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Yes it will be I'm looking forward to it :3
But, storytime, cus there have been times where I've just talked on mdma and they've been very rewarding.
>Summer 2010, pre-everything, out to parents and one friend, about to start hrt
>At a festival with good friends, and a few new faces
>On the 3rd night we take mdma together. Returning from the mainstage to our tents, I decide to take a risk and tell them that I'm trans.
>Spend close to an hour in the tent together, I explain why I feel the way I do, what it means, and everything.
>They understand, they're unconditionally accepting, and they pretty much immediately flip their behavior. It couldn't have gone better, they immediately saw me as a girl
Fast forward, 1 year later
>Summer 2011, 1 year HRT, reasonably passing, and an entirely different and much more confident person
>Reconnect with some familiar faces from last year that I never kept in touch with.
>There's instant chemistry and attraction between me and one of the people I had met last year
>We spend large portions of the nights together cuddling and talking about our lives. He talks about his relationship woes (he currently had a girlfriend), I talk about trans woes.
>Decide to stay in touch after this year
>Become very close friends over the next few months when he realizes that not only is there attraction, but he connects with me better than his girlfriend
>In October, he breaks up with her, and shortly after we decide to go to a rave
>We had our first kiss at that rave
We stayed together until last year, it was a hell of a ride
These are the best mdma experiences I've had, bar none.
>Elanna reminding me yet again that I'll never get to experience being a rave/festival slut
(woops. new thread)
>if you somehow fail at that
it's pretty easy if you have health issues and are uncomfortable reengaging social contacts just to ask people where i can get drugs. i just used mushrooms for basic health. it was easy to take for granted how easy they were to get
darknet stuff ive never used, have trouble trusting. prefer stuff i can identify by looking
idk if head shops in canada sell anything legal with normal narrow psychedelic 5-ht2 agonist pharmacodynamics anymore other than maybe seeds that would make me barf. bleh
tfw no qt berber gf
>sounds simply intoxicating
It was. Idk, I've had my dumb "lets get fukk'd up and party" mdma experiences, but I've had some truly amazing experiences on it. Looking back, I probably would still come out to my friends on mdma in that tent. It was honestly liberating.
Who says you can't ;-;
I didn't think I could be either
>ywn get hooked on a drug by a guy and turned out to all your old clients so he can make a few dollars
gem is eating hummus and chips right now and literally has a 1:100 Hummus:Chip ratio going on every dip she takes
is this how domestic abuse happens?
if I ate them with as much hummus as you I might as well just eat it with a spoon
So if I have a vibrating dildo where should I be putting it for max effect? It's nothing amazing just a 20 dollar 5 incher from Spencers.
I get mixed reviews too much. Some people say in butt but that doesn't feel amazing. Some people saying on top of my gt but that doesn't feel amazing either.
Is there some magical method I can apply with this thing to cum like a girl? I've been on hormones long enough now I think to get the effect. Fapping barely feels nice at all now and is more like a chore and male orgasm sucks anyways...
Im in my mid twenties. And too tall. And I look like a boy. I'll never get to be all painted up while wearing little clothing and be high as fuck and dancing without care. Its too late for me. I'm already dead.
Being older didn't stop anyone, just gotta pick the right music. Psytrance parties have an older crowd, lots of hippies throughout, it's basically the only scene I've ever felt at home in.
The right scenes are also very accepting, there's nothing holding you back from getting painted up and going wild.
>implying people at raves care
pre everything I was out at doofs (raves in the bush) presented female, all the drugs and dick in australia for a whole weekend, you're overthinking this
Oh OK I'm just kinda babbling and getting nostalgic I guess sorry ^^;
I just finish Chapter 2 of Dysphoria is strange
What happens in the gif? I'm too scared to click.
Is there any way to tell if you're likely to pass well or not? I feel like genetics are not on my side, but at the same time there's transition timelines of manlier dudes than me becoming princesses.
>Just a bunch of transfaggots drooling over anime women
I need coping tactics for getting over the loss of qt bf first love pls, my insides hurt and I miss him
I secretly hate all the anime posting anons/trips because they inflate the image count to double what it used to be.
Seriously though, mtfg used to go 750 posts before hitting image limit.
who wants to beat the bullies with me?
tfw u want to look like a cisgirl who wants to be a boy but is actually a transgirl
does anyone know this abstract feel
something that resembles positivity morning to you Angie
i'd 'point' my 'shotgun' at you any time, qt.
remedial course: grab the nearest phallic thing and shove it in you
for instance I'm getting fucked rn, but you should get a dildo or something
my first ex was just fucking awful. really premature and i never felt any pleasure. like if i didn't have my ds/phone i would've just fallen asleep. once i actually told him to just 'get it over with'. my other ex fucked me so hard i couldn't feel my legs once, it was fucking surreal.
I just got out of a relationship I really cared about too. It's extremely scary to me that both me and her are probably going to die without ever seeing each other again. I tend to cope with break ups like this by just spending money, which I don't recommend. But distracting yourself with things helps.
The truth is though, nothing will really help. You're going to miss him for a while, it's going to hurt. That's okay, it's healthy. It never feels like it, but things will get better. I know how it feels to have the person you love leave your life, it's like the world stops spinning. Nothing makes sense anymore. But it gets better, it always will and you already know that.
Life is great, and so are you. I hope you the best in everything you do. Cherish the good memories you have and pledge to make more in the future, in the mean time just cry and eat ice cream. We all do it.
I'm not an MTF or anything, I just saw your post and wanted to reply. So anyway, all that x10. I'm certain you're a really cool person, cheers.
>I'm getting fucked rn
...I'll be in my bunk
or we could live like this Angie, we don't need these tranny people we can slang crack on our own
It would be a honor to live life like that with you :')
I actually like the song itself, most of that album too, placebo might be a bit dated but I'm a fossil anyway and too much of their music hits close to home
I wish I could stand the smell and taste and actually become good at doing that. The faces and moans and shivers and shaking are almost worth it, but not quite.
You're my favorite avatarfag. There's something incredibly therapeutic about Filthy Frank videos. The world is an ugly place and watching someone pretend to be so terrible and filthy feels like instead of media lying to me and telling me it's actually wonderful and we're all going to be beautiful millionaires, that we should just embrace how awful everything is and live how we want.
>tfw he cums in ur mouth and then falls asleep and as he is laying there snoring you are wide awake and wondering how anyone can find u attractive because you don't understand and it literally doesn't make any sense
I hope you get hit by a truck today
>tfw the drugs wear off and you may as well have been hit by a truck
how's /mtf/ today?
i had a pretty promising interview this morning and don't quite feel like offing myself today. woo~
ive been a neet most of my life. didnt goto hs or college or anything, always lived with partners who took care of me, smoke weed all and stay inside constantly, etc.
only recently been making any progress at being an adult.
went to school, got a diploma in game design, then life was a downward spiral of abusive relationships, self harm and alcoholism.
now I'm on the borderline of managing my own store a state away from my old life
>tfw feeling super manly again
>think of de-transitioning but can't even imagine it
gahhh :x someone kill me
I'm certain that I'm not anyone's squeeze right now though. Why would you want me as a squeeze?
>wake up, feel sad
>having to deal with shit at work, with a shift later i don't want to go in for
>decide to fuck myself to make myself feel better
>amazing, collapse onto bed shaking
>15 minutes later, sitting on the toilet, farting out lube
>put my head in my hands
>despairingly think "where did it all go wrong?"
long hair makes me look like a sleezy old man so I gave up
Be the best fucking woman ever, anon. Don't do the same shit 'they' do.
Alternatively, you might realize why they're so awful after being in their shoes.
Also you might realize you hate men in general too. Most of my friends are assholes but they tolerate how weird I am and know they have someone who is down to do shit or drink and smoke with them.
I feel fat. And I am not loosing weight as fast as I want.
>this is what a *cis* 31-year-old woman who is also a top-tier pop star looks like in the UK
brb moving to england, maybe I can pass there
new thread edition: post cis women who look trans
hardmode: post cis women who look trans and are successful
suicide mode: post cis women who look trans, are successful and are under 30 yrs old
bonus points if they're actually also attractive
Great. I am being confused with the fatest trip here. I was thinking about eating but fuck that now,
subject of couriers, you should see australian couriers they are lazy as shit, $1.50 a box and they will outright refuse to take our defective pickups going back the way they came, easy $15 for less than 5 minutes of work
Half the thread population is clever trolls other half are legit crazy people. I like trolling them by going into Christian threads and saying I want to summon a Succubus or that I worship the devil while posting xfiles GIF that are completely unrelated. Also like spoiling my myself by reading about ghosts or demons.
>tfw my mtf gf calls me mommy
>tfw i enjoy it
I mean I'm in customer service but I've had the displeasure of having to explain to a customer why there package exploded cause one of our couriers thought straight vodka and driving was a good combination so he blew up Hollywood style after crashing into a ramp.
Hehe I miss those days working at lame stop. This 12 year legit started to throw things once his parent a person who you can not makes this up had a Christianity tried it tshirt flipped her shit and smacked the shit out of the little turd burgular. Guess that what they meant when they said turn the other cheek lol. Kids ass Myst have been red as a baboons.
Well it's 10.00 an hour 40 hours a week plus your options are limited when you don't pass desu.
im going to beat up off all you fucking faggots up If you dont quit hit on my Boy friend
Portland is for Cuties would if I could sanfran is expensive as fuck for a failed artist, not sure bout melbourne is that austrailia cause that place is scary or melbourne florida wish i miss it so much.
If I get a job where i can work from home im golden and can leave tbis shithole of a state god hate tn.
>tfw the boypussy makes you straight again
I actually had a lot of fun!! We had dinner and then went to an arcade and he won me a little stuffed animal :3 and then we came back to my apartment and talked for like another hour, started making out, I sucked his dick and swallowed his cum, and then I fell asleep as small spoon
that anon is so far off, I'm as ugly a personality as I am physically
Days starting off great so far see the new girl she's everything I wish I looked like beautiful hair, gorgeous eyes, c cups big hips perfect proportions, holds the door open for me. T-thanks God I hate this dysphoria crap someone buy me all the surgeries so I can feel normal for once.
Fucking a guy up his stinky butte no.
tfw no surgery for ribcage
I've decided I'm going to keep posting anime gifs at you and bullying you into starting hrt over Skype
i mean you won't have kim kardashian hips, but neither will most cis girls
HRT will encourage fat to start collecting in your lower half. So, thighs, butt, hips... It helps. I heard a rumour that cycles gaining and losing weight while on HRT will help speed up the process of fat accumulating that area.
Obviously you lose and gain weight naturally, so it will happen eventually regardless.
I should've went with cheek implants instead of fat grafting,
All the fat in my cheeks are gone and my face looks very sunken in
Yeah. There are a lot of girls with smaller hips. Some of them are probably a little insecure about it, but changing your style can draw emphasis to your lower body while minimizing your upper half.
Try bottoms with brighter colours and fuller skirts!
Oh I know. I'm just saying that the fat helps as well.
Wish I could put on some weight, though. Being 95lbs is no bueno.
so update on my valentine it turns out that she does wanna have sex after our date and shes willing to teach me how.
im just not sure if im 100% on board with using my gt. im dysphoric about it but i wanna try sex for the first time too
its a conflicting feel @_@;;
Have you even read my post? I don't think KK is hot. I just told you plastic fantastic does not count. And you are psychoanalyzing two different people.
I have no idea honestly. Muscle mass in the upper back will be reduced, but fat? I've never read anything about it either way. I don't think that's the first place fat will accumulate in either sex, so I suggest... maybe losing weight if it's a big problem, because you may be overweight.
It's not like there's anything wrong with smaller hips anyway. It's just another body type. The anons can be mean sometimes, but they wouldn't be here if they were happy, so I feel bad for them.
even when i go to sleep, this numbing feeling still remains.
i don't think i would want to be in a relationship anymore. being a constant disappointment in a social setting is painful enough, bringing someones feelings into the matter won't help.
wait what's going on lol
idk we might fuck again in a bit, but I'm not sure. I told him I didn't have plans today so I was like "it's okie sleep" but he STILL IN BED LMAO. like he got up and everything then went back to it. I literally just heard him make a sexy tired noise from the bedroom, help
hi wat up
nice, :/ its just so sad seeing people have such stupid standards of femininity in their head, its like a huge pit of woe, pretty much the result of being a neet i guess. just wish i could make some people happier and want to kill themselves a little less
jesus, I had a dream where I was in the local mall and I was kidnapped and taken to a castle and dropped in a hole in the dirt outside of it. I fell and when I landed everything was animated like a cartoon, then I realized I was like playing like a strange version of castlevania but all the bosses were mtfg trips.
Humans are born to live. from the moment you are thrown into the universe you breathe, eat, drink, procreate. It is what we do as living organisms. but why would one procreate, let alone find a reason to stay alive without something to stay alive for. Humans don't stay alive for the sake of survival, But rather for the sake of things that bring purpose: religion, art, music and love. in an endless oblivion of darkness and space, humans are the only species primitive to care. you must do what you love. The best things in life will always end in conflict. That is why humans are primitive
will moko survive do u think? I always liked her. also lmao. who cares if u have hips or not. I have a huge hip measurement but like no waist cause fat and small torso and now I'm dieting. lots of ppl are like that who cares.
now which boss was I tho
you know some sexist people lol
Tired at work
Thinking of going for cheek implants since fat grafting to cheeks didn't do much
>tfw you are a neckbeard sperglord so you know that even if you do transition it won't be remotely convincing
>tfw on the phone to customer service in the states to cancel an order and refund me
>tfw called 'Ma'am' the whole time
>tfw i like my hips
>left side of body is more masculinised than right side
>now which boss was I tho
for some reason you were the dungeon boss, and I think the main boss was elanna for some reason but she was flying around in a mini floating ship that was shaped like a vagina, I need to stop thinking about srs
I doubt that will be an issue. and lets not worry about what will help me
Tough call, it's only two days, so I'd say before.
you won't mind much that's exciting but you're free to look
it's my favorite folder, have beens to lighten up the thread instead
did you happen to post jake the mus the other night or am i drunk
Follow up question is it OK to date a potential chaser?
omg I am dying, I'll put some makeup on since I look like shit
I just ate 2/3's of a family sized pizza. I regret nothing. NOTHING!!!
Now excuse me while I go purge.
>trying to make plans to go out today
>been emailing with 2 other people since Wednesday to make plans
>one of them has replied like twice to a long chain of emails in that time
>she still hasn't responded today if she could drive us or what time we should meet
jfc it's not hard to respond to e-mails
it's a fantastic movie and eyeopening for a lot of people that have never seen households like that.
but it's just your average happy family!
it's pretty early, shouldn't we be in bed? you're the one with a job, y'know. i mean unless you have today off, then i could do this forever.
>come out to oldest friend
>"you're my brother and I love you man"
They're doing their best.
My friend for 18+ years is coming back from China for the first time in years and I want to see him.
Personally it's crushing being treated as a masturbatory aid but some people say they don't mind.
well i don't got much of a sense of humor today, i gotta go into work in 30 minutes and press a grievance over sexual harassment after a colleague groped my boobs and was taking creepshots of me and sending to her friends 'because i'm a brave inspiration' fuck
>good luck with the interview
thank you! I have one for my store and a potential for another if that doesn't happen
>just to shit on the hopes and dreams of codkiddies.
they try to bargain with you too
I don't think people can simply ignore decades of knowing you. No matter what you do you'll always be the insecure spaz (generally speaking).
Yeah I assumed that's what it was. She used to be crazy about me when I came home now she's really cautious.
I mean, I get it. They see what I see. Some with my parents. You don't just look at someone a certain way for 20+ years then change the way you see them, at least not in a short amount of time, if ever.
Cause I want them big old puffy cheeks.
I don't want cheeks that make me look like a meth addict.