks like a girl then? (Femboy, trap, whatever you'd call it.) Or would you also want to identify as a girl?

>>5681868
Brain causes dysphoria, far as I'm concerned it needs to be destroyed

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>>5681867
Not interested.

>>5681865
>tfw she lives in Texas

>>5681870
>super clingy psycho
Why do all the good ones have to be so far away?

>>5681870
Pot calling kettle black. ElfGinger and Plant dated almost as soon as she got back from the date with Amy. Unless you think all three of them are clingy psychos.

>>5681859
Hope u have car crash

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>>5681870
>tfw no super clingy psycho gf

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>>5681870
That's exactly what I want

>>5681878
kuppy can you kill my brain

I ppromise Id kill yours too if you want

dysphoria needs to die a slow painful death

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>>5681837
Kayla leaves his room and experiences the real world at work we can assume. Kayla is not a complete failure. Kayla can also shave his shadow unlike Chris-Chan.

>>5681856
I can kinda empathize, Ive only been able to handle small doses of lucy/shrooms for a while now.

>>5681857
Do you think that I think I am a whore?

>>5681861
I acknowledge that I could be wrong and in the small chance that I am I don't want to group them with, *it*.

>>5681868
:(, so coming up on a year now. I was alone for almost three years before I met my current bf, give it time.

>>5681887
I watched some Steven Universe for the first time because of you.
It was alright.

>>5681891
Wait, Kayla has a job now?

>>5681891
Kayla doesnt have a job.

>>5681870
>Tfw I am super clingy trash and am kinda worried about it ruining things with a person who currently wants to meet and maybe lewd with me
bad feeling

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>>5681893
I thought he said he did, I guess all he has on Chris Chan is being able to shave his stubble after all. Not as fat or autistic either.

>>5681887
Yes I will help
The eternal dysphoria needs to die, in anyway possible

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>>5681879
>tfw she drank and then napped but then couldnt sleep and now she just has a headache
Oh wait thats me.

>>5681839
>implying

>>5681853
>implying she was interested at all

>>5681866
this was never said by either me or plant, nor did either of us call it a date.

plant is that you?

>>5681882
this is new information to me

>>5681881
>>5681884
>>5681886
>tfw no protecting loving gf that doesn't care if I'm clingy because she knows that I'm just scared she'll leave me like all the others.

>>5681898
>tfw ruin things before they even happen because mentally unstable.

>>5681874
Happier that's for sure. I don't know if this counts as wanting to identify as one, but if I was a boy that looked like a girl I'd definitely spend 24x7 dressed as one, acting like one, and living as one. I'd want people to see me as one and I wouldn't ever correct them. I'd post pictures of myself online and I'd pick the female option on every profile (I basically already do that).

Actually now that I think about it the first thing I'd do if I was a boy that looked like a girl would be bless genetics and start HRT. Since I'd have no hesitation about being unable to pass.

>>5681898
Just be cute like Plant or ElfGinger then you can be as clingy and crazy as you like.

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>>5681892
it's cute, gets better, also the first time around it was fun to make guesses about what was going on and foreshadowing and stuff like cookiecat

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>>5681905
>tfw no protecting loving gf that doesn't care if I'm clingy because she knows that I'm just scared she'll leave me like all the others.
I'm pretty clingy and protective, maybe overly so on the last part. As long as you stay clung to me we could be good.

>>5681590
dear god, how much time do we have left on this earth?

how about we all plan a pilgrimage to switzerland, instead? enough of us were already thinking it, why go out alone?

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>>5681892
neat

thank you for not immediately insulting me based on assumptions by people who havent watrched it and checking it out yourself

I appreciate it

>>5681901
please

it needs to pay for making us want to die sometimes

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>>5681902
Qt should take an aspirin and go to bed again. Leave the booze to bad bitches like me.

>>5681914
steven universe is bad!

>>5681909
I don't pass and I'm not cute at all

>>5681920
so am I

did I choose a good avatar/choice of images to post with

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>all these people wanting a clingy partner
No, you don't
t. clingy partner

>>5681878
Kuppy ;_;

>>5681891
Yeah, I'm trying to be patient, it's hard though. I'm honestly really lonely.
For perspective, before my ex I was alone for 20 years so I'm used to waiting, but I mean when guys aren't even approaching me or talking to me it's hard to have a lot of hope.

>>5681821
not happening. why not just be happy for them?

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>>5681886
>>5681884
I'm a clingy yandere, where do the both of you live? If its close maybe I could be yours

>>5681914
I'm not looking forward to having it for the rest of my life
thankfully it's low right now

>>5681928
Where do you live?
>>5681924
Yes I do
t. clingy partner with a clingy partner

>>5681905
>this is new information to me
There was a drama that ElfGinger broke up with her girlfriend and was dating Plant for a month before we found out. It isn't sure if they broke up before or after Plant but it was near the same time you met up. They live three thousand miles apart on he opposite sides of the country so it isn't anything to be jealous about. It's the usual fucked up tranny drama.

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>>5681905
>tfw no protecting loving gf that doesn't care if I'm clingy because she knows that I'm just scared she'll leave me like all the others
i know this feel exactly ;_;

>>5681906
So your main concern seems really to be that you're worried you won't be able to pass as a girl (whether or not you call yourself one or continue to call yourself a boy), and that you do feel like you want to start HRT but are afraid that it might be a mistake if you aren't able to eventually pass as female. Is that right?

>>5681921
The you will be called a fucking autist and other slurs.

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>tfw want a gf to protect but also want someone to protect me
I don't know what to do, I like taking care of people but I need the exact same from my partner

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>>5681924
>tfw your partner was worried that youd find them too clingy
>say no its okay Im clingy too
>tfw Im the clingier one
at least she finds it cute otherwise she probably would've broken my heart by now

>>5681931
im sorry kuppy but its probably going to get worse when you start to transition

the more I pass the more it hurts to get clocked

why

>>5681938
plant's back in minesota so it doesn't really matter to me.

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>>5681896
Still less autistic and less fat than *it*.

>>5681884
>>5681928
Why is Yuno so perfect?

>>5681924
That's not what I expected honestly, Ive been so jealous of you since I learned you were post-op. What do you look like? You're like 6 yers HRT too, right? I have hope you'll find some one.

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Wait people actually want someone clingy? In my experience that doesnt seem to be the case. This place is always filling my head with lies!

>>5681917
Teach me how to bad bitch pls. ;~;

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>>5681924
It's alright
I'm not really going to destroy my brain... I think

>>5681945
And it's gonna get worse if I don't transition
I'm fucked either way
I love having options :)

>>5681905
you posted your messages w plant here
and then told her to fuck off, lol

>>5681955
People want the fantasy, not the reality.

>>5681955
I want someone clingy because I am clingy and want someone to cuddle all the time.

>>5681938
I wonder if Plant sucked Elf's dick to please sheen

gid is literally the worst..

>>5681958
I was a bit frustrated that yet another person shut me out completely and refused to even talk to me.

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>>5681928
>letting a yandere know where you live

>>5681955
I'm clingy and want someone that's clingy becaue they can give me the attention I want while I give them what they want

>>5681944
co-dependence

>>5681961
>shannon is the mastermind behind all the gay shit

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>>5681955
>Teach me how to bad bitch pls. ;~;
I don't think that's something to be taught or a desirable trait but I guess you could start by bullying one of the numerous tripfags or worse becoming one.

>>5681957
you need to transition of course

if you do who knows how happy you will end up being, but if you dont then youll probably end up killing yourself

its the better of the two evils at the very least

also youll be a cute

dont deprive the world of 2017 (or late 2016) cute girl kuppy

>>5681969
>co-dependence
idk how im gonna find another person like me, im pretty screwed

>>5681961
She became a camwhore while mooching off her parents.

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>>5681932
I asked first~
>>5681965
Well I have to know if you're close to see if we have a shot, a ldr is too hard for me
>>5681960
That sounds pretty nice, where are you anon?

>>5681964
It was the pot calling kettle black, you don't need someone negative playing mind games in your life.

>>5681964
acting like a brat won't make things better
>still funny though

>>5681961
I used to joke with elanna about this, but she's going down in flames, or just being a drama queen like everyone else here

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>>5681948
Coming up on 6 this summer, this is what I look like, please forgive the over plucked brows and crappy selfying.
Idk, being post op I guess will help with the part when it comes to saying "BTW I'm trans", but it doesn't help a lot with meeting people.

>>5681957
Please don't, drug induced brain damage isn't fun.

>>5681945
So long as its mutual it seems to work out well ^^

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>>5681972
>tfw emotional conversations with best friend usually contain some affirmation that we need each other to make it in our shitty broken lives

>>5681979
>I asked first~
I'm probably nowhere near you, just post your state and I'll let you know if we're even that close.

>>5681987
i really need someone like that, im so alone

>>5681979
Haha, well, I'm in New Mexico, but not really ready for any kind of a relationship, my body grosses me out too much for any kind of intimacy with anybody at this point. Hopefully that will change as I get further into my transition, but possibly not. Sorry if I got your hopes up, I was just shitposting really; I hope you find someone, though.

>>5681971
No need to worry about me killing myself now
I won't until I've at least tried transitioning

>>5681985
Don't think it would come to that unless something really fucked me up

>>5681985
>So long as its mutual it seems to work out well ^^
Until the other one decides they want support not another clingy partner. Then the whole thing collapses like a Chinese sky scraper.

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>>5681970
I'll just bully you for starters. Y-You dumb.. qt nerd.
Dont think I'll ever trip though. Its the anon life for me. Ok back to bed because my head is killing me.

>>5681985
I think your eyebrows look fine but hey give me your golden flowing hair genetics please.

>>5681991
it's terribly unhealthy, how emotionally dependent on each other we are
possibly moreso for me because i love him as well, but there's nothing to do but continue being happy

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>>5681985
I think you look pretty good, it might be angles. My first criticism of most girls though is pluck your fucking eyebrows. Id rather see them overplucked than underplucked. Im sure youll find some one, just give it time.

>>5681985
so what are you not showing us?

>>5681754
>How? I'm uggo

>>5681985
passable as fvck

>>5682003
Just to be clear, you're not suggesting that Elanna needs to pluck her eyebrows further, right? She barely has any left in that photo...

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>>5682011
Yes, I'm saying her eyebrows are fine and far better than most. My apologies for being verbose.

>>5681988
IN

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>>5681985
yes

although if we ever break up and she says im too clingy then id probably kill myself

>>5681996
i knew you would

bc you're smart kuppy

you wouldnt do something dumb like wait until you're 22 and have been kicked out of uni to transition just bc you hate yourselfd and you dont want to be anymore of a financial burden


>>5681997
good thing I can support her even when I feel like a steaming pile of shit

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>>5681997
>not being both clingy and supportive

>>5682018
muh d2g-dropped trip

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How long does voice training usually take? Due to living situations it will be another year or two before I can move out, and until then I don't want to start HRT. But I'd like to have voice done before that if possible.

>>5682017
I'm not that smart
I effectively knew at 13 yet I decided to wait it off because I thought I wasn't trans enough

>>5682018
>not having any real relationship eperience

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>>5681996
Good

>>5681998
It's very uncooperative most of the time, naturally wavy hair a shit ;_;

>>5681983
>tfw you resume the cycle of self destructive behavior
Definitely going down in flames

>>5682005
I don't think there's anything I havn't posted here at this point. I can't post my broken personality and demeanor though.

>>5681997
In a perfect world that wouldn't happen, but it seems to ;_;

>>5682008
Thanks

>>5682003
Thanks. I dunno I'm hopeful that something happens soon, but in the meantime idk. Hard to have a lot of confidence given the circumstances.

>>5682024
Hello me. When I was 12 I knew, but I didn't know the first thing about how to go about starting. Nor was I able to tell my parents.

valentines day is when I am going to do it
I have never had a valentine because I am abhorrent
at least I gave transition two years

>tfw crying myself to sleep tonight because bringing up bad memories and ruminating

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>>5682018
>not dating anyone because you have no self esteem
>not being used till they get bored of you and either dump you or treat you like absolute shit hoping you'll leave them

>>5682028
>It's very uncooperative most of the time, naturally wavy hair a shit
Ughhhh ihave it too, I look like shit most days

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>>5682028
>In a perfect world that wouldn't happen, but it seems to ;_;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kl3H4vMqYNo

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>>5682026
but i do although it was a while ago but separately also current

>>5682033
this had better not be angie cus damn

People say you get fat on cypro if you eat the healthy normal amount of food a day.
Is it truue?

>>5682036
KEK

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>>5682039
angie is just "image.jpg" I am actual trash

>>5682040
Not really, it can cause a small bit bloating thats it

>>5682036
scary

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>>5682023
It depends

ive practiced a little bit for the past half a year and I stilll sound awful normally

>>5682024
idc about whatever you said but if you dont start hormones in the next year im going to fly to australia and beat the shit out of you bc you deserve to be happy

>>5682028
ur beautiful okay shut up

i want to kiss all over your stupid face

>>5682036
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ruJBKFrRCk
i die evrytim

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>>5682036
>>5682047

Potion Seller, I'm transitioning into a woman, and I need only your strongest hormones.

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>>5682040
low test means low conversion of calories to muscle so yeah kinda but not actual-really

get on estrogen if you want to convert those calories to a figure

>>5682042
sorry senpai i figured it was angie because franku... if you've experienced that kind of stuff then that sucks about as much as life sucks in general and that sucks

>>5682030
I knew all about transition and stuff, but was too scared to come out
oh well

>>5682045
Don't worry
I'm going to start this year
hopefully before my birthday, so that's plenty of time.

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>>5682049

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>>5682028
Regaining confidence is a hard one, I'm still nowhere near as confident in myself as I was pre-transition. Patience is hard to, but waiting is all you can really do at this point.

>>5682032
Smoking pot makes it easier to put the bad memories out of your mind

>>5682056
I don't have any right now tho

>>5682056
>Smoking pot makes it easier to put the bad memories out of your mind
I wish my tolerance were low enough for that to still be true for me

>>5682052
Tfw had hourglass-ish? figure already with slight T, but spiro rly didnt work for me. Like slowly each month it got less effective.

Maybe the muscles actually go away now though :3 and lol ew bloating, how to avoid that?

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>>5682049
https://youtu.be/NzSCsbtbiGQ
https://youtu.be/59JFycoBhnI
>he can sing in improv

>>5682058
>>5682062
play mind numbing games like PoE

>>5681985
stop posting photos you are so beautiful and I really want to cry

>>5682036
What is this I don't even..

>>5682035
Yeah ;_; I have to straighten it to have it cooperate, and on days with no time for that it just looks crap.
How bad does it get for you when you need a haircut? When mine grows out the waves won't stay together and it turns into a frizzy mess.

>>5682045
Gem I.. .////.
Thanks. Idk, I really need to find a way not to see myself as being ugly.

>>5682056
Yeah, I know that feeling way too well. Still quite a bit less confident than pretransition, and a large amount of the confidence that I had came crashing down in may. Relying too much on a relationship for validation and confidence was a mistake.

>>5682065
I'm playying FFRK to put me to sleep.

>>5682016
Oh, I'm around Chicago

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>>5682058
>Not having any pot right now
This is what nightmares are made of.

>>5682062
Yeah, my tolerance is low too, shit sucks. Still feels good though.

>>5682068
I think transition will shatter anyones confidence.

>>5682065
I rlly can't summon up the will to play games much anymore

>>5682068
I'm growing it out so I haven't gotten a hair cut in a while. Today it was all frizzy and had a life of its own, curling away from me horizontally

>>5682068
>What is this I don't even..
Wowza.

https://youtu.be/DCzU9GAqcXo

>>5682071
That's pretty close, you should post an email or skype or something so we can talk more

>>5682080
Are you actually going to kill me?

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>tfw wonfes happened
>tfw didnt get to go

ah well

>>5682085
Gonna get anything they anounced? I already ordered the new Snow Miku figma.

>tfw you cum before you can even get hard
Thanks spiro

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>>5682067
I'm sorry anon ;__;

>>5682077
Same, that sucks ;_;
Worst hair texture tbhon, wish I had straight hair.

>>5682073
And here I was hoping that transition would fix my confidence, not make me a paranoid mute with bad self image.

>>5682079
Lmao, nice

>>5682079
https://youtu.be/emVXc8BxI7o
tfw no justin bf

>>5682092
Straight hair would be great, but when mine is under control it looks okay I guess. Whoam I kidding I look like a fucking frreak

>>5682092
>tfw mother has natural straight hair
>tfw get curly hair
reeee

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>>5682084
Of course not silly, why would I kill the person I like?

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>>5682088
oh my god do you not understand the entire point of the convention?

>>5682097
Anon ;_;
Don't be so hard on yourself.

>>5682101
Iktf, same thing happened here

>>5682107
I love you elanna, can I piss in your butt?

>>5682104
buying garage kits

>>5682102
>>5682102
That's the yandere shtick after all. Welll maybe this will go somehwere
[email protected] hmu
>>5682107
Sorry, cant help itsometimes

>>5681739
If it's 1000 calories of carbs you'll gain weight anyway.

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>>5682092
Well, it does help with dysphoria at least.

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>New Death Grips song is called "Hot Head"
MEMEMES

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>>5682113
yea.... it helped knowing the language and being able to talk with a few of the sellers about their work but most of its a blurr to me now. good times...

>>5682107
Dunno who I get it from
Every girl in my family has straight hair
and my brothers tend to have straight hair when they are long

>>5682116
no you wont
http://edition.cnn.com/2010/HEALTH/11/08/twinkie.diet.professor/

calories in
calories out