Who else is alone and hates the happiness of others
Prove it. I bet you're some ugly-ass neckbeard with a feminization fetish.
Have you guys ever had dreams that feed all the insecurities you've ever had about men, relationships, all the major decisions you've made in your life? And even though it's just a dream it gets inside your head and destroys any shred of conviction you have about your life? I haven't felt this lost and empty in a long time. And I've never had a dream have this sort of effect on me.
I had a dream that was almost realistic about a guy I like. We were walking to class together like always and then he pulled me towards him and kissed me, that was the unrealistic part. I woke up immediately and cried like a little bitch. :/
I used to be super asocial and had no friends and he was probably the first person to try to become MY friend instead of me becoming theirs. It was around the time I was realizing I was gay so it was the perfect combo for a hopeless crush. I am nowhere near over him...
He's perfect in basically every way too and he's so nice to everyone, but still has my same horrible humor. Plus he's a total qt. But he has a girlfriend who's 10/10 awesome person and perfect for him.
Just thinking about it makes me hate my existence.
In my dream I was supposed to be meeting up with my ex just to hang out but then I found him in bed with some dude that wasn't his current bf and was like wtf and he was like "well it's no big deal people always cheat" and then I was like "well how many guys did you sleep with when we were together" and he promptly replied "9" Like it was no big deal. I sobbed and cried in the dream and he had no sympathy. In real life I had always had suspicions he had been unfaithful but don't think he ever actually did. However that insecurity felt like it had a machete driven through it. That on top of a couple other dreams that are related and also dreadful. I feel awful. Terrible. I thought a whole day would give me time to move on from it but all I can think about is last night's dreams.
>be in closet
>spending time with gay guy recently, just chilling
>female friend in common
>she's been treating me really nicely, acting cutesy lately, hugging me and touching me a lot more
>see her today
>"hey anon how was your date with (guy's name)"
>voice sounds serious
>play it off as a joke, say it was good
this must be a riddle, because I'm stumped, or maybe this strawberry shit is actually getting to me now. if this is about your insecurities or rather, just know im not all that shimmer and gold
>if this is about your insecurities or rather, just know im not all that shimmer and gold
I know I was beaten with the ugly stick. It's not so much insecurities as realities. I just don't make any bones about it so just don't mind me.
POST YOUR FUCKIN JAMZ FAGGOTS!!!
>tfw you're used to googling your problems to get advice from people who have had similar problems but now your problem is so unique and personalized you don't even know how to get advice on it; 4chan threads aren't even helpful
>if i keep acting like a massive faggot the dysphoria will go away
i have to believe
Who else /avoidant + multiple personality disorders/
Its like I have a note from the doctor saying I will never have a bf
>watching Predator 2
>predator wrestling with the main protagonist
>boner comes up
In a level of one to ten, how fucked up am I?
Yes, I want to sex that fucking thing.
Just go to college or trade school, but go to a local technical school if you want to learn some kind of trade, in my area technical school is cheap enough that grants pay for almost the whole thing, and a loan is easy enough to get from DOE. Just make sure that when a guy like me befriends you don't fall too hard in love. We're probably just nice guys and not interested in you sexually, but still willing to hang out with whoever.
>take bus everyday
>9 out of 10 times its that one driver
>cigarette in his mouth all the time
>thick hairy forearms
>in short just what i want
>there is this mirror in front of him that he uses to look at passengers
>keep looking at him every single minute
>he notices, i look away
>i sometime notice him looking at me too
>see him in my area occasionally
>say "hi" he replies and asks me how i am
>smells strongly of cigarettes
>it feels better that any other smell in the world when its coming from him
>miserably fail at making talk
How do I drop hints that i REALLY like him?
How do I get him to drop his pants so I can suck his cock and lick his balls?
I'm the same way.
I just got to my one class. Sit there, make a few jokes or remarks twice a week and go home.
Though one guy stopped me last week at the end of my class to tell me what a nice hair cut I have and how it complements me and my face.
I didn't know what angle he was playing at though, seemed really nice and genuine. Though I'm repressed and can't even tell if that guy is just awkward or is even gay.
Anyway yeah I don't do anything either. I feel you.
Do you smoke? There is usually a smoking area on campus where people just go and talk and smoke. Even if you are a complete fucking lunatic you'll find somebody to talk to there. You don't have to be a smoker to go there btw. Probably one of the coolest people I've met was this old pothead lady at the smoking area of my college, everybody loved her because she was really nice and open and didn't give a fuk.
If you hate smoke, go to the hangout area, I don't know what it's called, but there is usually a game room and gym and shit like that, with some pin boards hat have various clubs flyers on them. Failing that talk to a counselor or a teacher about your issue. If your issue is that you simply do not want to talk to people and cannot overcome the issue, you're basically fucked. Maybe pretend everybody is anon? It's not too horribly far from the truth.
If that's the case then you are beyond help. Seek psychological treatment before it's too late. If you are just really nervous around people then keep pushing yourself to attend a single club that is very interesting to you. You might need meds to overcome your shit tho. If you do need meds, then fucking take them and get better.
I don't know senpai.
The guy posted a short biography about him on blackboard.
The summary is:
>from Colorado, loves Broncos football and sports
>really nice guy
>family is important
>but Jesus and God is supreme
Don't get me wrong, the guy seems to be a genuine person and I am religious to an extent, but his overtones and over emphasis on religion has me off put a bit. Not because religion is bad, it's just that I know that culture and repression myself.
Just talk to him. He's definitely into you, even if just as friends, but I still think he is attracted to you. I'm christian myself, but I don't go to gay churches because in my area they are all AIDS infested. Being christian doesn't mean not gay.
Let me put it simply: Straight dudes don't talk about hair, unless they already know you, and even then they don't talk about your hair complementing your face, unless it's your dad giving the compliment. The dude literally gave you a gay compliment. Either he's gay and into you or he has no social skills and wants to be friends. Either way you have a good chance of getting a qt for the bedroom.
>Have you guys ever had dreams that feed all the insecurities you've ever had about men, relationships, all the major decisions you've made in your life? And even though it's just a dream it gets inside your head and destroys any shred of conviction you have about your life?
Every single day of my life.
I guess I'll put more effort into it. I am a Christian too, but it's just harder for me to tell with the religious community man, that culture.
I think he was embarrassed Wednesday after he said it Monday, since he didn't speak to me. I think he was ashamed.
8 hours until I meet my new roomies, I hope none of them are Chinese.
I'm not sure about the shoe thing. I mean, have you seen these nikes? But really tho, in the construction field most dudes will talk more about shoes (boots) than haircuts, same with bikers, same with athletes (shoes), but either way it will be more of a 'utility' talk than a 'visual impact' talk. The guy didn't say something about how the haircut is a good one for the summer, unless Anon has a unique haircut, the guy was complimenting Anon's face, not just his hair.
>I'm not sure about the shoe thing.
If he can recognise prada shoes on sight he's gay.
That's a fact.
>the guy was complimenting Anon's face, not just his hair.
That shit could be just an awkward comment that turned much more homo than intended.
how would meds help social autism and ugliness?
ive been going to CBT
sometimes i think im one of those chris-chan level autistic people who everyone laughs at all the time and i dont have the self awareness to see how fucking weird i am
Just for you.
They will all be Chinese.
Please no. I don't even know how to use chopsticks.
>tfw your best friend is a qt3.14 from rural Ohio
>tfw you probably love him madly
My Jungian therapist recommended self-discovery.
I realized after many sessions it's all my parents' fault (mom made a lot of disparaging remarks about kids that I brought home to play with (badly behaved, etc.), and dad prevented me from participating in extra-curriculars because "muh money" and "he's going to lose interest anyways"), but I am no closer to making a friend.
Chinese students in Australia are usually from wealthy families.
They will bully me.
>No red envelope for you, white boy [robotic chink laughter]
Secretly drug them whenever they have to do a test and threaten to send their less than perfect results to their conservative family.
If they want to avoid this SHAMEFUR DISPRAY they gotta obey your command.
Or sell their souls to satan when they aren't looking.
>tfw you wake up to your bf everyday
>tfw he rests his head on your pec when you cuddle/sleep together
>Implying they sit their own tests
Mate, most of them can barely speak English.
How do I find a bf who loves dogs?
All of my Growlr lays are uneasy around my two dogs.
How do i get the qt twink at work to come out
Everyone knows he's gay but he acts all macho except around muscular etc guys and then he acts like a little bitch
I want to put my penis in him. How.
Bro it up with him. Have dates, but don't call it such. Just say "let's hang out at (whatever common interest area)" Become his friend, and have some beers with him. Make sure there is a lot of physical contact. Eventually make a move, if he doesn't first.
How many of you faggots have had an anal orgasm? Any tips on how to get one with a vibrator? I can do it with a real dick, but every time I try with a dildo it only gets frustratingly close. I end up just rubbing it out because of how long I am on the brink, I just cannot take it.
I'm 6'3 and i have a beard, i dont think i can get away with snaring straight boys. I brought him coffee when he was working a long shift and risked asking for a hug and he went for it and said "thank you" when his head was on my shoulder, had to control my erection.
Not with that attitude!
>asking him if he wants to come over and have a couple drinks, watch a movie?
Are you somewhat of a friend already?
Because if that's the case and you cn bring it in a casual way then sure go for it.
I just found out that the man of my dreams is moving to the other side of the country, there's no chance we'll ever be together, and I'm going to be alone for Valentine's Day for the 27th year in a row.
Someone hold me. :(
just found out i have scoliosis
might have to get Spinal Fusion surgery which would put me in the ICU
If you're the kind to uphold your dogs life to be far more important than theirs that's usually the problem. It's okay to love your dogs and have a "family-like relationship with them", but if you hold your dogs on such a high ground such as "My dogs are more important to me than a potential partner" you're setting yourself up for failure. Your dog is a pet, that's all it is. A member of the family yes but a subjected low end of the family. If you consider yourself equal in dominance to your dog meaning your dog controls you and is pampered by you and you expect the guys you're dating to treat your dog as an equal to them then you will always be alone and have nothing but your dog to keep you company. That is why they are uneasy around your dogs.
It is common in this world that humans treat dogs like they're humans and equal to humans in everyway. When your dog barks at someone at the front door and you yell at them or even pet them to make them run off and stop barking you're granting acceptance of this behavior. The dog thinks it will be rewarded for doing so. People treat their dogs constantly for bad behavior without even knowing it. So essentially the dog thinks it owns you and it thinks the house is theirs as well, not the other way around.
In mein profezzional opinion, I zhink zis means you are a faggot.
Freud was actually Czech and born in Czechoslovakia. He just spoke German and lived most of his life in Austria, but like most culture the most dominant and financially robust cultures are the most influential and publicly appealing to the masses. Barely anyone speaks Czech or Slovak anymore and no one outside of the countries want to learn the language either.
>tfw the only people into you are those with huge self esteem issues
Could be worse
>low libido, mostly just want affection and intimacy
>most guys into me just want to fuck me and dont give a shit, or treat me as a fetish object, cant even cuddle for 5 minutes without wanting to fuck
You two are looking in the wrong places for relationships. I personally had problems dating guys everything that could go wrong went wrong until I realized I was looking for guys in the same place everytime which was www.gay.com it's not gay men who were my problem it was where I was getting dates that was. No one respectable or worth a damn go to these half baked sex sites as I call them. Look for guys who actually have lives beyond the slutty sexual realm of the internet.
Because nobody actually cares. I want to do stuff together like go out or stay in and cuddle and watchtv or whatever just to enjoy eachother's company but even if they say they do too it's usually just a little fantasy part, pre-cursor to sex, and afterwards they're just kind of distant or sometimes even kind of mean
1, so long as it's a qt boer boi.
If kaffir scum, 2.
lmao yeah ok, you're twinkier than any image posted in this thread
I don't use those half baked sex sites tbqh I didn't even know you could meet with people on them.
Have you tried talking to them about this, or actually let people know that ahead of time? If I were to say "no low self esteem" on any profile/etc people would just assume I'm a huge bitch lmao
>TFW began lifting and am eating bigger to match
>TFW still a bottom fag and now getting clean is harder from all the additional food.
Does anyone else know my struggle?
>sour fatty hates fitposting
What else is new?
Which is the most alpha animal?
>tfw no kangaroo dom top bf
Definitely the bear.
>tfw no fuzzy, furry bear to hug you wth that insane amount of cuddly fur and protect you with those big paws of his
This weird as fuck guy has been pursuing me
>way fucking skinny and super pale
>hair, skin, eyes
>terrible taste in clothing
>is a fucking taxidermist
>does weird shit like pic related on the side
>weird and awkward as shit
>possibly batshit insane
>animal who sleeps for 6months of the year
Anon, I'm 5'7, 145, and trying to make it while taking cock. My struggle is real, please no bully.
Does senpai also dabble in nude modeling for my figure drawing class?
He's got a nice enough body when he isn't wearing weird weird as fuck clothes. He's just so fucking WEIRD though. Once I commented on this huge as fuck bruise on his knee and he asked me if I wanted to fucking touch it.
Heaven help me I want to fuck the shit out of a spaghetti lord who spends all his time playing with dead animals.
He's pretty artistically talented, I won't lie. He wants to do a series on mythological creatures, but some of the "parts" are going to be hard for him to get, I think.
>that 16inch dick
A diet of excedrin and popsicles are biding me over 'till I can get my shattered tooth removed
Also figured out that keeping an icecube in my mouth pressed up against the pain helps me sleep.
But anon, I do.
Because this is my dream body.
In a weird way, I think he's kind of cute too. He's one of the most eccentric people I've ever met. I'm not really sure what's keeping me back since I admit to feeling some level of attraction for him and he's made no secret about the fact that he's into me. His bluntness about it is pretty refreshing, honestly.
He might be into some kind of S&M shit or have weird kinks, though. I'm not sure I can hang.
He's wonderful to draw, I'll admit that. Some of my best work recently was that portrait of him.
Why he covers all that up with huge Cosby sweaters and jorts is anyone's guess.
He did a skull of one with jewels rather than mirror tiles, but that looks like something he'd do.
The way you feel on the inside is wrong too.
It is within the nature of the Jew to be submissive. They realised that they are physically inferior to the other races so they instead focus on financial power as a form to dominate through that, even though money cannot save them from being dragged out into the street and shot like the vermin they are.
>He sounds freaky as fuck
You have no idea. I got a nosebleed once and he was into it. Not aroused or anything I don't think, but like, mesmerized.
We've hung out a few times and he always knows about all these really cool places and events I've never heard of. The last place he took me was some club that played Industrial music and there was this stage act where people were being suspended by piercings and juggling fire. One lady threaded flaming sticks or something through her nipple rings. I was pretty drunk by then, so I don't really remember. Even though he didn't seem turned on by it, that was what made me think he might be into S&M or some freaky shit. It was pretty funny seeing him in his ugly-assed clothes in a sea of aging goths, though.
I think I kissed him at some point, though.
He's not really my bf. He's just this guy that's into me and I'm not sure what to make of it.
He doesn't eat much either. He mostly seems to subside on coffee, tea and hot cocoa unless someone reminds him.
you're gushing way too much about him to not be into him tbqh
just go for it, at worst you dont have to deal with the freakiness anymore, at best you have the freakiness all to yourself
I used to get those offers a lot in college.
It was always really flattering, but only in retrospect.
Att, i thought maybe were making fun of me or when i felt like they meant it, i was too embarrassed.
>you're gushing way too much about him to not be into him tbqh
Does it seriously come across like that? I don't deny that I'm attracted to him, though.
I guess I could probably get used to whatever weird shit he's into so long as it isn't too out there. Like I said, I don't know why I'm holding back. At the risk of sounding like an egomaniac, he seems really smitten with me. Despite how fucking weird he is, he's pretty cool and I get the feeling he'd want something serious. I've never had a serious relationship before and I guess that's part of the reason why.
We both have a mutual love of B movies, so I suppose I can invite him over for some Netflix and chill. I've been trying to remember what it's like to kiss him.
I've known him since October. I wouldn't say we're "friends" because right off the bat he stated he was interested in being something more. But I guess in a way we are. We spend a fair amount of time together in and out of school and despite him being eccentric/weird as fuck, we get along well.
I told him I needed time (and I did at that point as I had just gotten out of a shitty relationship) and bit by bit I've developed some kind of feelings for him.
My point is, that despite the fact that he's awkward and shy and has all these weird fucking quirks (all of which I guess is endearing), if he weren't harmless, it may have shown itself by now, right? Or am I diluting myself, now?
Either way, I had to call the cops on my last boyfriend on two separate occasions, so I doubt this guy could be any worse.
well, I am a good boy. So that much is true. But I reject any other insinuations.
Gaahl's Robin sue is a doll.
once a bottom, always a bottom senpai ;)
100% of chimps have HIV. HIV comes from Chimps.
his name is alex senpai, go down to florida for some selfie daddy cuddles
>Or am I diluting myself, now?
That's a tough one.
I'm sure if you concentrate you can figure out a solution .
>HIV comes from chimps
>HIV supposedly spread to humans through Africans eating chimps
>yet HIV contracts only through sexual relations
conclusion: HIV is a thing because some niggers thought it's a good idea to fuck chimps
One of the youtubers I watched recently collab'd with this cool chilled out chick
Who also collab'd with this other cutie sass queen-
-who I THINK (?) is the one in the blond wig?
is it bad I actually like the song
I'm past that age, and I'm not in states, but thanks for trying to help.
If I have a crush I just run the hell away. It's literally how it sounds. Avoidant personality disorder. It's not just being shy/awakward.