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>tfw no headpats, cuddles, human contact
God, I'm tired of being at work. I could use some happy stories to know joy through vicariously.
yumes got a weird dick dude bitch shouldn't have jelq'd
>being a big meanie
how about we be nice that'd be nice. nice. let's do our best today, girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you stop being the worst fucking person possible? Give it a rest.
honestly kayla I think this may just not be the place for you to post anymore, regardless of if you're in the wrong or not. clearly it's almost impossible for you to get a normal, on-topic conversation going with anyone else here whether that's your fault or not so it seems like a waste of your time to be here, as well as detrimental to the general. have you tried other websites or communities?
>been on hrt for almost 3 weeks
>very small but noticeable changes in breast size
>left nip is full on girl sized and sensitive af
>rightie is still in boy mode and with only slightly increased sensitivity
please tell me this is normal? they'll equal out, right???
thank! i have to have qt lingerie for camming so ye ~_~ it's american apparel can u believe that? the set came with this bra, it was super cheap and i think they still have it.
there u go ok don't ask for my butt anymore ok
!!!!! OMG LOL
no cuz ppl posted screen caps of my feet from me being on cam so u lost ur bigfoot privileges
I don't like any other online trans community. Everywhere else people just want to hugbox or talk about old people stuff. I liked it here, Its not fair I get singled out or shit on every fucking minute, everyone here now either ignores me or makes fun of me, its not right I should be the only one who gets picked on here while everyone else is meeting up and being happy and nice to everyone else here. People don't even treat me like a real person, its fucked.
I had the weirdest fucking moment on the Bus today. I had just sat down and it was nearly time to go, but suddenly I got this really weird feeling and got off the bus just minutes before it was scheduled to depart for the truck driving school in Missouri. As if I was making a massive mistake and I needed to eject and go home before I made an even larger mistake.
I have no fucking clue how else to describe it except to sit in befuddlement as I sat down just minutes ago and log back on.
decided not to go to truck driving school and give the contracting job a few more weeks to get itself sorted out.
>U have only yourself to blame
No I don't. I snapped at people but I apologized and haven't done it since. Can't everyone move on from that? Bullying me is what drove me to lash out in the first place. Like 1% of mtfg actually ever treats me like a trans girl, the rest call me a fetishist and a cross dresser and have no clue it hurts me deeply. I feel like the only trans person here who never has had their transition taken seriously. I have came a long way regardless of what you and everyone else wants to say.
>Just be based
This. I'm sure you can name a few trips that are as obnoxious as you are but get a free pass because they're otherwise awesome or just badass. Jot down the names you think fit that definition and be like them. Nothing wrong about having role models.
Cough syrup farts :^)
Ok, I'm officially one step further into madness. I'm totally in love with someone I've never even seen or heard. And it still feels right.
You have not changed or matured as a person in the fucking 5 years or so that I've known you as a person. You've somehow managed to go on Chan boards for I think as long as I've been going on them, and yet you still take things fucking seriously. You expect people to hugbox you but complain about other sites being too hugboxxy. You fail to understand this is entirely your fault, the entire reason you are treated like this is because you react, and it gets to you. People feed off of other people's weaknesses, and they will attack if they know something can get to you. Almost every single trip here has at least one person that constantly will lash out and attack them, but the difference between that and you is that you react EVERY TIME. You take everything personally, and will respond to literally every negative comment thrown at you, and are ALWAYS on the defensive. You need to grow the fuck up, and stop caring what people on fucking 4chan think about you. It's fucking pathetic that you're so fucking caught up in /mtfg/ drama that you actually let it consume and dictate your life. Grow the FUCK up Kayla. It's the internet, nothing matters, you know none of these people, you will most likely NEVER know any of these people in real life. Fuck off and take a break, start posting anon, or just stop fucking caring. Embrace your insecurities, but I doubt you're strong enough of a person to do that.
tldr; grow the fuck up Kayla, you're a lolcow and as long as u can be milked, you will be retard
honestly kayla you need to move out and get general therapy. living like you have has had a serious impact on your personality and the way you view others. you can heal with time but you need to change your environment and get professional help first. I don't think you're an innately bad person but you talk and act like one at the moment and it drives others away.
Well, some gay guy started a round of "guess how old I am" at the trans group I was at this afternoon. I averaged 28. Almost ten years younger than I really are. Also, I was pretty much told that I could get plastic surgery if I wanted to, but that was probably a bad idea because of obvious BDD, and that in any case, I shouldn't call it FFS because I don't really need that...
I remember talking to transgirls before who deeply regretted getting SRS, and some who haven't. I was just curious which one you were. You overall seem pretty okay with yourself, so that's very good!
I just finished playing this game and had a good time.
I'm so not bothering about doing my feet nails or epilating my legs in the deep of winter, sorry. I'll do that when I show everything next summer. I already have a lovely bikini I haven't worn yet for that.
i'm gonna try to be nice here and tell you that you can't see your own flaws and you need someone professional to tell you what they are, because you won't take it from us no matter how we give it to you.
>;-; my life is spinning into an abyss of my own making
>were roadtripping early june and im gonna be there all year
>shes gonna be around during the summer at some point
yeah no shit dude i already figured that out im gonna fuck her while u watch LOL
You literally told me to leave mtfg. I have no where else to go online. Don't call me a retard either. The retard here is you, all you do is have sex with other trannies, play games, and do illegal drugs all day because you live off of social security disability. And that makes you think you can call me a retard? You are leeching off the system and yet I am the retard.
How do I become a popular /mtfg/ trip? What is the initiation ritual?
>tfw I have an appointment with the headshrink that will give me the second letter needed for srs
>it is a mental health evaluation
>tfw when I am going to fail
>tfw I will most likely get locked up
>this tranny is nuts
>supports Trump, wants to live inawoods, uses loonix, loves guns, and wants to cut off his dick
>I have no where else to go online.
>because you live off of social security disability
no i dont lmfao, i don't even begin to qualify for that
good to know u dont actually want to make urself better u just want to bitch and moan until things fix themselves, ur the only retard here m8 *does a kickflip on a skateboard and ollies away*
Yeah, despite some really bad self image in regards to face, voice and presentation, I'm actually pretty happy with my body now. I know some girls deeply regret it though, I knew one of them ;-;
I guess the only shitty part is that in a lot of ways I feel like I've made other people less comfortable with me in order to get more comfortable with myself. When it comes to genitals, I feel like I'm seen as more of a freak for having a neovag than I ever was for having a girltinkler.
a coloured fellow taught me those moves
im ruining your mood for telling you the truth that your life isnt going to get better if you just sit around and cry on 4chan about how bad it is and scream at people who make fun of you?
you're Chris-Chan tier lolcow
im done with this conversation i got some ollies to oop tyvm
I'm not so sure about that, most guys I know who talk about transgirls always say they would only fuck one with a neovag. Either way, if you're happy with yourself, who gives a fuck? I promise I'm gonna have no problem eating you out this summer.
>>I can't win an argument so I'm going to aimlessly yell insults at whoever is listening
UR BREAKING MY FUCKING RIBCAGE LMFAOOOOOOOOO JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
kayla people treat you like shit because you are really fucking annoying, really fucking pessimistic, really fucking antagonizing, really fucking thin skinned, and a compulsive liar
change these things about yourself and everyone here will gladly accept you and be your friend
>Make a post, Watch it get swept away in yet another Kaylagasm.
On another note: Hey Korra!
Honestly, my transition made everyone more comfortable around me. My fake male self was so phoney it was jarring even to my own parents. Well, it was so phoney it made a terf call me a lesbian.
I guess my parents are a bit disappointed that they won't have grandkids, with my sister being barren too, but I've never felt as close to my mother as I do now.
heya dear! what's up? ^-^ sry if I missed ur post earlier I was still working
yeah but I want to cc and if I get seached and do not have a permit in a gun cuck state I will get into some shit. Anyways I will be back later. I have to leave. I should be back home by 5pm at the most. I will either be really happy or sad because I want my fucking letter so I can get srs.
And yet for good reason, I've been a psychiatric inpatient for nine months now. Says a lot about both 4chan and trans people, I'm afraid.
But, seriously, transitioning has been incredibly easy for me. I can count myself lucky. For that at least.
>sit up cross-legged to read kayla spiral into a glass cage of emotion
>feel a sudden pain in my nether regions
>curious as to why, i bend over in front of my full length mirror and look
>mfw my taint was slightly bruised from brunette boy literally slamming his dick into me while i was on my back
SINCE WHEN IS THIS A THING??? this is almost as bad as the time i bruised my uvula from getting facefucked by my ex lmfao!!!
I guess it depends on the circles you hang around in. Most, if not all things that I've ever heard from cispeople about neovaginas is how disgusting they are. It makes it a lot harder to feel happy about myself, even if I know that surgery was the right decision.
>I promise I'm gonna have no problem eating you out this summer.
>I tried to be better but look how I was treated all morning.
you've burned a lot of bridges you can't expect things to change overnight. a big first step would be admitting to some of your lies - such as your lego and racecar salesperson interviews.
yeah dude planes are FUCKING HARD and not to mention EXPENSIVE
u have to wait in an airport and go through a security gate... also u have to take off ur shoes at the security gate THEY'LL SEE MY MAN FEET xO
*puts on hat respectfully and moonwalks forward*
>I've been a psychiatric inpatient for nine months now
I'd say a lot of the girls here would benefit from that. Really though, I never noticed psychiatric patients being typically less reasonable than mentally healthy people, but I don't know what kinds of hospitals you've been in.
holy shit yume pls im dying all of your posts have been absolute gold
*tips fedora* milady
im going to continue to ignore u bc u insist on calling me that
this is the last (you) ur gonna get from me pal
Well, it's a pretty nice rehab clinic in an old manor house. My room is in the newest part, though. About 250 sq. ft., queen size bed and a full bathroom with tub. Could be worse.
I'm only staying there as long as possible to make my case for disability retirement look better. I'm not even malingering. Technically not, at least; I got the shrinks to back that plan up.
>less than a week away
NIGGA WHAT THE FUCK
It would be nice to be able to get used to hearing that.
kayla pls stop responding to my girlfriend, she's laughing so hard I'm starting to worry for her safety
i'm sorry senpai i love my gt and plus if it makes you feel better the sight of and thought of drugs triggers a deep disgust in me about 1/3rd as strong as srs does
i sympathise with your dysphoric plight tho
I'd be really surprised if she looked like some anime girl... Besides, I haven't had a crush on a cartoon character for so long that anime girls look very different from the ones I liked. Pic related, the one on the left. I was 8, ok?
>too stupid to use google properly
Kayla, thank you so much. This is the hardest I've fucking laughed in a really long time
Its not fucking international. My closest airport is Ontario here in California you fucking retard. Also, no way would I ever fly scum class because I heard there are germs and the seating is tight.
Calling you on something. As I promised to. On every matter thus far you've gotten proven incorrect. Instead of conceding that you were wrong, you come up with special cases where your moms claim is true, but despite being shown like 50 cases so far that you are incorrect, you hold onto that one ridiculous situation and hold it as gospel.
I am surprised you made it through puberty being this much of a failure.
How does your family feel about you Eliot? Don't you want to grow up and stop being such a burden on them? Aren't you around 25 years of age?
Can I still be a woman if Im into being called a sissy faggot, or am I just trap trash?
leave kayla alone you pieces of shit, i'm part of her merry gang of chasers and i'm here to tell you to BACK THE FUCK OFF?!
kayla is a perfect angel, how dare you speak ill of miss cock
>Poor, Admits to it.
>Won't fly economy because it's "scum class"
At what point should I not call you out? In saying that economy is scum class, you effectively insult me, who happily flies "Scum" class and likes it. You admit yourself that you've never flown on a plane before in your life yet you presume to lecture people on the matter? Are you daft or did you forget to take your meds? I suddenly feel HAPPY that I had this weird black out moment just before the bus drove off because it allowed me to come back here and witness the most wtf line I have ever had the misfortune of reading.
I'm getting pretty close to my goals when it comes to looks, now that I think of it. I'm going around with little or no makeup and I'm still unequivocally female.
Ideally, I should be able to still pass as female while chewing on a stogie and wearing a worn three-piece suit with a black tie and a battered fedora. I think that a couple more years of HRT and a bit of plastic surgery will get me there.
i think that would be a good learning experience for you
>My mom said airfare is usually $1,500 a person.
Girl where do you think you're going? Japan?
i will defend to my death your right to shitpost
im new here btw, why do you guys hate kayla so much? she seems really cool based on what she has posted on /b/
Get out of Ontario, you're not welcome here.
>tfw made almond milk hot chocolate with a bit of honey and salt
it's delicious and only like 80 calories, thank you jesus
hi every1 im new!!!!!!! holds up spork my name is katy but u can call me t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m!!!!!!!! lol…as u can see im very random!!!! thats why i came here, 2 meet random ppl like me _… im 13 years old (im mature 4 my age tho!!) i like 2 watch invader zim w/ my girlfreind (im bi if u dont like it deal w/it) its our favorite tv show!!! bcuz itsSOOOOrandom!!!! shes random 2 of course but i want 2 meet more random ppl =) like they say the more the merrier!!!! lol…neways i hope 2 make alot of freinds here so give me lots of commentses!!!!
DOOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <--- me bein random again _^ hehe…toodles!!!!!
love and waffles,
t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m
Stretch marks or no, I'm not someone who would care to waste both our time and money worrying about small things like that. I'm offering you what you want, you just have to be willing to hop on a plane and come and get it.
Nah, she's a bitch because she's a bitch. We attack her because she's been a bitch for 5 years and constantly is a bitch. She whines about being a victim and how everyone is so mean to her, and then she trash talks other people two posts later.
She wants this general to be a hugbox for her, where we all listen to her whine and support her and deny reality.
>you will never buy Kayla a first class one-way ticket to literally anywhere in the world that doesn't have internet access
I know that sounds mean, but I honestly think getting separated from her internet persona long enough to get her shit together.
Honestly, these days, I skip the natural stuff altogether. Too fattening. Cellulose powder, liquid paraffin and artificial flavourings make for a nice, zero calorie hot drink.
I learned a few nice cooking tricks of that kind while starving myself to death.
well im glad you can admit it at least
kayla IS a victim. a victim of your incessant bullying. i realize most of you are just jealous because she is sexy and is constantly getting job offers from amazing places like lego and race car stores, but just because she is living life to the fullest doesn't mean you have to act like crabs in a bucket.
mommy said never leave, its to expensive to leave. costs milliuns of trilliuns just to own a house, so im going to stay with mommy forever!
Is it really so obvious?
Once i pass i will marry and study to be an astronaut, i get offered jobs all the time, i dont get into jobs bcus i look like a lesbian.
Srsly shes the living reminder of how i shudnt just stay home and blame trans for my issues and not keep going on in life.
pre-transition girl here
This is going to sound like a retarded question but is there any shit you can pick up at like GNC that promote estrogen levels, even if just slightly? Due to living circumstances I can't get a proper prescription right now
I got a girlfriend one month ago, a half a year after I started transition.
My gf likes me as a guy, I don't pass at all(although I don't even try girl mode these days). When I'm with her, I don't even feel dysphoric, I just feel happy.
If I continue transition, then I'll lose my gf, and that thought hurts so much. She's the first SO I really connected with.
I may never pass, so now im questioning whether I should continue transition. But does even considering that question mean I'm not really trans?
fuck I don't know what to do, I feel like I'll be sad no matter what I choose...
i have never cared about stretch marks and nobodys ever cared about them on me
its like a neutral thing
yes people are more attractive without them, but it doesnt take away points having them
no stretch marks +5
stretch marks +0
Unless they're like this chances are that they won't even notice them.
although kayla may seem like she lives the perfect life, underneath it all she is in a lot of pain. although she has a beautiful miss cock, her home life leaves much to be desired. melly, like many posters here, has the audacity to come in these threads and brag about her perfect life, effectively spitting in kayla's face. how else could she possibly respond?
Why would he stay with you in the first place?
Another pre-transition here, due to living conditions I won't be able to start proper HRT until I'm 22 (20 now) and would be interested in an answer to this.
i really dont care lol
i have more stretch marks and its never even been brought up
hey there smooth skin
Eh. Some people think things like pueraria mirifica or other phytoestrogen-bearing supplements help. There isn't much scientific evidence for it, I don't think, but maybe that would be something to try.
Oh I thought you were girl anon. How boring.
>Buy Kayla a one way ticket and say it's to Boston.
>"Yeah, we'll meet up and I promise I'll make you mine. Just make sure you get on the right flight."
>Kayla gets on the plane without paying attention to anything like normal
>Shitposts /mtfg/ the whole flight about how she's found a perfect gf and will everyone else is fucking inferor
>She gets off in Tibet
yes girl, it's true. i have some stretch marks on my hips and i have big hands/feet and my bootyhole isn't super perfect and pink and i'm not super thin and i have fat in my tummy and a million other things. guys honestly don't give a fuck. if they like you, they like you. a guy isn't gonna like fall in love with you just because you have a nice body, or because you're perfect (whatever that means.) it helps, but that's not how the world works at all and that's not how sex or love works.
This. I mean sad that it happened and good that you can vent about it but rly wtf?
That wasnt even related to the posts. Well barely lol
Actually, taking mild estrogens while testosterone effects are in full swing is pointless. What's more useful is taking mild anti-androgens, the kind guys with BPD take. When it comes to herbals, that would mostly be saw palmetto. I don't know how many pills of that stuff I took on and off between my two transitions. I guess it worked a bit.
I fall in love with imperfections before I do perfections. I've had bfs and gfs with stretch marks and I love to run my fingers over them and kiss them.
If they're a part of the person I love than I love them.
Honestly, that's the only herbal that really has medical backing and a proven track record for something of interest to MtFs. It won't be as good as spiro or cypro, but if it can mitigate T damage, why not?
>41 images left
The fuck are you doing?
You could probably tattoo them to make it look like the skin's been torn away and you're seeing weird muscle fibers or something, like one of those torn-skin tattoos; that'd be kind of neat.
that's how i've always been too, honestly. i like people's intricacies. like the brunette boy i was with last night has a lil spot of hair missing in his beard naturally. he also has pectus excavatum and idk. it's different and cool and nice. my ex who was almost 7 ft tall would knock shit over all the time and was super clumsy and it wasn't his fault at all, i'd just tell him that he's just a big handsome man in a world that wasn't built for him and he's just trying to make his way through. he had lots of skin tags and stuff too on his bod cause of a skin abnormality and i liked all his freckles. like all the moles and stuff are what i remember more clearly than anything else. i find it so weird that girls are always so preoccupied with being the embodiment of female perfection and think they have to be flawless to get ppl to want them.
Rare, once horny you want to get rammed by an 8 inch dick. The female chasers don-t exist and if one does shee is probably screwed in the head worse than you.
I mean the actual chasers that have interest in you only bcus sloppy gt
I have one congenital oddity very few people know about. A spot the size of a large coin above my temple where hair never grew and the skin is disturbingly smooth. It was already noticeable when I was born. And my mother likes to tell me the midwife said "if that's all that's wrong with him, you can count yourself really lucky."
Anyway, as a kid, I was spared really short haircuts thanks to it. But it's still an obstacle between me and full butchdom. I don't feel comfortable with people seeing it.
gonna quote it since i made it in the wrong thread i think
Only a princess? That's not much of an ambition. I'd rather be the Red Queen.
nothing really but im sure that the people on here know how to add people at their discretion, our job is just to moderate and keep troll posts off of the map so it doesn't get clogged with those, i cant mediate skype or steam interactions between people
just have to get it time anon, a lot of people are shy, the maps filling out slowly but steadily
and ive told her to put her marker on there but shes being a nerd about it
*awkwardly fumbles in pockets*
S-sure you are.
she wouldnt do it but i just bugged her again and now she did
now everyone knows yume lives in portland
>tfw used to be a part of the meme team but too far away now
maybe ill rejoin it one day