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>tfw you will FUCK the communist out of Elanna in your lifetime
ill show you a "general strike" baby~ ;))))
fuck... this is exactly what's happening to me. wanna chat plz?
1st for Trump anime.
>tfw you have an extremely productive day and clean and get a lot of shit done
>tfw u are gonna be making ur bae poutine in a few hours
the term liberal literally means nothing in this day and age. libertarians are what liberals used to be
they all mean different shit, the term liberal has been changed so much over the years. mostly because of its use as an insult
I didn't want to make a new thread to ask this, but I want answers from both mtf and ftm so I'll post it to you both.
How bad is your self esteem? Do you think being trans has affected it more than other things? What else affects it? How does it affect your day to day life?
>tfw fat mtf
Besides my gut, I like my curves. :3
>tfw u are gonna be making ur bae poutine in a few hours
I've never had it before I'm so excited!!
My self esteem is awful. It was worse before transitioning, but it still remains pretty bad. Being trans makes me paranoid about my appearance, how other people perceive me, and I constantly fear being discovered. It colors my interactions with people, I'm very quiet despite being an extravert. I used to do theatre and debate, nowadays I'm barely able to do public speaking at all. I havn't met a lot of new friends irl since transitioning.
She'll probably be back, she's said she's leaving before.
I didn't care about my body at all before transition so I'm hideous and now I care and it's awful.
Being a fat stupid cow who can't seem to lose weight doesn't help.
sometimes i wish i was actually into anal, but i really am a gigantic baby about pain
i may seem quite like a dom but i would say im a true switch, its just i don't like anal and blowjobs bore me so what's the point?
>How bad is your self esteem?
rlly really REALLY bad, I blame myself for everything that goes wrong around me even if it's beyond my control and can't take an credit any time something goes right
honestly trans stuff isn't the biggest part of it and if other stuff wasn't in the way it would be easier to manage the trans stuff that does bother me
health is the main problem
shit fucks up everything
I love anal, dicks deep inside me is the best feel
>I will never get pushed up against the glass of a karaoke bar booth and have my ass fucked while I'm high
I just spent the past several hours playing ssb with my best friend
Corrin is fucking amazing and I finally have a fire emblem character to love
I know it never helps much when people say stuff like this, much less some random anon, but I'll say it anyways.
You're pretty good.
the pain has basically made any attempts at getting fucked QUICKLY end
its kinda weird, getting fucked actually makes me really dysphoric in that i like get depressed and want a pussy REALLY badly so i didnt have to deal with fucking anal and how much it hurts
I have incredibly high self-esteem which is sorta a recent development.
hearing my partners cry during consensual sex makes it better. I fucked my last gf in the ass and her crying really made me not want to stop but I did since I wouldn't put it past her to cry rape. Even though she literally begged for it and I was going slow as fuck
>slipping it in with little lube just to hear the yelp and cries, and then 30 seconds later they're moaning like a fucking whore and begging you to go harder and faster
The current gf is great at that. She gets into it though but loves rapeplay.
Best thing is she's jewish and she "hides" in the attic and we roleplay that I'm a nazi and I just fuck the shit out of her in the attic.
>Shit is cash
>slipping it in with little lube just to hear the yelp and cries, and then 30 seconds later they're moaning like a fucking whore and begging you to go harder and faster
I cant wait for you to do that to me
Holy moly today was a good day in league of Legends ! Won 3 lost 2 and went positive kda in every game
>tfw moba nerd
In all honesty I have really no idea what advice to give to someone to help them achieve better self-esteem. I've always kinda had unwavering optimism even when I hated myself and wanted to die on a daily basis. Once you're at the lowest point in your life where you have literally NOTHING to lose it seems to only go up from there. I've put a lot of effort into bettering myself as a person, and at the end of the day you really have to be ready for failure after failure after failure after failure, as long as you learn from your mistakes and are self aware its like w/e. Just gotta be BASED nigga.
I don't have any tip or trick or lifehack or anything it's just kinda like..... live life man and just don't care what other people think of you.
ACH MEIN GOTT WAS IST DIES? IST DIES EINE JUDEN AUF MEIN DACHBODEN? NAJA ICH WERDE DICH JETZT FICKEN : ^ ) HEIL HITLER
lmfao ur so slutty hailey
shaming urself in public like this, you really have no shame ne~?
you should do israel-palestine sex roleplay with me cus ur a jew and im an arab
Am I losing my mind? I don't remember making t his post, but this is definitely me.
>How bad is your self esteem?
Better than it was pre-transition, but it's still not that high.
>Do you think being trans has affected it more than other things?
>What else affects it?
I don't find my work fulfilling, and I've been far less prolific in my artistic endeavours than I feel I should have been.
>How does it affect your day to day life?
I worry that people are judging me more than they likely are, and harsher. I get a bit defensive when people ask what I've been up to.
ive always wondered, why is the fascination of being an anime girl is so big with a lot of the trans folk on this board.
i mean i like some anime, but i dont want my life to be an anime.
idk jus wonderin
because anime makes people trans dude how did you not know that
ya 25% arabic asalaam'alaykum
no HAMAS strong i FUCK american pig dog and israel KIKE fuck PIG BITCH insha'allah
CAUSE YOU'RE ON FUCKING 4CHAN DUDE HOW IS THAT A HARD QUESTION
not for long~
OH JA ICH LIEBE DEINE KATZE SCHLAMPE OHHHHH JAAA JA JA JA JA JA JA MEINEN SCHWANZ IST SO SCHWER FUER DICH!!!!!!!!
idk if we're friends or anything, but thanks yume, somehow you always lift my mood. there needs to be more people like you on this planet
>tfw dyed my hair black and I can finally use my really nice hair extensions
FUUUUCK yes. Finally I do a fish braid and have long hair. Having long and beautiful hair seriously is such an amazing feeling and confidence booster
>yeah, well there was a lot of shit that did it, but tranny life sealed it.
>mother leaving when i was 3, bouncing everywhere when i was young, got fucked with my face being objectively ugly for bo and grill
>i don't want to bother anyone ever, i really don't think i can do much, don't want to bother people with me
any Canadian people good at making poutine here? im making homemade poutine later and i know how to make it but the only thing thats tweaking me out is how im supposed to layer the cheese and gravy evenly between all the fries without a gigantic pool of gravy amassing at the bottom
UN HELP SANCTIONS ISRAEL IS RUNNING AN APARTHEID REGIME *cums in ur democracy*
i duno nigga it just do what it be the domme life chose me
take a pic of that precum soaked gt for me though~
best sg desu..........
Should I do a serious cosplay for animazement this year?
>You could listen to music about shitty and depressing stuff
naw, all normal people complain about is normal people shit and I can't relate. Normie problems seem like nothing in the face of the odds I am up against.
>mfw North Korea nukes Portland and pushes my transition another year
please NK take out Japan . They're pricks.
>open mtfg later
when does it stop
The song I just linked is about meth addiction, so idk if that qualifies as normal people problems.
>man hands, arms, shoulders
>man chin, man nose, man brow ridge
>hair too short and not growing fast enough
>tits too small
>ass too small
>no prospects in life
>too old to ever turn my life around
>everyone hates me
these are just the basic problems, all of which can be fixed with enough money
>tfw you take a MEAN stinky diarrhea shit and u feel great and emptied out and u lean over and see THIS
we're going to make a blanket fort together in the near future
this is something that needs to happen
>a thread of anime posters and sissies
>making the rules for what a hon is and isn't
how does it make you feel to know you're a virgin and I'm not, I look like roasted garbage with zero personality and you're the virgin, lets weigh that up
Since you've decided to just lay down and give up like a retard, it's made it easier for the rest of us to stand on your back.
im sure you do, slut~ ill mark you up so good ur gonna go back to canada and have to explain to the border officials that you fell down a flight of stairs
GOODBYE MY FRIENDS
uhhh yeah i mean i probably could
im not doing a recipe im just kinda freeballing this right now cus thats how i do
does that look like our house dude wtf o.O
weigh it up kayla, I have a job and nothing else going for me but I still have the money to buy the things I like, I have no redeeming qualities but I still date, think about it Kayla
You know exactly what I mean. Every single passing person makes sure that non passers live the worst life as humanly possible just because they are pretty and I am not, they get to fuck, go on trips, laugh, eat real food, have fun, go to concerts, be normal. Passers get to live a life I will never have and they do it only because they are shit to non passers because it gives them pleasure to flaunt their passing to me as some kind of fucking achievement of theirs even though their achievement was merely being born in the right body.
THIS CLOTHING SITE HAS EVERYTHING 90% OFF FOR SOME APPARENT REASON
IF YOU WANT CHEAP GIRL CLOTHES AND DONT WANNA GO TO A THRIFT STORE HERE IS UR SAVING GRACE
BUY BUY BUY BUY
>they get to fuck, go on trips, laugh, eat real food, have fun
I will never pass or be pretty and I do all of this Kayla, think about it Kayla, where are the real excuses for your hermit life, why don't you have anything going for you?
I'm off to have dumplings with my FRIENDS for the lunar festival a few suburbs over, have fun in your room learning to play your violin sweetie :^) I might even call this guy back and organize a date after work on thursday, think on that kayla
>not just buying the most expensive and best clothes possible with daddys credit card
ahahahahaha dude wtf is wrong with you
dude i dont even care about passing and dont really know if i pass or not and i do all that shit
cmon wait a second... y am i replying to u LMFAOOOO *FART*
I never went to a concert in my life because I am an ugly tranny fuck. Only pretty girls and passing mtfs go to concerts so I am not allowed. I have never actually listened to a piece of live music in my life, i'm denied the very human right good looking people take for granted
>every single passing person makes sure that non passers live the worst life as humanly possible just because they are pretty and I am not
yeah keep blaming all your issues and failings on others just for existing, that'll totally lead to solutions
>ill mark you up so good ur gonna go back to canada and have to explain to the border officials that you fell down a flight of stairs
>tfw u wanna look like a cisgirl trying to look like a boy
does anyone else know this abstract feel
it's all in your head, no one is denying your right to live but yourself. no one cares about you not passing as much as you do. to be fair i think you would look okay if you put in the effort
my honest opinion is that people here get too hung up on passing. there's a lot of animosity from people who don't pass as well, whether it's because of genetics or lack of effort, towards people who pass better than them. and a lot of anons telling people not to even bother transitioning because they'll never pass, even without knowing what they look like. and that's bullshit.
if you're ugly and transgender, accept that you're ugly anyway and become an ugly girl. at least then you can say you've tried before resorting to offing yourself.
>But not passing would be hell because nobody would respect me and I'd probably kill myself.
>tfw this is your life
she lashes out every single time and gets what was coming to her mang
whoah this sounds cute as FUCK
imma sit on the computer and shitpost on /lgbt/ while you guys cuddle and make out on the bed in the back, k?
so much fun
i really wanna wear like a biz suit or something sharp lmfao
ADRI QUIT IT u look fucking CUTE AS FUCKKKKKKKK and shit like fuck i dont know how anyone could think u dont pass
>tfw too big, buff and beautiful to fit into any of the clothes
I am taking my titty skittles though, like most other boys in femgen.
The only time I've been misgendered in the past year I was wearing a baggie hoodie, so I'm going to say no
not in the mood today desu been kinda just chilling in my room, i cleaned and did a fuck ton of work so im just kinda relaxing and listening to music
o that would be rly cute desu
thats not my style tho
flannel + skinny jeans + trump hat
cute stylish and disruptive
just the way i like it
>tfw you haven't been gendered a boy in 2 years a single time and i dont even try and pass and wear t-shirts and skinny jeans most of the time or flannels and skinny jeans
weird feel i dont think any1 would be hugboxxing me either cus most of the time i was living in Virginia and people there really didnt like homos desu and i dont even use my girlvoice in public anymore so its just weird to me
meh who cares lmfao, whatever they think i dont really give a shit 8-) i just do me
North Korea is trying to destroy all anime. Are any of you bad enough to stop them?
yeah i mean ive been trying to explain that it literally does not matter if u pass or not as long as ur life isnt endangered by not passing
some people will never learn though sigh
They can have it, I haven't watched that shit in years.
I dont wanna fucking look like a hon tho man
problem is that people expect that looking like a girl to get rid of their self-esteem issues and social retardedness
but a big part of passing from what i understand is just having confidence in yourself
If you wear a hoodie, go with something a bit more fitted, I've only had this problem with baggy clothes.
Chicken and egg problem. Even if you pass in photos, you won't pass without confidence, and to get that confidence you have to start passing irl. Fake it til you make it is the best advice mtfg has given desu.
you know I literally glanced right passed you when you were lost in the parking lot right?
>theres a car
>theres a cute girl
>she's p tall
>I'll wait until that car finishes pulling out and then circle around the apt more
>yume said that adri posted in thread about being lost, I should check
>wait that girl looks like she's looking for someone
>wait is that her
you pass just fine okay?
if you don't pass, you don't pass, and sulking won't fix anything
accept it and fake your confidence until that fake confidence becomes real confidence and helps you pass
it's near impossible to change or ignore how you feel, but you can change how you think and how you act
everything is interconnected, and it can become a vicious cycle
hoodies are pretty qt
should invest in some androgynous/girl hoodies in the future
What about pants though?
>can't you do skinny jeans and flannels though? o.o
ya thats what i said, i do that look all the time
i want my mom to send all my plaid flannels from pre-transition to me cus i just wanna wear those
i really like that style desu
ya i mean i guess but i didnt use to be extremely confident person, i used to be a shy meek little beta and would cry when i saw cute girls on the beach cause of how dysphoric it made me
i think the tides really changed for me when a boy i was dating told his family i was cis and they all believed it and i was only like 3 months on spiro and my confidence just SKYROCKETED they were all shocked apparently when they found out i had a dick too lmfaooo
im older than u
looking like a hon is really just codeword for "trying way too hard to look like a girl"
theres always cute feminine stuff u can wear, and ur p feminine as it is so its not like ur gonna be man in a dress tier
girl flannels and super skinny jeans would do you good
THERES NO BRAKES ON THIS TRAIN
uh well i uh... haha : - ) oh boi
same i think
everyone says im way more attractive in real life, but i think its just cause im super confident in real life and have a nice personality maybe iduno
its different than that, I dont mean like blemishes and stuff (which are still more prominent on my webcam) just my general face shape seems longer and my eyes kind of just look more dead
FAKE IT TILL U MAKE IT srsly
T H R I F T S T O R E W I T H D A D D Y ' S C R E D I T C A R D ?
I don't wear track pants because they kill my shape. I mostly wear boot cut jeans.
>tfw your mannerisms are naturally effeminate and are probably most of why you pass so consistently
>tfw you held onto your guy shirts and use them as pajamas
Good feel desu
But yeah idk, my confidence is all over the map. The times I've been clocked are times when I'm really tired and feeling kind of nervous about getting clocked.
Goddamn though that would make anybody super confident to hear that, that's awesome.
Yo yume I like you you're funny you're confident and you have the ability to collect a harem of transgirl sluts at an alarming and respectful pace
but god damn you know you dont have to spend 24/7 here right? stop posting nigga sheesh take a break go bang gem while thinking about elanna or something i mean come on girl youve been active for like 3 days straight so far
ive spent the last 2 months partying and going out EVERY SINGLE DAY
i just wanna relax and shitpost man
and gem is at work
lee me alon i jus wan 2 be leff ALON
fuck yeah man
PORTLAND TRANNY FREE SHOPPING SPREE ON JUNE 19TH, 2016 SAVE THE DATE
I've been told I act very effeminate, especially when drunk. I think its because I spent so much time hiding it so it doesnt slip out consciously or something idk. I just know my voice got really gay and lispy most times im really drunk
Well, like the anon said here >>5681106 (And it's really not mean) your phone could have a higher resolution. A better camera up close (Arms length for selfies, maybe twice that for mirror pics) will show more flaws and you can look worse imo. Less visible flaws and softer edges from blur from a lower resolution or further away camera seem to help.
>general face shape seems longer and my eyes kind of just look more dead
Front or rear camera? The front selfie cams always do that kind of shit. If that is the issue, try the whole front cam selfie mirror trick.
>Disclaimer: I am not a photographer and I hate taking pics
>I am also high.
>tfw still want to move to portland to hang out with cool people
You honestly thought I was a cis girl? ;_; If that's true then that's one of the nicest things anyone has ever told me.... You're so sweet gem.
Pls don't, we're full and we're saving spaces for edie and raifu >>5681121
>ywn go into the mountains with Raifu and go shooting
i am da biggest so i am da boss me smash puny chaser ahaha : - )
i wanna shoot guns with raifu in the oregon countryside
hey man im hype
we gonna get lots of cute clothes
i should def have a good paying job by then so i think imma buy you a shit ton of lingerie and stuff too >: )
>tfw i wanna tripfag so people at least might remember me
>tfw i lose my free pass to be annoying as anon
Well if gem is at work then bang me and think of gem, waddya want?
Yeah, it's weird. I generally don't notice that I'm acting effeminate but every time I've taken some sort of substance apparently it amplifies it, because people have pointed it out before. Not sure why that is ;~;
So are boot cut jeans desu
i don't get it
what's so masculine about my face that, no matter what i wear, no matter how feminine i am, no matter how i introduce myself with the girliest name fucking ever
people automatically gender me a a man?
>trying to diet but hungry all the time
>aiming for 1200 calories a day but taking in 1600 or so
>30 pounds above goal, only lost 3 pounds in a month
Jeans are nice, I got a lot more comfortable wearing them after HRT started working. Before then I wore jeans but they were super super baggy because gross boybod
>tfw you will never be a irregular in the Irish Republican Army in the early 1900s fighting tooth and independence from the god damned khakis for years until you finally win but the free state settlement isnt full freedom so you take up arms again to fight the british crown and drive em out of the green and lovely lanes of killeshandra
oo ah up the ra
i mean u fucking avatarfag so its pretty obvious, and i am annoying as fuck and namefag
just do that
ur not here so i cant do that
T R A N N Y M E C C A
gem is the sweetest <3 and yes she did think that i was there for that entire thing lmfao
could be an effect of estrogen, but when i was drunk before HRT and when I was a really little kid I was outwardly effeminate as hell so its prolly just leftover repression and a desire not to come off as a stereotypical faggot tranny either way I've been lusting after cock since 9 years old (gone now mostly thanks to hrt, now I ONLY get turned on by yume its weird) and i used to wish I was touched by a relative so it obv didnt work
but i dont do drugs that u can od on(not to mention im not doing any drugs anymore because the best high is the high u get is lucidity) and im in good mental health desu
o.O lmfao dude... cmon *fart*
thanks now its easier to stalk ur posts
bang bang bang
its the sound of trannies shooting guns in the countryside
be on guard boys
Boy jeans are generally cut so the pant legs are straight and have no contour. They can be baggy or fitted depending on the style you pick.
Yeh, it's probably just leftover repression come to think of it. A large part of growing up was learning to control emotions and I guess I never really let go of that after transition. Every once in awhile some of it slips out though. Get teased for it too because acting excessively effeminate or girly is out of character for me (re: emotional control). ;~;
HRT killed your cocklust though?I've usually heard of the opposite happening, but it's neat to see it go the other way ^^
I actually started Spiro before Estrogen, but spiro didn't really do all that much besides make me depressed thanks to the lack of a sex hormone. I've been on Estrogen a bit over a month now and I've fapped twice, both of which were to yume, and ive been completely unable to get an erection without stimulation, and even then, it only happens when yume says stuff to me its really fucking weird i know maybe my sex drive will just come back? idk
What about like, women's straight hip jeans (or even just women's jeans). I doubt anyone will pay attention that much and they usually fit nicer.
You don't sound that conflicted about not wanting to hurt people; have you talked to family members or people you trust offline about this stuff?
>So do all the mtfg trans in Portland hang out or something?
I don't know about that, but it sure seems like a lot of tripfags here seem to originate from there. Don't let the meme and shitposting get to you too much.
well the only mtfg tripfags that live in portland that i know of besides oldfags who arent around anymore and i haven't the slighest clue how to contact them
u me gem and mado
and yeah we all hang out so
If the patches are e, they'll work like a similar dosage of any other e patch. It's not like there's specially formulated e for mtfs.
Thicken the gravy, make the cheese melt a little, put the cheese on the fries while they're hot so it stays slightly molten, use your thicker gravy and it should be mostly equal.
To make it thicker use either flour or boil it until the liquid content is a down. Also use a ladle or a big serving spoon, don't just dunk it.
Better a loser than a neurotic little spaz with nothing better going on in her life than drug use. Oh wait! That's what a loser is, which is exactly what you are. How fun for you! ;pp
>tfw meeting up with an anon that you met on mtfg was great and you're going to travel 1500km to meet up with them again in a week
Don't knock it til you try it, there's some good people here.
Tbh, you have the long hair. Metalheads sometimes wear girls jeans. Food for thought.
I have no possibilities or opportunities
never have and never will
I am a joke and death is the only thing I have to look forward to and you are trying to take it away
I need to do this, I have no happiness awaiting me, nothing ever gets better
>tfw surrounded by cute boys and resisting the urge to flirt with them all
i dont think thats possible desu
>you're lying to yourself right now
I'm not though
I'll never be a mother or get married, let alone have a boyfriend or even pass because my skeleton is masculine and so is the rest of me, and that's not even counting the rest of my fucked up existence
transtrenders don't understand I guess
>implying i'm a transtrender
you have some serious issues beyond being transgender that you need to see a therapist about desu senpai
>transtrenders don't understand I guess
You sound like you're very hard at work trying to convince yourself that it's the only legitimate way to handle this.
Possiilities exist though, despite the blinders depression can put over your eyes..
Oh, I get you. You look in the mirror and the thing is staring back is just wrong. Some days are easier than others, it's true, but everyday still feels tense and sad. Nothing will make you a woman. But that doesn't mean you can't find some happiness in this world.
I have a gf so I need to stay loyal but they're so cute
Hmm, Wonder what the threads up to now.
>Elanna being awesome
>Kuppy being adorkable.
>Tits not being calmed.
>Kayla is back and going crazy again.
>Lots of depression.
>tfw the den mother calls you awesome
Great feel desu senpai
Someday your dream shall come true! Believe in the me who believes in you!
Your conversations tend to be funny to watch. Especially in the IRC.
Mannerisms, who his eyes linger on in a crowd, where he scans when it comes to looking people up and down. Subtle shit really that sets off a gaydar.
>tfw cooking poutine but not wanting any
>tfw just want sleep
>tfw people are calling me AGP
Yeah that's true. I really shouldn't be talking since I was shaken up the whole day after I first went shooting
my close friend died last summer, the next day someone that I kind of remembered from my friend's smoking spot came up to me late at night and tried to grab my crotch and said "you're beautiful and [friend that passed away] thought you were too." I pushed him off me, and some other people eventually saw what was going on and held him back and I drove off
>Wearing a shitty fredricks of Hollywood over a shitty top and shitty jeans does not mean I am asking to be raped.
Well no shit sherlock. If you were asking to be raped it wouldn't be called rape.
Is it melting in the sun or something? I am kind of concerned here.
...should I send a professional in?
The Night crawlers of somewheresville California are on the case!
I wish i could run into dan avidan on the street by random and make him fall in love with me
Good anon. Thats a good post.
guys.... hrt helped me find my true self.......
Oh. Yall arent tying the knot?
Anyway yea. Danny is adorable and pretty.
will you stop being so lewd!
Idk, I think the things that you don't notice are the ones that are the bigger tells. What's your posture when you talk to people, how animated are you when you talk (does your vocal inflection vary a lot), what do your hands do when you move your arms around and don't pay attention?
Nope, I'm single and too broken of a person to maintain a relationship.
Danny is fucking adorable though, way way cuter than Jon imho.
>I've been said to look disinterested in life by my mother
Yeah, that sounds like how I used to be. (More than I am now, that is.) I worried my family way too much by not opening up about being trans earlier, really.
>Want to buy some weeb games on steam
>Cant because people will wonder why im playing weeb games and judge me harshly
Yeah, it's likely not to be something that you notice. Still, I get the grunty thing
>tfw you still maintain that layer of emotional repression even post transition
>tfw you're described as cold and unapproachable, and your really effeminate traits really only slip out once in a while
S'all good, kinda wish I were marrying someone tho ^^;
Yeah that's about how I feel as well. I don't find Jon attractive at all, even with his talent and personality. I think at least some of it is latent Dan-hate but idk.
I don't even play the most embarrassing games among my social circle and I still spill my spaghetti when asked what kinds of games I play. The same about anime. I don't know why admitting something so inconsequential as liking cute girls doing cute things is so hard; this is probably related to why I'm still not out as trans to anyone but my parents I guess (and that was super difficult too).
I'd love to say yes but theres a line of people who want to date me and thus far i havent met any of them in person.
>latent dan hate
Hating dan should be a crime, he's the sweetest cinnamon bun. I wonder who his type is
>i wish i was getting married
You'll find someone! How old are you?
good food with some good friends and a lot of fun things to do, I'm sure kayla is still lurking around here so think about what the outside world looks like :^)
everyone i eat lunch with knows i prefer shojou anime and have terrible weeb taste
i played Project Mirai without headphones just to see their reaction
one of them likes to tease me for being feminine
i don't care what they think, i'm just there to eat lunch
Since Caitlyn Jenner I keep having people call me out for being trans and asking me about it on social media, at school, or whatever the fuck.
So many people think it's okay to just approach me and go, "So are you transexual?" just because they can fall back on this "I'm totally okay with that, I think Caitlyn Jenner was brave for what she'd done." shpeel.
I'm not ashamed of being transexual, but it's embarrasing to have people publicly making a deal about it. Also hurts to know I'm that easy to tell now.
Man fuck this, it was easier when people were dumb.
I admire that, I wish I had the courage to be so open about my terrible weeb tastes.
>bought a thing of a bunch of assorted fruit a while ago
>forgot I bought it then find it in my fridge a couple days ago
>start eating them delicious pinapple chunks n grapes n strawberriers n kiwis
>check lid "best by 1/25/16
Idk, chances are good that you fundamentally are but don't really know how to express it. Being raised a guy does shitty things to how you express yourself, it creates layers of defense mechanisms. At this point I'd say there's still only one person that I've let my defenses down around enough for those traits to shine through. Finding who you are is hard
I'm 24 and still kind of in recovery mode after my last long term relationship ;~;
i know it isn't you i like typed that separately because i miss you. i kinda wanna add your skype but i feel like i'd be a waste of a slot. you have an easy to remember name for it though.